the world in which he exists

Su Bing didn't know when he learned the ability to recognize people at a glance, but when he saw the small black corner of Gu Tao's clothes, he immediately recognized Gu Tao, braked to stop, and turned around to stop Gu Chaoming who was running towards him.

Su Bing didn't dare to shout loudly, so he whispered to Gu Chaoming in such a low volume that even whispering in class: "Your father is outside."

The demon outside the school gate hadn't seen them yet, and he was completely resisted by a tall and familiar figure.

The person who should least be stopped by Gu Tao was stopped.

Su Bing recognized Gu Tao's clothes, and even the back that resisted Gu Tao.

Su Bing recognized it, Gu Chaoming also recognized it, and Cen Xili was naturally no problem. The first thing he recognized was not Gu Tao, but the back who was wearing the same school uniform as him.Even if he is not in the aisle of the school gate, but by the classroom window, Cen Xili can recognize him at a glance.

This is a unique ability bestowed on him by the god of love, and it is only valid for You Xin, a single individual.

"Let's go around the back gate of the school, although it's a bit far away." Su Bing suggested.

"Didn't Lao Chen say that the back door of the school won't be opened?" Lin Jianfan stopped beside Gu Chaoming and asked.

"It's not difficult to climb over. Don't worry, we have climbed before." Su Bing said.

Gu Chaoming also wants to go out and face Gu Tao directly. This is what he should do instead of blindly escaping, but he still has the fear of Gu Tao that has been buried in his heart for more than ten years. The reaction is distance and disgust.At the same time, he was also afraid that if he walked out of the school gate to face Gu Tao, he would not be able to have a good conversation, which would cause him to do something that he would regret and stain himself with scarlet filth.

He didn't want that dream to become a reality, so he chose to escape.

If you don't see Gu Tao, if you don't give yourself a chance to make a move, nothing will happen.

Even if you have something in your heart, as long as you don't implement it, it's not a complete crime, Gu Chaoming comforted himself like this.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan beside him, trying to get a sense of security from him.This feeling was first conveyed to him by Lin Jianfan Hui holding his hand.Gu Chaoming is greedy for this feeling and relies on it.

This feeling is very strong, and perhaps it is only his own unilateral imagination and delusion in this situation, among the many sins that have not been told to others.Maybe that day Lin Jianfan simply wanted to please him as if he were pleasing others, but it didn't matter.Gu Chaoming gained unprecedented peace of mind from him.

The lone boat drifting on the turbulent waves is bound by ropes, the falling kite is supported by the wind, everything is supported, and everything is at ease.

The peace of mind that Lin Jianfan gave him was completely different from that given by Cen Xili and Su Bing.Su Bing and Cen Xili are more for companionship, but Lin Jianfan's sense of peace of mind is sudden, like thorns entangled in his heart, and his thoughts that he has never said to others are slowly soothed by Lin Jianfan's hand .

Gu Chaoming was sure that Lin Jianfan didn't understand what he was thinking at the time, and he knew that his inexplicable sense of security was just his special feeling for Lin Jianfan.Because he was struggling with endless self-blame and fear for too long, he took the hand held by Lin Jianfan as a life-saving straw for self-salvation, and he held it back without hesitation, even though he knew that this hand did not understand his thoughts , I don't know what he means to me.

It is enough for him to hold it.

No, it should be enough just to show up.

He was just lonely for too long, scared, and wanted a support in his lonely struggle.

Gu Chaoming accepted Su Bing's proposal to climb the back door, but he wanted to implicate Lin Jianfan, a good student in his class.

Gu Chaoming drew a sense of peace of mind from Lin Jianfan, and seeing Lin Jianfan's expression of more worry than his own, Gu Chaoming smiled at him and asked him, "Have you climbed over the wall?"

Lin Jianfan shook his head.

The expected answer, Lin Jianfan doesn't look like someone who can climb walls.

"It's a bit high, I'll teach you later."

Su Bing was about to go back the same way, but when Lin saw Fan, he looked at Cen Xili, pointed at You Xin outside the school gate, and asked, "Do we not care about You Xin?"

Gu Chaoming glanced at Cen Xili, and Cen Xili responded to his gaze: "Don't worry about him, he should be able to handle it."

Hearing this, Su Bing hooked Cen Xili: "Hey, we Xili can still say such things, I am so pleased with my old father, leave You Sanjin there, Gu Shuai, your father would be better off!" Hang on to him for a while, tsk, that's not right, You Sanjin will have all your information later, and then he will talk nonsense and spread rumors for you."

Cen Xili immediately said almost firmly, "He won't."

Cen Xili knew that You Xin would not, and You Xin would not use other people's shortcomings to publicize.

Perhaps it was the family affection buried in the blood and bone marrow that was at work, Gu Tao seemed to feel that Gu Chaoming was beside him, poking his head out from behind You Xin who was blocking his sight.

No matter how concealed Gu Chaoming was hiding, Gu Tao still saw him.

Gu Tao stays up late every day playing mahjong not only without myopia, but also with such bright eyes, Gu Chaoming admires him.

Maybe You Xin was curious about what Gu Tao was looking at, and followed Gu Tao back. You Xin and Gu Tao turned their heads together, one saw Gu Chaoming, and the other saw Cen Xili.

"Do you want to run?" Su Bing asked.

Gu Chaoming didn't want to run anymore, he shook his head: "No need."

Gu Tao walked towards him step by step. The demon in his dream was walking towards him. Before Gu Chaoming could figure out how to deal with it, he had already bravely chosen not to run away.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan again, the demon's footsteps vibrated the city wall in his heart, he looked at Lin Jianfan's casually hanging hand, Lin Jianfan's fingers bent casually.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what he was going to face, Gu Tao was always a terrible unknown, the sense of security in his heart was crushed by the devil and he was extremely lacking.

Lin Jianfan's random curved arc made Gu Chaoming Teng desire to hold his hand.

Holding it now is only for myself, for a moment of peace of mind, but now he and Lin Jianfan are just ordinary classmates.He gave up holding Lin Jianfan's hand. They didn't have enough relationship to allow him to hold Lin Jianfan's hand at any time. He didn't want to do this kind of thing to someone who was not sure for his own moment of peace of mind.

The desire to hold hands is forcibly transferred from the fingers to the top of the head.Gu Chaoming raised his hand, and rubbed randomly on Lin Jianfan's head like he usually rubbed Cen Xili's head.

Seeing that Fan was taller than Cen Xili, Lin saw that it was completely difficult for him.

At that moment, fingers shuttled between Lin Jianfan's hair. Gu Chaoming saw his thick hair on the top of his head the first time he saw him, and saw his hair volume that the dean envied.Fluffy and soft to the touch, Lin saw Fan's hair tangled between Gu Chaoming's fingers, so it felt like this.

This seems to be the first time he touched Lin Jianfan's head, Gu Chaoming thought.

Gu Tao's steps were getting closer and closer, and the back of Gu Chaoming's hand that he wanted to retract was suddenly covered by another piece of skin, which was a bit colder, and the temperature was lower than that of ordinary people's palms.

Lin Jianfan raised his hand to hold Gu Chaoming's troublesome hand on his head, as if he didn't like being touched on the head, Lin Jianfan grabbed his hand from his head.

Seeing his actions, Gu Chaoming almost acquiesced that Lin Jianfan hated others touching his head.Gu Chaoming was afraid that Lin Jianfan would hate him, so he wanted to withdraw his hand, but Lin Jianfan instead grabbed the hand he wanted to withdraw.

Seeing that Fan kept his composure, Lin quietly touched his wrist, and held his wrist like that day, as if to convey some message, he squeezed twice slightly.

Grip quickly, twice, bang, bang, making up for the heartbeat that Gu Chaoming missed at that moment.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at him, he couldn't understand the emotion in Lin Jianfan's eyes, just like the day he first arrived in class, he couldn't decipher the expression code on Lin Jianfan's face.

Those two strokes conveyed the peace of mind that Lin Jianfan gave him, without any special meaning, Gu Chaoming named it in his heart.

Two words.

"come on."

"Don't be afraid."

"I'm here."

With this kind of peace of mind, Gu Chaoming withdrew his gaze from Lin Jianfan's face, and seriously cast his gaze on the unspoken demon in front of him.

Gu Tao wore a big black coat today, with a men's shirt inside, his trousers should have been ironed, without a single wrinkle, and his leather shoes were spotlessly polished. Dust that does not exist on leather shoes.

The whole body is brand new. Gu Chaoming has never seen Gu Tao wearing this kind of clothes. Such a dress is completely different from his original sloppy appearance. No matter how good it is, it can't change Gu Tao's essence.

You Xin stood at the school gate and hadn't left yet, Cen Xili secretly glanced at him several times.Gu Tao turned his head to look outside the school gate after patting the ashes, and found that the kid who was blocked just now hadn't left yet, so he didn't care and turned his head.

You Xin put his hands in the pockets of his school uniform, and cast his gaze in this direction, but Cen Xili caught it off guard.His fingers followed his heart in disorder, as if to relieve his inner panic, he dialed the car bell unconsciously.

Just as Gu Tao was about to speak, Cen Xili's car bell rang, as if he wanted to compete for the first place.

Gu Tao looked at Cen Xili with some doubts, knowing that this was the boy who grabbed his hand last time.Cen Xili's eyes on Gu Tao didn't dodge, it was completely different from his eyes on You Xin.

In demonstration, in warning.

Gu Tao thought it was funny, so he didn't want to talk to him, and asked his own son: "Why didn't you answer the phone when I called you?"

Gu Tao likes to put on an appearance of caring for others, but his actions are always the opposite.

Gu Chaoming didn't want the scene to be too embarrassing, so he replied in a good voice: "I didn't hear that."

"Oh~" Gu Tao dragged on deliberately, "I don't even read text messages."

Gu Chaoming remained silent.

"It's okay if I don't see it," Gu Tao said, and was about to grab Gu Chaoming's shoulders, "After school, let's go eat."

Gu Chaoming took a step back silently, not only resisting but also defending.Every movement of Gu Tao made him guard against it. It's not like he hasn't tried Gu Tao's operation of giving a candy first and then a slap.

Gu Tao took a step forward and wanted to grab it by force, but Gu Chaoming was much taller than him, and he had to work hard to grab it by force, so Gu Tao gave up.

Gu Tao shifted the conversation to the other three people around Gu Chaoming: "They are all classmates of Chaoming, let's go to dinner together, uncle treats you today."

Gu Tao acted as if nothing happened last time, his body was covered with a layer of skin, and his way of speaking was different.

Gu Tao specially picked the one who was good at talking, and he picked Lin Jianfan who was next to Gu Chaoming: "I remember that your name seems to be Lin Jianfan."

Lin Jianfan didn't know whether he should nod or not. His father taught him that you should answer when people ask you questions since he was a child. Ten years of education made him nod.

"Uncle treats guests today, let's go have dinner together." Gu Tao said to Lin Jianfan.

Seeing that Fan didn't know what to answer, Lin looked at Gu Chaoming asking for help, and Gu Chaoming took his request for help into his eyes.

After all, he still doesn't have a good temper in front of Gu Tao, and he still doesn't want the people around him to have any conversation with him. Once he has a relationship with Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming starts to worry whether they will get hurt because of it.

Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's arm and pulled Lin Jianfan behind him, protecting him with his body like last time.

It seems that he can only do this, and he can only do this.

A trace of displeasure flashed across Gu Tao's face because of Gu Chaoming's actions, and he immediately changed into a smiling face, and patted Gu Chaoming's shoulder: "What are you doing? He's not a girl. He's protected by you so much. Shame."

Gu Tao's temper today is surprisingly good, and his words are not extreme at all. Gu Chaoming originally thought that he came to ask for money, but it seems that the money is enough for him to spend. It is the good temper that the money gave him.

Gu Chaoming held Lin Jianfan's hand, and was not at all shaken by Gu Tao's words: "Don't worry about it."

Gu Tao laughed again: "If you have the ability, you must have the courage to protect your girlfriend in the future."

Gu Tao said it as if that was the case, as if he was such a well-educated and open-minded father.

Gu Chaoming disdains.

Gu Tao fumbled down the topic, and asked Lin Jianfan, who was friendly and talkative: "Has this kid been in a relationship at school? Has he a girlfriend? My son is so tall and handsome, so many girls like him, right?"

Being chased by Gu Tao and kept asking, Lin saw that Fan didn't know how to open his mouth, so Gu Chaoming turned to him and said, "Don't talk to him."

Gu Chaoming was hesitant to explain to Lin Jianfan "I don't have one", but after thinking about it, it was unnecessary, so he swallowed these three words in his stomach.

Gu Tao said again: "You young people are thin-skinned. I think we blushed when we said I love you back then. Oh, that shyness, this is young."

Gu Tao laughed while talking, he could laugh happily even if no one laughed with him, he groped in his pocket with a smile, Gu Chaoming stared at him, afraid that he would take out knives, cigarettes and other things.

Cigarettes are also a sharp weapon in Gu Tao's hands, and the circular crater scar on the back of Gu Chaoming's left hand is painful.The pain in the hand is the brain's automatic memory archive, because it hurts too much, the pain makes Gu Chaoming's whole hand tremble, and the smell of cigarettes on the skin is the smell of barbecue he remembers.

Burnt smell.

Every time I think about it, that smell always reaches the nasal cavity one step ahead of the pain.

Gu Chaoming hoped that a teacher would pass by and drive Gu Tao out, but he was also afraid that if a teacher passed by, Gu Tao would talk nonsense to the teacher.

Before the teacher came, You Xin who had been standing at the school gate shouted, "Hey, are you going?"

With a sudden shout, everyone looked at him, even Gu Tao, who was taking out things, looked back at him with doubts on his face.

You Xin raised his finger and pointed to the watch on his wrist, and this time his eyes pointed to Cen Xili who was standing beside him.

Cen Xili caught You Xin's gaze, knowing that You Xin's gaze was directed at him, and knowing that there was no one behind him, Cen Xili still looked back.

You Xin got on his bicycle and stood on his feet, pushing the bicycle to go, but he still stood there and waited.

Cen Xili looked at Gu Chaoming and Su Bing, they were all frowning with the expression of "What does You Sanjin want to do again".

Cen Xili stood where he was, and pointed at himself suspiciously.You Xin's eyes lingered on him for so long, it was obvious that he was waiting for him, even Gu Tao, who was not familiar with him, knew it.

Gu Tao advised Cen Xili: "Your friend is calling you, go home early, don't let your parents worry."

Gu Tao said he was friendly and liked to pat you, pat you here, pat you there, Cen Xili supported the station in the aisle, Gu Tao moved a small step to pat Cen Xili's shoulder, just as he stretched out his hand, a bicycle braked beside him The voice stopped him.

You Xin didn't know when he came in on his bicycle, and the car stopped in front of Cen Xili, between Gu Tao and Cen Xili.You Xin raised his hand and pretended to take off the schoolbag on Cen Xili's shoulder, blocking Gu Tao from patting Cen Xili's hand.

You Xin avoided Gu Tao's hand calmly, and pretended to say to Gu Tao, "Uncle, I'm sorry."

Gu Tao withdrew his hand and smiled back at him: "It's okay, it's okay, you go back quickly, don't worry the family."

You Xin supported the car with both feet, picking up Cen Xili's schoolbag smoothly, as if it was a matter of course, like a long-time friend.

Cen Xili let him take off his schoolbag, and pulled his hands away from the strap of the schoolbag.You Xin hung Cen Xili's schoolbag by the handle of the car, and after hanging it, he turned the car and said to Cen Xili, "Let's go."

Although Cen Xili was puzzled, he followed You Xin onto the bicycle.

When Cen Xili was about to leave, Su Bingcai later realized that there was no reason for You Xin to take them away with Xili. What if You Xin turned on Xili with all his bad things?

Without Chen Haiyang, who took the lead, Su Bing felt that his reaction nerves had slowed down.

Su Bing quickly called to You Xin: "You Sanjin, what are you doing?"

You Xin supported the car and adjusted Cen Xili's schoolbag on the handlebar, then turned to Su Bing and said, "Go home, what can you do if you don't go home?"

Su Bing wanted to swear, but without Chen Haiyang being such a troublemaker, and You Xin didn't take the initiative to make trouble, Su Bing really had no reason to scold him. If he really scolded him, he would look aggressive.

Su Bing said, "Are you two going the same way?"

You Xin smiled: "I'm sorry, there is a section of the road that is the same."

While Su Bing was talking with You Xin, Cen Xili had already got on his car and rode to You Xin's side.You Xin looked at him: "You tell him yourself."

You Xin indicated with his eyes that the "he" in his mouth was Su Bing.

Cen Xili didn't know what happened to You Xin today, but he knew that You Xin would not harm him, he just took off his schoolbag to block Gu Tao, Cen Xili knew.

Cen Xili steadied the car and turned to Su Bing, who didn't know what was going on, and said, "It's fine."

You Xin smiled, stepped on the bicycle pedal, and said to Su Bing: "Let's go first, goodbye." Then he said politely to Gu Tao: "Uncle, let's go."

Gu Tao smiled at them and said repeatedly: "Okay, be careful on the road."

You Xin turned his head and said "go" to Cen Xili, stepped on the pedal and left.

Cen Xili looked back while riding the bike, but You Xin stopped him and said, "Ride well."

The figures of the two riding bicycles disappeared at the school gate. Su Bing still didn't understand the situation, why You Xin talked so much today, but this didn't prevent him from saying to Gu Chaoming: "Gu Shuai, why don't you say anything? They go."

Gu Chaoming still has to deal with Gu Tao, and he also sees that Cen Xili intends to go with You Xin.

"He wants to leave by himself, why don't you follow?" Gu Chaoming said.

Gu Chaoming has Gu Tao to deal with, but Su Bing can keep up with nothing.

Su Bing was helpless: "Boss, I don't have a car! Should I run with them?"

Gu Chaoming forgot about this, only Cen Xili rode a bicycle among them.Gu Chaoming was speechless for a while, and Su Bing complained repeatedly that Gu Chaoming was silent just now.

Lin Jianfan knew that Gu Chaoming wanted to protect Cen Xili, and was even faster than Su Bing and You Xin. When Gu Tao reached out to pat Cen Xili on the shoulder, Lin Jianfan felt the hand held by Gu Chaoming. Tendency to go that way.

Gu Tao looked at the weird relationship between them with interest, watching Gu Chaoming and Su Bing bicker.

I dawdled here for a while, and after two walks, Gu Tao also planned to finish things early.Just as Gu Tao was about to speak, the phone of Su Bing, who was arguing with Gu Chaoming, rang.

Su Bing picked up his phone and saw that it was his father: "Hello, Dad."

On the other end of the phone, Dad Su turned the steering wheel and said, "Are you home? Later, I will go with Dad to have dinner with an uncle."

Su Bing sighed, what annoyed him the most was this kind of meal, asking questions before eating, and in the end he always ended up playing with his mobile phone, listening to them talking about things he didn't understand, but he had to agree , I could only bid farewell to my brother with tears in my eyes: "Then I'll go first, tomorrow..."

Su Bing wanted to explain that he would look for you at home or in the store tomorrow, but when he saw that Gu Tao was still here, he cut off the end of the sentence, hesitated and changed it to: "Call you tomorrow."

Gu Chaoming nodded, Su Bing almost turned his head three times a step, fearing that something might happen to Gu Chaoming, who would have thought that his father who was still on the phone suddenly appeared behind him.

"Why are you still here?" Su's father lowered the car window and looked at Su Bing who was stepping back three times.

Su Bing immediately looked away, ran to his father, and explained, "Sweep the floor."