the world in which he exists

The screen of the mobile phone showed that the positioning was sent successfully, and Lin Jianfan swiped down a few more times, as if by doing so, he would receive a new message from Gu Chaoming.

With a cup of Kaifeng hot milk tea in hand, Lin Jianfan received Gu Chaoming's "Where are you?" voice bombardment as soon as he came out of the milk tea shop to plug in the straw.

After taking a sip of milk tea, the warm milk tea invaded his mouth, and the moment he was invaded by the warmth, the warmth in his mouth reminded him of one thing.

Lin Jianfan held his mobile phone and walked back to the milk tea shop where he just bought milk tea not far away, and ordered a cup of the same milk tea.

While waiting in the store, Lin Jianfan kept tilting his head absent-mindedly, his eyes slipping outside the glass door of the milk tea shop. Every time he passed by a person whose visual inspection was over 1.8 meters outside the shop, his gaze would follow.

Lin Jianfan was looking for Gu Chaoming, afraid that he would miss him when he was buying milk tea.Looking at the phone again, Gu Chaoming didn't send him a message after posting the location spontaneously, didn't say what he was going to do, and didn't say if he would come over.

For others, Lin Jianfan didn't have the confidence to come over this matter, but for Gu Chaoming, even when he didn't reply, Lin Jianfan had already started waiting.

Carrying the newly bought milk tea out of the milk tea shop, passing through the crowd on the side of the road, Lin Jianfan returned to the original location.

There are several spherical stone piers beside the street, Lin Jianfan walked over to sit on the second stone piers and waited for Gu Chaoming.

Taking off the white baseball cap on his head and holding it in his hand, the clouds in the sky spread out compared to the overwhelming morning.In the scattered gaps, the orange red of the autumn sunset is revealed, like volcanic caves, but the color is lighter, the temperature is lower, there is no hot magma, only a faint watercolor-like light.

Among the passing crowd were students who had just finished cram school with their schoolbags on their backs, old people who had eaten early and went out for a walk, and girls who were shopping. For office workers who were still busy with their lives, Lin Jianfan took a sip of milk tea and Searching for and waiting for a person in the crowd coming and going.

The eyes swept over everyone's face, whether they were sad or happy, plain, or tired, or leisurely, or at ease, each had their own joys and sorrows, and each had their own separation and separation.

Lin Jianfan likes to sit quietly like this, looking at the people passing by, as if he can see the sorrow and joy in their lives.

He has been in this city for several months, and most of the time he stays at school or at home, and rarely goes out alone like today to really understand the city where he lives again.

He is a newcomer to this city, while Gu Chaoming is an old friend of this city.Old friends run across the street toward newcomers.The newlyweds sat on the stone pier and waited quietly.

The old friend was out of breath when he ran over, almost half an hour later.

The positioning sent by Lin Jianfan showed that Lin Jianfan was not far away from him, and he walked for about 10 minutes. Gu Chaoming jumped off the station without even thinking about it, predicting that he would be able to reach Lin Jianfan in only 10 minutes at his own running speed. Fan's side.

There is no reason, just a sudden, want to see him very much.

Gu Chaoming wants to see him, in winter, in June, tomorrow, right now.

He jumped off the low platform and ran forward desperately.

During the running, the body temperature rose rapidly, the vision was shaken, the breathing was heavy, and the autumn wind was blowing gently. There was nothing else in my mind, but one thought - to run forward.

If you run faster, you can reach Lin Jianfan earlier. The only thought in your mind is clear, like a handful of clear springs in the desert, clear and bright.

The teenager who ran desperately had a poor memory, but he obviously never thought that his sense of direction was poor. He ran for a full 10 minutes of the originally predicted [-]-minute journey. Winding around in the middle.

Gu Chaoming was not familiar with this place, and he was led by Qu Yingyi to come here for the first time, and he was tricked by the mobile phone map, which spared him a long way.

Gu Chaoming thought he had no merits, and was told by Su Bing and Cen Xili that he liked to admit death.Gu Chaoming felt that admitting to death hurt him for the first time today.

Following the route given by the mobile phone map, Gu Chaoming had no doubts at all, turned left and right, and finally got lost in an unfamiliar street.

It was the third time when he felt that he had lost his way and was taken to a completely unfamiliar place by the mobile phone navigation, Gu Chaoming resolutely turned off the navigation, and went to find Lin Jianfan based on his inexperienced intuition.

Gu Chaoming quit the navigation and sent a message to Lin Jianfan. He originally wanted him to show the way, but then he thought that a local who had lived here for more than ten years had lost his way. It would be embarrassing to say it. It also becomes a declarative sentence ending in a period.

"I'll come right away, don't go, wait for me."

Gu Chaoming usually doesn't like to put symbols at the end of his messages, it's troublesome and unnecessary, but now, his hot fingers after running pressed down on the small circle.

A full stop means the end of a sentence and the solemnity of the sentence.

Gu Chaoming crossed a narrow road, facing the tree-lined, luxuriant branches and leaves, surrounded by neatly trimmed bushes, hidden in the bushes was a path covered with cobblestones.The path twists and turns and leads to a gazebo. In the gazebo, several old men are playing chess around a stone table.

Gu Chaoming originally wanted to go into the gazebo to ask for directions, but he crossed the road and looked over the narrow road that was not too wide for small cars beside the neat bushes.

On the left side of the road is a pavilion with red pillars and a low tree, and on the right side is an iron fence that separates the community, and the fence is covered with creepers.Part of it is red and part of it is green. At the end of the long road is a small open space paved with stone slabs. After passing the open space, there are spherical stone piers lined up one by one in front of the open space. On the stone pier sits a young man. , Looking at the pedestrians coming and going in front of me.

The figure from the back is very small, vaguely mixed in various colors, and it is easy to be ignored. Gu Chaoming's line of sight passes through this long corridor, and he can be recognized at a glance.

The old man in the gazebo was still playing chess, the chess field was fiercely fought, and he didn't care about Gu Chaoming who was running happily beside the bushes.

There are patches of green on the side of the road, and the red and green wall-climbing tigers retreat in front of our eyes.

The black coat was windproof, very thick, and the autumn wind had nowhere to settle, it could only brush against his exposed ears and the short hair roots on the back of his neck.

Gu Chaoming ran so fast that Qiufeng couldn't catch him, couldn't catch up, and was left behind.

If a resident upstairs in the community glances at the window and sees a black figure running down the path downstairs, he will sigh at his speed.

Gu Chaoming's figure was speeding through the aisle, the aisle couldn't keep him, and the empty small square couldn't keep him either. He ran to the boy on the stone pier, as if he was on a mission.

He didn't know the meaning of running so fast, he only had one thought in his mind - to run.

Run to that stone ball, run to that boy, there is his end point.

Gu Chaoming neither dislikes nor likes running, but he has never run so hard, hard and cheerfully from the bottom of his heart.

He rushed to the boy, and when he got behind him, the boy turned his head when he heard the sound of footsteps, and Gu Chaoming's running figure slammed into his eyes.

Gu Chaoming didn't have time to slow down, and ran all the way to Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan followed him with his eyes, drew a half circle in the air, looked at Gu Chaoming who was standing in front of him, heard the hot air from his nose, and couldn't take out the hot milk tea he was going to hand out. hand.

Originally thought that the temperature had dropped so badly that Gu Chaoming could have a cup of hot milk tea to warm him up when he came over, but now Gu Chaoming seems to need a bottle of mineral water to quench his thirst.

Gu Chaoming's face turned red from running, Lin Jianfan sat on the stone ball and looked at him without speaking, waiting for him to calm down the disordered breath.

After the rest after strenuous running, the oxygen in the head is gradually sufficient, and then the more and more clear brain brings the question of "why am I running so fast like a fool".

Gu Chaoming stood in front of the stone ball where Lin Jianfan was sitting, and Lin Jianfan looked up at him curiously, holding a cup of milk tea that had been opened in one hand, with a white baseball cap hooked on his fingers, and the other Holding a cup of the same milk tea in one hand, it was obviously bought for him.

Gu Chaoming suddenly felt a little ashamed for running so foolishly.

He ran hard, but when he reached the finish line, he became confused.When he was running, he knew very clearly that he wanted to run to him quickly and see him quickly.

After calming down, the heat was removed, and all the thoughts that were blown up by the heat while running fell back to their original positions.

Gu Chaoming took a step forward, one step closer to Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan was sitting, Gu Chaoming raised his hand and rubbed his head, fluffy and thick hair, Lin Jianfan bowed his head slightly after being touched, and did not resist.

Gu Chaoming ran his fingers through Lin Jianfan's hair, he smiled, the corners of his mouth curled up, his voice tinged with laughter.

"I thought you were going to go," he said.

Lin saw Fan sitting obediently, raised his eyes to look at him, followed Gu Chaoming's arm rubbing on his head, and saw the smile on Gu Chaoming's face.

Gu Chaoming quickly withdrew his hand, put it back in his pocket, and continued to stand there. Lin Jianfan didn't ask him anything, but handed him the milk tea he had just bought.

The transparent plastic bag containing the milk tea hooked Lin Jianfan's finger.

"You should want to drink water more now than hot milk tea." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming reached out to take the milk tea from Lin Jianfan's hand, and his eyes stayed on the touch of fingertips when handing over the milk tea.Hearing what Lin Jianfan said, Gu Chaoming boldly opened the bag and inserted the straw: "It's okay, they're all the same, they're all water, the same thing quenches your thirst, you bought it, of course you have to drink it."

You still buy it, of course you want to drink it.

Usually, Su Bing is quick to talk, but now he is also quick to talk, and can vaguely say what is in his heart.

After finishing speaking, Gu Chaoming did not regret it, but was a little complacent, like a child who quickly answered the correct answer in class.

Gu Chaoming was immersed in this kind of self-satisfied little joy that was alone and unknown to the second person.

"You came out alone? No appointment?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"It's too boring at home, so come out and take a walk." Lin Jianfan said.

"Is there no one in your house?"

"My mother is at home."

It was a meaningless conversation, and during the conversation, Gu Chaoming did not explain his purpose of coming.He didn't have a precise answer in his mind, so he just rambled about, as if the two of them just met on the street and chatted casually, not after a few minutes of waiting or a few minutes of searching.

Lin Jianfan answered all of Gu Chaoming's boring and meaningless questions without a trace of tiredness, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, which made Gu Chaoming feel that even if he continued chatting without giving any reason today, Lin Jianfan would not I have half an opinion.

If it had been yesterday, Gu Chaoming might have felt that Lin Jianfan was flattering him again. Today Gu Chaoming used Su Bing's reverse thinking, and it seemed that Lin Jianfan was very willing to talk to him.

Gu Chaoming was a little excited in his heart.

People floating in the sea find support, find the land in the middle of the sea.The sense of loneliness accumulated on the short journey from the amusement park to the station just now evaporated in the heat generated by the running and the smile on Lin Jianfan's mouth.

After chatting and drinking half of the milk tea, Gu Chaoming finally felt too embarrassed to let Lin Jianfan Bai wait, wasting half an hour of his life waiting for him.

Gu Chaoming held the milk tea cup in one hand, and his pocket in the other: "You don't even ask me why I came here suddenly to find you?"

From a distance of almost one step, Gu Chaoming could see Lin Jianfan's questioning expression and slightly widened eyes after hearing this question.

The roadside was noisy, but Lin Jianfan's eyes were confused and clear.

Gu Chaoming couldn't solve the mystery in his eyes. This was a new puzzle. Gu Zhaoming had never seen it before, and he couldn't solve it. He could only ask the person who made the eyes: "What is your expression?"

He really doesn't understand.

If it's a smile, it can also be understood as not fussing with you.If it's a snort, it can also express complaints, but what does this confused expression like a lamb mean?

Under his question, Lin Jianfan hastily put away the doubt in his eyes, and hid the doubt deeper by blinking quickly.

"Are your eyes gray?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin saw Fan hurriedly shook his head: "No."

"Then you always blink?" Gu Chaoming said, holding the milk tea in the other hand, and took out a pack of half-used tissues from his pocket.

"Don't rub it with your hands, there are a lot of bacteria on your hands." Gu Chaoming said.

Seeing that Fan raised his eyes to look at Gu Chaoming, Lin took the package of tissues silently, without opening them, but holding them in the palm of his hand.

"You really don't want to ask me why I came to you?" Gu Chaoming said again.

Lin Jianfan's hair was a little messy, and it didn't return to its original position after being ravaged by Gu Chaoming.

Lin saw that Fan's eyes were wandering: "It's not necessary."

Gu Chaoming was startled, he was always a little embarrassed because he asked people to wait for no valid reason, but the person who was waiting told him that he didn't care at all?

"It's not necessary? You've been waiting for so long? What if I'm just kidding you and don't come at all?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin saw that Fan Piao's eyes raised up without a fixed place, and fell into Gu Chaoming's eyes.

The two looked at each other, Lin saw Fan fixedly looking into Gu Chaoming's eyes and asked, "Will you play tricks on me?"

The simple Chinese characters formed a first-level bell, and Gu Chaoming was hit hard.

Lin saw that Fan's eyes were clear and clear, and the doubts just disappeared. He stared straight into Gu Chaoming's eyes, as if he was seeking proof, and Gu Chaoming felt that his answer was like an oath.

"No." Gu Chaoming paused for a while before saying.

Lin Jian Fan smiled slightly: "Then it will be done."

It is rare for Lin Jianfan to speak like this, his whole person is relaxed and casual, no longer restrained in class, like the sunshine tearing through the mist, this is the real him.

Gu Chaoming likes his relaxed look, which is also the most natural.

Naturally, Gu Chaoming was a little surprised, as if he had received a little surprise from Lin Jianfan.

"You really don't want to know? Then I won't tell you."

"Don't tell me." Lin Jianfan looked up at Gu Chaoming, and lightly hit Gu Chaoming's thigh with the baseball cap in his hand.

The smile on the corners of Gu Chaoming's mouth that was beaten quietly widened, and he was happy, so his mouth began to speak out again without the permission of his brain.

"The one you just took seemed to be coquettish."

Although Lin Jianfan's disgust wasn't clearly shown on his face, he poked his head out of his eyes, and immediately retracted.

Gu Chaoming caught it and realized that he said something wrong.

Lin Jianfan, a person who remembers to open his legs to show his masculine characteristics when sitting with his legs together, said that he is acting like a baby, which is not the same as directly touching him.

Gu Chaoming quickly said: "Ah, ah, I'm just kidding, don't be angry."

Gu Chaoming said and became anxious.With the sudden crying last night, Gu Chaoming paid extra careful attention to Lin Jianfan's every emotional move.

"Didn't you just say it when you were joking and angry in the supermarket yesterday?" Gu Chaoming explained while leaning forward with his back slightly arched.

"Who said I was angry?" Lin Jianfan frowned slightly.

"I see you seem angry."

"No, where did you see that?" Lin Jianfan asked.

"...um...just..." Gu Chaoming couldn't tell where he got it, "just... just the feeling."

"You feel wrong." Lin Jianfan seemed to be amused by his silly and cute way of hastily explaining, and the last few words were full of laughter.

"In your opinion? I'm so easy to get angry?" Lin Jianfan hit Gu Chaoming's leg again with his baseball cap hooked up.

"No, no, not at all." Gu Chaoming shook his head and waved his hands.

He didn't know when Lin Jianfan was angry or when he was crying, and he couldn't figure out why he was crying or why he was angry.

"I don't think you get angry easily, or you feel that your mood has fluctuated a bit these two days." Gu Chaoming said.

The mood fluctuated greatly, and Lin Jianfan understood that Gu Chaoming was referring to what happened last night.

He blinked and said, "Yesterday was special, I didn't control it well, don't mention what happened yesterday, shame on you."

Gu Chaoming laughed, deliberately teasing him by mentioning his crying yesterday: "Don't talk, don't talk, don't talk about your crying yesterday."

Lin Jian Fan looked up at him sideways: "I'll be really angry if you talk about it again."

"You are so angry and have a notice, I received it, let's not talk about it." Gu Chaoming raised his hand and made a zipper gesture on his mouth.

"Then tell me why you came to see me." Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming and asked seriously.

Before answering Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming took a sip of milk tea to strengthen his courage.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and pretended to say casually, "It's nothing, but I'm in a bad mood and I want to see you."

want to meet you.

Two of the four words are repeated.

Gu Chaoming enjoyed the pleasure of telling the truth, and nothing happened on the surface. He looked down at Lin Jianfan, saw Lin Jianfan's happy eyes, looked at him with a smile, and asked himself simply: "You Nice to see me?"

Gu Chaoming thought for a while and nodded, he didn't want to lie.

The young man is sincere, brave to speak his heart, not secretive.

"I feel very happy."

Seeing Lin Jianfan sitting in front of him, Gu Chaoming felt inexplicably at ease, like a kite falling in the air tied to a string.

"No one has ever said that to me before." Lin Jianfan blinked, then lowered his head and smiled slightly after speaking.

Gu Chaoming's words were like a gust of wind, blowing through Lin Jianfan's heart, and the wind surged through the waves.

Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan on the head lightly: "Don't be too touched, you are so good, I am sure not the only one who feels happy chatting with you, and many people feel that they just didn't say it like me."

Gu Chaoming asked back: "Then are you happy chatting with me?"

Lin Jianfan nodded without hesitation: "Yes, happy."

What Su Bing said yesterday was confirmed. It was not because he was trying to please him, but because Lin Jianfan really wanted to eat with him and talk to him.

Lying on the bed last night, Gu Chaoming realized that he had been labeling Lin Jianfan as pleasing, and what he heard, saw, and Lin Jianfan's efforts to make sure he would not refuse were all to please others. Being ignored under the label, Gu Chaoming inevitably began to blame himself.

"Why do I feel that I speak sourly today? It's not my style. The atmosphere is a bit wrong." Gu Chaoming said with a smile.

"It's your style." Lin Jianfan said silently.

Gu Chaoming bent down curiously: "Huh? Then tell me about my speaking style?"

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's smiling eyes: "You are very sincere and straightforward. Although you often like to hate people, you are actually very..."

Gu Chaoming was a little embarrassed by Lin Jianfan's words, interrupted Lin Jianfan who was seriously evaluating, and spoke in a teasing tone, but this time he was teasing himself.

"I just can't get it straight. You don't need to say it so nicely. I have many shortcomings."

"Don't say that, you have many advantages, but you don't know it yourself." Lin Jianfan looked at him.

"Don't talk about it, can I still know my advantages?"

Lin Jian Fan immediately said firmly, "You don't know."

Lin Jianfan followed up on Gu Chaoming's words, wanting to get in, but there was not enough time.

Such a firm tone and quick answer made Gu Chaoming stunned for a moment.

A strange sense of surprise spread.

It was a feeling of sudden affirmation.

Gu Chaoming pursed his lips and smiled, patted Lin Jianfan's head and his voice slowed down, he said, "I see."

Then he joked: "Thank you for letting me know that I am so good."

Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing as he spoke, leaned over and took the baseball cap that Lin Jianfan was hooking up with his fingers, pinched the brim of the hat and buttoned it on for him.

Putting the hat on Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming stopped what he was going to say, and stared at Lin Jianfan who put on the hat.

"It's really like it." Gu Chaoming sighed while bending over.

"Like what?" Lin Jianfan asked.

"Like the guy I told you when I was in the toilet at the beginning of school, wearing a white hat and a white T-shirt. I was still wearing that black baseball cap. Remember, you took him off." Gu Chaoming The accent of the last sentence stopped on the word "hard", which made Lin Jianfan know what he was referring to as soon as he heard it.

A few months later, the young man with yellow flowers showing only a pair of clean eyes has long been blurred in Gu Chaoming's memory. He only remembers such a person wearing a white hat, a disposable mask, and a white T-shirt.

What happened at the beginning of school seems to be far away in the depths of memory.

"You really look alike wearing a hat like this, especially the eyes." Gu Chaoming said.

He waited for Lin Jianfan's answer, Lin Jianfan said proudly: "Good-looking people have similar eyebrows and eyes, haven't you heard this saying?"

Gu Chaoming felt incredible, and almost wondered if there was something wrong with his ears. What did Lin Jianfan say?Do good-looking people have similar eyebrows and eyes?It didn't look like anything he'd say.

"Hey, didn't you say you were not good-looking yesterday, why do you feel good-looking again today?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Seeing that Fan had nothing to do with Gu Chaoming, Lin replied casually: "Yesterday was not good, but today is good."

"It seems that you are not beautiful and you don't know it. You hide yourself and think you are handsome. When others praise you, you say you are not handsome. That's right, this is basic humility. How can a handsome guy say that he is very handsome? Only people like us would boast about our beauty every day."

Seeing Fan sitting on the stone ball being amused by him, Lin took off his hat, stood up, walked to Gu Chaoming, and patted him on the shoulder: "The beauty of the prosperous age, um, it is quite prosperous, and confidence is the most beautiful."

Seeing Fan speaking, Lin Jian gave Gu Chaoming a thumbs up and shook it in front of Gu Chaoming's eyes, but Gu Chaoming grabbed him.

"Say it again?!"

"I'm telling the truth, you are really handsome, with a beautiful face in this prosperous age."

The thumb was caught, Lin Jianfan tried to pull it out, but Gu Chaoming tried harder, and finally broke free from Gu Chaoming's shackles, but Gu Chaoming locked his neck with his backhand.

Gu Chaoming locked his neck and said viciously: "Lin Xueba, thank you for your compliment!"

The skin between the arms and the neck was rubbed against the cloth, Lin Jianfan shook his hands and said with a smile, "You're welcome, you're welcome."

The volcanic caves in the sky gradually disappear, the autumn air is covered with a layer of gray yarn, and the temperature is sent far away by the autumn wind.

With such a close posture, Gu Chaoming can see Lin Jianfan Junmei's side face, high nose bridge, and clean eyes when he tilts his head.

The setting sun glowed faintly across his cheeks, this is Gu Chaoming's newly discovered perspective.

This angle of view is not unfamiliar in Gu Chaoming's life at all, and so is the movement of hooking his neck.He often hooked Su Bing and Cen Xili's necks to see their faces from this perspective.

An action that is so ordinary that it is not noticed, the angle of view that has been taken for granted, when hooked, it did not release any special factor in the air at all, nor did it have the ability to make people's hearts surge, but at this moment it seems to have become a little different.Everything is very much like a newborn baby first coming to the world, everything is being updated.

Gu Chaoming seemed to have come to a new world. The setting sun of this world crawled over Lin Jianfan's profile, and Gu Chaoming's heart beat extraordinarily fast in this world.

Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's side face carefully, and saw that his long and dense eyelashes fluttered in the air very slowly.

Gu Chaoming was silent for a short while, his eyes followed his eyelashes, slid down the bridge of his tall nose, and his eyes finally stopped on the two soft things under the bridge of his nose.

The eyelashes of the person being watched fluttered, and the clear eyes rolled under the eyelashes. He tilted his head slightly, and the sunlight shifted with the speed of his turning his head. He met Gu Chaoming's peeping eyes.

The closeness of the body, the narrowing of the distance, the staring without prevention, the peeping that was discovered, the dryness of the autumn evening, adding a dry stick to the staring that neither of the two parties had thought about, burning in the setting sun like a fire, Looking at each other silently, Gu Chaoming heard the crackling sound of his heart.

He wants to kiss him.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-03-0122:55:11~2020-03-0410:49:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!