the world in which he exists

Su Bing, Cen Xili, and You Xin left one after another, and there were only three of them left. Gu Chaoming still held Lin Jianfan's hand.

Gu Tao pretended not to see it when he saw it.Just as Su Bing left, Gu Tao saw Dad Su's car. Although he didn't know what kind of car it was, he knew it was not cheap.

Gu Tao said: "Your classmate's family is quite rich."

When Gu Chaoming heard Gu Tao's words, he couldn't help sighing, Gu Tao was always so shameless towards money.

Gu Chaoming was afraid that he would expose Su Bing, so he deliberately said: "I don't know him well."

Gu Chaoming knew it was useless to say these things, and he also knew that Gu Tao would never believe it, but he still said it.

The speaker didn't believe it, and the listener didn't believe it either. Only the little fool surnamed Lin was puzzled after hearing it, and it took him a long time to realize that Gu Chaoming was lying to his father.

"If you're not familiar, you're not familiar. Let's go to eat." Gu Tao said that he was about to step forward and hug Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming took a step back, Lin saw that Fan hurriedly took a step back, and if he slowed down, Gu Chaoming would be able to step on his shoes.

Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming maintained a tacit understanding, the school fell silent, and there were very few people.When Gu Tao saw Gu Chaoming retreating like this, his good temper was almost worn out, not to mention that he had already consumed so much in the past.

"Why back off?" Gu Tao's tone changed, and Gu Chaoming, who had lived with him for more than ten years, keenly caught it.

Gu Tao turned his words to Lin Jianfan who was behind Gu Chaoming: "Would you like to go out to eat with us? Go out to eat, or go to our house. Let Chaoming cook more dishes and show off your skills."

Seeing that Fan looked at Gu Tao whose hair was combed differently from last time, Lin really didn't know how to deal with this situation, so he could only hold Gu Chaoming's wrist and ask him for help.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan, then grabbed Lin Jianfan's wrist and shook it twice, completing a silent conversation and comfort.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's wrist and pulled him to the front: "They're all going back, you should go back too."

You can't let him go to dinner with you, let alone let him go home with you.

After Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he quietly pushed behind Lin Jianfan. Lin Jianfan turned his head, and Gu Chaoming signaled him to leave quickly with his eyes.

Lin saw that Fan and Su Bing looked back three times at each step.Seeing Gu Chaoming standing alone with Gu Tao, Lin Jianfan suddenly had the feeling of handing over something he cherished to someone who didn't trust or even doubted him at all.

Seeing that Fan was too worried about Gu Chaoming, Lin thought about calling Gu Chaoming with his mobile phone to ensure safety, but took out the mobile phone in his pocket, but found that the battery was too low and automatically shut down.

Holding the phone that couldn't be turned on, Lin saw that Fan panicked. No wonder his parents didn't call him for so long. It seemed that he had to come up with an excuse when he got home.

"Everyone is gone, let's go too." Gu Tao said.

Gu Chaoming looked at the direction where Lin Jianfan was running, and then glanced at Gu Tao in front of him.

Gu Tao asked him: "Do you want to go out to eat or go home to eat?"

Not giving him a third choice, Gu Chaoming chose the former.

Gu Tao didn't try to grab Gu Chaoming's shoulder any more, but walked ahead alone.Gu Chaoming followed him out of the school gate, and when he reached the side of the school road, Gu Tao stopped still and even waved to stop a taxi that happened to be passing by.

"You're quite rich." Gu Chaoming muttered very softly, but Gu Tao didn't expect to hear it. Gu Tao laughed: "That's it, I don't know how much faster than your part-time job."

The disdain in his tone was faint and obvious, just like Gu Tao's attitude towards him.

The taxi stopped in front of a Sichuan restaurant, which was Gu Tao's favorite taste.

The taxi turned around a few streets and took him to this place that he had never been before. Gu Chaoming looked at the surrounding streets, as if he wanted to see the whole place at once.

Gu Chaoming has never participated in Gu Tao's world outside his home.They are a family, but it seems like just three people living together.

Their family is like three circles, Gu Chaoming overlaps with the other two circles, the larger the overlap with the mother, the closer.Gu Chaoming used to think that his life circle and his mother's circle completely overlapped.His mother loves him and will protect him and what he should protect, but he just realized some time ago that he is only a part of his mother's life circle, and the remaining part of his mother can accommodate a lot, including the one who married her. The little girl, man, everything he didn't know.

He may only be a part, or a small part, of his mother's life, but this does not stop him from regarding his mother as the most central part of his circle, no one will treat him better than his mother, even if someone treats him better in the future, It will never change the position of his mother in his heart.

There are too few people who are kind to him, and there have never been many.

The circle with his mother is also separating little by little, but Gu Tao's circle, which Gu Chaoming doesn't want to have contact with, is desperately getting closer to overlap with him.

The parts that overlap with Gu Tao are only violence, blood, cigarettes, fists and feet, and the smell of cigarettes burning on the skin. Gu Chaoming wanted to break free but couldn't.

Gu Tao walked ahead and asked him where he wanted to sit, Gu Chaoming chose a seat at random, and observed Gu Tao's world that he didn't understand.

The waiter brought the menu, and Gu Tao handed him the menu for him to order, and finally asked the waiter, "Do you have ice cream or something?"

The waiter asked, "Do you want ice?"

"It's not about ice, it's just what children like to eat."

The waiter understood, and Gu Chaoming also understood the meaning.

The waiter said apologetically, "There's none in the store, but there's a newly opened dessert shop not far away that you can try."

Gu Tao asked him what he meant, but Gu Chaoming didn't reply.

The number of times Gu Tao took him out to eat can count how many fingers he cut off with one hand.Gu Tao was surprisingly patient and treated him surprisingly well today, everything made Gu Chaoming uncomfortable, making Gu Chaoming feel that Gu Tao could stand up and give him a slap in the next moment.

It was the first time for Gu Tao to pick up food for him. A chopstick of food fell into the bowl. Gu Chaoming's hand holding the chopsticks and holding the bowl was stiff. For a moment, his whole body turned into a log. He raised his neck and looked at Gu Tao in amazement. A creaking sound can be heard.

A child who has never been pampered is flattered even to pick up a chopstick dish.

Gu Chaoming never touched the dishes that Gu Tao had picked up for him, they were piled up on the side of the bowl, not knowing what to do, he just kept piling up like that until the whole meal was finished, and the chopsticks of dishes were still on the side of the bowl.

In order not to be obtrusive, Gu Chaoming deliberately left half a lump of rice in the bowl, showing that he didn't want to eat on purpose, but that he didn't want to eat when he was full.

Gu Tao didn't know if he saw through it, or he just picked up the chopsticks and forgot about it.

Gu Tao didn't say anything, and after the meal, he took him to the dessert shop not far away that the waiter said.

The decoration of the dessert shop is particularly pink, pink walls, pink tables and chairs, the waiters are also cute, and the music in the shop can be sweet.

The dessert that Gu Tao forced to order was served, Gu Chaoming and Gu Tao, one for each, two men, one old and one young, one 1.8 meters tall, one stout old man, each with a girly dessert in front of them, this picture No matter how rare it is, how awkward it is.

Gu Chaoming didn't know Gu Tao's taste, and Gu Tao didn't know that Gu Chaoming didn't like sweet food, and the two of them couldn't enjoy a meal without talking about it.

"Where are you going to live if you don't go home recently?" Gu Tao casually poked at the dessert on the plate, and only ate a little.

Gu Chaoming stared at the dessert in silence.

"Which classmate lives there?" Gu Tao asked again.

Gu Chaoming remained silent.

Gu Tao made a "tsk", and Gu Chaoming, in order to give himself a reason to be silent, made his mouth busy, and put large pieces of desserts that he didn't like on the plate into his mouth.

"It doesn't matter if you don't tell me, come home with me today." Gu Tao was too abnormal, Gu Chaoming would rather believe that he was in a dream, or that the person sitting across from him was not Gu Tao at all, so he had a reason to explain all this.

Gu Chaoming ruled out the options in the dream. In the dream, Gu Tao had never been so gentle. In his dream, Gu Tao was a demon with teeth and claws, a darkness that smashed out an ashtray, and a man who fell in front of him and continuously overflowed with blood. .

The bloody scene in the dream was salvaged and appeared in front of his eyes. The bright red blood made the dessert stuffed in Gu Chaoming's mouth feel like a stick in his throat, and he swallowed it with difficulty, the sweet taste was cloying.

Seeing that he still didn't answer, Gu Tao raised his volume and resumed his previous tone and asked, "Are you dumb?"

This is the life Gu Chaoming is familiar with.

Gu Tao suppressed the words "just like your mother": "Tomorrow, I will go to your classmate's house to pack my luggage."

Gu Chaoming thought in his heart: "Didn't you tell me not to come back again?"

There is still a part-time job tomorrow, Gu Chaoming said: "I still have work tomorrow."

"Then the day after tomorrow, what day is the day after tomorrow?" Gu Tao asked.

"I have something to do the day after tomorrow." I'm going to see my mother the day after tomorrow.

"You want me to move it for you?" Gu Tao slapped the table in protest.Gu Chaoming glanced at him, scratching the dessert with the knife and fork in his hand.

Finally can't help tearing up this layer of hypocrisy yet?

"Let me tell you, don't test my patience, go back to me today, or believe it or not, I will break your leg?" Gu Tao endured it all evening, and finally couldn't help it, revealing his original appearance.

He also wanted to have a good talk with Gu Chaoming and let him go home, but Gu Chaoming wanted him to behave like this.

Believe it or not I broke your leg?

Gu Chaoming believed.

When Gu Tao divorced his mother, he said that if he came back, he would kill him with a knife. He believed it. It was much easier to break his legs than to kill him. Can he not believe it?

Gu Chaoming was silent, Gu Tao slapped the table again, this time with much stronger force than last time, it was not a demonstration but a warning.The sound of the pink table attracts the attention of the surrounding customers.

"Speak! Don't pretend to be dumb." Gu Tao roared.

Maybe it's because of being cheap, Gu Chaoming is more used to this way of getting along, punching and kicking are more appropriate, the sudden warmth will only make him feel uneasy to the point of nausea.

He thought that he would go back one day, back to that small hell, but he still looked for a house with a glimmer of hope.

The sky outside the window was gloomy, and the handover was completed without Gu Chaoming's knowledge.The dessert on the plate was bottomed out, Gu Chaoming put down the knife and fork, only a small piece of the dessert in front of Gu Tao moved, seeing that Gu Chaoming had eaten all of it, Gu Tao thought he liked it.

"Let me just say, you children like to eat these things." Gu Tao said triumphantly when he came to a conclusion.

Gu Chaoming felt so sweet that his teeth became weak, but Gu Tao reached out and called the waiter to order another same dessert for take away.

Gu Chaoming follows him, and if he wants to act, he can act the whole set with him.

The dessert was beautifully packaged, the waiter handed it to him with the bag, and Gu Tao motioned him to take it.

The sweet waiter handed it to him and said with a smile: "It's rare to see such a sweet tooth boy."

The waiter smiled brightly, and Gu Chaoming could only respond with a smile.

Carrying the dessert bag, Gu Chaoming waited for Gu Tao to pay the bill. Gu Chaoming saw that he took out a wad of money, which was still red and thick in his wallet.

Where did Gu Tao get so much money?You must know that when he was at home, Gu Tao could pick the lock and take away 200 yuan in the box.

After paying the bill, Gu Chaoming picked up the jacket he had taken off, put it on, and walked out of the store. Gu Tao stopped the car by the side of the road.

Gu Chaoming was standing not far behind with a dessert box, his schoolbag was heavier than usual, and he hadn't done a lot of homework.

Gu Tao took a taxi in front, Gu Chaoming ignored him, glanced at Gu Tao's back, took out his mobile phone and wanted to memorize words and read a book.

In the night, the back of Gu Tao blocking the car took out his cell phone that had not been turned on, as if the time was out of order.Gu Tao's back is connected with the idea of ​​wanting to memorize words, which was something that Gu Chaoming could not imagine before.

The flood of memories came rushing to his face, and he suddenly recalled those days when he was muddled, when he went to class depending on his mood, played with his mobile phone after school, and made a mess. He couldn't tell which event happened on which day, because the days were all mixed together , every day is the same indistinguishable.

But now he can tell the difference, because every day is meaningful to him, and he is accepting new things. His mind is clear, and he is leaning on the side of the road thinking about reciting words.

Gu Chaoming suddenly realized his change. Before, he only felt that he was working hard without much real feeling. Now when he suddenly recalled his former self, Gu Chaoming felt that the present self really existed.

The wind in the autumn night is bleak, and it goes straight into the collar and into the eyes.Memories make people sad, and Gu Chaoming couldn't help crying on the roadside full of night, because he realized his continuous efforts, because he realized a better self.

Gu Chaoming never thought that he could change, nor did he think that one day he would stand by the side of the road and hold back his tears.

What's the point of a grown man crying at night for a reason he's ashamed of.Gu Chaoming tried his best to pour back his tears, and looked at the street lamp not far away, thinking that the street lamp was too dazzling, and his eyes couldn't stand it, so he shed tears.

Gu Chaoming raised his head, he didn't want Gu Tao to turn around and see himself holding back tears, Gu Tao would only think that he was crying because he was suddenly nice to him.

Gu Chaoming looked up at the street lamp, but found a wider starry sky.

The night sky is covered with starlight, like small yellow flowers in a summer garden, scattered and dotted the entire night sky.

Hypocritical is hypocritical, hypocritical to the end, Gu Chaoming turned on his phone and wanted to take a picture of the starry sky. Although he knew it would be blurry, he still wanted to take a picture. When he clicked on the phone, he found that it was full of news.

Just put the coat on the stool, and the phone was turned on silently in the pocket.Unexpected surprise, the information all came from those three people today.

Solo, group, lively.

Even if I have received it before, but suddenly, under such a beautiful night sky, the feeling is still very different.

Gu Chaoming turned on the camera and took a picture of the starry sky. The street lights were so bright that nothing could be seen, and the starry sky was also black.

Gu Chaoming flipped through their chat messages, Gu Tao finally got a taxi, he called Chaoming, Gu Chaoming walked over to the car with desserts, and sent the photo he just took.

After the words of concern, there was a photo of Gu Chaoming with unknown meaning.

Before Gu Chaoming had time to write the copy, Su Bing, that frighteningly fast guy, replied with a series of messages.

"Gu Shuai, what's wrong with you?"

"Your father didn't beat you, did he?"

"Where are you?"

"Why didn't you reply to the message?"

Gu Chaoming just wants to say that I can't keep up with your hand speed.

Su Bing sent a series of voices after his hands were fast, Gu Chaoming clicked on it to listen, and played it directly without wearing earphones.

"Gu Shuai's photo has other meanings. It shows a light, which means that it is in a place with street lights..."

Gu Chaoming did not expect that Su Bing suddenly became a detective and analyzed the photos he sent. He thought he would not win, and Gu Tao who was beside him looked at him strangely.

Gu Chaoming was speechless, picked up his phone and replied to Su Bing: "Stop analyzing."

Su Bing: "Gu Shuai, you finally came out!!!"

Su Bing: "If you don't come out again, I will call the police."

Su Bing: "@陈西立Gu Shuai is out!"

Su Bing: "Xili went to take a bath."

Gu Chaoming: "It's not as serious as calling the police, so I went to have a meal."

Su Bing didn't believe it: "Just eat?"

Gu Chaoming: "Yes."

Su Bing: "Then why didn't you reply to the message just now, and I didn't answer the call?"

Gu Chaoming: "I didn't hear it in my pocket."

Su Bing: "As long as you are fine, where are you?"

Gu Chaoming: "In the car, on the way home."

Su Bing: "Which home?"

Gu Chaoming: "...my home."

Su Bing: "Why did you go back? Going back would be life-threatening!"

Gu Chaoming also knew that he understood better than Su Bing, but he couldn't do anything about it. He typed out the words "unavoidable" and then deleted them.

"It's okay." Gu Chaoming said.

Su Bing: "You still said it's okay, so you go back to my house?"

Gu Chaoming: "I will go back, my luggage is still inside."

Su Bing advised him: "Why don't you wait for your father to fall asleep or wait until he's not at home before escaping quietly?"

Su Bing's side turned into a spy movie, and he was given any escape method.

Gu Chaoming: "I will figure out a way myself."

Gu Chaoming also sent the photo to Lin Jianfan, and Lin Jianfan replied to him after a while. Regarding Su Bingkuangkuangkuang's message, Lin Jianfan was considered gentle.

Lin Jianfan: "?"

Lin Jianfan: "Are you okay?"

Gu Chaoming: "It's okay."

Lin Jianfan: "That's good."

Gu Chaoming: "Lin Xueba."

Lin Jianfan: "?"

Gu Chaoming: "It's okay, I'll call you."

Lin Jianfan was serious: "Please don't make fun of me."

Gu Chaoming: "Where did I make fun of you, this is to praise you."

Lin Jianfan: "It's shameful to call out."

Gu Chaoming: "Where are you ashamed? It matches your surname quite well."

Lin Jianfan: "......... match it?"

Gu Chaoming: "It's a good match."

Lin Jianfan: "Okay."

Gu Chaoming: "However, your name is nice, and I want you to see a world full of flowers and brocades."

Gu Chaoming: "As soon as you say that, I will remember your name immediately."

Lin Jianfan was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Gu Chaoming's message, it turned out that he still remembered the meaning of his name.Today Gu Chaoming only called him two words, and those two words were so powerful that they lasted until now, and they still buzzed in retrospect, evoking a smile on his lips.

Lin Jianfan: "Then what does your name mean?"

Gu Chaoming: "Guess, there is no prize for guessing."

Lin Jianfan: "Then I won't guess."

Gu Chaoming: "Then if you guessed right, I'll treat you to yogurt, okay?"

Lin Jianfan: "Cheng, I'll look for you in the store tomorrow, and you want to invite me."

Gu Chaoming: "Okay, let's guess."

Lin Jianfan: "Give me a hint, do they mean together or separate words?"

Gu Chaoming: "This is just the beginning of guessing, do you need a reminder?"

Lin Jianfan: "Can't you give it?"

Lin Jianfan then sent a motion picture begging you.

Gu Chaoming watched the little animals on the phone keep moving, thought of Lin Jianfan's handsome face, said softly "Can't you?" in his attractive voice, and then opened his innocent eyes.

Gu Chaoming only felt a rush of heat rushing towards Tianling Gai, which could cause his nose to bleed.

What are you thinking! ?

Leaning on the seat, Gu Chaoming looked out the window at the receding street lamps. When they approached their community, several street lamps were broken.

The night outside the window was hazy, sometimes bright and sometimes dark, Gu Chaoming opened the window and blew the night wind for almost half a minute before Lin Jianfan's face was blown away from his eyes.

Gu Tao complained that the wind was too cold at night, so Gu Chaoming closed the car window.

Gu Chaoming pinched the center of his brows, what was he thinking about?

"You fell into Lin Jianfan's heart."

Cen Xili's voice rang in his ears.

Gu Chaoming couldn't help helping his forehead.Gu Tao saw him kneading his brows and rubbing his forehead, and asked, "What are you worried about at such a young age?"

Gu Chaoming ignored him until he got off the car.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-02-1909:35:04~2020-02-2222:48:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!