the world in which he exists
Chapter 143
Thinking about how to prepare to meet Cao Zhan, Su Bing even asked if he wanted to call someone and if he wanted to bring something.Yesterday he was so rational to persuade him not to get excited, but when the critical moment came, Su Bing put his rationality aside and got excited first.Never mind him, helping your brother is the most important thing.
"Is Cao Zhan coming alone?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"Qiu Cheng said he came alone."
"Then let's stop calling, just the two of us."
In fact, Gu Chaoming didn't even want to bring Su Bing with him. Su Bing had nothing to do with this matter. He didn't know anything about it, but he was implicated and was discussed by his classmates.
Gu Chaoming felt sorry for Su Bing. He only wanted to avenge Lin Jianfan, thinking about how not to hurt Lin Jianfan, and even went over Lin Jianfan to help him avenge him, and told him after the revenge.
After such a commotion in the morning, Gu Chaoming was stimulated by Qiu Cheng's ugly words, and he had a sudden impulse to let Lin Jianfan meet Qiu Cheng and the person who bullied him.
He said that he would take Lin Jianfan to see the world full of flowers, but what?Qiu Cheng appeared in front of Lin Jianfan, and he was still leading him.
Gu Chaoming inevitably began to doubt himself, he did this by himself, right?
Can this method protect Lin Jianfan correctly and effectively?From avenging Lin Jianfan, he seemed to be indirectly causing an accident to hurt Lin Jianfan.
Gu Chaoming felt that he had used the wrong method, so what's the use if he felt it?There is no video, no evidence, no one can say that Qiu Cheng lied that he did not do it, and he has no way to protect Lin Jianfan.
The surroundings are desolate, and there are not even fragments of evidence.
The rumors and gossip that happened in the morning caused a wave like a flood. It was an indelible weed that grew in Gu Chaoming's heart. After pulling it out in the toilet, new weeds still grew.
Instead of getting evidence, he got a bunch of useless and annoying weeds. Will it make things worse if it continues, and will it hurt Lin Jianfan even more?
Looking around, it seems that his options are only to retreat, but to give up. There is a fog ahead, and he can't see clearly.
There may be thorns ahead, or Lin Jianfan's smiling face after seeking justice.The arrow has been wound, and there is no way back. Gu Chaoming will definitely go to the meeting agreed at noon, and will settle the matter quickly.
He didn't want to fight with Cao Zhanla, and he didn't want you to take revenge on me and me to take revenge on you back and forth.
After a fight, he still has college entrance exams to prepare for, and Lin Jianfan to comfort him, he doesn't want Lin Jianfan to come into contact with them again.
As soon as he walked out of Qiu Cheng's class in the morning, Lin Jianfan took him to a secluded and deserted place instead of going back to class, and asked him how he knew Qiu Cheng was the one who bullied him?
Lin Jianfan didn't say Qiu Cheng's name, he didn't know Qiu Cheng's name, he only knew Qiu Cheng's face, he was afraid that Gu Chaoming was doing something good for him behind his back.
Lin Jianfan's guess was right, Gu Chaoming was indeed doing this.
Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's anxious face, lied to him, and pretended to be surprised: "That person bullied you? I provoked him recently, and he knew about my relationship with you, so I came to him. He is The one who bullied you?"
Gu Chaoming's superb acting skills immediately made Lin Jianfan think that he had made a mistake again, and let Gu Chaoming know that that person was one of the bullies. Gu Chaoming's temperament would definitely cause trouble for that person.
Lin Jian Fan changed from asking him why he knew Qiu Cheng bullied him to "Don't mess around".
"Things have passed, and I feel very happy now." Lin Jianfan said to Gu Chaoming.
The matter has passed, once Gu Chaoming comforted Lin Jianfan with similar words, now Lin Jianfan comforts him in turn.
If it was on the bus in the morning, Gu Chaoming would still believe it, but now, Gu Chaoming shook his head inwardly, he didn't want to see Lin Jianfan suffer a little grievance.
It's not that he hasn't seen Lin Jianfan's expression in front of the bulletin board. He is afraid that when he wakes up again, he will see Lin Jianfan holding the glass and trying to commit suicide.
The injury last time was too deep, Lin saw that the glass in Fan's hand cut into Gu Chaoming's heart, it couldn't heal, and it hurt when touched.
He was really scared.
The teenager doesn't know how to face death, the death of someone he cares about.
Excellent acting skills fooled Lin Jianfan who thought he had succeeded in persuading him. Gu Chaoming led Lin Jianfan back to the classroom amidst everyone's eyes and discussions.
I am sorry.
Sitting in his seat, Gu Chaoming glanced sideways at Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan smiled at him, and Gu Chaoming apologized to Lin Jianfan in his heart.
Sorry, I lied to you, but I only lied to you this time, until noon. After noon, I will study hard and put all my thoughts on study.
After all, I still have to catch up with you, and then we will slowly walk into the future together.
Thinking of the future, Gu Chaoming responded to Lin Jianfan with a smile.No matter what others say, they always smile when they look at each other.
Because the most cherished person is in front of you, because the most cherished person is smiling.
His smile is the stars, the sea, and his world full of flowers.
The world is mixed with good and evil, Lin Jianfan tried his best to convince himself to believe in the kindness of girls, ignoring those vicious words and other people's comments.
He doesn't like this world, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who was laughing, he only likes the world where Gu Chaoming exists.
I was going to see Cao Zhan at noon, and when class was about to finish, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to have lunch with Cen Xili like yesterday, and he would come later.
Later, time for a fight.
If you get hurt, say you fell.
"What are you going to do?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"Su Bing and I have something to do between brothers." Gu Chaoming said.
"Between brothers? Su Bing won't have dinner with us?"
Gu Chaoming nodded.
"Don't lie to me, are you going to find Qiu Cheng again?"
"Haven't Lao Chen's scolding been enough? Why did I go to him after a fight in the morning? Don't worry, I won't cause trouble. I will take the college entrance examination soon. I'm not that stupid."
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming in doubt, he wanted to believe in Gu Chaoming, he always believed in it, but...
Seeing that Lin Jianfan was suspicious, Gu Chaoming changed the subject, and quickly changed the subject: "Don't think about it, by the way, I bought pork ribs, and I will make sweet and sour pork ribs for you when I go home tonight, and let you see what is called pork ribs." Real sweet and sour pork ribs.”
Gu Chaoming deliberately laughed at Lin Jianfan, talking about his black ribs.
Lin Jianfan also wanted to get back at Gu Chaoming, saying that he is no longer a cooking rookie, and he has learned a lot of dishes. The teacher on the stage took a look at him, and Lin Jianfan put away what he wanted to say and listened carefully.
When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Gu Chaoming's worries from the morning began to officially enter the schedule.
Su Bing took Cen Xili to Gu Chaoming's table, and exchanged glances with Gu Chaoming quietly, but neither Cen Xili nor Lin Jianfan noticed.
"Xili took Jianfan to dinner, we will come later." Su Bing pulled Lin Jianfan and pushed the two of them out of the classroom.
Seeing Fan walking in the corridor, Lin turned his head three times a step, Gu Chaoming waved to him, telling him to go eat quickly.
Cen Xili kept looking back at Lin Jianfan, and it was just the two of them having lunch again.
Cen Xili said to Lin Jianfan: "Actually, you don't have to worry about what those people say, as long as their words don't change you. I have been talked about like this before, and it has been a long time. I dare not say that I have not been changed by them, nor will I. It doesn't hurt me to dare say what they say. It's terrible what they say, but you don't care about it, it's much better to listen less and care less."
Cen Xili told Lin Jianfan what he was thinking from the bottom of his heart. Seeing that Lin Jianfan was being talked about like he used to be, he prepared for a long time, and wanted to tell Lin Jianfan some of his own experiences to make Lin Jianfan feel better.
He is a person who has experienced it, his scars are not healed yet, he doesn't want Lin Jianfan to become his second self.
Lin Jianfan looked at Cen Xili, this boy who was shorter than him, had stronger perseverance than him.
Lin Jianfan nodded and said "Yes", "I see."
The school in the afternoon has the same radio station as the school Lin Jianfan used to, and the songs ordered by the students will be played at noon.
On the way to the cafeteria, the sun was scorching, and the sun umbrellas were opened, and the flowers were blooming. Most of the students walked under the shade of the trees to avoid the hot sun. Lin Jianfan didn't care about the radio host saying good afternoon on the radio sound.
He didn't need to listen anymore, he had Cen Xili who was with him, and Li Zhao who came in halfway and said to have dinner with them.
He still has Gu Chaoming who needs to wait.
Li Zhao came over and advised him not to listen to their nonsense, Lin saw Fan laughing under the shade of a tree.
The world is getting better little by little. Although some people talk about it, some people still care about it, and some people still need to wait.
Good things need to wait, Gu Chaoming does, and so does the sweet and sour pork ribs.
Lin Jianfan suddenly wanted to get to school early and go home early to taste the sweet and sour pork ribs made by Gu Chaoming.
After a while Lin saw Fan and changed his mind again, no, I have to make Gu Chaoming look at me with admiration, I want to justify myself, tonight I will make a plate of delicious sweet and sour pork ribs for Gu Chaoming to eat.
Good things always have to wait, and so does his sweet and sour pork ribs.
The music on the radio station played, and today's song caught the attention of the students.
The voice of the host came out from the radio: "The following song was temporarily ordered by a classmate who did not want to be named today, and it was sent to Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili in Class [-], Senior Three, and all the students who supported us."
The students in the cafeteria talked a lot, and soon a song "Beautiful" by Christina Aguilera sounded.
In the singing of this song, Gu Chaoming and Su Bing walked to the agreed place together.
Gu Chaoming didn't add Qiu Cheng's contact information, they were all contacted through Su Bing.When Su Bing told where Cao Zhan was waiting for him, Gu Chaoming froze for a moment.
"Why is he there?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"Qiu Cheng must have said it." Su Bing said.
The place Cao Zhan agreed on was in the school corridor hung with vines.On the first day of Lin Jianfan's transfer, Gu Chaoming had nowhere to go, so he wandered around the school and met Lin Jianfan's corridor.
There are many memories of them there. Stepping on the corridor with Su Bing, Gu Chaoming saw Cao Zhan, the "Brother Zhan" in the noodle shop again after two days.
Cao Zhan was still wearing the T-shirt that day. Gu Chaoming didn't know how he sneaked into the school. Although some students went out to eat at noon, the security guards would stop suspicious people, but Cao Zhan stood in front of them smoothly.
Seeing Gu Chaoming approaching, Cao Zhan smiled. This kid is Lin Jianfan's boyfriend that Qiu Cheng said?He also said that day that this kid had any grudges against him or something that made him stare at him like this, no wonder it was Lin Jianfan's boyfriend.
Anyway, the video has been deleted, there is no backup, everything has been checked, there will be no evidence, as long as they refuse to admit it, no one will know that they almost killed Lin Jianfan.
It was about Qiu Cheng again, Cao Zhan secretly scolded his cousin Qiu Cheng.
Hearing Qiu Cheng say that the other party was a fierce fighter, Cao Zhan kicked a small knife in his pocket, trying to scare that kid.
While waiting for Gu Chaoming to come over, Cao Zhan touched the knife in his pocket with his fingers, and suddenly remembered that they snatched Lin Jianfan's cell phone when they bullied Lin Jianfan last year.
Seeing that Fan was guarding so tightly, Lin ran over to chase after him. The little sun on the phone could be him, right?
Cao Zhan chuckled, it was quite funny, he thought he would meet Gu Chaoming, who Qiu Cheng said was good at fighting.
When Gu Chaoming walked in front of him, Cao Zhan said in a brisk tone, as if he didn't take them seriously: "Here we come, little boyfriend."
There was no wind in the afternoon, only the scorching sun, Cao Zhan stood in the shade and smiled.Cao Zhan is not tall, Su Bing looked at him, Cao Zhan also looked at Su Bing, and smiled at Su Bing.
Su Bing looked away indifferently.
Hey, the third year of senior high school is quite crazy now, not like his cousin's kind of bully.
Cao Zhan was only one or two years older than them, and because he didn't go to school early to get along in society, he regarded them as children looking for his big brother.
He wanted to meet this little boy who dared to meet his eyes in the noodle shop, and see how good he is.
Gu Chaoming stopped not far from Cao Zhan, stopped and said: "Quick battle, I don't want to procrastinate, I still have something to do, let's make it clear that you won't lose, and you won't be able to trouble Lin Jianfan again if you get beaten. Don't come here for revenge, I still have the college entrance examination, I'm very busy."
Facing Cao Zhan who belittled him, Gu Chaoming assumed a cold attitude.
"Oh, it's terrible, I'm busy with the college entrance examination, tsk tsk tsk," Cao Zhan said with a smile, "I'm also very busy, little brother."
Gu Chaoming never paid attention to Cao Zhan's useless words, Cao Zhan looked at Su Bing and asked Gu Chaoming: "Is he not coming? Do you want a one-on-two?"
"I'm alone." Gu Chaoming said in a cold tone.
Regarding Lin Jianfan's matter, he came alone and did not need to drag Su Bing into the water.
"Backbone." Cao Zhan also praised him.
Gu Chaoming's eyes were indifferent, he controlled his emotions, clenched his fists and got ready, Su Bing sat down in the corridor not far away.
"Come, come, come." Cao Zhan wiped and patted his hands against each other, and the contempt flowed out from the rubbing of his palms.
Gu Chaoming didn't want to talk nonsense with him, he just wanted to end it early, Lin Jianfan was still waiting for him to eat.
Gu Chaoming didn't wait for Cao Zhan to show his hand, and he didn't pay attention to etiquette before fighting. He punched Cao Zhan directly on the head as soon as he started, and Cao Zhan turned his head to avoid it.
Yo, this kid is quite fierce.
"Hey, there are two skills." Cao Zhan said to Gu Chaoming, who took the fight seriously.
Gu Chaoming moved forward to attack, but Cao Zhan always retreated. After a few efforts, the position of the fight was shifted because of Cao Zhan's retreat.
Cao Zhan was teasing him, Gu Chaoming knew it, and Su Bing sat on the side also saw it.
Cao Zhan completely placed himself above the two children, like teasing a kitten or dog and following them with a little snack.
Gu Chaoming was irritated by Cao Zhan's frivolous attitude and constantly retreating footsteps.
There was no regret in Cao Zhan's expression, Gu Chaoming didn't see any sign of regret in it, Cao Zhan only had a teasing smile in his eyes.
If Gu Chaoming lied to Lin Jianfan that he had nothing to hide from him, his acting skills exploded, then Cao Zhan's acting skills will definitely win an Oscar.
Cao Zhan actually felt Gu Chaoming's pressing step by step during the seemingly redundant retreat. I feel very nervous, but I still smile on the surface, smiling without any regrets.
You can lose everything, but you can't lose face. Cao Zhan didn't show it when he was pressed every step of the way in front of a young man.
Cao Zhan always scolded Qiu Cheng for saving face, but in fact he himself was suffering for saving face.Qiu Cheng was beaten by Gu Chaoming and flaunted his bold words, but he was almost strangled to death by Gu Chaoming.Cao Zhan was pressed by Gu Chaoming every step of the way and pretended to be relaxed. As expected, they were two brothers, both alike.
Su Bing sat aside like a notary. The notary was completely partial to Gu Chaoming and cheered Gu Chaoming in his heart. As soon as Cao Zhan backed away, Su Bing told Gu Chaoming to hurry up in his heart.
Cao Zhan, who was retreating, was finally hit by Gu Chaoming, hitting the junction of his shoulder and neck.When he was beaten and hurt, Cao Zhan cursed, his eyes became a little serious.
"I advise you not to..."
Before Gu Chaoming finished speaking, Cao Zhan gave up and backed away, and punched Gu Chaoming in the face. Gu Chaoming tilted his head sensitively, and was able to grab Cao Zhan's hand. Cao Zhan never thought that a young man would The strength of the hand can be so strong, holding his arm can make the bones of his arm feel pain.
Cao Zhan saw the blue veins on Gu Chaoming's arms. Gu Chaoming has been doing physical labor at home since he was a little man. Whether he moves or not, he does the heavy work at home. Is it possible that Gu Chaoming has no strength?
Gu Chaoming's fingers are rough for doing housework, and Gu Chaoming's arms are holding Lin Jianfan, a man who is also more than 1.7 meters tall. He can walk around the living room and comfort Lin Jianfan until he is asleep.
Cao Zhan underestimated Gu Chaoming so much that he panicked after being grabbed by the arm, but he still managed to smile.
Cao Zhan is not as tall as Gu Chaoming, nor is he as strong as Gu Chaoming.Gu Chaoming grabbed his arm and pressed Cao Zhan back with his backhand, causing Cao Zhan to wave his other hand vigorously.
Su Bing applauded from a distance. He laughed at Cao Zhan, and he didn't think about how Gu Shuai was called Gu Shuai because he was handsome in fighting.
When Cao Zhan was captured, Su Bing began to feel complacent. They, Gu Shuai, beat a small guy like Cao Zhan just to sprinkle water.
Cao Zhan couldn't hit Gu Chaoming with his other arm, so he started to use his feet, like a bouncing fish.
Su Bing laughed at him, Gu Chaoming pushed forward with a little force and let go, Cao Zhan, who was active, staggered a few steps and rushed to the gravel road, almost falling on a big horse.
Cao Zhan lost face, stood up and looked back at Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming still had a gloomy expression.
Don't panic, Cao Zhan said to himself secretly.
Gu Chaoming is really good at fighting, he has his own routine.He has never learned martial arts. When he was a child, he fought with the kids who scolded him in the community.When he grew up, he also fought with people in school for some reasons that seem silly now. Gu Chaoming himself summed up the routine and was able to respond flexibly.
Su Bing wanted to applaud Gu Chaoming.
Cao Zhan stood up, half of the frivolity in his eyes disappeared, and half of it was serious.
The suppressed anger in Gu Chaoming's heart was further ignited. He was very angry when Cao Zhan was not serious. When Cao Zhan took it seriously, he was also very angry when he thought of what he had done to Lin Jianfan.
Gu Chaoming is easy to accept death.Cao Zhan had bullied Lin Jianfan. In Gu Chaoming's eyes, it was wrong for Cao Zhan not to be serious, and it was wrong to be serious. All his actions were wrong. Only his apology was what Gu Chaoming wanted to hear.
Gu Chaoming figured it out, he no longer pursued any justice, those were too hopeless.All he needed now was an apology from Cao Zhan, to make Cao Zhan regret what he had done, to make Lin see Fan comfortable, and to stop Cao Zhan from harming other students.
His request was very low, all he wanted was a sincere apology.He once wanted Cao Zhan to kneel down and apologize, or he would return all the wounds he inflicted on Lin Jianfan and return them double. He even thought about soaking Cao Zhan in a bucket of water so that he could try drowning too. Let him experience the feeling of Lin Jianfan, so that he can remember it deeply.
In the end, among the many violence he wanted to use against Cao Zhan, Gu Chaoming only chose to ask for an apology.
The apology that Lin Jianfan wanted most was also what he needed most.
When they beat Lin Jianfan, they took a video, and Gu Chaoming also wanted to take a video to save it, and asked Cao Zhan to apologize in front of Lin Jianfan himself.
Gu Chaoming knew that he was not a good person, and he also had the idea of making Cao Zhan suffer. He didn't want to spare Cao Zhan lightly, but it didn't make much sense to return everything, and it would cause him a whole lot of trouble.
They used violence against his most cherished Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming didn't want himself to become like Gu Tao.
Cao Zhan's knee was injured, and his trousers were thin in summer.Cao Zhan stood up and counterattacked at Gu Chaoming, which was a bit like a real fight.
You can retreat when dodging, but when you really fight, Cao Zhan is not Gu Chaoming's opponent at all.Cao Zhan's shortcomings of spending time in Internet cafes all day long, being inactive, exercising a little, and not having enough strength are fully exposed in front of Gu Chaoming.
When he rushed forward, he was kicked in the stomach by Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming grabbed his arm and slammed it into the stone sculpture.
Gu Chaoming was surprised that there was no difference in strength between Cao Zhan and Qiu Cheng. He heard Qiu Cheng say that Cao Zhan was his cousin yesterday, so he thought Cao Zhan was stronger, but the result was the same.
His back bumped into a hard stone sculpture. The stone sculpture that had been blown by the gentle spring breeze was a just guy. It not only hurt Cao Zhan's back, but also injured Cao Zhan's hand with the stone base of the stone sculpture covered with porcelain plates.
Cao Zhan was in pain, and if he couldn't beat him, he raised his leg and wanted to kick Gu Chaoming's leg with his foot, but Gu Chaoming let go of him to avoid it, and Cao Zhan was able to breathe.
As soon as he had time to catch his breath, Cao Zhan rushed over again unwilling to admit defeat. Gu Chaoming kicked him impatiently, and Cao Zhan was kicked to the ground, hitting his head on the stone foundation covered with porcelain slabs.
Hearing a muffled sound, Gu Chaoming frowned. Is his foot too heavy?Hitting the head is easy.
Not far away, Su Bing saw that Cao Zhan couldn't get up, so he stood up to check. Gu Chaoming was afraid that he would make a fool of Cao Zhan, so he walked over to try to pull him up.
"Don't pretend to be dead." Gu Chaoming said.
Cao Zhan patted his bumped head, Gu Chaoming stopped fighting for the time being, and stretched out his hand to pull Cao Zhan up, asking him to apologize to Lin Jianfan.
Before Cao Zhan could apologize, the palm of his hand stabbed, and blood flowed from Gu Chaoming's palm.
If it weren't for Gu Chaoming's quick reaction, the sharp knife that Cao Zhan pulled out suddenly could cut off his fingers.
Gu Chaoming immediately withdrew his hand, looking at the blood continuously flowing from his palm.
He remembered that dream.
He wanted to understand the dream that Lin Jianfan had when he was investigating school violence.
There was a cut in his palm, blood continued to flow from the wound, spread to the floor, and spread to the entire classroom.
Eyes full of blood red.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether he was dazzled by the blood-red dream, or his reason was pierced by the knife in Cao Zhan's hand. He kicked Cao Zhan, who had fallen on the stone foundation and hadn't got up, at a very fast speed, and grabbed his hand. pocket knife.
The knife was sharp, and Gu Chaoming almost cut his hand when he snatched it, and a small scar appeared on Cao Zhan's hand.
Gu Chaoming's speed was so fast that before Su Bing came over, he had already lifted Cao Zhan with a knife and bumped it against the stone carving.
Cao Zhan felt that his bones were about to shatter together with the stone carving.
The wound on the palm was bleeding and there was a tingling pain, but Gu Chaoming didn't care about it.
When Su Bing ran over, Cao Zhan's knife was already on Cao Zhan's neck. Gu Chaoming held Cao Zhan by the collar of Cao Zhan's T-shirt and pressed Cao Zhan against the stone carving.
The blood on Gu Chaoming's palm was flowing, and Su Bing couldn't see clearly when he was in the distance. When he came over and saw the blood, he opened his eyes in panic.
Where did this knife come from? !
Gu Chaoming gripped Cao Zhan's collar tightly, the knife was right next to his neck, Gu Chaoming gritted his teeth and said, "Apologize."
After finishing speaking, Gu Chaoming turned his head and said to Su Bing: "My little mother is videotaping."
With the knife resting on his neck, Cao Zhan started to get scared, and his habit of pretending made him choose to disguise his fear with a foolish look.
"What are you apologizing for?" Cao Zhanqiang pretended not to be afraid at all, and said provocatively, "To whom, what Lin... hiss..."
The two cousins are indeed cousins, and the way to show their composure is to choose to pretend not to remember each other's name, to express their indifference and condescension.
They didn't know that this was the way to annoy Gu Chaoming the most.
Lin Jianfan lost his trust in the beauty of the world because of their bullying, and Lin Jianfan became timid because of them.
His youth should have been shining!
His youth should have grown up happily, like all seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys, some of them are silly, but also some of their vitality, they will mature when needed, and they will act like a baby in front of their parents...
His wonderful young man was destroyed by them just like that, and these demons showed no remorse, they couldn't even remember his name.
It's not that the world would be better if Gu Tao left, Gu Tao is never the only devil.
The demon destroyed his most precious thing, and said to him: "Your most precious thing is just a pile of scrap metal, I can't even remember the name."
Gu Chaoming couldn't bear it.
He can't stand it.
The hand gripping Cao Zhan's collar became more and more forceful, and blood flowed on Cao Zhan's clothes. Gu Chaoming also felt that his blood was polluted.
Such a person should really let him experience the suffering that Lin Jianfan has suffered, and he cannot be merciful to him. Compassion will only return "I don't remember."
I don't remember his name.
I don't remember ever saying that to him.
I don't remember ever snatching his phone and slapping him.
I don't remember forcing him to dress up as women.
I don't remember us ever talking about him being a transvestite.
I don't recall me treating him differently from the other students.
I don't remember ever saying that he did it to himself after he jumped off the building.
I don't remember us ever doing this...
Than I don't remember, no difference than I thought.
I thought the child would not remember at such a young age.
I thought that was the way he was, they all said so.
I thought he wouldn't mind saying that.
I thought we were just playing with him by doing this.
I thought my son should be filial to me.
I thought………
They did those things, beating, insulting, belittling, and hurting, without thinking about the other person's feelings.
They only think about their pleasure, their momentary pleasure.
Some people say that school violence is just a matter of age. Whoever is young does not understand the truth, school violence is just a product of youth, and it will be fine when they grow up.
It's all bullshit!
Who can be sure that school violence will not turn into domestic violence when they grow up?Who can be sure that they can rehabilitate and not endanger others?Who can be sure that they will grow up?
What grows up is age, not the standard for judging things.
Some people say that children are still young, their rights should be protected, and they still have a chance to reform themselves, but the bullied people have not been well protected, so how to protect the future of the bully?
Oh, look, how reasonable this is!
Gu Chaoming laughed.
Cao Zhan almost thought that Gu Chaoming was crazy, so Gu Chaoming laughed, but when he faced him, Gu Chaoming put away his smile and showed that cold face again.
"Apologize!" Gu Chaoming yelled at him.
"I won't, what can you do to me? Stab it if you have the ability. Don't put it on the neck, it's better and faster to stab the heart directly." Cao Zhan felt guilty, but still grabbed Gu Chaoming and held the knife His hand moved to the position of his heart.
Gu Chaoming's hand trembled slightly, and Cao Zhan felt it when he grabbed Gu Chaoming's hand.
Su Bing wanted to take the knife from Gu Chaoming's hand and tell him not to do stupid things, but he didn't dare to move forward. The knife in Gu Chaoming's hand was very fast, much faster than his steps.
Su Bing said to Gu Chaoming: "Gu Shuai, don't be impulsive!"
He didn't know what happened to Gu Chaoming, he just wanted to avenge his brother, who ever wanted to get this look.
Su Bing's chest heaved due to nervousness, and Gu Chaoming was the one who heaved more than Su Bing's chest.
After so long, his hand holding the knife was still shaking.For so long in the past, he can still meet someone who draws the knife in his hand to his heart.
The last one was Gu Tao, and now it is Cao Zhan.
Gu Chaoming thought that everything would be fine when Gu Tao left, but Gu Tao left alone, and the world remained the same.
Everything is repeating itself.
Cao Zhan's smile coincided with Gu Tao's, and Gu Chaoming's arms trembled so badly that he couldn't even tell whether he was holding Cao Zhan or Gu Tao.
Gu Chaoming's arms trembled so much that Cao Zhan was sure that he didn't have the guts to do so, so Cao Zhan still had to put on a face and said, "If you have the ability, stab it, if you don't stab it, don't blah blah."
Cao Zhan still had time to laugh, Gu Chaoming exhaled hot air from his nose, he was trying to suppress, to suppress the demon that jumped out of his heart.
Cao Zhan saw that Gu Chaoming didn't move, he didn't know that Gu Chaoming was trying to suppress it, Cao Zhan still laughed: "That boyfriend of yours, don't say he looks pretty, why is he called Lin? Lin..."
Cao Zhan pretended to be thinking.
Lin sees Fan.
His boy is called Lin Jianfan.
It's not what you call Lin!
Gu Chaoming's raised eyes startled Cao Zhan, who was brave. There was killing intent in Gu Chaoming's eyes, which was too scary.
Cao Zhan was so scared that he wanted to run away. He said, "If you don't dare to stab me, let me go, coward! If you dare to let me go, I guarantee that Lin Jianfan will have a bad life tomorrow."
Hearing Cao Zhan's words, Gu Chaoming raised his head, accompanied by Su Bing's exclamation, Cao Zhan's eyes widened in disbelief, and the singing voice floating in the air.
The sharp knife pierced the heart.
After two years, Gu Chaoming completed what Gu Tao asked him to do two years ago.
Point the knife to the heart.
Once, twice, three times...
Gu Chaoming seemed to have gone crazy, since Cao Zhan said that he would not let Lin Jianfan have a good life, he had already gone crazy.
When he stabbed the knife down, he heard the sound of the blade piercing into the flesh, and the blood stained his eyes. He knew that his mother's expectations, his future, and the future of him and Lin Jianfan all followed his stabbing. The knife disappeared without a sound.
He abandoned them all, he only wanted Lin Jianfan to be well.
His world eventually turned bloody, struggling.
Red and gray are intertwined, that is the color of despair and giving up.
He gave up on himself that summer, gave up on him.
You still don't do that, do you?
I do now, see Fan.
The blood flowed out, and I was still a murderer.
Su Bing was so frightened that he ran over to snatch the knife from Gu Chaoming's hand. Gu Chaoming's hand was covered with Cao Zhan's blood, and Gu Chaoming stabbed Cao Zhan in the heart like crazy.
He only had one thought, he didn't want Lin Jianfan to suffer any more, he wanted to protect him.
He said that he would protect him, and he would take him to see the world full of flowers.
He promised him.
Su Bing pulled away Gu Chaoming's stabbing hand. Gu Chaoming seemed to wake up from a dream. Seeing the blood from the wound he stabbed, Gu Chaoming desperately covered Cao Zhan's wound.
That was his struggle for being able to see the world of flowers and brocades together with Lin Jianfan in the future.
He struggles.
Cao Zhan's consciousness weakened, and Gu Chaoming let go of his hand covering the wound.
He gave up.
With blood on his hands, he said to Su Bing, "Call the police."
Su Bing was shocked, but Gu Chaoming said calmly, "Call the police."
Su Bing was at a loss, Gu Chaoming yelled at Su Bing: "Call the police!"
Gu Chaoming's roar was followed by two screams.
A man and a woman, a young couple wanted to come to the promenade to have a secret relationship, but they didn't expect to see Gu Chaoming whose hands were covered in blood.
The two screamed and ran away. Gu Chaoming sat on the spot without moving. Gu Chaoming told Su Bing to go: "They will definitely call the teacher, you go first, it has nothing to do with you."
Su Bing's loyalty is not to say that no matter how he handles things, he will still be afraid of blood and sharp knives. He resisted his fear and said to Gu Chaoming: "I won't leave, leave you here alone? I can't do it." It’s okay, I just recorded a video, it’s okay, it’s okay.”
It's okay, Su Bing advised himself.
The couple who ran away were not frightened and kept silent. They called the teacher, and the teacher's hasty pace attracted many students.
Some students in the office heard the news that the couple said that Gu Chaoming had killed someone, and it was spread faster than the teacher's presence.
Noisy, crowds, summer, no wind, stone statues, Su Bing who accompanied him, the rushing teacher, surprised classmates.
Among the surprised classmates, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan who was running out of breath.
Gu Chaoming looked at him, and just looked at him like that.
He saw his boy, his eyes were sad and panicked.Gu Chaoming wanted to hug him, comfort him, and tell him that he was fine and that he didn't have to worry about anything, but his hands were covered with blood, and he was afraid of staining the boy's clothes.
His hands are covered with blood, can you still hug him?
It's still hot summer, it's still bright sunshine, and the desire to explore a better life together is still shining.It was also on that beautiful afternoon as before, everything was disillusioned, turned into a blood-stained sharp blade, turned into his silent silence, and turned into a light cloud in the sky.
When the wind blows, it's gone.
Lin Jianfan watched Gu Chaoming being lifted up by the teacher. The teachers were still checking Cao Zhan and found that Cao Zhan had no vital signs.
The students screamed and watched, and the scene was chaotic.
Lin saw Fan standing there looking at him, Gu Chaoming smiled at him, shook his head, and said to him for the first time: "Don't come here."
Lin Jianfan still rushed over, but was held back by the teacher.
Cen Xili ran after Lin Jianfan. He saw Gu Chaoming, Su Bing, and two brothers who said they would wait for them to eat.Cen Xili called Su Bing and Gu Chaoming's names, and he wanted to rush over to ask what happened.
Cen Xili rushed away from the crowd emotionally, You Xin walked behind him at some point, grabbed his hand, shook his head, and pulled him to his side.
Lin Jianfan was dragged by the teacher, he was too shocked to cry.The teacher started to chase away the onlookers, Lin saw that Fan refused to leave, he stood there, Gu Chaoming kept shaking his head to tell him not to come.
Lin Jianfan listened to him very much.
He obediently stayed where he was, and he obediently watched as they were taken away by the police.
He watched the police car leave, and he crouched down.
The cry fell like the thunder of the day he jumped from the window.
"Is Cao Zhan coming alone?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"Qiu Cheng said he came alone."
"Then let's stop calling, just the two of us."
In fact, Gu Chaoming didn't even want to bring Su Bing with him. Su Bing had nothing to do with this matter. He didn't know anything about it, but he was implicated and was discussed by his classmates.
Gu Chaoming felt sorry for Su Bing. He only wanted to avenge Lin Jianfan, thinking about how not to hurt Lin Jianfan, and even went over Lin Jianfan to help him avenge him, and told him after the revenge.
After such a commotion in the morning, Gu Chaoming was stimulated by Qiu Cheng's ugly words, and he had a sudden impulse to let Lin Jianfan meet Qiu Cheng and the person who bullied him.
He said that he would take Lin Jianfan to see the world full of flowers, but what?Qiu Cheng appeared in front of Lin Jianfan, and he was still leading him.
Gu Chaoming inevitably began to doubt himself, he did this by himself, right?
Can this method protect Lin Jianfan correctly and effectively?From avenging Lin Jianfan, he seemed to be indirectly causing an accident to hurt Lin Jianfan.
Gu Chaoming felt that he had used the wrong method, so what's the use if he felt it?There is no video, no evidence, no one can say that Qiu Cheng lied that he did not do it, and he has no way to protect Lin Jianfan.
The surroundings are desolate, and there are not even fragments of evidence.
The rumors and gossip that happened in the morning caused a wave like a flood. It was an indelible weed that grew in Gu Chaoming's heart. After pulling it out in the toilet, new weeds still grew.
Instead of getting evidence, he got a bunch of useless and annoying weeds. Will it make things worse if it continues, and will it hurt Lin Jianfan even more?
Looking around, it seems that his options are only to retreat, but to give up. There is a fog ahead, and he can't see clearly.
There may be thorns ahead, or Lin Jianfan's smiling face after seeking justice.The arrow has been wound, and there is no way back. Gu Chaoming will definitely go to the meeting agreed at noon, and will settle the matter quickly.
He didn't want to fight with Cao Zhanla, and he didn't want you to take revenge on me and me to take revenge on you back and forth.
After a fight, he still has college entrance exams to prepare for, and Lin Jianfan to comfort him, he doesn't want Lin Jianfan to come into contact with them again.
As soon as he walked out of Qiu Cheng's class in the morning, Lin Jianfan took him to a secluded and deserted place instead of going back to class, and asked him how he knew Qiu Cheng was the one who bullied him?
Lin Jianfan didn't say Qiu Cheng's name, he didn't know Qiu Cheng's name, he only knew Qiu Cheng's face, he was afraid that Gu Chaoming was doing something good for him behind his back.
Lin Jianfan's guess was right, Gu Chaoming was indeed doing this.
Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's anxious face, lied to him, and pretended to be surprised: "That person bullied you? I provoked him recently, and he knew about my relationship with you, so I came to him. He is The one who bullied you?"
Gu Chaoming's superb acting skills immediately made Lin Jianfan think that he had made a mistake again, and let Gu Chaoming know that that person was one of the bullies. Gu Chaoming's temperament would definitely cause trouble for that person.
Lin Jian Fan changed from asking him why he knew Qiu Cheng bullied him to "Don't mess around".
"Things have passed, and I feel very happy now." Lin Jianfan said to Gu Chaoming.
The matter has passed, once Gu Chaoming comforted Lin Jianfan with similar words, now Lin Jianfan comforts him in turn.
If it was on the bus in the morning, Gu Chaoming would still believe it, but now, Gu Chaoming shook his head inwardly, he didn't want to see Lin Jianfan suffer a little grievance.
It's not that he hasn't seen Lin Jianfan's expression in front of the bulletin board. He is afraid that when he wakes up again, he will see Lin Jianfan holding the glass and trying to commit suicide.
The injury last time was too deep, Lin saw that the glass in Fan's hand cut into Gu Chaoming's heart, it couldn't heal, and it hurt when touched.
He was really scared.
The teenager doesn't know how to face death, the death of someone he cares about.
Excellent acting skills fooled Lin Jianfan who thought he had succeeded in persuading him. Gu Chaoming led Lin Jianfan back to the classroom amidst everyone's eyes and discussions.
I am sorry.
Sitting in his seat, Gu Chaoming glanced sideways at Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan smiled at him, and Gu Chaoming apologized to Lin Jianfan in his heart.
Sorry, I lied to you, but I only lied to you this time, until noon. After noon, I will study hard and put all my thoughts on study.
After all, I still have to catch up with you, and then we will slowly walk into the future together.
Thinking of the future, Gu Chaoming responded to Lin Jianfan with a smile.No matter what others say, they always smile when they look at each other.
Because the most cherished person is in front of you, because the most cherished person is smiling.
His smile is the stars, the sea, and his world full of flowers.
The world is mixed with good and evil, Lin Jianfan tried his best to convince himself to believe in the kindness of girls, ignoring those vicious words and other people's comments.
He doesn't like this world, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who was laughing, he only likes the world where Gu Chaoming exists.
I was going to see Cao Zhan at noon, and when class was about to finish, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to have lunch with Cen Xili like yesterday, and he would come later.
Later, time for a fight.
If you get hurt, say you fell.
"What are you going to do?" Lin Jianfan asked.
"Su Bing and I have something to do between brothers." Gu Chaoming said.
"Between brothers? Su Bing won't have dinner with us?"
Gu Chaoming nodded.
"Don't lie to me, are you going to find Qiu Cheng again?"
"Haven't Lao Chen's scolding been enough? Why did I go to him after a fight in the morning? Don't worry, I won't cause trouble. I will take the college entrance examination soon. I'm not that stupid."
Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming in doubt, he wanted to believe in Gu Chaoming, he always believed in it, but...
Seeing that Lin Jianfan was suspicious, Gu Chaoming changed the subject, and quickly changed the subject: "Don't think about it, by the way, I bought pork ribs, and I will make sweet and sour pork ribs for you when I go home tonight, and let you see what is called pork ribs." Real sweet and sour pork ribs.”
Gu Chaoming deliberately laughed at Lin Jianfan, talking about his black ribs.
Lin Jianfan also wanted to get back at Gu Chaoming, saying that he is no longer a cooking rookie, and he has learned a lot of dishes. The teacher on the stage took a look at him, and Lin Jianfan put away what he wanted to say and listened carefully.
When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Gu Chaoming's worries from the morning began to officially enter the schedule.
Su Bing took Cen Xili to Gu Chaoming's table, and exchanged glances with Gu Chaoming quietly, but neither Cen Xili nor Lin Jianfan noticed.
"Xili took Jianfan to dinner, we will come later." Su Bing pulled Lin Jianfan and pushed the two of them out of the classroom.
Seeing Fan walking in the corridor, Lin turned his head three times a step, Gu Chaoming waved to him, telling him to go eat quickly.
Cen Xili kept looking back at Lin Jianfan, and it was just the two of them having lunch again.
Cen Xili said to Lin Jianfan: "Actually, you don't have to worry about what those people say, as long as their words don't change you. I have been talked about like this before, and it has been a long time. I dare not say that I have not been changed by them, nor will I. It doesn't hurt me to dare say what they say. It's terrible what they say, but you don't care about it, it's much better to listen less and care less."
Cen Xili told Lin Jianfan what he was thinking from the bottom of his heart. Seeing that Lin Jianfan was being talked about like he used to be, he prepared for a long time, and wanted to tell Lin Jianfan some of his own experiences to make Lin Jianfan feel better.
He is a person who has experienced it, his scars are not healed yet, he doesn't want Lin Jianfan to become his second self.
Lin Jianfan looked at Cen Xili, this boy who was shorter than him, had stronger perseverance than him.
Lin Jianfan nodded and said "Yes", "I see."
The school in the afternoon has the same radio station as the school Lin Jianfan used to, and the songs ordered by the students will be played at noon.
On the way to the cafeteria, the sun was scorching, and the sun umbrellas were opened, and the flowers were blooming. Most of the students walked under the shade of the trees to avoid the hot sun. Lin Jianfan didn't care about the radio host saying good afternoon on the radio sound.
He didn't need to listen anymore, he had Cen Xili who was with him, and Li Zhao who came in halfway and said to have dinner with them.
He still has Gu Chaoming who needs to wait.
Li Zhao came over and advised him not to listen to their nonsense, Lin saw Fan laughing under the shade of a tree.
The world is getting better little by little. Although some people talk about it, some people still care about it, and some people still need to wait.
Good things need to wait, Gu Chaoming does, and so does the sweet and sour pork ribs.
Lin Jianfan suddenly wanted to get to school early and go home early to taste the sweet and sour pork ribs made by Gu Chaoming.
After a while Lin saw Fan and changed his mind again, no, I have to make Gu Chaoming look at me with admiration, I want to justify myself, tonight I will make a plate of delicious sweet and sour pork ribs for Gu Chaoming to eat.
Good things always have to wait, and so does his sweet and sour pork ribs.
The music on the radio station played, and today's song caught the attention of the students.
The voice of the host came out from the radio: "The following song was temporarily ordered by a classmate who did not want to be named today, and it was sent to Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili in Class [-], Senior Three, and all the students who supported us."
The students in the cafeteria talked a lot, and soon a song "Beautiful" by Christina Aguilera sounded.
In the singing of this song, Gu Chaoming and Su Bing walked to the agreed place together.
Gu Chaoming didn't add Qiu Cheng's contact information, they were all contacted through Su Bing.When Su Bing told where Cao Zhan was waiting for him, Gu Chaoming froze for a moment.
"Why is he there?" Gu Chaoming asked.
"Qiu Cheng must have said it." Su Bing said.
The place Cao Zhan agreed on was in the school corridor hung with vines.On the first day of Lin Jianfan's transfer, Gu Chaoming had nowhere to go, so he wandered around the school and met Lin Jianfan's corridor.
There are many memories of them there. Stepping on the corridor with Su Bing, Gu Chaoming saw Cao Zhan, the "Brother Zhan" in the noodle shop again after two days.
Cao Zhan was still wearing the T-shirt that day. Gu Chaoming didn't know how he sneaked into the school. Although some students went out to eat at noon, the security guards would stop suspicious people, but Cao Zhan stood in front of them smoothly.
Seeing Gu Chaoming approaching, Cao Zhan smiled. This kid is Lin Jianfan's boyfriend that Qiu Cheng said?He also said that day that this kid had any grudges against him or something that made him stare at him like this, no wonder it was Lin Jianfan's boyfriend.
Anyway, the video has been deleted, there is no backup, everything has been checked, there will be no evidence, as long as they refuse to admit it, no one will know that they almost killed Lin Jianfan.
It was about Qiu Cheng again, Cao Zhan secretly scolded his cousin Qiu Cheng.
Hearing Qiu Cheng say that the other party was a fierce fighter, Cao Zhan kicked a small knife in his pocket, trying to scare that kid.
While waiting for Gu Chaoming to come over, Cao Zhan touched the knife in his pocket with his fingers, and suddenly remembered that they snatched Lin Jianfan's cell phone when they bullied Lin Jianfan last year.
Seeing that Fan was guarding so tightly, Lin ran over to chase after him. The little sun on the phone could be him, right?
Cao Zhan chuckled, it was quite funny, he thought he would meet Gu Chaoming, who Qiu Cheng said was good at fighting.
When Gu Chaoming walked in front of him, Cao Zhan said in a brisk tone, as if he didn't take them seriously: "Here we come, little boyfriend."
There was no wind in the afternoon, only the scorching sun, Cao Zhan stood in the shade and smiled.Cao Zhan is not tall, Su Bing looked at him, Cao Zhan also looked at Su Bing, and smiled at Su Bing.
Su Bing looked away indifferently.
Hey, the third year of senior high school is quite crazy now, not like his cousin's kind of bully.
Cao Zhan was only one or two years older than them, and because he didn't go to school early to get along in society, he regarded them as children looking for his big brother.
He wanted to meet this little boy who dared to meet his eyes in the noodle shop, and see how good he is.
Gu Chaoming stopped not far from Cao Zhan, stopped and said: "Quick battle, I don't want to procrastinate, I still have something to do, let's make it clear that you won't lose, and you won't be able to trouble Lin Jianfan again if you get beaten. Don't come here for revenge, I still have the college entrance examination, I'm very busy."
Facing Cao Zhan who belittled him, Gu Chaoming assumed a cold attitude.
"Oh, it's terrible, I'm busy with the college entrance examination, tsk tsk tsk," Cao Zhan said with a smile, "I'm also very busy, little brother."
Gu Chaoming never paid attention to Cao Zhan's useless words, Cao Zhan looked at Su Bing and asked Gu Chaoming: "Is he not coming? Do you want a one-on-two?"
"I'm alone." Gu Chaoming said in a cold tone.
Regarding Lin Jianfan's matter, he came alone and did not need to drag Su Bing into the water.
"Backbone." Cao Zhan also praised him.
Gu Chaoming's eyes were indifferent, he controlled his emotions, clenched his fists and got ready, Su Bing sat down in the corridor not far away.
"Come, come, come." Cao Zhan wiped and patted his hands against each other, and the contempt flowed out from the rubbing of his palms.
Gu Chaoming didn't want to talk nonsense with him, he just wanted to end it early, Lin Jianfan was still waiting for him to eat.
Gu Chaoming didn't wait for Cao Zhan to show his hand, and he didn't pay attention to etiquette before fighting. He punched Cao Zhan directly on the head as soon as he started, and Cao Zhan turned his head to avoid it.
Yo, this kid is quite fierce.
"Hey, there are two skills." Cao Zhan said to Gu Chaoming, who took the fight seriously.
Gu Chaoming moved forward to attack, but Cao Zhan always retreated. After a few efforts, the position of the fight was shifted because of Cao Zhan's retreat.
Cao Zhan was teasing him, Gu Chaoming knew it, and Su Bing sat on the side also saw it.
Cao Zhan completely placed himself above the two children, like teasing a kitten or dog and following them with a little snack.
Gu Chaoming was irritated by Cao Zhan's frivolous attitude and constantly retreating footsteps.
There was no regret in Cao Zhan's expression, Gu Chaoming didn't see any sign of regret in it, Cao Zhan only had a teasing smile in his eyes.
If Gu Chaoming lied to Lin Jianfan that he had nothing to hide from him, his acting skills exploded, then Cao Zhan's acting skills will definitely win an Oscar.
Cao Zhan actually felt Gu Chaoming's pressing step by step during the seemingly redundant retreat. I feel very nervous, but I still smile on the surface, smiling without any regrets.
You can lose everything, but you can't lose face. Cao Zhan didn't show it when he was pressed every step of the way in front of a young man.
Cao Zhan always scolded Qiu Cheng for saving face, but in fact he himself was suffering for saving face.Qiu Cheng was beaten by Gu Chaoming and flaunted his bold words, but he was almost strangled to death by Gu Chaoming.Cao Zhan was pressed by Gu Chaoming every step of the way and pretended to be relaxed. As expected, they were two brothers, both alike.
Su Bing sat aside like a notary. The notary was completely partial to Gu Chaoming and cheered Gu Chaoming in his heart. As soon as Cao Zhan backed away, Su Bing told Gu Chaoming to hurry up in his heart.
Cao Zhan, who was retreating, was finally hit by Gu Chaoming, hitting the junction of his shoulder and neck.When he was beaten and hurt, Cao Zhan cursed, his eyes became a little serious.
"I advise you not to..."
Before Gu Chaoming finished speaking, Cao Zhan gave up and backed away, and punched Gu Chaoming in the face. Gu Chaoming tilted his head sensitively, and was able to grab Cao Zhan's hand. Cao Zhan never thought that a young man would The strength of the hand can be so strong, holding his arm can make the bones of his arm feel pain.
Cao Zhan saw the blue veins on Gu Chaoming's arms. Gu Chaoming has been doing physical labor at home since he was a little man. Whether he moves or not, he does the heavy work at home. Is it possible that Gu Chaoming has no strength?
Gu Chaoming's fingers are rough for doing housework, and Gu Chaoming's arms are holding Lin Jianfan, a man who is also more than 1.7 meters tall. He can walk around the living room and comfort Lin Jianfan until he is asleep.
Cao Zhan underestimated Gu Chaoming so much that he panicked after being grabbed by the arm, but he still managed to smile.
Cao Zhan is not as tall as Gu Chaoming, nor is he as strong as Gu Chaoming.Gu Chaoming grabbed his arm and pressed Cao Zhan back with his backhand, causing Cao Zhan to wave his other hand vigorously.
Su Bing applauded from a distance. He laughed at Cao Zhan, and he didn't think about how Gu Shuai was called Gu Shuai because he was handsome in fighting.
When Cao Zhan was captured, Su Bing began to feel complacent. They, Gu Shuai, beat a small guy like Cao Zhan just to sprinkle water.
Cao Zhan couldn't hit Gu Chaoming with his other arm, so he started to use his feet, like a bouncing fish.
Su Bing laughed at him, Gu Chaoming pushed forward with a little force and let go, Cao Zhan, who was active, staggered a few steps and rushed to the gravel road, almost falling on a big horse.
Cao Zhan lost face, stood up and looked back at Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming still had a gloomy expression.
Don't panic, Cao Zhan said to himself secretly.
Gu Chaoming is really good at fighting, he has his own routine.He has never learned martial arts. When he was a child, he fought with the kids who scolded him in the community.When he grew up, he also fought with people in school for some reasons that seem silly now. Gu Chaoming himself summed up the routine and was able to respond flexibly.
Su Bing wanted to applaud Gu Chaoming.
Cao Zhan stood up, half of the frivolity in his eyes disappeared, and half of it was serious.
The suppressed anger in Gu Chaoming's heart was further ignited. He was very angry when Cao Zhan was not serious. When Cao Zhan took it seriously, he was also very angry when he thought of what he had done to Lin Jianfan.
Gu Chaoming is easy to accept death.Cao Zhan had bullied Lin Jianfan. In Gu Chaoming's eyes, it was wrong for Cao Zhan not to be serious, and it was wrong to be serious. All his actions were wrong. Only his apology was what Gu Chaoming wanted to hear.
Gu Chaoming figured it out, he no longer pursued any justice, those were too hopeless.All he needed now was an apology from Cao Zhan, to make Cao Zhan regret what he had done, to make Lin see Fan comfortable, and to stop Cao Zhan from harming other students.
His request was very low, all he wanted was a sincere apology.He once wanted Cao Zhan to kneel down and apologize, or he would return all the wounds he inflicted on Lin Jianfan and return them double. He even thought about soaking Cao Zhan in a bucket of water so that he could try drowning too. Let him experience the feeling of Lin Jianfan, so that he can remember it deeply.
In the end, among the many violence he wanted to use against Cao Zhan, Gu Chaoming only chose to ask for an apology.
The apology that Lin Jianfan wanted most was also what he needed most.
When they beat Lin Jianfan, they took a video, and Gu Chaoming also wanted to take a video to save it, and asked Cao Zhan to apologize in front of Lin Jianfan himself.
Gu Chaoming knew that he was not a good person, and he also had the idea of making Cao Zhan suffer. He didn't want to spare Cao Zhan lightly, but it didn't make much sense to return everything, and it would cause him a whole lot of trouble.
They used violence against his most cherished Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming didn't want himself to become like Gu Tao.
Cao Zhan's knee was injured, and his trousers were thin in summer.Cao Zhan stood up and counterattacked at Gu Chaoming, which was a bit like a real fight.
You can retreat when dodging, but when you really fight, Cao Zhan is not Gu Chaoming's opponent at all.Cao Zhan's shortcomings of spending time in Internet cafes all day long, being inactive, exercising a little, and not having enough strength are fully exposed in front of Gu Chaoming.
When he rushed forward, he was kicked in the stomach by Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming grabbed his arm and slammed it into the stone sculpture.
Gu Chaoming was surprised that there was no difference in strength between Cao Zhan and Qiu Cheng. He heard Qiu Cheng say that Cao Zhan was his cousin yesterday, so he thought Cao Zhan was stronger, but the result was the same.
His back bumped into a hard stone sculpture. The stone sculpture that had been blown by the gentle spring breeze was a just guy. It not only hurt Cao Zhan's back, but also injured Cao Zhan's hand with the stone base of the stone sculpture covered with porcelain plates.
Cao Zhan was in pain, and if he couldn't beat him, he raised his leg and wanted to kick Gu Chaoming's leg with his foot, but Gu Chaoming let go of him to avoid it, and Cao Zhan was able to breathe.
As soon as he had time to catch his breath, Cao Zhan rushed over again unwilling to admit defeat. Gu Chaoming kicked him impatiently, and Cao Zhan was kicked to the ground, hitting his head on the stone foundation covered with porcelain slabs.
Hearing a muffled sound, Gu Chaoming frowned. Is his foot too heavy?Hitting the head is easy.
Not far away, Su Bing saw that Cao Zhan couldn't get up, so he stood up to check. Gu Chaoming was afraid that he would make a fool of Cao Zhan, so he walked over to try to pull him up.
"Don't pretend to be dead." Gu Chaoming said.
Cao Zhan patted his bumped head, Gu Chaoming stopped fighting for the time being, and stretched out his hand to pull Cao Zhan up, asking him to apologize to Lin Jianfan.
Before Cao Zhan could apologize, the palm of his hand stabbed, and blood flowed from Gu Chaoming's palm.
If it weren't for Gu Chaoming's quick reaction, the sharp knife that Cao Zhan pulled out suddenly could cut off his fingers.
Gu Chaoming immediately withdrew his hand, looking at the blood continuously flowing from his palm.
He remembered that dream.
He wanted to understand the dream that Lin Jianfan had when he was investigating school violence.
There was a cut in his palm, blood continued to flow from the wound, spread to the floor, and spread to the entire classroom.
Eyes full of blood red.
Gu Chaoming didn't know whether he was dazzled by the blood-red dream, or his reason was pierced by the knife in Cao Zhan's hand. He kicked Cao Zhan, who had fallen on the stone foundation and hadn't got up, at a very fast speed, and grabbed his hand. pocket knife.
The knife was sharp, and Gu Chaoming almost cut his hand when he snatched it, and a small scar appeared on Cao Zhan's hand.
Gu Chaoming's speed was so fast that before Su Bing came over, he had already lifted Cao Zhan with a knife and bumped it against the stone carving.
Cao Zhan felt that his bones were about to shatter together with the stone carving.
The wound on the palm was bleeding and there was a tingling pain, but Gu Chaoming didn't care about it.
When Su Bing ran over, Cao Zhan's knife was already on Cao Zhan's neck. Gu Chaoming held Cao Zhan by the collar of Cao Zhan's T-shirt and pressed Cao Zhan against the stone carving.
The blood on Gu Chaoming's palm was flowing, and Su Bing couldn't see clearly when he was in the distance. When he came over and saw the blood, he opened his eyes in panic.
Where did this knife come from? !
Gu Chaoming gripped Cao Zhan's collar tightly, the knife was right next to his neck, Gu Chaoming gritted his teeth and said, "Apologize."
After finishing speaking, Gu Chaoming turned his head and said to Su Bing: "My little mother is videotaping."
With the knife resting on his neck, Cao Zhan started to get scared, and his habit of pretending made him choose to disguise his fear with a foolish look.
"What are you apologizing for?" Cao Zhanqiang pretended not to be afraid at all, and said provocatively, "To whom, what Lin... hiss..."
The two cousins are indeed cousins, and the way to show their composure is to choose to pretend not to remember each other's name, to express their indifference and condescension.
They didn't know that this was the way to annoy Gu Chaoming the most.
Lin Jianfan lost his trust in the beauty of the world because of their bullying, and Lin Jianfan became timid because of them.
His youth should have been shining!
His youth should have grown up happily, like all seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys, some of them are silly, but also some of their vitality, they will mature when needed, and they will act like a baby in front of their parents...
His wonderful young man was destroyed by them just like that, and these demons showed no remorse, they couldn't even remember his name.
It's not that the world would be better if Gu Tao left, Gu Tao is never the only devil.
The demon destroyed his most precious thing, and said to him: "Your most precious thing is just a pile of scrap metal, I can't even remember the name."
Gu Chaoming couldn't bear it.
He can't stand it.
The hand gripping Cao Zhan's collar became more and more forceful, and blood flowed on Cao Zhan's clothes. Gu Chaoming also felt that his blood was polluted.
Such a person should really let him experience the suffering that Lin Jianfan has suffered, and he cannot be merciful to him. Compassion will only return "I don't remember."
I don't remember his name.
I don't remember ever saying that to him.
I don't remember ever snatching his phone and slapping him.
I don't remember forcing him to dress up as women.
I don't remember us ever talking about him being a transvestite.
I don't recall me treating him differently from the other students.
I don't remember ever saying that he did it to himself after he jumped off the building.
I don't remember us ever doing this...
Than I don't remember, no difference than I thought.
I thought the child would not remember at such a young age.
I thought that was the way he was, they all said so.
I thought he wouldn't mind saying that.
I thought we were just playing with him by doing this.
I thought my son should be filial to me.
I thought………
They did those things, beating, insulting, belittling, and hurting, without thinking about the other person's feelings.
They only think about their pleasure, their momentary pleasure.
Some people say that school violence is just a matter of age. Whoever is young does not understand the truth, school violence is just a product of youth, and it will be fine when they grow up.
It's all bullshit!
Who can be sure that school violence will not turn into domestic violence when they grow up?Who can be sure that they can rehabilitate and not endanger others?Who can be sure that they will grow up?
What grows up is age, not the standard for judging things.
Some people say that children are still young, their rights should be protected, and they still have a chance to reform themselves, but the bullied people have not been well protected, so how to protect the future of the bully?
Oh, look, how reasonable this is!
Gu Chaoming laughed.
Cao Zhan almost thought that Gu Chaoming was crazy, so Gu Chaoming laughed, but when he faced him, Gu Chaoming put away his smile and showed that cold face again.
"Apologize!" Gu Chaoming yelled at him.
"I won't, what can you do to me? Stab it if you have the ability. Don't put it on the neck, it's better and faster to stab the heart directly." Cao Zhan felt guilty, but still grabbed Gu Chaoming and held the knife His hand moved to the position of his heart.
Gu Chaoming's hand trembled slightly, and Cao Zhan felt it when he grabbed Gu Chaoming's hand.
Su Bing wanted to take the knife from Gu Chaoming's hand and tell him not to do stupid things, but he didn't dare to move forward. The knife in Gu Chaoming's hand was very fast, much faster than his steps.
Su Bing said to Gu Chaoming: "Gu Shuai, don't be impulsive!"
He didn't know what happened to Gu Chaoming, he just wanted to avenge his brother, who ever wanted to get this look.
Su Bing's chest heaved due to nervousness, and Gu Chaoming was the one who heaved more than Su Bing's chest.
After so long, his hand holding the knife was still shaking.For so long in the past, he can still meet someone who draws the knife in his hand to his heart.
The last one was Gu Tao, and now it is Cao Zhan.
Gu Chaoming thought that everything would be fine when Gu Tao left, but Gu Tao left alone, and the world remained the same.
Everything is repeating itself.
Cao Zhan's smile coincided with Gu Tao's, and Gu Chaoming's arms trembled so badly that he couldn't even tell whether he was holding Cao Zhan or Gu Tao.
Gu Chaoming's arms trembled so much that Cao Zhan was sure that he didn't have the guts to do so, so Cao Zhan still had to put on a face and said, "If you have the ability, stab it, if you don't stab it, don't blah blah."
Cao Zhan still had time to laugh, Gu Chaoming exhaled hot air from his nose, he was trying to suppress, to suppress the demon that jumped out of his heart.
Cao Zhan saw that Gu Chaoming didn't move, he didn't know that Gu Chaoming was trying to suppress it, Cao Zhan still laughed: "That boyfriend of yours, don't say he looks pretty, why is he called Lin? Lin..."
Cao Zhan pretended to be thinking.
Lin sees Fan.
His boy is called Lin Jianfan.
It's not what you call Lin!
Gu Chaoming's raised eyes startled Cao Zhan, who was brave. There was killing intent in Gu Chaoming's eyes, which was too scary.
Cao Zhan was so scared that he wanted to run away. He said, "If you don't dare to stab me, let me go, coward! If you dare to let me go, I guarantee that Lin Jianfan will have a bad life tomorrow."
Hearing Cao Zhan's words, Gu Chaoming raised his head, accompanied by Su Bing's exclamation, Cao Zhan's eyes widened in disbelief, and the singing voice floating in the air.
The sharp knife pierced the heart.
After two years, Gu Chaoming completed what Gu Tao asked him to do two years ago.
Point the knife to the heart.
Once, twice, three times...
Gu Chaoming seemed to have gone crazy, since Cao Zhan said that he would not let Lin Jianfan have a good life, he had already gone crazy.
When he stabbed the knife down, he heard the sound of the blade piercing into the flesh, and the blood stained his eyes. He knew that his mother's expectations, his future, and the future of him and Lin Jianfan all followed his stabbing. The knife disappeared without a sound.
He abandoned them all, he only wanted Lin Jianfan to be well.
His world eventually turned bloody, struggling.
Red and gray are intertwined, that is the color of despair and giving up.
He gave up on himself that summer, gave up on him.
You still don't do that, do you?
I do now, see Fan.
The blood flowed out, and I was still a murderer.
Su Bing was so frightened that he ran over to snatch the knife from Gu Chaoming's hand. Gu Chaoming's hand was covered with Cao Zhan's blood, and Gu Chaoming stabbed Cao Zhan in the heart like crazy.
He only had one thought, he didn't want Lin Jianfan to suffer any more, he wanted to protect him.
He said that he would protect him, and he would take him to see the world full of flowers.
He promised him.
Su Bing pulled away Gu Chaoming's stabbing hand. Gu Chaoming seemed to wake up from a dream. Seeing the blood from the wound he stabbed, Gu Chaoming desperately covered Cao Zhan's wound.
That was his struggle for being able to see the world of flowers and brocades together with Lin Jianfan in the future.
He struggles.
Cao Zhan's consciousness weakened, and Gu Chaoming let go of his hand covering the wound.
He gave up.
With blood on his hands, he said to Su Bing, "Call the police."
Su Bing was shocked, but Gu Chaoming said calmly, "Call the police."
Su Bing was at a loss, Gu Chaoming yelled at Su Bing: "Call the police!"
Gu Chaoming's roar was followed by two screams.
A man and a woman, a young couple wanted to come to the promenade to have a secret relationship, but they didn't expect to see Gu Chaoming whose hands were covered in blood.
The two screamed and ran away. Gu Chaoming sat on the spot without moving. Gu Chaoming told Su Bing to go: "They will definitely call the teacher, you go first, it has nothing to do with you."
Su Bing's loyalty is not to say that no matter how he handles things, he will still be afraid of blood and sharp knives. He resisted his fear and said to Gu Chaoming: "I won't leave, leave you here alone? I can't do it." It’s okay, I just recorded a video, it’s okay, it’s okay.”
It's okay, Su Bing advised himself.
The couple who ran away were not frightened and kept silent. They called the teacher, and the teacher's hasty pace attracted many students.
Some students in the office heard the news that the couple said that Gu Chaoming had killed someone, and it was spread faster than the teacher's presence.
Noisy, crowds, summer, no wind, stone statues, Su Bing who accompanied him, the rushing teacher, surprised classmates.
Among the surprised classmates, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan who was running out of breath.
Gu Chaoming looked at him, and just looked at him like that.
He saw his boy, his eyes were sad and panicked.Gu Chaoming wanted to hug him, comfort him, and tell him that he was fine and that he didn't have to worry about anything, but his hands were covered with blood, and he was afraid of staining the boy's clothes.
His hands are covered with blood, can you still hug him?
It's still hot summer, it's still bright sunshine, and the desire to explore a better life together is still shining.It was also on that beautiful afternoon as before, everything was disillusioned, turned into a blood-stained sharp blade, turned into his silent silence, and turned into a light cloud in the sky.
When the wind blows, it's gone.
Lin Jianfan watched Gu Chaoming being lifted up by the teacher. The teachers were still checking Cao Zhan and found that Cao Zhan had no vital signs.
The students screamed and watched, and the scene was chaotic.
Lin saw Fan standing there looking at him, Gu Chaoming smiled at him, shook his head, and said to him for the first time: "Don't come here."
Lin Jianfan still rushed over, but was held back by the teacher.
Cen Xili ran after Lin Jianfan. He saw Gu Chaoming, Su Bing, and two brothers who said they would wait for them to eat.Cen Xili called Su Bing and Gu Chaoming's names, and he wanted to rush over to ask what happened.
Cen Xili rushed away from the crowd emotionally, You Xin walked behind him at some point, grabbed his hand, shook his head, and pulled him to his side.
Lin Jianfan was dragged by the teacher, he was too shocked to cry.The teacher started to chase away the onlookers, Lin saw that Fan refused to leave, he stood there, Gu Chaoming kept shaking his head to tell him not to come.
Lin Jianfan listened to him very much.
He obediently stayed where he was, and he obediently watched as they were taken away by the police.
He watched the police car leave, and he crouched down.
The cry fell like the thunder of the day he jumped from the window.
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