the world in which he exists

In the few days after returning from my hometown, it rained heavily. It was so heavy that my clothes could be wetted by the rain when I opened an umbrella, not to mention the shoes and trousers that the umbrella could not cover. Basically, I had to get wet every time I went out.

The heavy rain for several days finally cleared up, which seemed to herald the arrival of summer, and the strong sun was on duty the next day after the heavy rain stopped.

After school, Gu Chaoming took a broom to sweep the floor in the corridor outside the classroom, and looked up at Sheng Yang who was still warm above his head.

Successive heavy rains washed away his world, washing away the silt left by Gu Tao in his life.

As soon as the school bell rang, the crowd dispersed, leaving only the quiet campus, and the students doing physical training on the playground were swaying their youthful sweat.

After finishing sweeping, Gu Chaoming took the broom and wanted to enter the classroom. When he looked up, he saw the signboard of Class [-] and [-] of Senior High School written on the wall.

His senior year of high school is coming to an end, recalling the day when he first arrived on the third floor of high school, it still seems like yesterday.When he was a sophomore in high school, he accompanied Su Bing to sneak in to find his seniors. In the blink of an eye, he was about to graduate from here.

He walked into the classroom with a broom, swept up a litter in the classroom, and looked up to see Lin Jianfan by the classroom window.

Outside the window, there was a breeze gently stroking the boy's hair, and the summer sun that never set down shrouded the boy's body.

Such a picture was so beautiful that it caught Gu Chaoming's eyes tightly.Gu Chaoming pressed the shutter button with his eyes, keeping this beautiful scenery in his heart forever.

Lin Jianfan is an introverted person who is not very good at expressing his emotions. A large part of the formation of Lin Jianfan's introverted personality is related to his past life.

Gu Chaoming has never seen Lin Jianfan in the past, but from Lin's mother's description, Lin Jianfan was also a lively and cheerful child who was loved by his elders.Gu Chaoming had seen Lin Jianfan acting like a baby, so he imagined the lively and cheerful Lin Jianfan that Lin's mother said.

Imagining it, the corners of Gu Chaoming's mouth couldn't help but curl up, as if he was holding a peach-flavored fruit candy.

Lin Jianfan was not very good at expressing his emotions, and he stuttered when he spoke comforting words, but in the few days after Gu Chaoming returned from the funeral for Gu Tao in his hometown, Lin Jianfan was like Gu Chaoming when he made him forget In the past tense, I tried my best to make him happy.

At that time, Gu Chaoming's hard work was exchanged for the current Lin Jianfan, and the current Lin Jianfan's efforts for him, Gu Chaoming felt it the first second Lin Jianfan implemented it.

In fact, on the day Gu Chaoming came back, he felt a lot more comfortable after sharing his heart with Lin Jianfan on the sofa.Lin Jianfan hoped that he would be happier, even happier, even though Gu Chaoming was still the same after returning to school.

Lin Jianfan never mentioned Gu Tao, he just kept giving Gu Chaoming small surprises, kept telling him to cook for him, refused to give up, kept teasing him...

Just like it is now.

"Look!" Gu Chaoming stood on the podium wiping the blackboard with a rag, and Lin Jianfan suddenly shouted behind him.

Gu Chaoming turned his head when he heard the sound.

At the moment when he turned his head, Lin Jianfan smiled and slapped the blackboard in front of Gu Chaoming with a blackboard eraser full of chalk dust, and the smoke and dust flew away, creating a "sandstorm" of chalk dust.

Seeing that Fan succeeded in playing a prank, Lin saw dust in front of his eyes, covered his mouth and nose with his hands, and the exposed eyes still revealed the fact that he was smiling happily.

Gu Chaoming waved his hands to disperse the dust in front of his eyes, and heard Lin Jianfan's laughter leaking from the cracks in his palms.

Lin saw that Fan's methods of making him happy were childish tricks.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, who was separated by a layer of chalk dust, and Lin Jianfan, who wanted to make him happy behind the chalk dust flying in the air, grinned.

The dust dissipated, and Lin saw Fan let go of his hands covering his mouth and nose, and laughed straight away.Still in the classroom, although there is no one around, Gu Chaoming still knows how to measure.He couldn't do anything else, he wanted to raise his hand to pinch Lin Jianfan's face who was smiling in front of him, but he was holding a rag in his hand, and there were still drops of water from washing the rag on the palm of his hand.

He couldn't raise his hand, he could only smile at Lin Jianfan and express his happiness.

He couldn't reach out to touch Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan stretched out his hands to pinch his face.

Lin Jianfan pinched his face and didn't speak. Gu Chaoming didn't feel happy when Lin Jianfan made a prank on him with chalk dust, but once he saw Lin Jianfan pinching his face and laughing, Gu Chaoming was very happy Just put the bar.

He seemed to see the lively and cheerful Lin Jianfan that Lin's mother was talking about in his imagination.

Lin Jianfan felt the cheeks pinched by his hands and the corners of his mouth widened. Gu Chaoming smiled and said to him: "After cleaning, I will buy you yogurt."

"Okay." Lin Jianfan agreed immediately.

Before he let go of the hand pinching Gu Chaoming's cheek, Lin Jianfan asked, "Is the yogurt used to make me let go of your temptation?"

Gu Chaoming wanted to shake his head and say "no", but he was not as fast as Lin Jianfan.Immediately after seeing Fan finished speaking, Lin went on to say, "Give me ten bottles and you won't let go."

Lin saw that Fan's love words were lame. When he said "Is the yogurt used to let me let go of your temptation?" before, he deliberately omitted the word "face", just to save the lame love words that followed.

Pinch the cheeks with his fingers and smile, Gu Chaoming wanted to bend down when he smiled, but when he thought that this was the school, he calmly urged Lin Jianfan to clean up quickly, and after cleaning, he went to buy his favorite yogurt.

After cleaning, the yogurt bought threw a graceful arc in the air and fell into the trash can not far away.

"Yeah, a three-pointer." Lin saw Fan making a victory gesture to Gu Chaoming who was walking behind.

Gu Chaoming smiled slightly, took the empty yogurt box to the same place as Lin Jianfan, aimed at the trash can, and threw it away.

Yogurt cartons fit easily into the basket.

"Cut." Lin Jianfan curled his mouth, took out the plastic water bottle in his schoolbag, and stepped back to stand further away.

Lin Jianfan, who is not very good at playing basketball, wants to challenge a new difficulty.

Gu Chaoming stood away, watching Lin Jianfan holding a plastic water bottle with some water left, aiming at the trash can in the distance.

Clap, the plastic bottle fell to the ground.

Gu Chaoming shook his head at Lin Jianfan: "The technology is not good enough."

Walking over to pick up the water bottle and handing it to Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan went back to the place and wanted to throw it again.

Pata, it was outside again.

Gu Chaoming walked over again to help Lin Jianfan pick up the water bottle that fell out of the trash can: "Let me show you your boyfriend's strength."

Gu Chaoming stood next to Lin Jianfan, relying on the feeling of shooting, he threw it casually and it was a three-pointer.The water bottle fell into the trash can steadily, Gu Chaoming smiled proudly, Lin Jianfan was surprised and wowed in embarrassment, Gu Chaoming proudly spread his hands to express his smallness.

Although the methods Lin Jianfan used to make him happy were small, each of them hit Gu Chaoming's heart.

Lin Jianfan kept playing tricks, and the cloud that Gu Tao brought him quickly melted away in Lin Jianfan's constant tricks.Gu Chaoming wanted to tell Lin Jianfan that he had stopped thinking about those things a long time ago, and only wanted to study hard for the college entrance examination, but Lin Jianfan refused to stop.

It was not only Gu Chaoming who felt joy and happiness from it, but also Lin Jianfan.

Every time he sees Lin Jianfan's lively and cheerful appearance, Gu Chaoming always feels that his hard work at the beginning has been rewarded, and the reward is the cheerful Lin Jianfan now.

Lin Jianfan, who has not yet gone to that terrible school, should be like this.

Lively and cheerful, with a clear smile, exuding light like the sun.

The flowers on the tree-lined avenue where we went home together have already bloomed, with a faint fragrance.Lin saw Fan walking beside Gu Chaoming, picked up a flower on the road, and quietly threw it into the collar of Gu Chaoming's school uniform.

Gu Chaoming felt the foreign objects in Lin Jianfan's hands and clothes, shrunk his neck, and pulled the clothes to shake out the foreign objects inside.

The breeze that blows from time to time, the flowers on the avenue on the way home exude a faint fragrance.

"My leg is cramping." Lin Jianfan supported Gu Chaoming, bent down and touched his uninjured leg, pretending to be in pain.

As he spoke, he was about to sit on the ground: "My leg hurts."

"The ground is dirty." Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan up.

He knew that Lin Jianfan was pretending, but he still walked up to him cooperatively, put his schoolbag on his chest, squatted down slowly, and turned his back to Lin Jianfan.

"Come up." Gu Chaoming said.

Lin Jianfan smiled and climbed onto Gu Chaoming's back.

Lin Jianfan pretended to have cramps to trick him into playing, just to make him recite it.Gu Chaoming also teased him, waiting for Lin to see Fan lying on his back, and suddenly ran up with him on his back without making a sound.

Lin Jianfan was frightened by Gu Chaoming who suddenly ran up, and lay on Gu Chaoming's back, holding Gu Chaoming's neck with both hands.

Gu Chaoming's hair brushed gently across his cheeks, Gu Chaoming's rapid breathing from running was in his ears, and Gu Chaoming's smell, his youthful smell, was in his nose.

Lin saw Fan secretly laughing on Gu Chaoming's back, holding his arms tighter. He liked the feeling of the skin of his arms rubbing against Gu Chaoming's neck as he ran up and down.

Lin saw Fan snickering like a child who secretly did something bad.

In the various exams in the third year of high school, Lin Jianfan's class number one was unshakable, and Lin Jianfan's three words were always high in the first column.This is nothing new, if someone surpasses him, it is the most novel thing.

Lin Jianfan, who knew that he won the first place, just smiled lightly and continued to check the answers with Gu Chaoming.

Standing beside Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming said to him, "You won the first place again."

Lin Jianfan, who was still answering the question, raised his head to look at him, and jokingly said, "Why, can't it?"

"I didn't say no." Gu Chaoming said lightly, "You are so good, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up."

In the ears are the cicadas singing in summer, the wind coming in from the window blows the folds of Gu Chaoming's summer school uniform, the notes from the last class are left on the blackboard, mottled and mottled, leaving a piece of white after being wiped.

The students in the classroom were talking about their grades, and the noise filled the classroom.

Gu Chaoming spoke the truth in a simple sentence, Lin Jianfan was really outstanding and dazzling.Now it seems that he can catch up with him and stay by his side, but he is afraid that one day he will not be able to catch up.

Lin Jianfan said with a smile: "What are you thinking, I can wait for you if you can't catch up, until you catch up."

Lin Jianfan had a bright smile and bright eyes. With a smile, the spring breeze of March rushed towards Gu Chaoming. It mixed with the summer wind blowing in from the window behind him, and Gu Chaoming smelled a different smell.

The unique fragrance of his rose fascinates him, makes him addicted, and cannot let go.

Gu Chaoming was indulging in the self-confidence that Lin Jianfan had finally returned to, and Lin Jianfan's voice of giving him wrong questions pulled him back.

The slender fingers pointed at the wrong place: "Here should put..."

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's moving fingers, the fingers blocked the sunlight, and the shadow fell on the draft paper.Obviously the shadow is gray, but Gu Chaoming feels that Lin Jianfan's shadow is shining.

Gu Chaoming said: "There is light in you."

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's serious eyes and smiled in the sunlight: "You too."

The sunlight occupied most of the classroom, but Gu Chaoming only saw the light on Lin Jianfan.Because of Lin Jianfan, he discovered that the shadow of a person can also have light.

Lin Jianfan smiled, and he also saw the light on Gu Chaoming's face, he had seen it from the beginning.

Afternoon is still the time for the two of them to sneak together to "review" after dinner, sometimes on the school lawn, sometimes on the school corridor, sometimes in the tree-lined avenue and wooden pavilion, in the heavy but fast time of senior three, Gu Chaoming and Lin I saw Fan walking around the campus in the afternoon.

Walking under the trees on the school boulevard, a gust of summer wind blows away the fallen leaves on the ground.

A passing classmate mercilessly stepped on the fallen leaves on the side of the road that were swept away by the wind, and left without looking back after crushing them.

The young man who crushed the fallen leaves walked quickly past them, and Lin Jianfan discovered the "summer leaf murder".

Lin Jianfan's eyes stayed on the crushed fallen leaves for a while, and then he was noticed by Gu Chaoming who said that his wrong questions were increasing.

Gu Chaoming followed Lin Jianfan's gaze and saw the broken leaves lying quietly on the ground.

Suddenly another gust of wind blows away the broken leaves.

Lin saw Fan watching the fallen leaves drifting away, and suddenly said: "Falling leaves ride the wind, drift with the wind."

It was this sentence again, after he fought with Yu Hangwei in the second year of high school, it was also the same sentence that Lin Jianfan leaned on his shoulder, Gu Chaoming always remembered it.

Lin Jianfan just sighed casually. Unexpectedly, Gu Chaoming turned his head. Gu Chaoming did not mention Yu Hangwei to Lin Jianfan. He only said to Lin Jianfan again: "Why not ride the wind with falling leaves and be free?"

Seeing that Fan was speechless for a moment, Lin looked at Gu Chaoming.

There was a smile on the corner of Gu Chaoming's mouth, and clarity in his eyes.

Why are fallen leaves riding the wind and drifting with the wind, instead of falling leaves riding the wind and being free?

Lin Jianfan laughed in the hot summer wind: "If you are free, then you will be free."

After speaking, Lin Jianfan said to Gu Chaoming in a thankful tone: "Thank you, you said that since you met me, your life has gradually improved, and I want to say that I am the same."

The shadows of the trees in the boulevard were whirling, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was also under the shadow of the whirling trees.

He is so good-looking, the summer school uniform swayed slightly in the afternoon wind, and the summer wind brushed his eyebrows and eyes, and all the beautiful scenery seemed to be a beautiful existence to set off his beauty.

They didn't hold hands. Gu Chaoming walked beside Lin Jianfan and replied, "You said that my life is getting better gradually. In the shadow of the past, no matter how I pull you, it is useless, so this life is also what you fought for, not brought to you by me, all I can do is to live with you."

Lin saw that Fan looked at him because of Gu Chaoming's words, and Gu Chaoming was also looking at him.

The two pairs of eyes meet.

Smile at each other.

Xia Feng is also gentle.

The ordinary high school life continued as he wished until that day.

In the steaming noodle restaurant, a bowl of vermicelli just out of the pan is served on the table.

Gu Chaoming opened a pair of disposable chopsticks in the chopsticks box on the table, and heard someone from the next table shouting into the door.

"Here, brother Zhan."