the world in which he exists

It was already dark outside the window in the middle of the night, and the residential buildings were left with lights. Most people had turned off their lights to go to bed, but Gu Chaoming's house was brightly lit.

Gu Chaoming stood up and stood in front of the beast of life that resisted the light.

A loud slap.

It rang in the middle of the night, on Gu Chaoming's face.

Gu Chaoming stood up straight, tilted his head to one side, and felt a burning sensation on his cheeks.

With 17 years of experience, Gu Chaoming can accept Gu Tao's slap without touching his cheek even if it hurts.

That looks silly, and it doesn't help.

There was a slight pain in the mouth, Gu Chaoming held back the anger in his chest, and bit the slightly painful lip wall.

He persuaded himself, advised himself not to be impulsive.

You have faced this kind of scene and this kind of slap many times, and you can handle it well, right?

Can handle it well, can not be found injured by Lin Jianfan, right?

Gu Chaoming asked himself.

He is not afraid of getting hurt, he is not afraid of bleeding, he is afraid of seeing Lin Jianfan cry because of him again.

Seeing Lin Jianfan crying, that feeling was more painful than being hurt.

Gu Chaoming turned his face to look directly at Gu Tao who slapped him under the lamp, his tone was surprisingly calm: "How much do you want this time?"

Gu Tao, who was stared at by Gu Chaoming, was a little surprised at Gu Chaoming's calmness.

"Where did you hide my things?" Gu Tao said eagerly, as if he didn't care about anything, as long as he said.

"What? I don't know." The burning sensation on Gu Chaoming's face was still there, against the burning sensation on his face and the light above his head, Gu Zhaoming continued to ask Gu Tao indifferently: "How much do you want this time?"

"I don't want money, I have it." Gu Tao took something in his pocket, cursing, and Gu Chaoming suddenly had a very bad premonition.

Gu Tao took out a bank card from his pocket, looked it up and down, and flaunted it in front of Gu Chaoming's eyes.

"You still have so much money in your room, there must be a lot in this card." Gu Tao laughed loudly.

Gu Chaoming hid in the room to prevent Gu Tao from going home to ask him for money, and all the banknotes he took out were dug out by Gu Tao.

"What's the password? Tell Dad quickly." Gu Tao pinched the bank card with his fingers, pinching Gu Chaoming's bank card like pinching endless money and laughing.

The bank card went up and down with Gu Tao's arm under the lit lamp, and the light clung to Gu Tao's arm and reflected into Gu Chaoming's eyes.

That was the living expenses his mother gave him, and he even told his mother not to send so much money during the day.

It was money he had saved, it was money he had saved for college living expenses.

is his future.

It is also his present.

His current livelihood and future support are all at Gu Tao's fingertips.

Like pinching his fragile life, choking his fragile throat.

Gu Tao pinched Gu Chaoming's remaining sanity with his fingers.

Squeeze and crush.

Gu Tao laughed under the lights of the room, the shadow on his face was like a rugged mountain, he laughed and never noticed the change in his son in front of him.

Gu Chaoming stared at the bank card shaking in Gu Tao's hand, the burning heat on his face was still warm.

The devil is showing off, provoking, and pressing questions.

Maybe he is really similar to Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming thought, his calmness can only last for a while, before he reveals his true form soon.

Sure enough, he was still the same as Gu Tao.

All his family property is pinched at Gu Tao's fingertips, Gu Tao asked him the password with a smile, Gu Chaoming was silent, silent.

A hungry cheetah pounces on its prey.

Gu Chaoming rushed towards Gu Tao who was pinching his present and future.

A cheetah pounces on its prey.

Gu Chaoming throws Gu Tao down.

Gu Tao was lying on the ground, his head was originally a beer bottle that he threw randomly, if Gu Chaoming hadn't picked up the beer bottle after entering the door, Gu Tao would definitely hit the back of his head now.There was a fallen wooden chair at Gu Tao's waist, which was put back by Gu Chaoming. If there was no Gu Chaoming, Gu Tao's waist would definitely be bent.

If there was no Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming hated himself, why did he clean up, if he didn't clean up, Gu Tao might be half dead now, or his waist was damaged, his head was injured, and he didn't have to go so hard to snatch the bank card from Gu Tao's hand.

How much Gu Tao wants, he will give.

Who let him be such a father.

When Gu Chaoming snatched the bank card, he didn't think about what he would do when he lost the bank card and had no money.

What he was thinking about was his own future, the future that Su Bing said would go to the same university.

The moment Gu Tao waved his bank card, Gu Chaoming seemed to see a wild beast, seeing the roaring beast devouring his future.

Gu Chaoming kept thinking of regretting cleaning up, regretting that he would either die or be injured if he didn't let Gu Tao fall.

Gu Chaoming is robbing his future.

regardless of costs.

His arms and cheeks were scratched by Gu Tao, and his stomach was also kicked by Gu Tao's free leg.Gu Chaoming didn't feel the pain at all, he just grabbed the bank card in Gu Tao's hand with all his heart.

He grabbed it.

He snatched his future.

The palm touched the cold card, the card was cold, but Gu Chaoming's heart was burning hot, hotter than his cheek slapped by Gu Tao.

Holding the cold card, Gu Chaoming had a bloodstain on his arm.The blood slid across the back of his hand, Gu Chaoming didn't care about it, holding the card, his eyes sparkled.

He was obsessed with robbing the bank card, and he was so excited that the blood on the back of his hand flowed from his fingers into his palm.

Gu Chaoming didn't notice that his blood was stained on the card that he couldn't cover with his cold palm.

How could he find out that the moment he snatched the card, he didn't even notice that Gu Tao picked up the beer bottle placed beside the sofa.

The beer bottle hit Gu Chaoming on the brow bone, and hit the little scar that Lin Jianfan promised to rely on to find him in the next life.

Brow bone stimulated the pain, Gu Chaoming thought of his beast-like behavior just now.

He is subduing violence with violence.

Stay with the beast and he will become a beast too.

Realized again that he would become the second Gu Tao, a beast trained by the beast of life.

Gu Chaoming suddenly wanted to escape, to escape from the brightly lit home.

He didn't care about Gu Tao on the ground, the bank card in his hand was stained with bright red blood, and the lights in the room were arresting him.

"A dragon begets a dragon, a phoenix begets a phoenix, and the son of a mouse can make holes."

Gu Chaoming sniffed, swallowed, his heart was as agitated as porridge boiling in a pot, bubbling and rushing out of the pot.

He wants to escape.

I don't, I'm not, I can get out of here later.

Those who can leave here will be with Lin Jianfan.

Together with Su Bing and Cen Xili.

In that summer, in that June.

Gu Chaoming suddenly wanted to see Lin Jianfan very much, wanted to hold his hand, wanted to hear him tell him it was okay, wanted to kiss his lips to gain calmness and peace of mind.

He wants to see him, right now.

He wanted to escape, right now.

Gu Chaoming stumbled and ran towards the door of the house, but Gu Tao who got up on the way roared and did not stop.

It's okay to trip over unpacked items or bang your head on furniture and bleed.

He just wanted to run away, just to see him.

Gu Chaoming's scalp was broken and bleeding came out. He ran on the road in the middle of the night, but the night wind couldn't heal the wound, and the wound was so irritated that it hurt like a small firework.

Regardless of the pain on his body, Gu Chaoming ran forward desperately.He has nowhere to go, he wants to go to the beach where he can listen to all his troubles, but he has no car.

He wanted to go to the river bank near home, but he went the wrong way in a daze.

I ran across the roads and alleys with only street lights.

It was cold at night, and his coat was blowing in the wind. Gu Chaoming ran so fast that he didn't dare to stop.

With the wind chasing after him, he couldn't stop.

At night, the street lamps were curiously discussing Gu Chaoming who ran under the lamps, and the shadow running with Gu Chaoming under the lamps was also exhausted.

Running up an overpass, Gu Chaoming finally stopped due to exhaustion.

Standing by the overpass, overlooking the road with few vehicles under the overpass.

There was no traffic, and the street lamps on the side of the road illuminated the sidewalk he had just run on.

Gu Chaoming looked back at the way he was when he looked back, and then looked back at his life.

His life was barren and barren, as barren as a road without traffic under a bridge.

His mother was divorced, his father was beaten, and the cold wind in the middle of the night was blowing his life.

In a life so poor that he had nothing, Gu Chaoming's ear was bloodied when he snatched it as a bank card for the future.

Mingming grabbed his own future and saw the flat road under the bridge.Without the urging sound of the car horn, he still thought of a single word that could obliterate his future, his life, and everything about him—death.

His mother left him, his father Gu Chaoming didn't want to mention it, and he didn't seem to have any expectations anymore.

In just one year, many accidents happened, and his mother left his life.

One year, time is passing, and relatives are leaving.

He seems to have lost a lot and also gained a lot.

Liu Yi is going to get married when he is in his third year of high school. The new friend in the community is Zhou Han, and his grades are getting closer and closer to his dream.

And Lin Jianfan who he owns.

Have the boy who dreams of him in his dreams, and his dreams are bright.

The boy whose name bears the good wishes of his parents, the boy who loves him so much that he sheds tears.

He is so fragile, what should he do if others bully him and he is gone?

He wants to protect him.

Lin Jianfan's name carries the expectations of his parents, and so does his own name.He didn't know much about his mother's new man. He had said before that he would be a little man to protect his mother.

If he is gone, that man domestically abuses his mother, what should the mother do?

He is still nostalgic for this world, the world where roses and beasts coexist.

Nostalgia for the unreached university in this world, nostalgia for scenery that has not been seen in this world, nostalgia for people in this world.

Gu Chaoming wanted to see Lin Jianfan very much, very much, very much.

He leaned against the flyover and sat on the ground, his heart was churning, and he couldn't help crying.

He didn't want Lin Jianfan to see him cry, so he endured it desperately.

In the cold air in the middle of the night, Gu Chaoming took out his mobile phone and called Lin Jianfan.It was very late, but Gu Chaoming just wanted to be willful once, and he didn't want to ignore so much.

After waiting on the phone for a few minutes, the other side connected, and Gu Chaoming heard Lin Jianfan's lazy voice.

Gu Chaoming endured his hoarseness, and asked straight to the point: "Are you free?"

Who will be free at this time, Gu Chaoming didn't hold out any expectations and just wanted to hear his voice, but Lin Jianfan immediately replied: "Yes, what's wrong with you?"

There is no anger after being woken up, only quick affirmative answers and caring questions.

Before making the phone call, I really wanted to see him, wanted to hug him directly, and tell him all the pain and patience in my heart, but when I really wanted to talk to him, Gu Chaoming couldn't open his mouth.

Gu Chaoming tried his best to laugh out: "Hahaha, we played truth or dare, I lost, I said to call someone in the middle of the night, I thought about it, you are the only one who can't swear when you call at night."

Gu Chaoming lied.

Lin saw that Fan wanted to talk, but Gu Chaoming said again, "Are you asleep?"

"No, I'm going to bed soon. After saying good night to you, I couldn't sleep and got up again." Lin Jianfan said.

"Don't lie to me, you are very bad at lying, you know? I can hear you turning the quilt."

"Then don't lie to me, there is no lively sound around you at all, you are not playing a big adventure, right?"

Gu Chaoming was silent, and after the silence, he tried to smile and said, "Sure enough, he is a top student. You guessed it all."

Seeing Fan's soft voice, Lin asked softly, "What's wrong with you?"

Lin saw Fan hesitated: "Are you crying?"

Nested in the quilt, Lin Jianfan heard Gu Chaoming's patient nasal voice.

Gu Chaoming immediately denied: "Who is crying, you just woke up and heard wrong."

This time it was Lin Jianfan's silence, and Gu Chaoming didn't want him to know, so he wouldn't bother to reveal it.

Gu Chaoming sat on the icy overpass, the fence behind him was icy cold, and the cold wind blew past.

"Can you..." Gu Chaoming wanted to ask, can you chat with me for a while?

But when Lin saw Fan, he asked him, "Where are you?"

"Why? Miss me?" Gu Chaoming insisted.

Gu Chaoming was just joking, but Lin Jianfan said, "Well, I miss you and want to see you now, so tell me where you are."

Hearing Lin Jianfan's affirmative answer that he said he missed him, Gu Chaoming's heart softened instantly.He was speechless for a while, tears welled up in his eyes uncontrollably, his heart was sore, he just wanted to hear his voice, but Lin Jianfan told him that he missed him.

The mother is gradually moving away, the father is beating, and the care of life is moving away. When the care is far away, new people enter and new companions approach.

That person is Lin Jianfan.

It was great to meet him.

Gu Chaoming burst into tears on the other end of the phone. He opened his mouth to tell Lin Jianfan's location, but he startled himself when he opened his mouth. His hoarse voice was choked with sobs, and he dared not speak any more.

Gu Chaoming swallowed all the choking and adjusted his voice.He was still stubborn, and he didn't want Lin Jianfan to see him like this: "It's late at night, so I'm just joking with you, don't come here."

Lin Jianfan could see through the air and see through his fragile stubbornness at a glance with the help of electric current.

It was the first time for Lin to see Fan so resolute, even with a commanding tone: "Tell me where you are, I'll come find you."

"You don't need to come here, I..."

"I'm not looking for you, I just want to play truth or dare with you."

The answer was too soft, and the injured Gu Chaoming couldn't help it. He stroked the hair on his forehead to the back of his head with the palm of his hand, and leaned his head against the fence of the flyover, trying to force the tears that were about to flow back into his eyes.

Finally told Lin Jianfan's address.

No one passed the overpass in the middle of the night, Gu Chaoming felt very cold, the cold wind blowing into his breath at night.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Chaoming wiped his face with his hands and found that the wound on his hand was still bleeding.

Gu Chaoming let them flow wantonly, flowing out of his heart, but wanted to stop before Lin Jianfan arrived.

Gu Chaoming on the overpass didn't know where Lin Jianfan was coming from. He looked down the bridge, looked to both sides of the bridge, and looked down whenever a car passed by.

Gu Chaoming cleaned himself up before Lin Jianfan came, he didn't want Lin Jianfan to see him like this.Gu Chaoming stood up, pulled his clothes, wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeves, put his hands on the railing of the overpass, looked into the distance and thought about what he would say when Lin saw Fan coming.

The night wind was very cold, Gu Chaoming shivered several times, and the phone only had 18.00% battery left.Gu Chaoming was afraid of shutting down the phone, afraid that Lin Jianfan would not receive the text message he sent him, so Gu Chaoming kept holding the phone until the text message sounded before clicking on the screen.

Lin Jianfan: "I'm under the bridge.

Gu Chaoming looked under the bridge, but saw no one. He ran to the other side of the overpass and saw the taxi that had already started driving away slowly.

A white coat was carrying a bag of things and ran up the steps leading to the overpass two steps at a time.

There was a light at the corner of the stairs, Gu Chaoming watched him run up step by step, raised his head at the corner of the stairs, the yellow light covered his face, and the white coat covered his body.

Gu Chaoming saw the angel at night.

The angel looked up to see him, quickened his pace and walked towards him, coming to his side.Going upstairs too fast, I was a little out of breath.

As soon as he saw the words Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming had prepared in his stomach, they all disappeared without a trace, and he, who was always talkative, just watched Lin Jianfan running over without a word.

He couldn't say a word, he just wanted to hug Lin Jianfan.

But he didn't.

Because the body is too dirty.

Seeing Fan running to Gu Chaoming's side and seeing Gu Chaoming's reddened eyes, Lin felt a pain in his heart, and he remained silent just like Gu Chaoming.He stretched out his hand to hold Gu Chaoming's cheek, and turned Gu Chaoming's head to check his injury, but Gu Chaoming refused.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand that was holding his cheek, trying to grab it, but Gu Zhaoming tried hard, but Lin Jianfan fought with him and refused to let go.

Gu Chaoming looked at him, and Lin Jianfan's hands were strong, and his eyes were also fixed on him.The two looked at each other, and their hands were tense.

Lin Jianfan was still not as strong as Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming poured a lot of water, and put his palm against the skin of the back of Lin Jianfan's hand.

Seeing that Fan knew the disparity, and knew that going on like this was not an option, he repeatedly called out Gu Chaoming's name: "Gu Chaoming!"

Gu Chaoming looked at him, and loosened his grip on his palm.Lin Jianfan felt that Gu Chaoming's palm lost the strength to compete with him, and Gu Chaoming gradually softened, and the firm grasp just now turned into a gentle and persistent kneading and touching.

The palm touches the back of the hand, the back of the hand rubs against the palm of the hand, the texture of the palm is ironed against the smooth skin of the back of the hand, the back of the hand receives the warmth from the palm of the hand, and the bones of the hand soften to comfort and caress.

Gu Chaoming's eyes fell on Lin Jianfan's face, as if he had suffered a great grievance from Lin Jianfan, he let go of Lin Jianfan's hand.

The fingers lingered, and when they separated, they passed the back of Lin Jianfan's hand and touched Lin Jianfan's fingers.

The lotus root is broken, and the wind is sticky.

Lin Jianfan dragged Gu Chaoming's face again, and turned Gu Chaoming's face to check the injury.Seeing the bright red flowing into the pinna, Lin Jianfan felt a pain in his heart.

The blood was in a mess, like brushing over an unfinished wall.Gu Chaoming wanted to turn his head away from Lin Jianfan, but Lin Jianfan was very strong in Yeli.

Lin Jianfan grabbed his arm, turned him to face him, and searched for the wound in the hair where the bleeding came from with his fingers.

The night wind was sometimes gentle and sometimes strong. The blood dried in the night wind. Lin Jianfan touched the fresh blood between his fingers, which was sticky and slightly fishy.

The fingers were stained and dyed light red, Lin Jianfan's fingers searched through the hair.

Finding the wound, Lin Jianfan was so distressed that he dared not touch it, and only dared to hover around the wound with his fingers.

"Does it hurt?" Lin Jianfan asked softly.

His eyes moved from the wound to Gu Chaoming's face, meeting Gu Chaoming's eyes.

Lin Jian did not hide the pain in Fan's eyes, Gu Chaoming's heart softened when he met his eyes.

A piece of ice on the surface of the glacier melts, the glacier collapses, and the river runs.

Facing Lin Jianfan who was worried about him, Gu Chaoming still pretended to be relaxed: "It's okay, what can happen to this little injury."

Lin Jianfan looked at him: "This?"

Gu Chaoming didn't want to see him feel sorry for him, so he teased him with a smile and said, "Is this bigger?"

Lin Jianfan sighed helplessly.

Gu Chaoming added: "This should not affect my intelligence, I am still so smart."

Seeing that Fan couldn't laugh, Lin scolded him, "Slick tongue."

"How do you know I'm glib? Do you want to try?"

"Don't misinterpret the meaning of the idiom, I will deduct points from you."

"Group leader, don't be so serious."

It's been a long time since he was called by this title, Gu Chaoming smiled faintly.Seeing Fan looking at him, Lin saw that he still had to pretend at this moment.

Seeing Gu Chaoming's red eyes, coupled with his pretended funny words, Lin Jianfan felt really distressed.

"Is there any other injury? I brought medicine." Lin Jianfan mentioned a large bag of medicine thrown on the ground.

The bag is very big, and there are all kinds of medicine in it, dangling around.Through the transparent plastic bag, Gu Chaoming could see bandages, iodophor, medical tape...

Gu Chaoming lied and said, "No more."

Lin Jianfan didn't believe it: "Is it really gone?"

Gu Chaoming nodded: "It's really gone, don't you believe me?"

"I believe in other things, but you are a habitual offender in these things. I can't believe it. You still say no, your hands are bleeding."

The injury on his hand didn't feel much, Gu Chaoming raised his hand to look at it, and smiled at Lin Jianfan: "It's really gone this time."

Lin Jianfan hung the bag full of medicine on his arm, groped Gu Chaoming's body, and patted Gu Chaoming's whole body to make sure that he was not injured anywhere else.

"Okay, it's really all right." Gu Chaoming said.

"Just say it hurts, don't hide it."

Gu Chaoming was hit by warmth in his heart, and it took him a long time to stare at Lin Jianfan's eyes and nod: "Yes."

Lin saw that Fan took out gauze, iodophor, and cotton swabs from the bag to bandage him.Get things ready, Gu Chaoming is taller than him, Lin Jianfan is a little inconvenient to handle the wound with a cotton swab, he has to hold his hand all the time.

"Do you want me to squat down?" Gu Chaoming said.

Seeing Fan dealing with the wound, Lin was inexplicably angry: "I'm not that short, just turn over a little bit."

"I'm afraid that your hands are always holding acid."

Seeing Fan holding a cotton swab, Lin said, "No."

Gu Chaoming was silent for a while, Lin Jianfan was treating the wound without making a sound, Gu Chaoming stared at his white arm.

Lin Jianfan said, "How can your blood flow into your ears?"

"I don't know, it may have a soft spot for my ears, hahahaha..." Gu Chaoming laughed.

Lin Jianfan looked at the smiling Gu Chaoming with eyes that seemed distressed, blamed, and ordered him not to laugh anymore.

Gu Chaoming is a kid who knows his mistakes. After being looked at by Lin Jianfan with reproachful eyes, he whispered without daring to refute: "I just realized that you are actually so fierce."

Lin Jianfan changed a cotton swab to deal with the blood in Gu Chaoming's ear.The cotton swab is soft and rubbed in the pinna of the ear.

very itchy.

The entire ear has become the most sensitive part.

Rub the cotton swab again and again, Lin Jianfan carefully used the cotton swab to help Gu Chaoming wipe away the blood: "Maybe you only know the real me today."

Gu Chaoming laughed fearlessly: "It's better to be fierce, but to be cute."

Lin saw Fan glance at him, and Gu Chaoming looked back at him with a smile on his face.

"You are not allowed to use words like cute to describe me in the future." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming was puzzled: "Why?"

"No reason, it just doesn't work."

Gu Chaoming guessed: "Because it's like a girl's?"

Seeing Fan glance at him, Lin hummed.

"Cuteness isn't something only girls can use. Team leader, you don't understand this. Cuteness is an expression of liking for something. Points will be deducted if you misunderstand."

"Where did you learn it?"

"Girls in our class, I heard what they said last time."

"I don't allow it anyway, I don't want to hear that word."

"Dictatorship." Gu Chaoming said.

Lin Jianfan looked at him again, and the movements of his hands became more serious.

Gu Chaoming: "Not only dictatorship but also violence."

Lin Jianfan looked at him seriously: "In the future, don't praise me with words that compliment girls."

Gu Chaoming smiled, it turned out that the problem was here, Lin Jianfan was the one who had to sit with his legs apart.

"Both men and women can use it. It's not a word to praise girls, and I don't treat you as a girl."

For some reason, Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan was really angry, and quickly explained: "Then let me change the word, it looks good..."

The word is also a bit...

"Handsome."

"Jade tree facing the wind, heroic and valiant, looks better than Pan An..."

Lin Jianfan stopped him: "Stop!"

Gu Chaoming laughed loudly, watching Lin Jianfan clean up carefully, his body was cold, but his heart was so hot that he could melt his body.

"Are you not angry?" Gu Chaoming asked carefully.

"I'm not angry at all." Lin Jianfan said.

"You were obviously angry just now."

"When?"

"When you say uh-huh."

Seeing that Fan didn't want to hear those two words, Gu Chaoming replaced them with um.

"If you really don't like it, then I won't say it. This will be a forbidden word in the future."

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming smiled at him.

After a long time, Lin saw Fan Cai and said, "Don't talk about it in the future."

Gu Chaoming smiled again: "Okay, don't talk, don't talk."

After finishing speaking, Gu Chaoming started to play dead again: "You are really a bit fierce today."

Lin Jianfan said to him expressionlessly: "Today is limited."

After the wound was treated, Gu Chaoming helped Lin Jianfan clean up the garbage produced by the bandage.Gu Chaoming had a bandage on his head, and wrapped the garbage in tissue paper.

After throwing out the garbage and checking the time, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan, "Did you sneak out from your house?"

"Probably." Lin Jianfan said.

Against the light, Lin Jianfan suddenly stretched out his hand towards him, Gu Chaoming froze for a moment, then slowly reached out to hold Lin Jianfan's hand without knowing why.

The moment the palms touched, Lin Jianfan grabbed Gu Chaoming's hands and said, "Your hands are cold."

"It's okay, I don't have frostbite, but you should protect yourself."

Lin saw that Fan rubbed Gu Chaoming's hands together until they became hot.

Gu Chaoming felt the warmth, his heart was riddled with holes, which were easily repaired and filled by a pair of warm hands.

Gu Chaoming is always surrounded by warmth.

As we all know, Night Breeze is cool, but he is warm.

The inner defense collapsed and was captured by Lin Jianfan's warmth.

Gu Chaoming didn't want to be embarrassed in front of Lin Jianfan, even though he had been embarrassed so many times.He didn't want to cry in front of Lin Jianfan, but he still shed tears easily.

Because of a small touch, a warm transmission.

Gu Chaoming burst into tears in disappointment, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and his heart was sour.

Seeing the sudden tears, Gu Chaoming saw that Lin Jianfan was a little panicked, and quickly took out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.

He cried silently, only the sound of tears rolling down his cheeks from the corners of his eyes.

Silent crying, surrounded by warmth.

Small things can always touch his soft heart.

Gu Chaoming thought that Lin Jianfan would be at a loss, and wanted to joke with Lin Jianfan to ease the atmosphere, but Lin Jianfan hugged him, resting his chin on his neck, and whispered in his ear: "You are having a very unhappy day, don't you?" ? I have been pretending, afraid that others will see it, and feel that no one can trust you, even the most trusted person can't understand you."

What he was hiding was revealed by Lin Jianfan at once, and Gu Chaoming seemed to be seen through by him.

Lin Jianfan said in his ear: "You can't feel that life is hopeless, there will always be light when you move forward."

The fog surrounding him for 17 years has dissipated.

Gu Chaoming slowly stretched out his arms to hug Lin Jianfan, and hugged Lin Jianfan into his arms. Gu Zhaoming turned his head slightly, and Lin Jianfan's hair stroked his cheeks. Gu Zhaoming hugged him and said, "Thank you."

Gu Chaoming was greedy for Lin Jianfan's warmth, Gu Zhaoming heard Lin Jianfan whispering in his ear: "This is also limited to today."

Gu Chaoming didn't speak, just buried in his shoulders, rubbing the pinnae of Lin Jianfan's ear temples, bit by bit.