the world in which he exists
Chapter 70
The outside of the window is gray, like a picture of stars on an old TV.
Gu Chaoming looked out of the window habitually, the night lights slid past the window, the winter night was cold, and there were not many pedestrians on the road.
The air conditioner in the car was turned on to a sultry level, and Gu Chaoming's blue and white school uniform collar was exposed from his padded jacket.Leaving under the tree with fallen leaves, Gu Chaoming was only wearing the thin school uniform from the fight, Lin Jianfan was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he insisted on putting on the padded jacket.
Putting on the padded jacket, the school uniform collar inside the padded jacket was turned up, Lin Jianfan stretched out his hand to pinch the turned up school uniform collar, and carefully stuffed the school uniform collar into Gu Chaoming's padded jacket.
Fingers slightly touched the skin on the neck, Gu Chaoming inhaled unnaturally and held it, as if soaking in a bathtub and pinching his nose to hold his breath, the nose would be drowned if the nose was loosened.
Gu Chaoming also raised his hand to straighten his collar. He didn't know whether it was intentional or accidental, but the finger that straightened the collar touched Lin Jianfan's finger that hadn't moved away.
When fingers touched, Gu Chaoming was never one to shrink back. Facing other people's strange gazes, he would directly return them with more fierce gazes.Facing Lin Jianfan's finger that touched it, Lin Jianfan silently moved away, and Gu Chaoming pretended to follow unintentionally.
Where the skin touched, tiny sparks exploded in the gradually darkening air.
Seeing that Fan silently withdrew his hand, Gu Chaoming chased after him.Before Lin Jianfan put his hand down, he grabbed Lin Jianfan's palm, with a proud smile of a child's game victory: "I caught it."
When the bus stopped, Gu Chaoming got off the bus, raised his hands and straightened the unturned school uniform collar again, with the smile on Su Bing's face that he had laughed at before.
The street lights had already been turned on. Gu Chaoming stepped into the community and did not go home directly. He stopped downstairs of his apartment building as usual and looked up at the window of his home.
The windows shone with the same light as street lamps.
The light in the house only lights up one window, and the lit windows are ordinary among the windows that are lit up one after another in the winter night.The light was light, seemingly weightless, but like a heavy hammer, it smashed all of Gu Chaoming's good mood with one blow.
Gu Chaoming stood downstairs like a stone sculpture in silence for a long time, looking at the lit windows upstairs and the trace of the person upstairs returning.
Stepping on small stones on the concrete floor of the community, the stones rubbed against the ground and the soles of the shoes.In the winter night, the wind was not strong, but it was cold. Gu Chaoming wanted to go upstairs to avoid the cold, but he didn't know how to face Gu Tao who came back suddenly.
Gu Tao suddenly treated him well, but Gu Chaoming couldn't accept it, nor could he accept his incompetence.The meager 100 yuan and the concern about not getting the number can't heal the pothole left in Gu Chaoming's heart for 17 years.
Once some things are left behind, they will never be filled.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether he should accept it or avoid it as before.Before he accepted it, Gu Tao had already forgotten him outside the door.
Shouldn't I give him another chance?
Gu Chaoming calmly kicked away the stones crushed by the soles of his shoes, he turned around but couldn't help but look back at the lighted window.
forget it.
The cold winter night blows Gu Chaoming's heart cold.
Gu Chaoming just hopes to have a home as warm as the light shining through the window.
It was too difficult, Gu Chaoming turned around and walked towards the lighted canteen.
Gu Chaoming did not bury his loneliness in his ulterior inner forest as usual, he took out his phone and unlocked it, and sent a message to Lin Jianfan.
"Xueba, are you home yet?"
Lin Jianfan always has Su Bing's ability to reply in seconds when chatting with him.As soon as the news was sent out, Gu Chaoming received a reply from Lin Jianfan.
"Here, how about you?"
"Just got home."
See, he's not alone.
The winter night is cold and windy, and the lighted screen is Gu Chaoming's spring in the winter night.
The sun is warm, the grass grows and warblers fly, and the spring mountains are like smiling.
Blossoming.
Fingers are flying on the screen, the corners of his mouth will always be involuntarily raised when he sees the name displayed on the screen, and his legs are moving in the direction of the commissary.
Gu Chaoming focused on replying to Lin Jianfan's message, not noticing the black shadow trotting towards the canteen dragging his winter slippers.
Walking quickly to the entrance of the canteen, Gu Chaoming raised his head from the phone screen when he heard the sound of slippers running, looked at the source of the sound, and used the light of the phone screen to look at the person, hoping to see who it was.
A half-familiar figure stopped in front of Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming had only seen him after school.But I haven't seen him much this semester, because I don't belong to the same school, and the two families have no contact with each other, and I don't say hello when I meet him in the same community.
Seeing who it was, Gu Chaoming thought about it and ignored him as before. After putting down his mobile phone, he opened the iron door of the commissary, opened the curtain and walked in.
The canteen is tightly closed, and the heater and second-hand smoke do not go anywhere. As soon as you walk in, you can smell the second-hand smoke accumulated in the heater.Secondhand smoke lingers in the heating, fighting.
"Yo, two handsome guys are here."
"Chaoming, your dad is back today." Aunt Cheng said, pulling a plastic chair behind the counter.
Gu Chaoming knew that Gu Tao was back when he saw the lights on upstairs, Gu Chaoming only responded and asked, "Does he have any credit?"
Aunt Cheng waved her hand and said, "No, I gave it all."
Really gave it this time?Gu Chaoming asked again in disbelief, but Aunt Cheng still replied "yes".
It's strange that Gu Tao doesn't pay on credit. Even if he had money before, Gu Chaoming would not be able to pay for it himself.
Since Gu Tao doesn't pay on credit, Gu Chaoming doesn't have to pay back the money. Gu Chaoming doesn't want to go home, so he checks the shelves of the canteen to see what he wants to buy.
"Zhou Han is here to buy cigarettes for your dad again?" Aunt Cheng opened the cabinet door and took out a pack of cigarettes skillfully.
Ever since he met Gu Chaoming outside the canteen, Zhou Han has been paying attention to this well-known "crazy guy like his father" in their community.
When Aunt Cheng asked him, Zhou Han was staring at Gu Chaoming in front of the shelf.
"Yeah, same old."
Gu Chaoming bought something casually and opened the curtain of the canteen. Zhou Han, who was standing by the container, saw that Gu Chaoming was about to leave, and quickly said to Aunt Cheng, "Aunt Cheng, I'm leaving first", and quickly caught up with Gu Chaoming in front of him. .
Breathing the first cold wind in the winter night outside, he lowered the curtain and opened the iron door, Zhou Han called him to stop.
"Gu Chaoming."
Hearing the sound, Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Zhou Han behind him, and stopped in his tracks.
"What's wrong?" Gu Chaoming asked calmly in the dark night.
You don't have to look at his face too clearly, his tone has already revealed his indifference.
"...uh...uh" Zhou Han shook his head, "it's okay."
"If it's okay, I'll leave first." Gu Chaoming turned around and wanted to leave, but after thinking about it, he turned around and said to Zhou Han who was standing not far away: "I still have to thank you for speaking for me today."
Gu Chaoming didn't know Zhou Han well, and Zhou Han also didn't know much about him.Zhou Han's understanding of Gu Chaoming came from his parents who advised him to stay away from Gu Chaoming, and from the miscellaneous words of neighbors around him.Gu Chaoming only regarded Zhou Han as a child who had fought when he was young, but he didn't expect that he would speak for himself today, Gu Chaoming thought about it and said thank you.
Zhou Han smiled a little embarrassedly, scratched his head: "It's okay, it's okay."
Apart from being okay, Zhou Han didn't know what else he could answer.
After Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he turned around, and Zhou Han behind him stopped him again.
The wind was blowing and the leaves were shaking, Gu Chaoming felt a bit of coldness, put his hand into the pocket of the padded jacket and asked the Zhou letter who called him again: "What's the matter?"
Zhou Han didn't know where to start, nodded and said, "I have something to tell you."
"And me?"
After hearing this, Gu Chaoming was puzzled. A stranger who hadn't spoken to him for several years suddenly wanted to tell you something one night.
"I'm going to pick the point, it's cold outside."
"Then go talk in the corridor." Zhou Han suggested.
"Success." It's always warmer in the corridor to shelter from the wind.
Gu Chaoming carried the plastic bag and walked towards his apartment building, followed by Zhou Han.
Walking into the corridor, Gu Chaoming stood under the stairs and asked, "What's the matter?"
Zhou Han, who walked into the corridor, didn't organize his words well, and didn't know what he wanted to express. He only knew that there were some things he needed to say to Gu Chaoming.
"Uh... that is, my mother said that we seemed to have fought when we were young?" Zhou Han asked.
Gu Chaoming glanced at Zhou Han in the unlit corridor with strange eyes.
"Yes, what's the matter? Want to ask me to confirm?" Gu Chaoming asked.
Zhou Han had a face of "I don't mean that": "It's not a confirmation, just, I don't remember much..."
It turns out that the night of "Hundred Ghosts of the Night" that I will never forget in my heart and represents the shadow of childhood has been washed away by the waves in the memory of others, and even the body has been swept into the deepest part of the sea.
A scar on one's body is just a leaf in other people's world, insignificant, no need to remember.
Gu Chaoming raised one lip and chuckled, "So?"
"So?" Zhou Han temporarily organized words that could express his vague thoughts.
"I also listened to my mother when I was young. He said that if I don't let me play with you, I can't play with you. In fact, I don't have much memory of fighting with you when I was young, so I saw you on the road, and I didn't It feels like a lot of hatred and resentment."
"But sometimes I can only pretend not to see you when I see you on the road, and I always feel a little uncomfortable. When I go home and hear my mother talk about you, I feel a little sorry. In fact, sometimes I want to be friends with you, The kind of friend who can say hello on the road. You remember when you were a child, maybe I did something bad when I was a child and I forgot, but I don’t have any hostility towards you now, so I don’t want to have such a blur between us the alienating thing."
"I think it would be better to say it." Zhou Han finally said.
Zhou Han didn't know what his thinking was, but every time he met Gu Chaoming, he was obviously in the same community and had known him for so many years, only seeing him was like seeing a stranger.Zhou Han has no previous stories in his heart, and feels very sorry.
After listening to a long paragraph of Zhou's letter expressing his thoughts, Gu Chaoming couldn't help lowering his head and looking at the ground.
Looking at the pitch-black ground, Gu Chaoming laughed: "I thought what were you going to say, just stop me?"
Gu Chaoming smiled disdainfully, but at the same time relaxed.
No one knows his pretense and helplessness.
It's not that he was at a loss like Lin Jianfan, he just didn't know how to answer Zhou Han's apology that didn't feel like an apology, or an explanation that didn't feel like an explanation.
When he needs to use his verbal ability, his mouth can only avoid the emotions that should be expressed positively.
Zhou Han didn't know how to accurately express his regretful feeling in his heart, and Gu Chaoming didn't know how to describe his feelings after hearing Zhou Han's words.
Xu Shi has grown up, and Xu Shi's heart has been hardened by the eyes of others.
Zhou Han's words are not a huge rock that shakes Gu Chaoming's world, but they are definitely not dust that blows away.Zhou Han's words are like a drop of water, seeping into the forest in Gu Chaoming's heart.
"After finishing talking, I'll go up." Gu Chaoming carried the plastic bag with a feathery joy in his heart.
"Well, you go up, we are friends now, next time I greet you you must answer." Zhou Han said.
"Row."
He went upstairs with his hands in his pockets, and before he reached the first floor, Zhou Han called him to stop again when he reached the corner.
"Gu Chaoming."
"What's the matter?" Gu Chaoming stopped at the corner of the stairs and looked at Zhou Han who could be seen clearly by the night light in the dark corridor.
Zhou Han opened his mouth and asked, "What's the relationship between you and Lin Jianfan?"
Gu Chaoming left an incomprehensible smile to Zhou Han who asked the question, smiled without answering, and disappeared around the corner.
Zhou Han imitated Gu Chaoming's smile in the corridor and smiled: "What does this mean?"
On the morning of the second day after the fight with Yu Hangwei, Gu Chaoming felt that today was a bit strange. The students always wanted to ask or not, and just held back and secretly watched his breath.
Accepting the baptism of the eyes of the students in the class and entering the classroom in doubt, Gu Chaoming first took a look at Lin Jianfan's position, and Lin Jianfan sat there safely.
After saying hello to Lin Jianfan, I sat down and started a day of serious study. The final exam was approaching, and the Christmas that I talked about when I met Liu Yi also came quietly.
This week, it happens to be Sunday.
When Gu Chaoming was doing English cloze and saw the word MerryChristmas, he looked up at Lin Jianfan who was also doing homework seriously across a few tables.
Christmas?Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's back.
After the first class in the morning, Gu Chaoming finally understood why the class was surrounded by a strange atmosphere today.
Yu Hangwei's leg kicked by him yesterday was still weak, and he walked forward in an awkward posture.I don't know if it was ice compresses on the cheeks, or some emergency measures were taken, and the redness and swelling on the face disappeared overnight.Being beaten yesterday, Yu Hangwei didn't want his tragic situation to be spread, so he dragged his legs and pretended that nothing happened.
It seems to have stopped.
Yu Hangwei didn't want to spread the tragedy of his being beaten, and tried his best to maintain a normal appearance, as if nothing had happened, but someone didn't let him go, and you passed on the matter of him being beaten by Gu Chaoming one night, and I passed it on. Here you go, pass it on to the class.What I didn't know last night, I can find out by listening to the chat in class this morning.
Gu Chaoming only knew about it when others asked him.Gu Chaoming naturally became the No. 1 choice for Yu Hangwei to spread his ugliness, but he was afraid of being beaten yesterday, so he dared not be tough.The first person Gu Chaoming suspected was Wu Shan.Wu Shan's mouth that can't be sewed can be shaken out by three buttons.His mouth is bolder than his body.
He must have struggled for a long time yesterday. While afraid of being beaten, he couldn't help breaking the news. He couldn't hold back the fact that Yu Hangwei was beaten in secret.Gu Chaoming felt that people without tinted glasses would doubt Wu Shan, but Yu Hangwei must have been fooled by Wu Shan's rhetoric, thinking that he was showing off in class.
Gu Chaoming doesn't care about things that he doesn't care about, and doesn't give him any thought.If Yu Hangwei makes trouble again, it will just repeat what happened yesterday.
Knowing that Gu Chaoming didn't go home with them yesterday because of Yu Hangwei's war contract, and after he beat Yu Hangwei to pieces, Su Bing ran over to interrogate him, and after the interrogation, he boasted fiercely.
"You are venting your anger for the whole class." Su Bing said.
Gu Chaoming didn't think about venting his anger on the whole class, he only thought about how to politely keep Yu Hangwei away from Lin Jianfan.
If you want a civilized solution, you will end up using violence.
"Your news is slow. You were not very proficient in news before, but now you know?" Gu Chaoming shook the back of his hand and patted Su Bing who was standing by the table.
"I'm not going to study hard." Su Bing said.
"If you tell a lie, don't write a draft, and if you brag, you won't be afraid of the bullshit blowing up."
"Get out, wait for my final exam, and let you guys see my real strength. Then don't cry and beg me to be your father."
"Just you?" Gu Chaoming sat on the seat and looked up at Su Bing, his eyes full of disbelief and waiting for you to make a fool of yourself at the end of the semester.
"Why, you still look down on me? Let me tell you, I'm a future top student." Su Bing said.
"Schoolmaster in your dreams, I advise you to be more realistic in your dreams. People say 'I'm not a schoolmaster' or something like you, who always talk about 'I'm a schoolmaster' all day long Everyone in the world knows that you are a top student."
Su Bing snorted disdainfully: "Don't give me such a pretense, who doesn't know who you were thinking when you said you were a real scholar."
Gu Chaoming raised his eyes and glanced at Su Bing: "Get lost, don't talk nonsense."
Su Bing put his arm on Gu Chaoming's shoulder and said, "Christmas is this Sunday, do you two have any plans?"
Su Bing had tacitly agreed that he and Lin Jianfan were together, and Gu Chaoming gave Su Bing a "get out" smile.
Su Bing persisted in his disdain: "Yo, yo, spring is here for the widowed and lonely elderly."
Gu Chaoming finally couldn't stand Su Bing's playful and funny play, and covered his face with a book.
Su Bing also said pitifully: "Gu Shuai bullied me, I'm going to sue Zhen Xueba."
Saying that, Su Bing ran into the corridor from the back door of the classroom.
Lin Jianfan was called by Lao Chen to talk in the office, but he hasn't come back yet.Gu Chaoming turned around and shouted at Su Bing: "Come back to me!"
Following Su Bing out of the classroom, preparing to "teach him a lesson", Su Bing watched Gu Chaoming chase him out and run away.Seeing Cen Xili coming back from the toilet in the corridor, Su Bing ran behind Cen Xili: "Xili, please help, protect me quickly, Gu Shuai is a bully."
Cen Xili was as helpless as an old mother with two silly sons whose minds and heights didn't match.
"Xili, get out of the way." Gu Chaoming said to Cen Xili.
Su Bing resorted to the trick he used to deceive people again, pointing behind Gu Chaoming: "True scholar!"
"Trying to lie to me again."
Gu Chaoming didn't believe him because he had experienced many battles, and he didn't turn his head until Cen Xili nodded to him firmly.
Su Bing didn't lie to him this time, Lin saw that Fan came out of the office door and was about to walk to his class.
As soon as Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan, the corners of his mouth curled up immediately, and he waved to Lin Jianfan to let him come over.
Lin Jianfan didn't walk lightly after he came out of the office, and his eyes didn't have the look when Gu Chaoming greeted him in the morning.They waved so enthusiastically, Lin Jianfan hugged his own smile, and waved his hands slightly to indicate that he was not coming.
"This... why does he feel a little weird?" Su Bing looked at the back door of the empty classroom after Lin Jianfan entered, and then at Gu Chaoming whose smile gradually disappeared.
"Don't think too much." Cen Xili patted Gu Chaoming on the shoulder.
In the past, Lin Jianfan would definitely trot over to join his camp with a bright smile, but now Lin Jianfan just refuses to enter the classroom.
Gu Chaoming felt lost in a class, holding a fountain pen to copy notes with his fingers, his eyes turned to Lin Jianfan more and more, as if he could get the answer why Lin Jianfan ignored him after a few more glances.
I peeked at him several times in class, and even the teacher went to the desk and knocked on his desk to ask a warning.
Gu Chaoming, who was reminded, listened carefully while poking the textbook with a water pen, leaving many irregularly distributed black spots on the textbook.
"You have some sesame seeds." Cen Xili watched as a piece of "sesame seeds" was sprinkled on his textbook.
Gu Chaoming didn't ask Cen Xili why Lin Jianfan was so indifferent to them all of a sudden.It's not considered indifferent, people just rejected you, is this considered indifferent?
Gu Chaoming was ordering sesame seeds on the textbook by himself, and looked puzzled at Lin Jianfan who was listening to the class seriously, and then turned his head to look at Cen Xili who was also listening to the class beside him, remembering that he heard rumors in the morning that he had a relationship with Yuhang after school yesterday. Great thing.
"I see!"
Gu Chaoming stopped ordering sesame seeds, just like the famous detective Conan who got the main evidence and figured out the modus operandi at once.
Gu Chaoming yelled out "I got it" in a low voice, which startled Cen Xili who was listening carefully to the class.
Cen Xili asked quietly: "Gu Shuai, what do you know?"
Gu Chaoming's absent-minded and lost expression disappeared in a single class, and all of them turned into sweet smiles on his lips and in his pupils.
Gu Chaoming held a peach-flavored candy in his heart, and the sweetness emanated from every pore on his body.
"When did you and Gu Chaoming have such a good relationship?"
After the exercise between classes, Lin Jianfan went upstairs with Li Zhao and Liu Xiaopang. Liu Xiaopang was well informed and heard about what happened to Gu Chaoming and Yu Hangwei yesterday. answer.
"I have nothing to do with him." Lin Jianfan said.
In winter, the cold wind pours into the crowded stairs, and the cold wind has to give way.Lin Jianfan's tone seemed to give way to dissatisfaction with the cold wind, thinking that his surroundings were too hot, and with one sentence, the atmosphere around him was frozen.
Going upstairs to push and push, the cold winter wind lingering over the crowd brought Gu Chaoming coughed behind him.
Gu Chaoming walked behind Lin Jianfan with Su Bing and Cen Xili, and wanted to go up to say hello but heard Lin Jianfan say this.
Su Bing's "Don't be sad, Lin Jianfan definitely didn't mean that" was ready to say it, but Gu Chaoming, as if he didn't hear what Lin Jianfan said, stretched out his hand to grab Lin Jianfan's hat, and said lazily: "I I'm tired from walking, let me pull."
None of them knew what was going on with these two people, and the four pairs of eyes looked at each other randomly, with expressions of "I don't know".
He kept pulling Lin Jianfan's padded hat up the stairs. As the flow of people going up the stairs dispersed, the number of people around gradually decreased and the space expanded. Gu Chaoming naturally moved from Lin Jianfan's hat to Lin Jianfan's shoulder as usual.
Yu Hangwei sat in his seat and saw Gu Chaoming carrying Lin Jianfan into the classroom, pretending not to see it.
Several people were surprised by Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming's weird way of getting along with each other for a while, and Gu Chaoming also felt that this could not go on when he was doing his homework on his seat after eating.
He chooses the quickest and most useful method he finds—buying yogurt.
Throwing down his pen, when Cen Xili asked, "Where are you going?", Gu Chaoming threw down the phrase "Small shop" and ran out from the back door of the classroom.
I specifically remembered the yogurt that Lin Jianfan mentioned in the supermarket last time. After buying yogurt at the canteen, I didn't expect to meet Lin Jianfan who was walking on the road.
Seeing Fan walking in front alone, Gu Chaoming watched his back and quietly walked over, tried not to make a sound, and patted him on the shoulder to tease him.
The wind on the side of the road moved back to the trees, Lin saw that Fan turned his head and saw no one, and then turned around and saw an extra bottle of yogurt, which was held by a big hand.
Seeing Fan looking at the big hands holding the yoghurt, Gu Chaoming could read desire and depression from his eyes.
Gu Chaoming was about to say, "If you don't pick it up, I'm tired of raising my hands", but before he could say anything, Lin Jianfan took the yogurt from his hand.
Can't help but talk to him?
In the morning, Lin Jianfan hardly spoke a word to him, they all nodded and diverted their gaze from a distance, and he didn't speak when he went upstairs to put his shoulder on his shoulder.If he hadn't figured it out, Gu Chaoming would have thought that he had traveled back to Lin Jianfan when he first came.Lin Jian Fan was more enthusiastic when he first came here than he is now.
Now that Lin Jianfan took the yogurt, Gu Chaoming changed the subtext: "Didn't you say that it has nothing to do with me in the morning? Why did you take my yogurt again?"
Seeing Fan looking up at him, Lin didn't know what to do, his eyes were full of childlike bewilderment.
After being told by Gu Chaoming, Lin saw Fan thinking for a while and actually stuffed the yogurt he had taken back into his hand.
Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing, and patted Lin Jianfan on the head with a little strength as punishment: "I was joking with you."
Gu Chaoming plugged Lin Jianfan with a yogurt straw and handed it to him: "Here, drink all that is given to you."
Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand, Lin saw that Fan didn't take it, but bowed his head and took a sip.
Seeing Lin Jianfan lowering his head and sucking the straw's lips, Gu Chaoming blinked unnaturally.
After Lin Jianfan took a sip, Gu Chaoming forced the yogurt into Lin Jianfan's hands, pretending that nothing happened, but in fact, a firework exploded in his heart, roaring in his mind.
Gu Chaoming couldn't help grinning.
Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan strolled along the school aisle together. The cold wind blows in winter, and there are few pedestrians on the road, only the tall and tall trees on the side of the road for company.
Lin Jianfan held the yogurt and said slowly: "I'm sorry about what happened in the morning, I didn't mean it, I just... just..."
Lin saw Fan stuttering.
Gu Chaoming looked sideways at Lin Jianfan, who was trying to explain, and said for him: "I'm afraid that I will be talked about by them because of Yu Hangwei, which is not good for me, so you feel that you ignore me and pretend that you have nothing to do with me. Looking good is better for me, right?"
Lin Jianfan looked up at Gu Chaoming, surprised how he knew what he was thinking.
Gu Chaoming asked narcissistically, "Am I smart?"
Lin Jianfan said seriously, "Well, smart."
Gu Chaoming laughed loudly: "You have used Xili's move before."
"Because he didn't want to hurt me and Su Bing, he didn't talk to us and was very cold to us. We thought he was suffering from depression, and we checked a lot of information about depression. Hahahaha, you don't know How funny we were."
Gu Chaoming explained cheerfully that he was happy that Lin Jianfan was no longer as indifferent as he was in the morning classes.
Gu Chaoming was waiting for Lin Jianfan's answer, but Lin Jianfan suddenly changed the subject: "Sunday is Christmas, I think..."
Christmas?
Thinking of the Merry Christmas I saw while doing English reading today, and thinking of Liu Yi's words, Gu Chaoming wanted to ask him out to play.
Lin saw that Fan didn't say everything.
He tried, looking forward to.
With expectant eyes, Gu Chaoming completed what Lin Jianfan hadn't finished saying: "I want to ask you out for Christmas, you must come, you really are a master."
Gu Chaoming looked out of the window habitually, the night lights slid past the window, the winter night was cold, and there were not many pedestrians on the road.
The air conditioner in the car was turned on to a sultry level, and Gu Chaoming's blue and white school uniform collar was exposed from his padded jacket.Leaving under the tree with fallen leaves, Gu Chaoming was only wearing the thin school uniform from the fight, Lin Jianfan was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he insisted on putting on the padded jacket.
Putting on the padded jacket, the school uniform collar inside the padded jacket was turned up, Lin Jianfan stretched out his hand to pinch the turned up school uniform collar, and carefully stuffed the school uniform collar into Gu Chaoming's padded jacket.
Fingers slightly touched the skin on the neck, Gu Chaoming inhaled unnaturally and held it, as if soaking in a bathtub and pinching his nose to hold his breath, the nose would be drowned if the nose was loosened.
Gu Chaoming also raised his hand to straighten his collar. He didn't know whether it was intentional or accidental, but the finger that straightened the collar touched Lin Jianfan's finger that hadn't moved away.
When fingers touched, Gu Chaoming was never one to shrink back. Facing other people's strange gazes, he would directly return them with more fierce gazes.Facing Lin Jianfan's finger that touched it, Lin Jianfan silently moved away, and Gu Chaoming pretended to follow unintentionally.
Where the skin touched, tiny sparks exploded in the gradually darkening air.
Seeing that Fan silently withdrew his hand, Gu Chaoming chased after him.Before Lin Jianfan put his hand down, he grabbed Lin Jianfan's palm, with a proud smile of a child's game victory: "I caught it."
When the bus stopped, Gu Chaoming got off the bus, raised his hands and straightened the unturned school uniform collar again, with the smile on Su Bing's face that he had laughed at before.
The street lights had already been turned on. Gu Chaoming stepped into the community and did not go home directly. He stopped downstairs of his apartment building as usual and looked up at the window of his home.
The windows shone with the same light as street lamps.
The light in the house only lights up one window, and the lit windows are ordinary among the windows that are lit up one after another in the winter night.The light was light, seemingly weightless, but like a heavy hammer, it smashed all of Gu Chaoming's good mood with one blow.
Gu Chaoming stood downstairs like a stone sculpture in silence for a long time, looking at the lit windows upstairs and the trace of the person upstairs returning.
Stepping on small stones on the concrete floor of the community, the stones rubbed against the ground and the soles of the shoes.In the winter night, the wind was not strong, but it was cold. Gu Chaoming wanted to go upstairs to avoid the cold, but he didn't know how to face Gu Tao who came back suddenly.
Gu Tao suddenly treated him well, but Gu Chaoming couldn't accept it, nor could he accept his incompetence.The meager 100 yuan and the concern about not getting the number can't heal the pothole left in Gu Chaoming's heart for 17 years.
Once some things are left behind, they will never be filled.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether he should accept it or avoid it as before.Before he accepted it, Gu Tao had already forgotten him outside the door.
Shouldn't I give him another chance?
Gu Chaoming calmly kicked away the stones crushed by the soles of his shoes, he turned around but couldn't help but look back at the lighted window.
forget it.
The cold winter night blows Gu Chaoming's heart cold.
Gu Chaoming just hopes to have a home as warm as the light shining through the window.
It was too difficult, Gu Chaoming turned around and walked towards the lighted canteen.
Gu Chaoming did not bury his loneliness in his ulterior inner forest as usual, he took out his phone and unlocked it, and sent a message to Lin Jianfan.
"Xueba, are you home yet?"
Lin Jianfan always has Su Bing's ability to reply in seconds when chatting with him.As soon as the news was sent out, Gu Chaoming received a reply from Lin Jianfan.
"Here, how about you?"
"Just got home."
See, he's not alone.
The winter night is cold and windy, and the lighted screen is Gu Chaoming's spring in the winter night.
The sun is warm, the grass grows and warblers fly, and the spring mountains are like smiling.
Blossoming.
Fingers are flying on the screen, the corners of his mouth will always be involuntarily raised when he sees the name displayed on the screen, and his legs are moving in the direction of the commissary.
Gu Chaoming focused on replying to Lin Jianfan's message, not noticing the black shadow trotting towards the canteen dragging his winter slippers.
Walking quickly to the entrance of the canteen, Gu Chaoming raised his head from the phone screen when he heard the sound of slippers running, looked at the source of the sound, and used the light of the phone screen to look at the person, hoping to see who it was.
A half-familiar figure stopped in front of Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming had only seen him after school.But I haven't seen him much this semester, because I don't belong to the same school, and the two families have no contact with each other, and I don't say hello when I meet him in the same community.
Seeing who it was, Gu Chaoming thought about it and ignored him as before. After putting down his mobile phone, he opened the iron door of the commissary, opened the curtain and walked in.
The canteen is tightly closed, and the heater and second-hand smoke do not go anywhere. As soon as you walk in, you can smell the second-hand smoke accumulated in the heater.Secondhand smoke lingers in the heating, fighting.
"Yo, two handsome guys are here."
"Chaoming, your dad is back today." Aunt Cheng said, pulling a plastic chair behind the counter.
Gu Chaoming knew that Gu Tao was back when he saw the lights on upstairs, Gu Chaoming only responded and asked, "Does he have any credit?"
Aunt Cheng waved her hand and said, "No, I gave it all."
Really gave it this time?Gu Chaoming asked again in disbelief, but Aunt Cheng still replied "yes".
It's strange that Gu Tao doesn't pay on credit. Even if he had money before, Gu Chaoming would not be able to pay for it himself.
Since Gu Tao doesn't pay on credit, Gu Chaoming doesn't have to pay back the money. Gu Chaoming doesn't want to go home, so he checks the shelves of the canteen to see what he wants to buy.
"Zhou Han is here to buy cigarettes for your dad again?" Aunt Cheng opened the cabinet door and took out a pack of cigarettes skillfully.
Ever since he met Gu Chaoming outside the canteen, Zhou Han has been paying attention to this well-known "crazy guy like his father" in their community.
When Aunt Cheng asked him, Zhou Han was staring at Gu Chaoming in front of the shelf.
"Yeah, same old."
Gu Chaoming bought something casually and opened the curtain of the canteen. Zhou Han, who was standing by the container, saw that Gu Chaoming was about to leave, and quickly said to Aunt Cheng, "Aunt Cheng, I'm leaving first", and quickly caught up with Gu Chaoming in front of him. .
Breathing the first cold wind in the winter night outside, he lowered the curtain and opened the iron door, Zhou Han called him to stop.
"Gu Chaoming."
Hearing the sound, Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Zhou Han behind him, and stopped in his tracks.
"What's wrong?" Gu Chaoming asked calmly in the dark night.
You don't have to look at his face too clearly, his tone has already revealed his indifference.
"...uh...uh" Zhou Han shook his head, "it's okay."
"If it's okay, I'll leave first." Gu Chaoming turned around and wanted to leave, but after thinking about it, he turned around and said to Zhou Han who was standing not far away: "I still have to thank you for speaking for me today."
Gu Chaoming didn't know Zhou Han well, and Zhou Han also didn't know much about him.Zhou Han's understanding of Gu Chaoming came from his parents who advised him to stay away from Gu Chaoming, and from the miscellaneous words of neighbors around him.Gu Chaoming only regarded Zhou Han as a child who had fought when he was young, but he didn't expect that he would speak for himself today, Gu Chaoming thought about it and said thank you.
Zhou Han smiled a little embarrassedly, scratched his head: "It's okay, it's okay."
Apart from being okay, Zhou Han didn't know what else he could answer.
After Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he turned around, and Zhou Han behind him stopped him again.
The wind was blowing and the leaves were shaking, Gu Chaoming felt a bit of coldness, put his hand into the pocket of the padded jacket and asked the Zhou letter who called him again: "What's the matter?"
Zhou Han didn't know where to start, nodded and said, "I have something to tell you."
"And me?"
After hearing this, Gu Chaoming was puzzled. A stranger who hadn't spoken to him for several years suddenly wanted to tell you something one night.
"I'm going to pick the point, it's cold outside."
"Then go talk in the corridor." Zhou Han suggested.
"Success." It's always warmer in the corridor to shelter from the wind.
Gu Chaoming carried the plastic bag and walked towards his apartment building, followed by Zhou Han.
Walking into the corridor, Gu Chaoming stood under the stairs and asked, "What's the matter?"
Zhou Han, who walked into the corridor, didn't organize his words well, and didn't know what he wanted to express. He only knew that there were some things he needed to say to Gu Chaoming.
"Uh... that is, my mother said that we seemed to have fought when we were young?" Zhou Han asked.
Gu Chaoming glanced at Zhou Han in the unlit corridor with strange eyes.
"Yes, what's the matter? Want to ask me to confirm?" Gu Chaoming asked.
Zhou Han had a face of "I don't mean that": "It's not a confirmation, just, I don't remember much..."
It turns out that the night of "Hundred Ghosts of the Night" that I will never forget in my heart and represents the shadow of childhood has been washed away by the waves in the memory of others, and even the body has been swept into the deepest part of the sea.
A scar on one's body is just a leaf in other people's world, insignificant, no need to remember.
Gu Chaoming raised one lip and chuckled, "So?"
"So?" Zhou Han temporarily organized words that could express his vague thoughts.
"I also listened to my mother when I was young. He said that if I don't let me play with you, I can't play with you. In fact, I don't have much memory of fighting with you when I was young, so I saw you on the road, and I didn't It feels like a lot of hatred and resentment."
"But sometimes I can only pretend not to see you when I see you on the road, and I always feel a little uncomfortable. When I go home and hear my mother talk about you, I feel a little sorry. In fact, sometimes I want to be friends with you, The kind of friend who can say hello on the road. You remember when you were a child, maybe I did something bad when I was a child and I forgot, but I don’t have any hostility towards you now, so I don’t want to have such a blur between us the alienating thing."
"I think it would be better to say it." Zhou Han finally said.
Zhou Han didn't know what his thinking was, but every time he met Gu Chaoming, he was obviously in the same community and had known him for so many years, only seeing him was like seeing a stranger.Zhou Han has no previous stories in his heart, and feels very sorry.
After listening to a long paragraph of Zhou's letter expressing his thoughts, Gu Chaoming couldn't help lowering his head and looking at the ground.
Looking at the pitch-black ground, Gu Chaoming laughed: "I thought what were you going to say, just stop me?"
Gu Chaoming smiled disdainfully, but at the same time relaxed.
No one knows his pretense and helplessness.
It's not that he was at a loss like Lin Jianfan, he just didn't know how to answer Zhou Han's apology that didn't feel like an apology, or an explanation that didn't feel like an explanation.
When he needs to use his verbal ability, his mouth can only avoid the emotions that should be expressed positively.
Zhou Han didn't know how to accurately express his regretful feeling in his heart, and Gu Chaoming didn't know how to describe his feelings after hearing Zhou Han's words.
Xu Shi has grown up, and Xu Shi's heart has been hardened by the eyes of others.
Zhou Han's words are not a huge rock that shakes Gu Chaoming's world, but they are definitely not dust that blows away.Zhou Han's words are like a drop of water, seeping into the forest in Gu Chaoming's heart.
"After finishing talking, I'll go up." Gu Chaoming carried the plastic bag with a feathery joy in his heart.
"Well, you go up, we are friends now, next time I greet you you must answer." Zhou Han said.
"Row."
He went upstairs with his hands in his pockets, and before he reached the first floor, Zhou Han called him to stop again when he reached the corner.
"Gu Chaoming."
"What's the matter?" Gu Chaoming stopped at the corner of the stairs and looked at Zhou Han who could be seen clearly by the night light in the dark corridor.
Zhou Han opened his mouth and asked, "What's the relationship between you and Lin Jianfan?"
Gu Chaoming left an incomprehensible smile to Zhou Han who asked the question, smiled without answering, and disappeared around the corner.
Zhou Han imitated Gu Chaoming's smile in the corridor and smiled: "What does this mean?"
On the morning of the second day after the fight with Yu Hangwei, Gu Chaoming felt that today was a bit strange. The students always wanted to ask or not, and just held back and secretly watched his breath.
Accepting the baptism of the eyes of the students in the class and entering the classroom in doubt, Gu Chaoming first took a look at Lin Jianfan's position, and Lin Jianfan sat there safely.
After saying hello to Lin Jianfan, I sat down and started a day of serious study. The final exam was approaching, and the Christmas that I talked about when I met Liu Yi also came quietly.
This week, it happens to be Sunday.
When Gu Chaoming was doing English cloze and saw the word MerryChristmas, he looked up at Lin Jianfan who was also doing homework seriously across a few tables.
Christmas?Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's back.
After the first class in the morning, Gu Chaoming finally understood why the class was surrounded by a strange atmosphere today.
Yu Hangwei's leg kicked by him yesterday was still weak, and he walked forward in an awkward posture.I don't know if it was ice compresses on the cheeks, or some emergency measures were taken, and the redness and swelling on the face disappeared overnight.Being beaten yesterday, Yu Hangwei didn't want his tragic situation to be spread, so he dragged his legs and pretended that nothing happened.
It seems to have stopped.
Yu Hangwei didn't want to spread the tragedy of his being beaten, and tried his best to maintain a normal appearance, as if nothing had happened, but someone didn't let him go, and you passed on the matter of him being beaten by Gu Chaoming one night, and I passed it on. Here you go, pass it on to the class.What I didn't know last night, I can find out by listening to the chat in class this morning.
Gu Chaoming only knew about it when others asked him.Gu Chaoming naturally became the No. 1 choice for Yu Hangwei to spread his ugliness, but he was afraid of being beaten yesterday, so he dared not be tough.The first person Gu Chaoming suspected was Wu Shan.Wu Shan's mouth that can't be sewed can be shaken out by three buttons.His mouth is bolder than his body.
He must have struggled for a long time yesterday. While afraid of being beaten, he couldn't help breaking the news. He couldn't hold back the fact that Yu Hangwei was beaten in secret.Gu Chaoming felt that people without tinted glasses would doubt Wu Shan, but Yu Hangwei must have been fooled by Wu Shan's rhetoric, thinking that he was showing off in class.
Gu Chaoming doesn't care about things that he doesn't care about, and doesn't give him any thought.If Yu Hangwei makes trouble again, it will just repeat what happened yesterday.
Knowing that Gu Chaoming didn't go home with them yesterday because of Yu Hangwei's war contract, and after he beat Yu Hangwei to pieces, Su Bing ran over to interrogate him, and after the interrogation, he boasted fiercely.
"You are venting your anger for the whole class." Su Bing said.
Gu Chaoming didn't think about venting his anger on the whole class, he only thought about how to politely keep Yu Hangwei away from Lin Jianfan.
If you want a civilized solution, you will end up using violence.
"Your news is slow. You were not very proficient in news before, but now you know?" Gu Chaoming shook the back of his hand and patted Su Bing who was standing by the table.
"I'm not going to study hard." Su Bing said.
"If you tell a lie, don't write a draft, and if you brag, you won't be afraid of the bullshit blowing up."
"Get out, wait for my final exam, and let you guys see my real strength. Then don't cry and beg me to be your father."
"Just you?" Gu Chaoming sat on the seat and looked up at Su Bing, his eyes full of disbelief and waiting for you to make a fool of yourself at the end of the semester.
"Why, you still look down on me? Let me tell you, I'm a future top student." Su Bing said.
"Schoolmaster in your dreams, I advise you to be more realistic in your dreams. People say 'I'm not a schoolmaster' or something like you, who always talk about 'I'm a schoolmaster' all day long Everyone in the world knows that you are a top student."
Su Bing snorted disdainfully: "Don't give me such a pretense, who doesn't know who you were thinking when you said you were a real scholar."
Gu Chaoming raised his eyes and glanced at Su Bing: "Get lost, don't talk nonsense."
Su Bing put his arm on Gu Chaoming's shoulder and said, "Christmas is this Sunday, do you two have any plans?"
Su Bing had tacitly agreed that he and Lin Jianfan were together, and Gu Chaoming gave Su Bing a "get out" smile.
Su Bing persisted in his disdain: "Yo, yo, spring is here for the widowed and lonely elderly."
Gu Chaoming finally couldn't stand Su Bing's playful and funny play, and covered his face with a book.
Su Bing also said pitifully: "Gu Shuai bullied me, I'm going to sue Zhen Xueba."
Saying that, Su Bing ran into the corridor from the back door of the classroom.
Lin Jianfan was called by Lao Chen to talk in the office, but he hasn't come back yet.Gu Chaoming turned around and shouted at Su Bing: "Come back to me!"
Following Su Bing out of the classroom, preparing to "teach him a lesson", Su Bing watched Gu Chaoming chase him out and run away.Seeing Cen Xili coming back from the toilet in the corridor, Su Bing ran behind Cen Xili: "Xili, please help, protect me quickly, Gu Shuai is a bully."
Cen Xili was as helpless as an old mother with two silly sons whose minds and heights didn't match.
"Xili, get out of the way." Gu Chaoming said to Cen Xili.
Su Bing resorted to the trick he used to deceive people again, pointing behind Gu Chaoming: "True scholar!"
"Trying to lie to me again."
Gu Chaoming didn't believe him because he had experienced many battles, and he didn't turn his head until Cen Xili nodded to him firmly.
Su Bing didn't lie to him this time, Lin saw that Fan came out of the office door and was about to walk to his class.
As soon as Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan, the corners of his mouth curled up immediately, and he waved to Lin Jianfan to let him come over.
Lin Jianfan didn't walk lightly after he came out of the office, and his eyes didn't have the look when Gu Chaoming greeted him in the morning.They waved so enthusiastically, Lin Jianfan hugged his own smile, and waved his hands slightly to indicate that he was not coming.
"This... why does he feel a little weird?" Su Bing looked at the back door of the empty classroom after Lin Jianfan entered, and then at Gu Chaoming whose smile gradually disappeared.
"Don't think too much." Cen Xili patted Gu Chaoming on the shoulder.
In the past, Lin Jianfan would definitely trot over to join his camp with a bright smile, but now Lin Jianfan just refuses to enter the classroom.
Gu Chaoming felt lost in a class, holding a fountain pen to copy notes with his fingers, his eyes turned to Lin Jianfan more and more, as if he could get the answer why Lin Jianfan ignored him after a few more glances.
I peeked at him several times in class, and even the teacher went to the desk and knocked on his desk to ask a warning.
Gu Chaoming, who was reminded, listened carefully while poking the textbook with a water pen, leaving many irregularly distributed black spots on the textbook.
"You have some sesame seeds." Cen Xili watched as a piece of "sesame seeds" was sprinkled on his textbook.
Gu Chaoming didn't ask Cen Xili why Lin Jianfan was so indifferent to them all of a sudden.It's not considered indifferent, people just rejected you, is this considered indifferent?
Gu Chaoming was ordering sesame seeds on the textbook by himself, and looked puzzled at Lin Jianfan who was listening to the class seriously, and then turned his head to look at Cen Xili who was also listening to the class beside him, remembering that he heard rumors in the morning that he had a relationship with Yuhang after school yesterday. Great thing.
"I see!"
Gu Chaoming stopped ordering sesame seeds, just like the famous detective Conan who got the main evidence and figured out the modus operandi at once.
Gu Chaoming yelled out "I got it" in a low voice, which startled Cen Xili who was listening carefully to the class.
Cen Xili asked quietly: "Gu Shuai, what do you know?"
Gu Chaoming's absent-minded and lost expression disappeared in a single class, and all of them turned into sweet smiles on his lips and in his pupils.
Gu Chaoming held a peach-flavored candy in his heart, and the sweetness emanated from every pore on his body.
"When did you and Gu Chaoming have such a good relationship?"
After the exercise between classes, Lin Jianfan went upstairs with Li Zhao and Liu Xiaopang. Liu Xiaopang was well informed and heard about what happened to Gu Chaoming and Yu Hangwei yesterday. answer.
"I have nothing to do with him." Lin Jianfan said.
In winter, the cold wind pours into the crowded stairs, and the cold wind has to give way.Lin Jianfan's tone seemed to give way to dissatisfaction with the cold wind, thinking that his surroundings were too hot, and with one sentence, the atmosphere around him was frozen.
Going upstairs to push and push, the cold winter wind lingering over the crowd brought Gu Chaoming coughed behind him.
Gu Chaoming walked behind Lin Jianfan with Su Bing and Cen Xili, and wanted to go up to say hello but heard Lin Jianfan say this.
Su Bing's "Don't be sad, Lin Jianfan definitely didn't mean that" was ready to say it, but Gu Chaoming, as if he didn't hear what Lin Jianfan said, stretched out his hand to grab Lin Jianfan's hat, and said lazily: "I I'm tired from walking, let me pull."
None of them knew what was going on with these two people, and the four pairs of eyes looked at each other randomly, with expressions of "I don't know".
He kept pulling Lin Jianfan's padded hat up the stairs. As the flow of people going up the stairs dispersed, the number of people around gradually decreased and the space expanded. Gu Chaoming naturally moved from Lin Jianfan's hat to Lin Jianfan's shoulder as usual.
Yu Hangwei sat in his seat and saw Gu Chaoming carrying Lin Jianfan into the classroom, pretending not to see it.
Several people were surprised by Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming's weird way of getting along with each other for a while, and Gu Chaoming also felt that this could not go on when he was doing his homework on his seat after eating.
He chooses the quickest and most useful method he finds—buying yogurt.
Throwing down his pen, when Cen Xili asked, "Where are you going?", Gu Chaoming threw down the phrase "Small shop" and ran out from the back door of the classroom.
I specifically remembered the yogurt that Lin Jianfan mentioned in the supermarket last time. After buying yogurt at the canteen, I didn't expect to meet Lin Jianfan who was walking on the road.
Seeing Fan walking in front alone, Gu Chaoming watched his back and quietly walked over, tried not to make a sound, and patted him on the shoulder to tease him.
The wind on the side of the road moved back to the trees, Lin saw that Fan turned his head and saw no one, and then turned around and saw an extra bottle of yogurt, which was held by a big hand.
Seeing Fan looking at the big hands holding the yoghurt, Gu Chaoming could read desire and depression from his eyes.
Gu Chaoming was about to say, "If you don't pick it up, I'm tired of raising my hands", but before he could say anything, Lin Jianfan took the yogurt from his hand.
Can't help but talk to him?
In the morning, Lin Jianfan hardly spoke a word to him, they all nodded and diverted their gaze from a distance, and he didn't speak when he went upstairs to put his shoulder on his shoulder.If he hadn't figured it out, Gu Chaoming would have thought that he had traveled back to Lin Jianfan when he first came.Lin Jian Fan was more enthusiastic when he first came here than he is now.
Now that Lin Jianfan took the yogurt, Gu Chaoming changed the subtext: "Didn't you say that it has nothing to do with me in the morning? Why did you take my yogurt again?"
Seeing Fan looking up at him, Lin didn't know what to do, his eyes were full of childlike bewilderment.
After being told by Gu Chaoming, Lin saw Fan thinking for a while and actually stuffed the yogurt he had taken back into his hand.
Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing, and patted Lin Jianfan on the head with a little strength as punishment: "I was joking with you."
Gu Chaoming plugged Lin Jianfan with a yogurt straw and handed it to him: "Here, drink all that is given to you."
Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand, Lin saw that Fan didn't take it, but bowed his head and took a sip.
Seeing Lin Jianfan lowering his head and sucking the straw's lips, Gu Chaoming blinked unnaturally.
After Lin Jianfan took a sip, Gu Chaoming forced the yogurt into Lin Jianfan's hands, pretending that nothing happened, but in fact, a firework exploded in his heart, roaring in his mind.
Gu Chaoming couldn't help grinning.
Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan strolled along the school aisle together. The cold wind blows in winter, and there are few pedestrians on the road, only the tall and tall trees on the side of the road for company.
Lin Jianfan held the yogurt and said slowly: "I'm sorry about what happened in the morning, I didn't mean it, I just... just..."
Lin saw Fan stuttering.
Gu Chaoming looked sideways at Lin Jianfan, who was trying to explain, and said for him: "I'm afraid that I will be talked about by them because of Yu Hangwei, which is not good for me, so you feel that you ignore me and pretend that you have nothing to do with me. Looking good is better for me, right?"
Lin Jianfan looked up at Gu Chaoming, surprised how he knew what he was thinking.
Gu Chaoming asked narcissistically, "Am I smart?"
Lin Jianfan said seriously, "Well, smart."
Gu Chaoming laughed loudly: "You have used Xili's move before."
"Because he didn't want to hurt me and Su Bing, he didn't talk to us and was very cold to us. We thought he was suffering from depression, and we checked a lot of information about depression. Hahahaha, you don't know How funny we were."
Gu Chaoming explained cheerfully that he was happy that Lin Jianfan was no longer as indifferent as he was in the morning classes.
Gu Chaoming was waiting for Lin Jianfan's answer, but Lin Jianfan suddenly changed the subject: "Sunday is Christmas, I think..."
Christmas?
Thinking of the Merry Christmas I saw while doing English reading today, and thinking of Liu Yi's words, Gu Chaoming wanted to ask him out to play.
Lin saw that Fan didn't say everything.
He tried, looking forward to.
With expectant eyes, Gu Chaoming completed what Lin Jianfan hadn't finished saying: "I want to ask you out for Christmas, you must come, you really are a master."
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