the world in which he exists

It was originally planned to go to the movies together on the first day of junior high school, but Cen Xili suddenly went to his grandma's house for the New Year. At the beginning, Su Bing and Cen Xili made fun of him and said that the plan to let him sit on both sides of Lin Jianfan and kill him in a hurry was in vain.

Gu Chaoming laughed at Su Bing: "God has eyes."

Because Su Bing had something to do during the day on the first day of the Lunar New Year, when he booked the ticket with Gu Chaoming, they discussed going there in the evening, but Gu Chaoming had no objection.

Gu Chaoming had nothing to do all day. After lunch, he sat on the sofa and watched the replay of the Spring Festival Gala.

The winter vacation homework has been done, the house is clean and tidy, the tableware for eating has been washed, Gu Chaoming is sitting on the sofa watching TV and has nothing to do.

He really didn't know what else to do besides study.

If Su Bing, who has been playing games all day, eating, and watching movies with him at night, knows that he has been studying at his desk all afternoon, Su Bing will definitely say: "On the first day of the new year, you are too hardworking." Let's settle down."

What can we do if we are not diligent?He is not a prodigy, and he started late, so he can only rely on acquired efforts to fill the vacancy owed by him.

Whenever he thinks of the summer that determined his future and was able to escape from Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming is always full of endless motivation.

After about the same time, Gu Chaoming put the pen cap on and closed the homework book.The mathematical formulas he had just learned were still floating freely in his mind. Gu Chaoming opened the closet and stood in front of the closet, hesitating what clothes to wear to meet him, just like the last time he went to see Lin Jianfan at Christmas.

To meet someone important, someone he misses, of course let him see his best self.

This was the first time Gu Chaoming watched a movie with Lin Jianfan.

The new year is a new year reward.

Standing in front of the cabinet and choosing the clothes to wear, the clothes came second, Gu Chaoming took off the red scarf from the hanger and put it on.

The scarf is what he cares most about and has to wear.

Carefully put on the scarf in front of the closet, and before going out, I ran to the bathroom mirror to see if there was any problem with my appearance.

Seeing himself satisfied in the mirror, Gu Chaoming couldn't help pursing his lips and smiling.

Prepare everything to go out, the agreed movie is close to night in the evening, and the sky is completely dark when we go out.Winter nights always get dark quickly, and when Gu Chaoming stepped out of the house, he was engulfed in darkness.

On the way to send a message to Su Bing, Su Bing was still dawdling at home, Gu Chaoming thought he was the first to arrive, but when he walked into the cinema, he saw Lin Jianfan sitting quietly on the seat next to the poster in the waiting room of the cinema.

Lin saw that Fan was looking sideways at the poster beside him. He was wrapped in a loose padded jacket like a big ball sitting on a stool.Gu Chaoming stared at the excellent jaw line that he showed when he turned his head sideways.

Lin Jianfan, who was concentrating on looking at the poster, didn't notice the nympho eyes of the passing girl, nor did he notice that Gu Chaoming, who was waiting for him, was staring at him.

Gu Chaoming trotted lightly to sit down beside Lin Jianfan, and embraced Lin Jianfan's shoulders with enthusiasm like a red scarf around his neck: "Miss me so much? Are you here so early?"

Gu Chaoming turned his head slightly to see Lin Jianfan's reaction.

Gu Chaoming, who turned his head away, regretted it.

Lin saw Fan's extremely close ears, his handsome side face, and his softness that Gu Chaoming just wanted to touch his hair.Gu Chaoming was fortunate that it was winter now, and his arms were blocked by heavy cotton clothes. If it was the short-sleeved season in midsummer, and Lin Jianfan's neck would be wrapped around Lin Jianfan's neck, Lin Jianfan's hair would touch his arms directly.

That was really cruel.

Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's side face that attracted him endlessly under the lights of the movie theater, as long as he hugged Lin Jianfan's arm hard enough to make Lin Jianfan turn his face away, or lean forward by himself, it would be successful And smoothly kissed the lips he longed to touch.

Imagining the touch of the lips, some bad pictures flashed in Gu Chaoming's mind.Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan's shoulders, secretly biting his lower lip with his teeth.

Lin Jianfan didn't know that his lips were being coveted by Gu Chaoming, he was still immersed in the question Gu Chaoming asked him, and he answered in the affirmative in his heart.

"Miss me so much? Come so early?"

"I miss you very much, it's nice to see you."

Hearing Lin Jianfan's answer, Gu Chaoming was stunned and forgot the movement of biting his lower lip.

And this is just the result of Lin Jianfan's simplified version of the answer.

The sentence "I miss you very much" was shyly omitted by Lin Jianfan.

There were too many people in the movie theater, Lin Jianfan was too embarrassed to say it, so he could only produce and sell it himself.

Produced in the heart, sold in the belly.

It was just a simplified version of the answer, and Gu Chaoming seemed to have fallen from a high altitude into a soft cloud.

He had heard Lin Jianfan say it once last Christmas, but Gu Chaoming would never be able to defend against Lin Jianfan, he would always be hit by one blow and defeated.

Su Bing saw Gu Chaoming thoroughly, and described "cotton in an iron box" very aptly.Don't look at Gu Chaoming wearing a new black baseball cap bought for the New Year and looking unfriendly, in fact, hearing Lin Jianfan say "It's a pleasure to meet you", his heart is already in a turmoil and a mess.

Taking advantage of the confusion in his heart, a smile crept up to the corner of Gu Chaoming's mouth without anyone noticing, and gave Gu Chaoming, whose face was covered by a newly bought black baseball cap, a sense of not being close to strangers.

The black baseball cap on Gu Chaoming's head was the same as the one given to Lin Jianfan at school.Gu Chaoming bought it again on purpose, and forced Lin Jianfan to wear the baseball cap he had given him before when he went to the movies, saying that he wanted to wear the same style as him.

Gu Chaoming's thoughts.

Seeing that Fan was cute, Lin asked him to wear it, but he had no objection and put it on obediently.

Cen Xili went to his grandma's house to celebrate the New Year, and Su Bing, who had lost his teammate "Chu Chaoming's team" came to the movie theater. When he saw the identical baseball caps on Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan's heads, he showed a look that lived up to Gu Chaoming's expectations "Oh, people in love" expression.

After a look of "disgust", Su Bing hugged himself tightly again: "The single dog is so pitiful, Xi Li, I miss you so much, come back soon~ don't leave me alone~"

Gu Chaoming knew that Lin Jian Fan Zhengjing was handsome, and if you called him handsome, he could deny it a thousand and eighty times.You say that he has good grades, but he can deny that you don't want to talk about it.They are not together yet, Su Bing's words are not true, Gu Chaoming is afraid that Lin Jianfan will deny it.

Gu Chaoming secretly looked at Lin Jianfan beside him.

If Lin Jianfan denies it, he accepts it. After all, it is a fact. Su Bing smiled funny.

He didn't deny it.

Gu Chaoming is a "thief", secretly looking at Lin Jianfan beside him. The "thief" was caught straight, Lin Jianfan turned his head and met Gu Chaoming who was secretly staring at him.

The captured "thief" was unscrupulous and confident. He met Lin Jianfan's gaze and then continued to stare at Lin Jianfan's eyes. However, Lin Jianfan who caught the "thief" was like a captured "thief". Chao Ming's smiling face quickly shifted his gaze away to Su Bing.

Su Bing, who hugged himself tightly, saw the two people flirting with each other in front of him, and hugged his weak body of 1.8 meters even more.

"Create a crime, butcher the dog." Su Bing yelled.

For the sake of Su Bing's strength, Gu Chaoming didn't reply to him, but only smiled contentedly.

Su Bing let go of his weak body, took out two red envelopes from his pocket, gave one to each of them, stuffed them into their hands, and patted the hands of Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan holding the red envelopes.

"Happy New Year, Happy New Year, don't show off, let me go."

Gu Chaoming couldn't laugh or cry: "Success, I'll let you go today."

The movie Su Bing likes is a Lunar New Year comedy, and the first day of the new year is always happy.

Without Cen Xili, Su Bing consciously bought tickets for Gu Chaoming's side.He watched his film, it was none of his business what the two people next to him were doing, he concentrated on watching the movie.

The movie was quite interesting, and there was constant laughter in the theater, but unfortunately Gu Chaoming watched it intermittently.

Shouldn't I go to the movies with Lin Jianfan?Gu Chaoming thought.

Always distract him.

The movie had a lot of laughs, and Gu Chaoming took advantage of the darkness of the movie hall to secretly watch Lin Jianfan, who attracted him more than the movie on the big screen.

The audience in the movie hall laughed together, and Gu Chaoming realized that the movie was about to laugh. Lin Jianfan looked at the big screen and laughed with the audience.

The reflected light and shadow flowed on Lin Jianfan's face, Gu Chaoming looked sideways quietly, a movie is the happiest time of this New Year.

Everyone's laughter has nothing to do with him, only Lin Jianfan has anything to do with him.

When he tasted the greatest joy of the New Year, Su Bing beside him interrupted him.

"Why?" Gu Chaoming looked away from Lin Jianfan's face, and turned his head impatiently towards Su Bing.

"Don't look," Su Bing patted Gu Chaoming's arm, leaned over and whispered to Gu Chaoming, "Let me tell you, I gave you the red envelope, and don't take money from me when you get married."

"Go away, you and Xi Li must be my best man when I get married." Gu Chaoming said.

"Okay." Su Bing replied immediately.

After making an appointment for the two best men, Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan who was next to him again. Gu Chaoming's eyes were warm. Lin Jianfan turned his head and saw Gu Chaoming's face full of smiles.

Lin Jianfan's eyes were clear. In the dark, Gu Chaoming saw the smile in Lin Jianfan's eyes and saw the bright light in his eyes.

Teenagers are young and do nothing, their eyes are shining with the light of youth, they are looking forward to the summer of the third year of high school, imagining their wedding, and dreaming about their future.

They don't know that the road is bumpy, the road ahead is long, and how much effort is needed. Young people don't care about things, so they are not afraid. They have expectations and will give their all for it.

There are crowds of street lights and chaotic figures.When I walked out of the cinema after watching the movie, it was already dark outside.

Su Bing twisted his neck and stretched his waist, walking in the night and looking back at the two people behind him from time to time.

Behind him, Gu Chaoming lowered his head with a smile and discussed with Lin Jianfan the movie he just watched. Lin Jianfan, who usually had nothing to say, looked very happy, and talked about the plot with Gu Chaoming.

Su Bingben walked beside Gu Chaoming, listening to them discussing the plot so vigorously, he consciously walked ahead alone.

"Ah, Xili, I miss you so much." Su Bing looked back at the two discussing the plot behind him and thought.

Gu Chaoming found that Su Bing walked to the front alone, and asked him, "Why are you walking so fast?"

"You two forced me to go so fast, if you don't go fast, how about watching you show your affection there?" Su Bing thought to himself.

Gu Chaoming naturally took Lin Jianfan's hand and led him to trot to Su Bing's side.Under the palm is no longer the usual Lin Jianfan's wrist, but the palm overlapping with the palm.

Usually, the clenched wrist is the peace of mind that Gu Chaoming seeks, but tonight, Gu Chaoming clenched the palm that Christmas did not have the guts to clenched. What he seeks is a kind of belonging, a kind of possession.

The belonging of the heart and the possession of being able to hold his hand tightly and can only be held tightly by oneself.

When Su Bing complained about the two of them throwing dog food, Gu Chaoming couldn't restrain his joy in his heart, as if Su Bing said that Lin Jianfan already belonged to him, but he still didn't say those words to Lin Jianfan.

Buried in the bottom of my heart.

Before confirming the relationship with Lin Jianfan, he was already happy because of Su Bing's words. Gu Chaoming himself felt that what he did was too scumbag.

So even though Su Bing's words made him happy and satisfied his sense of possession, Gu Chaoming let go of Lin Jianfan's hand after running to Su Bing's side, hooked Su Bing's neck and pressed down Su Bing's waist, He seemed to pretend not to care, but he deliberately explained to Lin Jianfan and said to Su Bing, "What are you thinking about? Stop teasing us, we are not together, you should find a girlfriend to deal with it." You have nowhere to vent your hormones, don't think about us..."

Hooking Su Bing's neck, Gu Chaoming once again used his "thief" specialty, secretly glanced at Lin Jianfan who was walking beside him, and wanted to see his reaction when he heard what he said.

Gu Chaoming did not expect that Lin Jianfan would catch his peeping eyes, nor did he expect to see the obvious disappointment on Lin Jianfan's face.

Gu Chaoming, who was peeping, panicked.

In the dark night, under the lights on the side of the road, Gu Chaoming hooked Su Bing's neck to clearly see the disappointment on Lin Jianfan's face, and when he saw Lin Jianfan meeting his gaze, he looked like a child who made mistakes to hide the traces of his mistakes Generally hiding his disappointed expression, Lin Jianfan also showed him a smile that he could feel reluctantly after hiding it in a panic.

Lost exposed corners, hidden behind a reluctant smile.

Gu Chaoming regretted it the moment he saw Lin Jianfan forced a smile.

He made Lin Jianfan show the expression he least wanted to see.

Gu Chaoming wanted to slap himself a few times, to make you talk nonsense.

The good mood of discussing the plot just now all dissipated. Gu Chaoming knew that Lin Jianfan was not someone who would express his displeasure. Lin saw Fan's displeasure.

At a loss.

After the time at the soup shop, Gu Chaoming once again tasted the feeling of being at a loss.

There is no way to save the words, Gu Chaoming can only look away and glance away.

Gu Chaoming hates the feeling of hiding something and not explaining it, and also hates that he cares about other people's affairs and keeps silent.

For the unfriendly gazes cast by others, Gu Chaoming has always responded directly with even more unfriendly gazes.He is not a sloppy person, and Gu Chaoming wants to solve the trouble he caused quickly, and he doesn't want this kind of inexplicable ambiguity to cloud his relationship with Lin Jianfan.

As soon as he got home, Gu Chaoming chatted with Lin Jianfan starting with the topic of asking Lin Jianfan if he got home safely.

After chatting about some rambling topics, which were purely pulled out by Gu Chaoming to pave the way for the relief of the atmosphere, Gu Chaoming felt that the time was ripe, and hesitantly typed a word on the keyboard.

"You said you were happy to see me, and I want to say that I am too."

He didn't have the guts, he could clearly feel that Lin Jianfan also liked him, and when he said that to Su Bing, Lin Jianfan's frustrated expression was the best proof.

Like each other, Gu Chaoming still find it difficult to say it out, he usually flirts with Lin Jianfan smoothly, but once he wants to make a promise to the other party, Gu Chaoming always shrinks back, he is afraid of himself.

It's not that I'm afraid that I don't like it enough, but I'm afraid that he won't know why he will shrink back.

He was afraid that after confirming the relationship with Lin Jianfan, he would not be able to bring happiness to Lin Jianfan, and he was most afraid that he would become the same person as Gu Tao.

17 years of immersion, 17 years of precepts and deeds have created Gu Chaoming, who is now retreating but working hard to move forward.

Click to send the information, and the words that have nothing to do with the previous chat records are sent out.

Gu Chaoming was anxious, waiting for Lin Jianfan's reply.

The message sent seems to be explaining to Lin Jianfan that what he said to himself "I'm happy to see you" is not just his own sentimentality, he will respond, and he is just as happy.

He wanted to express his care and importance, but he felt that it was too frivolous to express his inner thoughts.

Young people are clumsy, young people are anxious, young people are waiting.

He finally waited for the letter to come back.

"You are also very happy to see you say you met me, and I am also very happy to see what you said."

The clumsy young man who saw the message did not know how clumsy the young man who replied to his message was.

Thinking about how to reply in his mind, he tapped and deleted on the keyboard with his fingers, and finally uttered a sentence that he felt embarrassed about.

The clumsiness of the young people is the same, the joy is the same, and the desire to possess the other party is also the same.

Gu Chaoming looked at the message from Lin Jianfan and smiled slightly.

Lin Jianfan at the other end of the message also slowly laughed.

The smiles of the young people are also similar.