the world in which he exists

Gu Chaoming saw the music teacher in the first year of high school again in the piano room of the school, together with Lin Jianfan and a few classmates in the class.

The dark piano is placed in the upper left corner of the room, and the sunlight through the uncurtained glass windows is a golden stream that flows onto the open piano cover and the black and white keys.

The dust in the air has nothing to hide, drifting slowly in the golden sunny stream like fireflies flying in the dark night.

When the door was opened, the piano room was silent, only the young and beautiful music teacher in memory was waiting for them sitting on the piano chair.

Lin Jianfan's rough lyrics written in less than one night were sent to the group by the class leader, and with everyone's consent, he successfully defeated the original selection.The original selection has been reported to Lao Chen. Lao Chen always thought that what they were going to sing was the one the squad leader told him, and secretly replaced it with the song written by Lin Jianfan. In order to surprise Lao Chen, the squad leader didn't mention anything to Lao Chen. In the whole class, only Lao Chen didn't know that his class had quietly changed songs.

It was decided to change the song temporarily, but there were only lyrics, and it was still a quick product. When deciding to change the song, someone raised the issue of writing time, but it still couldn't meet the votes of the majority of the class.

The classmate who likes music and Lin Jianfan revised the lyrics together. As for the tune, someone suggested to ask the music teacher for help, so the class leader was busy looking for the music teacher.

The rehearsal time was already tight, and the sudden song change only left them the last few days to edit the lyrics and compose the music.

The music teacher received a call and said that it was the first time she had heard the request to change the song temporarily. The song that was temporarily changed had not yet been composed. This was the first case in the school.At the beginning, the music teacher advised them to think about it, and decided to help them after hearing the reason why they changed the song.

The next day, I found the music teacher. The music teacher saw the lyrics written by Lin Jianfan and said that time was a bit tight, so she tried her best.

"Thank you teacher!" said the monitor.

Gu Chaoming doesn't know much about the rhythm. He is just the discoverer of Lin Jianfan's lyrics, and he doesn't help in song creation. He thinks it is enough to contribute his own voice in the chorus competition.

Lin Jianfan is the lyricist, and the class monitor doesn't know much about music, so Lin Jianfan must be there to discuss together.

"Can you accompany me to the piano room tomorrow?"

While doing homework under the desk lamp, Gu Chaoming heard Lin Jianfan's voice from the mobile phone standing on the table.

"Tomorrow?" Gu Chaoming asked, "Do you still need me tomorrow? I don't understand these things."

When a classmate who knows music talked about Lin Jianfan's lyrics, Gu Chaoming couldn't understand anything like Chu Yao who heard Lin Jianfan talk about taking pictures last semester.Gu Chaoming felt that he didn't know anything, and he couldn't help much, so he shouldn't go.

"It's okay if you don't understand, I..." Lin Jianfan faltered a little.

When Lin Jianfan said the first sentence, Gu Chaoming had already stopped writing and listened carefully to him. Lin Jianfan didn't dare to look directly at Gu Chaoming in the video, his eyes hung down on the table, and he hesitated for a long time before saying: "They I don't need you, I need you."

They don't need you, I need you.

Lin Jianfan's volume gradually decreased, and when he heard Lin Jianfan's complete sentence clearly, Gu Chaoming couldn't believe it, and even thought he heard it wrong.

"You just said...need me?" Seeing what Fan was embarrassed to say, Gu Chaoming seemed bold, and paused unnaturally when he said those words.

He seldom heard Lin Jianfan say such things to him, and Lin Jianfan rarely spoke out about his needs and exposed his fears in front of him.

Recalling the night at the snack street last semester, Lin Jianfan hugged him tightly, tightened his waist, and cried on his shoulder.The crowd was turbulent, and the shoulders were wet. At that time, Lin Jianfan's mood changed too quickly, and he didn't want to reveal anything to him. Gu Chaoming felt lost and sad because of his defense and distrust of him.

But now, Lin Jianfan seems to be willing to trust him, to talk to him, to expose his shortcomings in front of him, to be able to be himself without being submissive.

Lin saw that Fan was too foul recently, making Gu Chaoming, who was afraid of the rules, step back step by step, but kept moving forward in his heart.

After a pause, Gu Chaoming realized how timid he was.

He lost another good opportunity.

"Why do you need me? To accompany you? You won't be shy, Xueba?"

Gu Chaoming changed his unbelievable tone when he asked Lin Jianfan, "You just said...need me", and changed it to a heartless tone that could hide his heartbeat that escaped and the gradually ambiguous atmosphere.

As soon as the heartless words came out, Gu Chaoming smiled on his face, but in his heart he blamed himself for withdrawing for the tens of thousands of times.

Gu Chaoming, you are such a coward.

What he said was irreversible. Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's somewhat blurred face in the mobile video, hoping to get a glimpse of Lin Jianfan's heart after hearing his heartless words through the changes in Lin Jianfan's eyes in the video. Variety.

He was afraid to see Lin Jianfan lost, he was afraid to see the loss on Lin Jianfan's face after he heard himself explain to Su Bing when he came home from the movie on New Year's Day, but he understood how Lin Jianfan would not be lost ?

Seeing that Fan is not disappointed, Lin is happy?He is not happy.

Lin sees Fan lost, is he happy?Also not happy.

These are two different starting points but leading to the same destination, and the destination will always be Gu Chaoming's unhappiness.

The emotion is already overflowing, and the atmosphere is suitable many times. Gu Chaoming lives in self-blame for a lot of time, living in self-blame for being timid and withdrawn.

Once again blaming himself, Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan in the mobile phone video. Seeing the disappointment in Lin Jianfan's eyes through the blurred picture quality, Gu Chaoming's heart tightened, as if being pinched by a pair of big hands, and he couldn't breathe.

Lin Jianfan looked at him, his eyes were like a suspension bridge in the air, shaking unsteadily: "I'm afraid my lyrics won't work, and they also said that they want to arrange music with me, and I'm not very good at it."

The first in grade, who can draw, write lyrics, take pictures, and write good handwriting, Lin Jianfan, who should be proud of himself, is extremely unconfident about himself.

Looking back, it seems that the word self-confidence has never appeared on Lin Jianfan's face. Seeing the nervousness on Lin Jianfan's face, Gu Chaoming realized that in his heart, he is a young man who is as bright and beautiful as his life, so inferior and proud. Belittle yourself.

The breathless heart pinched by the big hand suddenly felt sore and painful. Gu Chaoming articulated clearly, pronouncing the pronunciation of each word accurately, and using an affirmative tone, he confirmed that Lin Jianfan heard clearly: "You are fine, than You think much better yourself, you know? Maybe others think you are bad, but in my heart you are the best."

I don't care what you are like in other people's world.

You are wonderful and wonderful in my world.

it's the best.

so i like it.

Gu Chaoming, who had been retreating all the time, didn't back down, and watched Lin Jianfan in the video say these words to him intently.His affirmation will come to Lin Jianfan through the screen, through space, and in the future through time and space.

Gu Chaoming only hated that now he was having a video meeting with Lin Fan, instead of being able to tell him face to face, without a cell phone interval——you are fine, the best in my heart, and better than everything in the world.

Gu Chaoming's straightforward words without evasion spread to Lin Jianfan's side. Lin Jianfan's room was always quiet, and the quiet breath was still lingering around the open curtain, hoping to escape.Gu Chaoming's voice of affirmation came, and the quiet atmosphere in the room that hoped to escape was also attracted. Lin Jianfan was stunned by the returning quiet atmosphere, his inferiority complex was affirmed by Gu Chaoming, and his existence was liked by Gu Chaoming.

His world is lit up by Gu Chaoming.

When Lin Jianfan was just starting to study, Gu Chaoming thought that others would disdain his goal of [-] points, Lin Jianfan gave him affirmation and support.

When Gu Chaoming saw that Lin Jianfan was not confident about the lyrics he had written overnight and his musical quality, Gu Chaoming said to him without flinching, "You are fine, you are much better than you think."

The two affirmed and encouraged each other.

"I..." Lin Jianfan turned on his brain that had stopped working because of Gu Chaoming's words, and tried hard to drive away his inferiority complex.

"I need you, I just want you to be by my side, I feel at ease with you by my side, can you accompany me tomorrow?" Lin Jianfan spoke slowly, the speed of his speech was contrary to the beating of his heart Frequency of.

Lin saw that Fan spoke very slowly, but his heart beat like a drum.

Lin Jianfan said "I need you", not "I don't think I can do it" because he was afraid of wanting Gu Chaoming to accompany him.

Rest assured, when Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's wrist before, Gu Chaoming summed up his inner feelings in one word.He never thought that he would hear this word from Lin Jianfan.

They both feel at ease in each other.

No longer cover up each other, no longer say some evasive words with the feelings that the other party understands and understands, on an ordinary night, under the ordinary night sky of reviewing for the monthly exam, tell each other the most true thoughts in your heart.

Although he didn't say those few words, it was no less powerful than those few words.

His words made his heart stop and beat again.

Both of them are equally moved by each other's words, and the same is true for their feelings.

In the past, Gu Zhaoming felt that the goddess of luck never cared for him. At the beginning of this semester, Gu Zhaoming felt that life was too good, but he didn’t realize it. On the night when he said those words to Lin Jianfan without flinching, Gu Zhaoming suddenly felt that he was too lucky .

The best thing is that the person you like likes you too.

He was too lucky to meet Lin Jianfan.

"Okay, I'll accompany you." Gu Chaoming replied.

I will accompany you, accompany you to face your lack of self-confidence, accompany you to discover your beauty, to discover the best you in my heart, accompany you to see the bright sun at birth, and accompany you to the blooming flowers in your name .

The music teacher who had never met before was said by the classmates in the class to be kind, young and beautiful. Lin Jianfan heard them say it many times, and Gu Chaoming also described his music teacher in the first year of high school to him.

Lin Jianfan knew that he was not confident, and the music teacher who was said to be kind and friendly by his classmates became fierce and severe in his heart, fearing that she would dislike his lyrics.

When accompanied by Gu Chaoming the next day, they came to the piano room and saw the music teacher waiting for them with a smile on the piano chair, which was the kindness that the students said.

She had read her own script, and she didn't have the severe criticism he was afraid of. She discussed with him with a gentle smile on her brows.

Facing the overly gentle music teacher, Lin Jianfan was still a little shy. Listening to the music teacher's words, Lin Jianfan looked back at Gu Chaoming who was sitting on the chair by the door of the piano room from time to time.

Seeing Lin Jianfan turning his head, Gu Chaoming raised the corners of his lips to him and gave him an encouraging smile.

After receiving Gu Chaoming's encouraging smile, Lin Jianfan faced the gentle music teacher again, feeling much more relaxed.

After the conversation, the music teacher tried to play, and the students next to him who knew music also brought their own instruments with the music teacher.

Together with the sound of unfinished music and the clear sunlight in the piano room, Gu Chaoming memorized the lyrics written by Lin Jianfan. He had fantasized about the tune of this song many times, but the tune he tried at the beginning was different from what he imagined. But already it sounds good.

Gu Chaoming, who didn't know much about rhythm, sat on a chair by the door and looked at Lin Jianfan who was standing by the piano.Gu Chaoming came purely to accompany Lin Jianfan, there was nothing he could do to help, and he chatted with the monitor from time to time.

As time went by, the sunlight through the glass window slowly enveloped Lin Jianfan who was standing beside the piano.

Lin saw Fan standing in the light of the piano room, as if in Gu Chaoming's dream.

Dust floated in the air like fireflies, and his teenager smiled at him in the light.

With him, the dream will be bright.

Hiding from Lao Chen, the music teacher also started rehearsing in secret.

It was the first time in the physical education class that I heard the piece composed by Lin Jianfan, the music teacher and the students who can play musical instruments in the class. The class burst into enthusiastic cheers and exclamation. applaud.

In the warm applause, Li Zhao, who heard the song, slapped his tablemate excitedly: "Awesome, tablemate, I didn't expect you to write lyrics and compose music, it's great."

Seeing that Fan was slapped forward by Li Zhaoyi, Lin said modestly, "No, I just write lyrics, I don't know how to play musical instruments."

In order to complete the song, Gu Chaoming accompanied Lin Jianfan to the piano room several times. When he heard the finished song, Gu Chaoming proudly said to Cen Xili, whose legs were already intact, "It sounds good."

When the music teacher brought the composed piece to the class monitor, she said to her, "It's better to find a soloist, so..."

The class monitor didn't understand a few words that the music teacher said, and the class monitor who was basically tone-deaf only understood one sentence - this song needs a solo.As for what to sing in the solo, the squad leader walked into the classroom with a good memory and forgot all of them.

"The music teacher said that a solo is needed. Who in our class wants to sing? Raise your hand if you want to sing." After the finished song was played, the class leader asked on the podium.

As soon as the question was thrown, a tall and straight arm like a pine and cypress was immediately raised by the back door of the classroom.

The squad leader looked at the straight arm at the back door, it was Gu Chaoming?

Although this tone idiot is better than her, his singing is not much better.When the squad leader was in the piano room with him, Gu Chaoming asked Gu Chaoming to sing a section, and it was better to compare which of them sang.

"Gu Chaoming? Do you want to sing?" The monitor asked Gu Chaoming when he saw Gu Chaoming raised his hand.

Gu Chaoming shook his head, his arms were still raised straight, and he said eagerly: "No, I still sing solo because I don't want to be number one."

The classmates laughed.

"I want to recommend Lin Jianfan, the top student in our class. Both Chu Yao and Li Zhao said that he sings well."

Chu Yao, who was suddenly mentioned, heard that her name was connected with Lin Jianfan who refused her confession. Chu Yao, who was already the friend of the other party, panicked. Fortunately, no one noticed, only Jing Jiaru turned to look at her.

"He sings really well! Just him! Just him! On my birthday last time, he sang really well!"

After saying two nice words, Li Zhao's voice of passionately recommending his tablemate suddenly weakened: "Shi Cancan is here, and she also thinks it sounds nice."

No wonder Li Zhao's voice became weaker. It turned out that he was referring to his crying goddess. Gu Chaoming looked at Li Zhao who was about to blush and laughed, and everyone in the class booed together.

Shi Cancan nodded: "It sounds good."

"Lin Jianfan, what do you think?" Everyone recommended, and the squad leader asked for my consent.

Following the monitor's question, Gu Chaoming's eyes shifted from Li Zhao, who was almost blushing, to Lin Jianfan, who was sitting next to him, sitting at the back door of the classroom.

He was afraid that Lin would see Fan refuse.

In the past, Lin Jianfan would definitely shirk and refuse, but this time Gu Chaoming did not wait for Lin Jianfan who refused.

When Li Zhao mentioned that Shi Cancan didn't blush, Lin Jianfan blushed and nodded: "Okay."

Lin Jianfan agreed without refusing!

Gu Chaoming was not as surprised as he imagined when he heard Lin Jianfan nod and say yes, because Lin Jianfan turned to look at him after nodding with a blushing face and saying the good word.

There was a smile on his face that seemed to say "you see, I agree" to him, and also seemed to say "thank you" to him.

Seeing that Fan turned his face, Lin saw that he was the kid who asked Gu Chaoming for praise for doing the right thing.

Gu Chaoming rewarded the brave Lin Jianfan with an equally bright smile.