the world in which he exists

After being called again by the bald head, Gu Chaoming finally settled down in the back of the classroom, pretending to be holding a book and listening to the lecture.On the surface, he listened carefully, but in fact, a small Sudoku book was sandwiched in the book, and the boxes and numbers were still in his mind.

When Lao Chen encouraged him, he always said: "Your brain is smart, and your grades will definitely improve quickly." Gu Chaoming, who played Sudoku, didn't realize at all that Lao Chen talked about his smart head. His clever mind was killed, but Gu Chaoming was still willing to play.

There is no shortcut for Gu Chaoming to play Sudoku, just smash it.

Gu Chaoming didn't believe what old Chen said about his brains and cleverness. I don't know how many students he had said in his decades of teaching career.

Just chatting with Lin Jianfan briefly, Lin Jianfan also said that he must be smart when playing Sudoku, Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing, and thought: "Then you really misjudged."

Isn't this stuck?

Gu Chaoming stared at the Sudoku book for several minutes, frowning slightly with nowhere to write.The wind outside the door also seemed to understand his sorrow, and was finally willing to commit himself into the house and blow his brows flat.

The wind quietly sneaked into the classroom, Gu Chaoming put down his textbooks to rest, raised his hand and slightly raised his hat to ventilate.

The breeze that slipped into the back door caressed Lin Jianfan's hair, and the lush hair fluttered gently, like the fine grass fluttering in the wind in the garden, fresh and warm in spring.

Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan Feiwu's hair, Lin Jianfan listened carefully after being called by the bald head, Gu Chaoming smiled: "Sure enough, he is a good student, so obedient."

Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's thick hair, and let it flow down the soft hair.The boy's neck was clean and his collar was neat, which made Gu Chaoming feel his sweaty head even more.

Looking at Lin Jianfan's clean neck and neat school uniform, Gu Chaoming took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped the sweat on his forehead.

The tissue was given by Lin Jianfan. After moving the books, he also gave Su Bing one. Gu Chaoming put it in his pocket casually, and it will come in handy now.

The girls in the class must be very happy, Gu Chaoming wiped his sweat and thought, a male god You Xin left, and Lin Jianfan came in again.

When Lin Jianfan introduced himself, he heard the girls in the class discussing secretly. The girls in the second class were still reserved and didn't scream.

After wiping off his sweat, he looked at the class again. Except for Li Zhao, who stared at Shi Cancan every day, Gu Zhaoming noticed that Chu Yao, who was sitting in front of her, turned her head three times in a short period of time.

It must not be looking at himself, but also looking at the beautiful transfer student in front of him.

Gu Chaoming raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, okay, Lin Jianfan, this is a flower.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Gu Chaoming waited for the bald head to pack up the lesson plans and walk out of the classroom, so that he could regain his freedom. Who would want the bald head to pack up the lesson plans and walk off the podium like Lao Chen in the morning, and come straight to him.

Gu Chaoming quickly took out the Sudoku book in the textbook, opened the book and pretended to stand behind and listen carefully.

The bald-headed man walked over without saying a word, took a look at the book in Gu Chaoming's hand, and was so angry that his head lit up again.

Gu Chaoming didn't understand why he was angry and sighed after reading his book with his bald head, because he didn't take notes?

After class was over, Cen Xili quietly walked behind the bald head to take a look, and couldn't help shaking his head.

"Jianfan, let me borrow your book." Cen Xili picked up Lin Jianfan's textbook, hid behind his bald head, raised the book and pointed to the title of today's lecture.

Gu Chaoming's eyes drifted to the place pointed by Cen Xili behind the bald head, and he immediately understood what Cen Xili meant.

Cen Xili's fingers were saying: "Gu Shuai, you turned the wrong page in the book, so I'm going to talk about it here today."

No wonder the bald head has an uncarable expression on his face.

The bald head felt something strange behind him, and when he turned his head, he saw Cen Xili holding the book and Lin Jianfan said: "Jianfan, I didn't copy this, let me copy it."

"Oh... oh..." Lin Jianfan was a little dazed at first, but he immediately saw the form and pretended.

The bald head turned around to look at Cen Xili and then at Lin Jianfan who was sitting on the seat. Lin Jianfan didn't look at him. The bald head held Gu Chaoming's book and asked Lin Jianfan: "Are you the transfer student this time?"

Lin Jianfan nodded.

"No wonder I haven't seen it before, are you used to it in class?" the bald head asked.

Lin Jianfan nodded again.

"I will find the teacher later if I have something to do."

Lin Jianfan nodded again, this time adding an extra word "um", and at the end he added "thank you teacher".

The bald man smiled surprisingly, patted Lin Jianfan on the shoulder, returned the textbook to Gu Chaoming, and walked out of the classroom through the back door.

As soon as he left with his bald head, Gu Chaoming was free. When he returned to his seat and passed by Lin Jianfan, he patted Lin Jianfan on the back: "You did a good job just now."

As soon as he got back to his seat, Su Bing ran over and asked, "What's wrong with you in class?"

Gu Chaoming is not bothered about Su Bing, it is Su Bing's concern for him, what is bothered about Gu Chaoming is that he does not want to bring his troubles to them, so he is all about Su Bing, Cen Xili, and Lin Jianfan's problems. The unified answer - "It's okay."

Lin Jianfan only sat behind Gu Chaoming for one day, strictly speaking, less than a day.In the last class in the afternoon, as Gu Chaoming and Cen Xili expected, Old Chen really finished the class and started to change seats.

Before the class bell rang, Lao Chen walked into the classroom with his textbooks in his arms. Before class started, he checked the classroom hygiene as usual. If there was rubbish on the table or in the corridor, he would be picked up and thrown into the trash can.

After walking around the classroom and seeing a fairly clean classroom, Lao Chen still had to say: "You are all high school students, and you still eat so many snacks. People who are seventeen or eighteen years old have such a dirty classroom, and the classrooms of elementary school students are not like you." dirty."

Old Chen always disliked the dirty classroom, and the students in class two had already gotten used to it. They let Lao Chen chatter, and Gu Chaoming even yawned inappropriately.

Gu Chaoming just couldn't stop the yawn, although he didn't want to.In the special case of Lao Chen's nagging, the yawn seemed like he wanted to sleep while listening to Lao Chen's nagging, but Gu Chaoming didn't mean it at all, he just wanted to yawn.

Yawning made his own voice in the quiet classroom, Lao Chen said and turned his eyes to take a look.

As soon as the bald head returned to the office, he complained to Lao Chen, telling him that Gu Chaoming caused trouble again in class, and he was forced to stand behind him as a punishment.

"That's it, you still think he has hope. I think his mother sent him here purely to drag the average score." The bald head said.

"I haven't graduated yet." Old Chen said.

Before they graduate, they should believe that all students have the possibility of getting better. Even after graduation, the students who they thought were rotten wood may get better in a place they can't see. It's just that the teacher can only care about them for three years. .

After nagging a few words about classroom hygiene and classroom environment, Lao Chen officially started class.

The head teacher's classroom was silent, and in the quiet classroom, Gu Chaoming was still hiding behind a wall of books with the Sudoku book on top of the textbook.

Gu Chaoming turned the pen slightly and slowly, staring at the Sudoku book on the table. He was thinking, completely unaware of the eyes staring at him from time to time behind him.

For Gu Chaoming, today is just an ordinary day in his daily life, but for the people sitting behind him, it is the beginning of his new life.

Say goodbye to the old days with your parents and come to this strange city.Everything is strange, and after getting along for a day, I seem to blend in a little bit and meet some new classmates.Knowing that Gu Chaoming in front of him is yesterday's Doraemon, he was notified to change positions after just starting to contact him.

Lin Jianfan actually likes to sit here, and is quite happy to sit here. The last row is the last row, and it doesn’t matter if one person comes alone, but Lao Chen said that he wants to change seats. Lin Jianfan turned his head to look around, and roughly scanned The classmates in the class, except Li Zhao who had lunch together, didn't say a word to the rest.

Su Bing sat at the table behind Li Zhaoxie, if he wanted to change it, it would be best to change to Li Zhao's table, Lin Jianfan thought.

Withdrawing a ray of consciousness from listening carefully, after quietly scanning the whole class, Lin Jianfan's gaze once again landed on Gu Chaoming's back in front of him.

Gu Chaoming arched his back slightly, and the white school uniform cloth covered his back, outlining the traces of his spine.

He was playing Sudoku again, and Lin Jianfan saw the pencil twirling between Gu Chaoming's fingers, as if he had just arrived in the first class in the morning, but the eraser was put aside and he didn't pick it up.

How long did Lao Chen lecture, and Gu Chaoming played Sudoku for a long time. The more he played, the more he found that he didn't have the brains to play this thing. Fortunately, he didn't choose science.

Lao Chen stopped his lecture, and when he talked about changing positions, Gu Chaoming raised his head from the Sudoku book, closed the Sudoku book, turned to Lin Jianfan behind and said, "We are right."

Old Chen was still talking about changing positions on the stage, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who turned his head and said nothing, blinked and nodded.

"I'll help you move the books later." Gu Chaoming said.

"Thank you."

In fact, when Lin Jianfan just started school before he transferred, the position in the class changed once.Because of the division of arts and sciences in the second year of senior high school, a few new classmates who studied literature were transferred. Lao Chen transferred based on the position of the first year of senior high school and filled the positions of the transferred students. The change was not too big.

Later, because the "Heavenly Soldier" behind Gu Chaoming who guarded the back door by himself always made small moves in class and looked at the back door, the teachers complained many times, and Lao Chen also said it several times. He didn't listen, so Lao Chen had no choice but to let him go On the edge of the podium, receive education at close range.

The switch started with a lucky guy being moved to the other side of the podium.

After talking about changing seats, Lao Chen pointed to the lucky one who had been selected earlier, then pointed to the vacant seat beside the podium and said, "You move the table and sit on the side of the podium."

The classmate had no objection, anyway, he couldn't get along with him at the same table, so he might as well sit alone.

The classmate was transferred to the podium, and there was an empty seat in the classroom, and there was an extra seat behind Gu Chaoming. It was obvious that Lao Chen wanted to fill Lin Jianfan in, so that there would be no extra single desks in the class.

Gu Chaoming sat in his seat, waiting for Lin Jianfan to change seats, help him move his books, and then finish class smoothly...

After class, what next?

Should I go home or find a place to sit and then go home?

Is Gu Tao at home?Should I go home by myself?

Thinking of Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming had mixed feelings in his heart, and fear even outweighed hesitation and rushed to the forefront.

Sitting in the classroom, Gu Chaoming could imagine a sharp knife dripping blood.

Tick, tick.

Bright red blood.

Old Chen's rambling voice drifted away.

"Go home." A voice inside whispered to him.

"Everything will be over when you go home."

Let's go home, Gu Chaoming thought.

It might be better for Gu Tao to be at home, and it might be better for Gu Tao to raise a sharp knife to him. If he gets rid of him with one knife, he won't have to bear so many crimes, and he won't have to be entangled and reluctant any more.

Dim lights, scars from burning cigarette butts, drunken vomit, homes turned upside down, missing living expenses, violent beatings and scolding, all it takes is one knife from Gu Tao to strip all of them from his life, including his Life, even with traces of his living.

Cen Xili who helped him copy his homework because he was afraid of his shoulder pain, Su Bing who fought with him and helped him deal with Wu Shan, and Su Bing who spent money to support him because he was isolated, and his mother who dared not tell him about the divorce because he was afraid that he would be sad. Lin Jianfan, who helped Doraemon pick up leaflets... There are still many things he misses, and he can give up all of them with a single knife.

Let go of the sins in your heart, let go of everything.

Willing, reluctant.

He doesn't need to lift the sharp knife, he won't become himself in the nightmare, he will become the blood on Gu Tao's sharp knife.

Tick, tick.

Maybe that way he would be free from guilt.

He will become a victim of Gu Tao's violence, not a victim of Gu Tao's violence in the cage.

He will use his life to end the evil in his heart.

Someone slapped on the shoulder, and someone called in the ear, like a voice from another world, slowly approaching faintly.

It's like the voice that came slowly across the galaxy when I was bored in the Doraemon headgear last night, and it's like the voice of an innocent child asking him "Why is there no Nobita in Doraemon" last night.

It was so far away from him, but when he was trapped in the dark imaginary world, a crack was opened, and light leaked in from it.

"Gu Chaoming."

"Gu Chaoming."

Someone was calling him, and the uninjured shoulder caught the force of a gentle slap of the palm.

"Gu Chaoming..."

When Gu Chaoming turned his head, Lin saw Fan Junmei's face in his eyes, and when he turned his head, Lin saw Fan's smile crept up to the corner of his mouth, showing the same shallow smile as in the morning.

Gu Chaoming seemed to be salvaged from the water, or woke up from a nightmare, and suddenly returned to the real world.

The sharp knife, crime, and darkness all disappeared, and only Lin Jianfan's smiling face was in front of him.

He smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were curved, showing a little bit of teeth, and he said, "Didn't you say to help me carry the books?"

Moving books?Yes, just now I offered to help him move the books.

Clearly, his mind hadn't slowed down yet, so he answered with his mouth first: "Oh, yes."

Gu Chaoming asked again: "Is the position changed?"

Cen Xili beside him looked at him and said, "Gu Shuai, why are you in a daze?"

Gu Chaoming looked around, only to realize that when he was thinking about things, time had already abandoned him and ran thousands of miles away.

When he was immersed in his imagination, Lin Jianfan had already determined the seat and sat next to Li Zhao as he wished.

Lao Chen did not change the seat by himself, but asked Lin Jianfan where he wanted to sit. Lin Jianfan chose the seat, and Lao Chen also asked the students if they wanted to change seats.

The position in the class was changed slightly, and Gu Chaoming also missed Su Bing’s reason to sit in front of Cen Xili so that he could learn from him. Sitting there is not studying with Cen Xili, but I just want to sit and talk together."

Gu Chaoming didn't know that he missed these, so he stood up and helped Lin Jianfan move the books.

Cen Xili also got up to help, each carrying a pile.

Gu Chaoming picked up the book and quietly asked Cen Xili, "Where is Lin Jianfan sitting?"

Cen Xili looked at Gu Chaoming speechlessly: "Gu Shuai, are you asleep or not? Lin Jianfan is sitting in front of Su Bing."

Gu Chaoming smiled awkwardly: "I didn't hear it when I fell asleep, I fell asleep."

"Drowsy" Gu Chaoming followed Lin Jianfan with a pile of books in his hands, and walked to Lin Jianfan's new position. Su Bing stood there to help him.

The classmate in front of Su Bing moved the table to change. Lin Jianfan had no place to put books, and another student who moved the table accidentally broke the small puddle left by the water cup. Su Bing enthusiastically took the cup from Lin Jianfan's hand. Book: "Put it on my table first, and bring the table later."

Su Bing's host is generally busy, changing positions in the classroom, moving tables, chairs, and books.A textbook fell on the floor, and the person next to him helped to pick it up. The desk was moved, and the legs of the desk made noises on the ground. The classroom was in a mess.

Lin Jianfan handed the book to Su Bing who was responding, turned around, there was water under his feet, and at some point another pen fell and stepped on his feet, Lin Jianfan's feet slipped and his body leaned forward.

Gu Chaoming, who was "drowsily asleep", was holding the book, waiting to hand it over to Su Bing, when a gust of wind flashed in front of him, and a figure rushed towards him.

Seeing someone slipping and falling, Gu Chaoming subconsciously stretched out a hand holding a book to help.

Braving the sun at noon to help Lin Jianfan move the books to the classroom, and now help Lin Jianfan move the books to his new location.Noon went smoothly, and the journey was short in the afternoon. Gu Chaoming thought it would be as smooth as noon, but fate laughed at him again: "Boy, you are still too young."

Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand quickly, wanting to catch Lin Jianfan who fell down.

The textbooks piled up in a pile spread their wings and fell like white doves.