the world in which he exists

Gu Chaoming is not good at singing, and he has realized his shortcoming of tone insufficiency since he was a child in music class.

Singing used to be as easy as running away, but this time the chorus competition is to win the first place and give it to Lao Chen as a birthday present. Gu Chaoming tried his best to follow the rehearsal, playing the competition songs on the phone in a loop, humming even when walking, and When others were chatting, they sang a few words from time to time. Even when Lin Jianfan and Lin Jianfan were doing their homework together, Lin Jianfan could hear Gu Chaoming suddenly humming without anyone starting.

Gu Chaoming hummed a song, the tune always curled up like a squirrel's tail, Lin Jianfan knew it was a sign that Gu Chaoming was in a good mood.Hearing Gu Chaoming humming the song that he composed himself, Lin Jianfan could not help but lower his head and purse his lips and smile.

Recently, there is a trend of returning to temperature. The temperature returns quickly, and the cold air has no time to clean up, and it is driven away by the warmth of spring.The warm sunshine filled every gap in the treetops, hiding in the hair of the students who rushed to the cafeteria after class.

At noon, Gu Chaoming went to the cafeteria with Su Bing and Cen Xili. Cen Xili's legs were already healed, and the crutches used to help him walk were discarded.

After finally being able to walk, Cen Xili happily walked through the crowd in the cafeteria.

Su Bing looked at Cen Xili, who was walking in front of him, and turned his head to Gu Chaoming, who was beside him, and said, "Sure enough, I have held back for a long time. Once I left Guan Hui, my steps became lighter."

Walking in the crowd, Gu Chaoming looked around, hoping to find Lin Jianfan among the crowd in the cafeteria. No matter what Su Bing said, Gu Chaoming said something casually.

All he got was a casual "hmm", Su Bing looked at Gu Chaoming who was looking left and right: "Don't look for it, Xiaojian Fan and Zhizhao are not in the cafeteria."

Hearing Su Bing's words, Gu Chaoming looked away from the crowd and said "oh".

"Hey! Gu Shuai, you weren't like this before, why did you admit it and give up struggling?"

"Give up what struggle?" Gu Chaoming didn't understand.

"I used to talk about Xiaojian Fan, and you would still say 'no, no,', 'don't think too much', and now there is only one 'oh'? You are too beautiful, don't struggle to say that you are not together ah?"

Gu Chaoming didn't have the idea of ​​showing affection, and they weren't together yet. Gu Chaoming himself didn't notice that he had changed from justifying before to accepting it together.

There are too many of my own retreat and self-blame, and too many good opportunities I missed, Gu Chaoming didn't want to talk about it with Su Bing, and I couldn't explain it to him, Gu Chaoming simply explained: "We are not together yet. "

"Cheat you." Su Bing didn't believe it.

Su Bing didn't believe it, the behavior between them had crossed the line to the point where Su Bing didn't even believe it, Gu Chaoming hated himself for retreating even more, if he dared to take a step forward, he could hold Lin Jianfan's hand and fight back against Su Bing: "Just I abused you, how is it?"

But now he can only deny it, simply deny it, and Guan Hui, who suddenly appeared, snatched away the opportunity to say it with the explanation of "really not together".

"Senior!" Guan Hui shouted from the other end of the crowd, running towards Cen Xili.

Avoiding the crowd, Guan Hui ran to Cen Xili with a small bag of milk.

It seems to be a chance encounter, but in fact it is the result of looking around for a long time just like Gu Chaoming was looking for Lin Jianfan.

Seeing Cen Xili in the crowd who seemed to be very happy and jumping on his feet, Guan Hui didn't know that the reason why Cen Xili was jumping was because he was not there.

Guan Hui ran over, and Cen Xili only had worries on his face, "Why is it you again" and "Why are you everywhere".

Warm milk was stuffed into Cen Xili's palm, and Su Bing and Gu Chaoming, who were walking behind, were used to Guan Hui's practice of stuffing something for Cen Xili from time to time.

Su Bingrao asked with great interest: "Why only give it to Xili? Do we have any? Don't favoritism, junior."

"Why are you here?" Cen Xili asked with a pack of warm milk forced into his palm.

"I'm here to eat, what's the point of coming to the cafeteria without eating?" Guan Hui was all smiles, speaking with reason and evidence, and Cen Xili, who was not good at eloquence, couldn't find a reason to refute for a while.Although he didn't believe it, he silently agreed that Guan Hui met him only when he came to eat.

"Senior, let's have dinner together." Guan Hui casually extended the invitation as if after meeting by chance.

When Gu Chaoming was looking for Lin Jianfan in the crowd, he had already seen Guan Hui looking around in the middle of the crowd.

The elementary school boy is quite good, Gu Chaoming smiled with one corner of his mouth.

If only Guan Hui took the initiative, Gu Chaoming thought when he saw Guan Hui who was sticking to Cen Xili's side and accompanying Cen Xili to buy food.

Guan Hui was so attached to Cen Xili, Gu Chaoming and Su Bing also observed for several days, and solemnly asked Guan Hui if he really liked Cen Xili to be so attached to him.

As a result, when Guan Hui heard their question, the shock on his face made Gu Chaoming and Su Bing unable to tell whether he was shocked because he heard them asking him if he liked Cen Xili, or because he was shocked by what they said.

Guan Hui was shocked and asked: "If I say I like Cen Xili, will he like me? Does he like men?"

Su Bing frowned at Guan Hui's question: "We are asking about you, but you are asking about us."

Gu Chaoming calmly resolved Guan Hui's doubts: "Cen Xili likes men, haven't you heard of them so many times in your sophomore year?"

Guan Hui put his arms across his chest and smiled: "I've never heard of this before, I just saw that you got very close to a handsome guy in your class."

The handsome guy, the handsome guy who gets close, needless to say, must be Lin Jianfan.

Ask Guan Hui a question, set himself on fire, and Gu Chaoming patted the flame burning at the corner of his clothes: "I'm asking you, don't talk about me."

"Hmph!" Guan Hui squinted at Gu Chaoming with a smile.

What Guan Hui said was true, and Gu Chaoming didn't want to cover up the facts with words like "it's nothing like that" or "we just had a better time, not what you think".

Gu Chaoming turned his head away, Guan Hui laughed even more.

"Silence is affirmation." Guan Hui said with a smile.

Silence is affirmation. Sitting on the chair, Gu Chaoming thought of the radiant summer evening when Lin Jianfan first came to their class. Lin Jianfan also said the same thing.

"Five seconds of silence is consent."

Damn it, when I was "pressing" Guan Hui, I still thought of him because of a small connection.

It won't take five seconds, Gu Chaoming thought.

If you ask me, if you ask me like I asked Guan Hui if he likes Cen Xili, I will definitely tell you in the next second without hesitation.

I like you so much that I am about to drown in the ocean that always thinks of you.

Gu Chaoming's thoughts had already traveled with Lin Jianfan, Su Bing still asked Guan Hui very firmly: "Don't interrupt, what does it matter to you whether Gu Shuai likes it or not? Whether you like Cen Xili or not, tell the truth."

Guan Hui glanced at Gu Chaoming who was opposite, and said in a deliberate tone, "Whether he likes it or not is really none of my business, and whether I like Cen Xili or not is none of your business."

From the first day we met, we knew that Guan Hui would be very irritating, so Su Bing who asked him was still irritated by Guan Hui's words.

"I like it." Su Bingzheng was annoyed by him, and Guan Hui said suddenly.

"You really like it?" The tone and expression were all in place, and Su Bing could only gasp to fully express his shock.

Before Su Bing gasped into his mouth, Guan Hui turned a corner: "So what if you like it? So what if you don't like it?"

Although he often swears at Gu Chaoming, Su Bing really doesn't want to swear words to his juniors.Su Bing suppressed his opening mouth, stretched out his hand, and gave Guan Hui a middle finger.

Guan Hui didn't fight back, just kept laughing at Su Bing who gave him the middle finger.

Taking a breath after laughing, Guan Hui hugged his aching stomach and said to Su Bing again: "I like Cen Xili, I really like it, I like it very much."

"Get lost." The word still popped out of Su Bing's mouth.

Gu Chaoming touched Su Bing's arm and advised him: "Don't be angry, don't be angry, you will lose if you are serious with him."

Guan Hui hugged his stomach and continued to laugh, and said while laughing, "Hey, I like you so much, Cen Xili, hahahaha..."

Guan Hui's words were not deterministic, he didn't know if what he said was true or not, whether he was sincere or not, when Gu Chaoming thought he didn't like Cen Xili, Guan Hui went upstairs to cling to Cen Xili every day.

Even now, regardless of the impatience on Cen Xili's face and the uncontrollable sighs in his mouth, Guan Hui was always full of energy, circling around Cen Xili like a sunflower, and asked Cen Xili to agree to go racing with him.

Finding that Cen Xili's attention wandered away for a moment, Gu Chaoming looked in the direction Cen Xili was looking at.

"Cough, cough, cough." Gu Chaoming looked outside the cafeteria door, pretended to cough, and kicked Su Bing, who was eating next to him, under the table. When Su Bing looked at him, Gu Zhaoming quietly signaled Su Bing to look at the cafeteria door. .

In and out of the cafeteria door, among the many school uniforms came a person who caught Cen Xili's attention.As if destined somewhere, You Xin's figure just appeared at the entrance of the cafeteria. Cen Xili, who had his back to the cafeteria entrance, turned his head to look at the cafeteria door unintentionally, and saw You Xin who made his heart skip a beat.

You Xin walked in from the entrance of the cafeteria, and did not pass by their table. Gu Chaoming and Su Bing still switched to the "ready to fight" mode as soon as they saw him.You Xin doesn't cause trouble, and beside him is Chen Haiyang who always walks together.

Chen Haiyang's ability to like to cause trouble is not hidden.

Guan Hui, who was eating, felt that the atmosphere around him was not quite right, and found that the people at the same table were all quietly looking towards one place. Guan Hui was chewing rice and turned his head to see You standing next to Chen Haiyang, pointing to an empty seat. Xin.

It's him again, the "dead rules" senior.

Guan Hui didn't want to see him, so he turned his head and coughed to attract the attention of the people on the table.

"When is your chorus competition, can I go?"

"Why are you going? The kids are going to class." Gu Chaoming said.

"I'll go and listen to your singing." Guan Hui narrowed his eyes and smiled.

The chorus competition was approaching. Gu Chaoming hummed while doing his homework and taking a bath every day, and habitually hummed a few words in Lao Chen's class.

Fortunately, Lao Chen didn't hear it. Cen Xili reminded Gu Chaoming to shut up and listen to the class.

Lao Chen felt a little strange in his class recently, but he couldn't tell why it was so strange, he just blamed himself for not sleeping enough to think too much.

"How are you preparing for the chorus competition?" Old Chen asked casually after class.

The whole class was at the tenth level of security, and the monitor was so nervous that he pretended not to be nervous and said, "Very good, the music teacher said we sang very well."

"That's good." Lao Chen walked out of the classroom with the lesson plan, and the class monitor breathed a sigh of relief.

Rehearsals take up his spare time. Spring is here, and Yu Hangwei has recently started to feel a little restless, because rehearsals take up his spare time and he has said "complaints" several times.

Once heard by Chu Yao who forgot to take something back after rehearsal, Chu Yao walked on the road and glared at him.

Staring at the restless Yu Hangwei, Chu Yao took back the things she had forgotten and walked back on the way, seeing Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan who were laughing and playing not far away.

Laughing and playing, it was basically Gu Chaoming teasing Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan kept his quiet character all the time.

After a distance, Chu Yao saw Gu Chaoming pinch Lin Jianfan's face from time to time, and then patted Lin Jianfan's head.

Gu Chaoming seemed to say something funny, and the two laughed together.

Chu Yao saw the faces of the two laughing together under the spring sun, and saw Lin Jianfan's raised eyebrows.

The green trees on both sides of the road sprouted new buds, the breeze was warm, the branches swayed gently, and the sun filled the sky, the earth, and filled Lin Jianfan's heart. Lin Jianfan's mood was as bright as the sunshine all over the ground.

Just because of Gu Chaoming pinching his face in front of him.

And Gu Chaoming's eyes contained the joy of mutual understanding, looking at the young man with raised eyebrows in front of him.

His young man's eyebrows are like mountains, his eyes are like stars, and his whole body radiates the light of the sun.

The author has something to say: Jia Geng

Because the front and back chapters are too uneven (hey, what did you do), the next chapter is a warning.