the world in which he exists

Yu Hangwei's message came quickly.

On the bus home, Gu Chaoming grabbed the ring, and the phone in his pocket beeped.

"Gu Shuai, what do you mean by what you said today?"

At the moment when he heard the prompt, Gu Chaoming thought it was Lin Jianfan, and the word Yu Hangwei caught his eyes. The joy in Gu Chaoming's eyes fell like a meteor, and the disgust grew in his frowning brows.

The change happened in an instant. The crying child on the seat in front of him was holding tears and stared at Gu Chaoming who was happy for a while, and frowned the next second.

He may not be able to understand how a person can complete such a rapid change in a short period of time.

"It doesn't mean anything, just the literal meaning."

"The kid asked you to cover him?" Yu Hangwei asked, and after asking, he sent another sentence: "Hehe."

A that kid and a hehe, the irony can't be concealed.

Faced with such a provocation, Gu Chaoming wanted to grab Yu Hangwei's collar through the screen, slap him a few times, and let him talk properly.

This is too violent, which is Gu Tao's behavior. Gu Chaoming knows that he has inherited it subconsciously, and wants to use violence to solve the problem.

Don't be like a dog.

He didn't fluctuate much when others scolded him, he was an impregnable fortress.However, as soon as he touches the person he cares about, Gu Chaoming's copper wall collapses, the iron wall melts, he loses his guard, and there are weaknesses everywhere, a simple sentence can irritate him.

This is true for the silent You Xin, and it is also true for Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming refrained from swearing, and only replied to Yu Hangwei: "It has nothing to do with him, I said it myself. Don't look for him in the future."

"I'm getting out of the car, so I won't talk anymore." Gu Chaoming hastily ended the conversation that made him want to swear, he didn't want to talk to Yu Hang Weiduo, for fear that the more he talked, the more likely he would be to chat, so he made an appointment to have a fight.

He said to Yu Hangwei, "I'm getting off the bus, let's not talk about it." In fact, the bus was still two or three stops away from the platform where he got off. When the message was sent, Gu Chaoming exited directly.

In the past few days, I have never left my mobile phone, chatting with Lin Jianfan.Share it with Lin Jianfan's own cooking skills, Lin Jianfan praised him, but he pretended to be embarrassed.

Lin Jianfan said, "I want to see how good your cooking skills are."

Gu Chaoming said modestly: "It's just so-so, a little bit better than being able to eat."

"How much better than being able to eat?" Lin Jianfan asked.

"You'll know when you eat it."

The unintentionally provocative answer, the topic turned in a direction that Gu Chaoming didn't expect.

After answering "you will know after eating", Lin Jianfan said that he wanted to eat his dishes.Gu Chaoming said casually: "Come here, I will make it for you if you come."

Another thoughtless sentence.

Seeing that Fan is also a decent person, Lin replied seriously: "Okay."

A good word made Gu Chaoming, who was sitting on the sofa, panic, and quickly replied: "Don't come?"

"Don't come here, do you hear me?"

"It's far away from your home, and there's no time for the exam soon."

Gu Chaoming hurriedly found various reasons to prevaricate Lin Jianfan.

He himself knew that these reasons were not fundamental, the fundamental reason was because of Gu Tao whose whereabouts were uncertain, Gu Tao did not know when he would come back.

Since Gu Chaoming was in high school, he had only brought Su Bing and Cen Xili home, and he happened to run into Gu Tao once.Gu Chaoming couldn't guarantee that Lin Jianfan would not run into Gu Tao when he only came to his house for an afternoon or a meal, and he couldn't guarantee that if he really happened to run into Gu Tao, would he be able to protect Lin Jianfan well.

Gu Tao is still a little rational when he doesn't drink alcohol. If he drinks alcohol, he can be as stubborn as a cow, and the hard horns of the cow can break your organs.

Gu Chaoming didn't dare to take this risk, so he kept refusing, with repeated messages that he didn't want to come.

"I'm fine." After Gu Chaoming spoke for a long time, Lin Jianfan only answered these five words.

"I'm fine."

The final punctuation mark is a period.

After chatting with him for so long, Gu Chaoming knew Lin Jianfan's habits.He, like most people, is generally unpunctuated.

With punctuation marks, it means that the other party pays attention to and confirms the sentence. A full stop in a circle makes the whole sentence look solemn and solemn.

A full stop representing Lin Jianfan's attitude, Gu Chaoming's deepest thoughts seemed to be seen through by Lin Jianfan at once.

"Don't come, I won't open the door for you when you come."

"Following me home is a good way, but you will definitely be locked out."

Liar, Gu Chaoming judged himself by looking at the messages he sent.

Gu Chaoming knew that if Lin Jianfan came with him, he would definitely open the door for him, or pretend to wear a lock, but after entering the door, he seemed to be unable to bear his persistence and opened the door for him.

Still a little excited thinking about it, Gu Chaoming lay on the sofa and smiled.

Imagination is imagination, just think about it, the chance of running into Gu Tao is very small, but also very high, it is possible at any time.

Gu Chaoming still refused him righteously: "If you want to eat, next time I will make some other snacks to take to school, or make you breakfast, okay?"

Well, very righteous and impartial.

At the end, I added a sentence: "Are you satisfied? Little ancestor."

Full of ridicule, under the ridicule hides Gu Chaoming's little thought that he just wants to call him that.

"What do you want to eat?" Gu Chaoming asked, and then said: "You can't bring soup and water."

"Then it's nothing, are you so strict in ordering food?" Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming smiled: "It's not good for those who bring soup and water to enter the school. Later, I will pour me a bag of noodle soup. There are also many people who don't bring soup, buns, dumplings, sandwiches..."

"Stop talking, I'm hungry," Lin Jianfan said, "Then let's make buns."

Seeing the words "I'm hungry", Gu Chaoming subconsciously thought of Lin Jianfan licking his lips. Instead of looking at the new news displayed on the phone screen, Gu Chaoming turned to the corner of the living room, as if seeing himself in the crowd. The reaction of looking away from someone you like.

Gu Chaoming didn't notice this reaction himself, but was first discovered by his elder brother who used to play with him when he was a child in the same community.

When the elder brother whom he hadn't seen for a long time said that, Gu Chaoming's eyes froze, and the expression on his face lit up, stiff and bright.

Later, Gu Chaoming thought that his expression at that time had already explained everything.

The elder brother in the same community is named Liu Yi.

Because of Gu Tao, there will always be parents telling their children not to let them associate with Gu Chaoming.At that time, Gu Chaoming was lonely and full of enthusiasm. The six or seven-year-old children immediately turned over those children who said that they would not play with him and that there was something wrong with his father.

One punch at a time, several children lay on the sand, covering their injured faces and crying.

Several people can't beat him alone.The consequences of the beating came very quickly. That night, some parents brought the injured child to the house for evaluation.

Qu Yingyi went out that morning and promised that Gu Chaoming would come back in the evening, but Qu Yingyi hadn't come back when his favorite cartoon started playing.

Gu Chaoming was very courageous at such a young age, children were afraid of the dark, and they dared not even go to the toilet without a light, but Gu Chaoming was sitting on the sofa alone, pressing the remote control, watching his favorite cartoons.

There was no light turned on in the living room, only the light of the TV set covered Gu Chaoming's immature face.

Halfway through, there was a rush of knocking on the door, and the door panels slammed loudly.

Gu Chaoming knew it was definitely not Qu Yingyi, Qu Yingyi would not knock on the door like this, even without a key.

The hasty and impatient knock on the door sounded like a drum.He was the only one at home, Gu Tao didn't come back after going out, Gu Chaoming trotted over to open the door by himself.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw a group of people standing in the dark, even the moonlight outside the door was blocked by them, and could only leak on their faces through the gaps between them.

Gu Chaoming let go of the doorknob, raised his head, and looked at the adult who was quite a bit taller than him.

The thick black night and the pale moonlight put makeup on them, turning them into female ghosts in horror chapters who are covered in pornography all over their bodies.

They all had unfriendly expressions, even contempt written on their faces, each holding their "little devil" by the hand.

If there is always an unforgettable scene in childhood, then Gu Chaoming must be now, just like the scene of "Hundred Ghosts at Night".

Gu Chaoming is not afraid of the dark, he is afraid of people walking in the dark.

One of the female ghosts took the lead and asked, "Where's your mother?"

As soon as he opened his mouth, he knew that the visitor was not good, and he was here to collect debts.

"My mother isn't home."

There is a human wall of female ghosts outside the door, and the little Gu Chaoming is like a human being driven to a dead end by them.

There were ghosts outside the door, and the door frame became Gu Chaoming's protective talisman, as if they couldn't get in with this door.

The female ghost who took the lead turned her head and glanced at her companions behind. For her own son, the female ghost said again: "Your father..."

Gu Chaoming quickly passed in front of her and said, "My dad is sleeping inside, he's drunk, do you want to find him?"

Gu Chaoming lied, Gu Tao has not been at home for many days.A child by himself would certainly not be able to resist so many grown-ups, Gu Chaoming hoped to scare them away with Gu Tao's lies at home.

The female ghosts don't know whether what he said is true or not, but they all know that Gu Tao tends to go crazy when drunk, and beats people when he goes crazy, and he has a child with him. I don't want my children to see the scene of Gu Tao beating someone, don't let my children be frightened when they see it.

No one suggested to go to Gu Tao for a comment, and it was useless to ask Gu Tao for a comment.After drinking, you will not be sober anywhere.

Some parents saw that Qu Yingyi was not at home, and Gu Tao couldn't explain it to him, so they decided to leave and ask for an explanation when Qu Yingyi came back.

Seeing that they were about to leave, Gu Chaoming thought they had escaped a catastrophe.

One of them, a woman who was tall and thick, with a fat face hanging down, shook her fat body, took his little chubby, squeezed through the crowd in front, stood still in front of Gu Chaoming, and held the little chubby's hand to Gu Chaoming. look.

It was full of meat, and there was an obvious tooth mark on the arm thicker than lotus root, which did not disappear until night, showing how hard the bite was.

The mother felt distressed, and pointed to the tooth marks and asked Gu Chaoming threateningly: "Did you bite this?"

Gu Chaoming looked at the scar and said confidently: "So what if I bit it? He scolded me and my dad first."

The voice is sonorous, stating the facts.The reason for the fight was simple. In the afternoon, Gu Chaoming passed by the sandy ground of the community. When a few children playing in the sandy ground saw him, they began to mock Gu Chaoming like their parents said.

Gu Chaoming has not been a patient temper since he was a child, and he couldn't stand provocations, so he scuffled with them immediately.

As soon as the sonorous words fell, a fiery and crisp slap was greeted on the face.

The night was too dark to see clearly, and the burning pain on his face was hotter than the noon sun.

Gu Chaoming bit his lower lip, his small chest heaved up and down, and his anger was suppressed inside.

You can't cry, Gu Chaoming thought, what's the use of crying, it will only make them bully you more.

Gu Chaoming raised his head and glared at the fat woman who beat him. Seeing this situation, the women next to him rushed up to persuade the woman who beat him.

"Why beat a child, his parents are not here, you can't justify beating him."

"At that time, be careful that his family beats him up, saying that you beat his son first."

"Don't tell me that Qu Yingyi is not easy to deal with at first glance. The sons are so tough. What kind of good children can be raised by such a family."

Several people persuaded, completely ignoring the unclosed door that Gu Chaoming was still listening, the voice of slandering and slandering Qu Yingyi swaggered at Gu Chaoming's ears under the cover of the night, his chest rose and fell faster, and the expression on his entire face All wrinkled together expressing anger.

"For such a young child, leave him alone at home with Gu Tao, this mother should go out and get a man." The woman was still laughing and gossiping.

In the corridor where the lights were broken, a small figure ran past.There was a sudden sharp pain in the hanging arm, and the woman screamed, terrified as if she had seen a ghost.

The pain in the arm caused the woman to shake her hands quickly, pushing Gu Chaoming with her hands, and if she couldn't push, she used her hands to hit him instead.

The clear light of the moon paints the unlit aisle with a layer of silvery white.Gu Chaoming clenched his teeth tightly and did not let go. He could feel his teeth sinking into the meat, and there was a trace of blood.

Other women came to help, some children were crying, some were making trouble, and some were laughing at the farce.

A few women mixed together, and there was a biting child in the middle, let them push and pull, Gu Chaoming just didn't let go.

The fist that hit him was painful, but he could hold it back.What he couldn't tolerate was their comments about his mother, that was slander!

Gu Chaoming bit it wholeheartedly and earnestly, the only thing in his mind was biting her, and the saliva flowed from Da Zhang's mouth.

Gu Chaoming completely ignored the boy's yelling from the stairs.

"Mom, what are you doing?" Liu Yi came down from upstairs and shouted in shock.

The huddled crowd didn't respond to his yelling, Liu Yi quickly ran down the stairs, and pushed aside the huddled people, revealing Gu Chaoming who was biting someone else's hand fiercely inside.

"Mingming?" Liu Yi was even more surprised when he saw Gu Chaoming who was biting.

Obviously, Liu Yi gave him a nickname, and all the children he knew in the community were called double characters.

Liu Yi came to a friend's house to play, and when he went home and went down the stairs, he happened to see this chaotic group of people under the moonlight, including his mother and his younger brother.

It wasn't Liu Yi's mother who was bitten, but the woman downstairs.Liu Yi didn't know what was going on at all, and ran down in a daze to pull away the crowd, letting Gu Chaoming let go.

As soon as he heard someone calling himself Mingming, Gu Chaoming knew it must be Liu Yi.Gu Chaoming still refused to let go, his eyes were as fierce as a cheetah, and what was in his mouth was his fat.

Gu Chaoming bit her tightly, and the bitten woman burst into tears in pain. She simply ignored the relationship between the neighbors and the fact that it was a six-year-old child who bit her, so the woman kicked her up.

This kick happened to be seen by Qu Yingyi who was going upstairs to go home.

Qu Yingyi is gentle by nature, and her clothes are mostly light-colored. Seeing someone kick Gu Chaoming, she transformed into a heroic female warrior, stepped on high heels, ran over with big strides, and kicked the woman back.

The kicked woman cursed in pain, Qu Yingyi had never been so violent.

When Gu Chaoming heard that it was Qu Yingyi's voice, he immediately let go of the woman who was bitten by him so blood oozing, and threw herself into Qu Yingyi's arms.

Qu Yingyi touched his head to comfort him, and took him home.Several women wanted to stop the couple, but Liu Yi persuaded them to come down, and some of them cursed at the closed door.

"The whole family is sick."

Inside the door, Gu Chaoming hugged Qu Yingyi's flower-printed skirt, and all the tears she shed wiped on the beautiful floral skirt.Qu Yingyi put the bag on the sofa, she didn't speak, and when Gu Chaoming was tired from crying until he sobbed, only choked up, Qu Yingyi asked him softly: "Why bite? "

Gu Chaoming's little hand wiped tears on his face indiscriminately: "They scolded you, so I bit them, no one can scold you."

No one can scold you.

Qu Yingyi was hit hard by Gu Chaoming's immature and crying words, and was smashed to pieces.

She didn't say "you are not allowed to bite people in the future", "it's wrong for you to do this", "it's okay for mom, don't bite for mom".

She just put her arms around Gu Chaoming who was crying convulsively, her son, her protector, her little man.

After this incident, several families collapsed completely, and the children were not pleasing to the eye when they walked along the road, and it was common for them to fight after a few words.

At that time, Liu Yi was in high school, and they were not in the same school, but the road to school was the same.Liu Yi went to and from school, and would go up to stop them when they got into a fight.

After stopping it, when his younger brother and his companions went crazy, he would buy a green bottle of good mood at the roadside store and hand it to Gu Chaoming.

Liu Yi represents green in Gu Chaoming's world, the color of mung bean ice in summer.

Three years later, Gu Chaoming's childhood green left the city to go to another city to study in university, and the city where he was studying was developing. It was difficult for Gu Chaoming to see him again except for the New Year holidays.

Until today, the day after I chatted with Lin Jianfan and promised to bring him breakfast on Monday.

Gu Chaoming was walking home with the preparation materials he had bought.

"Mingming?" Someone called him from behind.Gu Chaoming turned his head, he knew the voice - Green is in a good mood, Brother Liu Yi.

Gu Chaoming held the ingredients in one hand and put the other in his pocket. Recently, the temperature dropped very sharply. It almost entered winter overnight, and the temperature dropped without a trace.

He walked all the way with the bag in his hand without gloves, and the temperature was stolen by the cold air. Gu Chaoming curled up his icy fingers, turned his head, and it really was him.

Liu Yi dragged a gray suitcase, and the wheels of the suitcase gurgled on the cement-paved path.Liu Yi was wearing leather gloves while dragging the suitcase, and was wearing a black coat, and some thin trousers for this kind of weather, which didn't look like winter equipment.

The gray scarf around Liu Yi's neck was tied into a bib, her hair was blown tousled by the wind, and her face was a little red from walking in the wind.

Liu Yi dragged the box, trotted slightly to Gu Chaoming's side, and walked side by side with him.

Liu Yi, who was 16 years old at the time, didn't listen to his parents' words that they should not have contact with Gu Chaoming's family. Instead, he took care of this biting brother even more.

Liu Yi often goes home with this younger brother who eats green and is in a good mood, and talks to him.

One tall and one short, two popsicles, walking on the way home.Now it's the same, just reverse the height.

I haven't seen you for a long time, so I don't need to exchange greetings. The first thing Liu Yi said when he looked at him was: "Have you grown taller, kid?"

"Is there?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"The soles of my shoes are still a little taller. Last year, you were not so tall." Liu Yi said.

Gu Chaoming smiled: "I'm still young, I have a long body."

Liu Yi almost wanted to hold his chest: "Old brothers like us don't have to grow up."

A gust of cold winter wind blew, and Liu Yi shrunk into the scarf. Seeing Gu Chaoming's frozen red hand holding the plastic bag, he took off the glove of his hand that was not dragging the suitcase and handed it to Gu Chaoming.

"Put it on, it's cold, don't get chilblain." When Gu Chaoming heard the word chilblain when he took the gloves, the only person Gu Chaoming thought of was Lin Jianfan, and he didn't have the same deskmate who had struggled with chilblain for many years in junior high school. .

Lin Jianfan is the button of happiness and smile in Gu Chaoming's heart.As soon as he mentions the words that are close to Lin Jianfan, no matter how many thousands of miles away, he can do somersaults.

The fingers are inserted/inserted into the glove with the remaining warmth of Liu Yi, and the inside of the glove has soft fluff.

The cold was abandoned, and the smile in Gu Chaoming's heart climbed up the corner of his mouth.

Liu Yi glanced at him: "I didn't expect the temperature to drop so badly."

"The temperature has dropped a few days ago, it's cold, and it snows every year." Gu Chaoming felt that Liu Yi was wearing too thin clothes as soon as he saw him, "Why do you wear so little?"

"There's no way, I came back straight from a business trip, and I didn't bring anything, so I could only be cold." Liu Yi said.

"How many days will you stay this time?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"About three or four days. One day is enough. Anyway, it's fine. It's good to rest at home for a few more days." Liu Yi said.

"Are you guys going to leave school soon?" Liu Yi asked again, a question that a big brother would ask.

"Not yet, not yet the final exam." Gu Chaoming said.

Liu Yi nodded: "However, the Chinese New Year is quite early this time, and your holiday should be very early. You should be able to have winter vacation soon after Christmas, right?"

Gu Chaoming hummed.

The high school that Gu Chaoming is studying now is the same one that Liu Yi was studying at that time, so when we talked about studying, and mentioned Christmas, Liu Yi said: "The girls in our class didn't know what to do during Christmas, except to give apples and candies. In addition, paper cranes are also popular. The girls in the class all fold paper cranes in class, so I don’t know if this is the only one in our class. Do you still make paper cranes now?”

Gu Chaoming shook his head.

Liu Yi laughed: "Then do you think you will receive a present for Christmas this year? Or is it for someone?"

Sudden emotional problems, Gu Chaoming suddenly rang a bell in his heart.

Lin Jian saw that the name Fan popped up and was pressed down by Gu Chaoming, it jumped out again, and pressed down again.Gu Chaoming wondered if there was a spring bed underneath, the more he tried to suppress it, the higher the name Lin Jianfan jumped.

"No one sent me, and there is no one who wants to send me." Gu Chaoming replied against his will.

"No? Don't be so sure," Liu Yi didn't believe it, "No one confesses to such a handsome and tall boy?"

"No." Gu Chaoming smiled.

"You don't want to tell me." Liu Yi said.

"You guessed it right, I don't want to tell you." Gu Chaoming smiled all the way.

Liu Yi looked at the child's naughty look, "Did you agree? Or do you already have a girlfriend?"

Gu Chaoming raised his eyebrows, shook his head quickly and said, "No, no, nothing at all."

"It must be because there is someone I like," Liu Yi continued, "I just saw that you were in such a good mood, and you still giggled from time to time, who did you think of?"

Gu Chaoming's eyes lit up at this moment.

Lin Jianfan's name was beating in his heart again.

Liu Yi approached him and asked him: "Which little girl do you think of? In a blink of an eye, you are old enough to fall in love. I think I was only your age back then."

Seeing that the words Fan kept popping up in his mind, Gu Chaoming still said: "No, nothing, I have to study hard now, I won't think about those things, learning makes me happy! By the way, what I just thought That girl is called Study!"

Gu Chaoming made Liu Yi laugh with a serious look.

"You are too cute," Liu Yi smiled, "Good, good, study is your girl, you must treat her well."

"I will, I will."

Liu Yi chuckled, looking at Gu Chaoming's tough side face, the hair at the temples was extremely short, even if he just said that Xue Xue was his girl, the corners of his mouth still curled up thinking about his ideal person.

Liu Yi thought to himself that he is still a young man, and when he mentioned the person he likes, he still looks so young.

The author has something to say: Don’t worry, Liu Yi is just a big brother who helps and guides Gu Chaoming, not Bai Yueguang when he was a child