the world in which he exists

The spring wind blows over the rapidly growing bushes in the spring light, driving away winter completely, leaving no shadow left.

Ever since Gu Tao met Zhou Han and asked Zhou Han to send him money, Gu Chaoming has been in a state of being particularly sensitive to the name Gu Tao. Sometimes someone calls him Gu Shuai, and Gu Chaoming can hear him as Gu Tao.

A false alarm.

Gu Tao is like an ecstasy, it does not know when it will appear, it is elusive, and it can disrupt his life as soon as it appears.

Gu Chaoming set a level [-] alert in his heart, afraid of being pulled back to his original life by Gu Tao, and also afraid that the people around him would be hurt by the crazy Gu Tao.He pays attention to the surrounding situation all the time, and he never wants to go back to that home.

Apart from the recent wish of getting into a good university, Gu Chaoming only wants Gu Tao never to appear in his life again, to disappear completely from his life...

disappear completely...

Another way to say it is...

Gu Chaoming, who was in a daze thinking about things, thought of that word, and was startled by his own thoughts.He used to think about killing Gu Tao to get relief. He even thought that his future would be worthwhile in prison, as long as he leaves Gu Tao.

Time has passed, and now Gu Chaoming doesn't think so anymore.At that time, his mother was the only person he cherished, and his friends were the ones he didn't want to get in touch with Gu Tao.Life at that time was dull and muddled, but now he has someone he needs to protect, someone he wants to spend his life with.

Gu Chaoming didn't think that way anymore, he just wanted to protect Lin Jianfan, prevent him from being hurt again, and grow old together with Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan is an excellent person like a rainbow, he doesn't know it himself, but Gu Chaoming understands it clearly.Gu Chaoming hoped that Lin would see Fan Pingfan without being disturbed by the outside world. On the other hand, he felt that he was destined to hang a rainbow in the sky for people to admire and worship.

Then let him bloom his own brilliance, let him bloom his brilliance, he is not ordinary, then he will stand behind him as his support.

This is the future that Gu Chaoming imagined when he was facing the heavy pressure of the college entrance examination in the third year of high school. He was worried about Gu Tao and fantasized about the future at the same time.

The imagined future is based on the fact that he didn't do anything stupid, that they can also stand in the sun, and that he can hold Lin Jianfan's hand in name, so Gu Chaoming persuaded himself not to be stupid, and not to overdo it. think.

When Gu Tao appears in your life, you should respond rationally instead of being impulsive like before.

Lin Jianfan is a ray of light behind the cloud, driving away the haze in his heart.

Now, he wants to walk with the light into the future, into their future.

After thinking about it for a while, Gu Chaoming thought that it would be best for Gu Tao not to appear during his third year of high school, and not to disturb his study.After the third year of high school, he will go to a part-time job to make money, and he can give all the money he earns to Gu Tao, as long as Gu Tao doesn't bother him anymore.

Half of the senior year has passed smoothly. Gu Chaoming doesn't want to make any mistakes. He just wants to review and pass the senior year in a world without Gu Tao's interruption, and then walk into the same new city with Lin Jianfan and start a new life. their new journey.

He once again pinned his hopes on the summer of his senior year of high school.

Spring has come quietly, can summer be far behind?

Lin Jianfan sat next to Gu Chaoming every day, and the people around him seemed to be in a daze.Lin Jianfan didn't know that the things in Gu Chaoming's mind had grown into their future, long enough to see Lin Jianfan working seriously, long enough that Lin Jianfan left work earlier than him, and tried to make his dark dishes at home look.

At that time, he must learn how to comment on dishes, no, he should start learning now, because Lin Jianfan has become interested in cooking for some reason recently.

Of course, the third year of high school is still ranked first.

On the rest day, Lin Jianfan went to Gu Chaoming's home to study, and Lin Jianfan cooked the lunch. Gu Chaoming used the boasting comments he had learned, and while trying to boast, he wondered if he would have diarrhea today.

Being praised by Chef Gu, Lin Jianfan was so happy that his eyes rolled up. Gu Chaoming hoped that God would not hear the words he said against his will to make Lin Jianfan happy.

The floor-to-ceiling curtains were opened, and the spring afternoon sun jumped into the room.Gu Chaoming closed the bedroom door and came out to ask Lin Jianfan, who was going to the bathroom, if he was alright.

They plan to go out for a walk in such good weather and go to the library to review.

Lin Jianfan had to go to the toilet so that Gu Chaoming wondered if Lin Jianfan had diarrhea from eating the food he cooked himself.

Gu Chaoming walked over and wanted to knock on the toilet door, but he was relieved when he heard the sound of flushing water. After a while, Lin Jianfan came out of the toilet.

"Let's go." Lin Jianfan said.

"Let's go." Gu Chaoming nodded and smiled at Lin Jianfan, carrying the review materials of the two on his back.

Take the bus to the library, the bus is empty but there is no place, Gu Chaoming stands with Lin Jianfan, waits for someone to get off the bus and pulls Lin Jianfan to the back to sit together.

The bus drove through a neighborhood, and many people got off. Gu Chaoming studied late all day, yawning and looking at the real estate advertisements outside the window.

Although he lives alone and has no financial pressure, the price of the house still keeps Gu Chaoming away.

Seeing the building advertisement outside the window on the bus going to the library, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan next to him with the lonely courage of a young man, thinking that he must work hard to make money in the future to give Lin Jianfan a stable home, and it is also his wish for Lin Jianfan It was a confidence to ask Lin Jianfan to be with him.

He believes that in the future, he will no longer be the brat he is now, and he must be as polite as Lin's father, so that Lin's mother can rest assured, and make himself feel that he can be relied on by Lin Jianfan instead of Lin Jianfan being innocent to him. people who believe.

The name Gu Tao reappeared in his life, and he was particularly prone to think far, far, far away. An advertisement could make him think of how to mention his relationship with Lin Jianfan to Lin Ma in the future.

Is it when you are in college or when you are working?Or just after graduating from high school?

Neither Gu Chaoming nor Lin Jianfan noticed what Lin's mother had noticed. Gu Chaoming was still thinking about the end of the third year of high school. He didn't know if he would be in the same school as Lin Jianfan in college. There are not many opportunities.

Teenagers who have never been to college have unreal and unconvinced fantasies about college.

If there are not many...then move out and live together?

On the bus, Gu Chaoming’s mind was lively. He thought about how he told Lin’s mother about their relationship, and wondered whether he should move out with Lin Jianfan at the university. He turned to look at Lin Jianfan beside him, and Gu Chaoming said, “If our university is not in the same school Shall we move out together?"

Lin, who was sleepy in the car, saw that Fan was refreshed when he heard Gu Chaoming's words about moving out, and he immediately said, "Okay."

"Then which university do you want to go to?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"What about you?" Lin Jianfan asked back.

"I want to hear from you first."

"Actually... I want to go to F University."

"F big?" Gu Chaoming was startled, "That's quite far away."

Lin Jianfan smiled: "Actually, University A is not bad."

Gu Chaoming glanced at Lin Jianfan: "It's okay to be far away, but I'm afraid that if it's too far away, I, a road idiot, will get lost and can't find you."

"Slick tongue." Lin Jianfan looked sideways at him.

Gu Chaoming laughed: "Then I'll go home and look up the university's renting information."

Gu Chaoming likes the feeling of being in control of things, so even though there are still a few months before the college entrance examination, and half a year before the university, Gu Chaoming already intends to have a thorough understanding of the university renting.

The topic of living together in the university was discussed until we got off the car and walked into the library. There were not many people in the library. Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan to find a seat next to the window just like the day when it first snowed last year.

Last time it was because there were no seats, but this time it was because the weather was so good and the sun was too bright, Gu Chaoming wanted to bask in the sun more.

Sitting down by the window, Lin saw that Fan spread out the review materials and soon got into a state of review, and Gu Chaoming followed his footsteps non-stop.

After reviewing for a while, Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan said to go to the bathroom, and just after entering the bathroom, they found an uncle wearing the same clothes as Gu Tao.Gu Chaoming blinked, and the uncle had already entered the toilet cubicle.

Gu Chaoming was only a little frightened at the first glance. That person was not Gu Tao, as he could tell from his back.

That person was much taller and thinner than Gu Tao.

Seeing a person wearing the same clothes as Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming inevitably thought of Gu Tao.

Gu Tao asked Zhou Han to give him a penny of the money, and he didn't move it. He was afraid that the banknotes would be unsafe at home, so he deposited them in the bank.

Gu Chaoming planned to return the money to Gu Tao, or spend it when Gu Tao came to him in the future, keeping it for him.

The man in the cubicle didn't come out for a long time, Gu Chaoming washed his hands, walked out of the toilet and returned to Lin Jianfan.

The windows of the library are large and connected together.Outside the window, green leaves grow on the dry branches in winter, and some trees have already formed tiny flower buds. A few birds stop on the branches, and their heads gather together as if they are in a meeting. "It spread its wings and flew away, and the rest stayed on the tree to hold their ground.

The thriving and vibrant scene outside the window temporarily relieved the pressure of the senior year and Gu Chaoming's unhappiness when he thought of Gu Tao.

The repeated life in the third year of high school was buried in the study all day long. Gu Chaoming thought that he would be the scumbag who couldn't help it first, but he didn't expect that it was Lin Jianfan who couldn't help it first.

Not long after walking back to his seat and sitting down, Gu Chaoming was solving a problem when he heard Lin Jianfan, who was doing homework next to him, mumble, "I really want to graduate."

Gu Chaoming kept smiling and answered him: "Graduation is of course good, and there is no need to do homework."

Lin Jianfan didn't answer, Gu Chaoming turned to look at him while writing his homework, and found Lin Jianfan rubbing his eyes.

A bright sun shines on Lin Jianfan outside the window, Gu Chaoming said to him: "If you are tired, take a rest first."

I really felt tired. I fell asleep when the bus was rickety in the car. After listening to Gu Chaoming talking about renting a house at the university, I couldn’t sleep. Lin Jianfan put down his pen and planned to rest for a while, so as to relax his brain that continued to think.

The way to relax is to lie on the table and stare at Gu Chaoming in a daze.

The mild spring sunshine fell on Gu Chaoming's side face through the glass windows of the library, and spread over his whole body. Lin Jianfan's gaze stopped on Gu Chaoming's face.

Sunlight sneaked into Gu Chaoming's ears, and Lin Jianfan's eyes also sneaked in.The sunlight passed through Gu Chaoming's eyelashes, and Lin Jianfan's gaze followed the sunlight dancing on Gu Chaoming's eyelashes.The sun slid across the bridge of Gu Chaoming's nose, and Lin Jianfan's gaze was fixed on the bridge of Gu Chaoming's nose.

His people are never tired of watching.

"Why are you looking at me?" Gu Chaoming had noticed Lin Jianfan's gaze on his face early on, and he didn't say it until Lin Jianfan stared at him uncomfortably.

As he said, he took Lin Jianfan's exercise book and covered Lin Jianfan's face, preventing him from reading it again.Lin Jianfan's laughter came from behind the exercise book.

When Lin Jianfan stopped smiling, Gu Chaoming took off the exercise book covering Lin Jianfan's face, only to find that Lin Jianfan had fallen asleep.

"Sleep so fast, did you not sleep well yesterday?" Gu Chaoming said softly.

Fearing that Lin would catch a cold when Fan fell asleep, Gu Chaoming took off his coat and covered him up.

Outside the window is a bright spring, the birds are singing in the trees, the gentle light hits the boy's face, the boy is sleeping beside him, sleeping in their best age.

Lin Jianfan was really good at sleeping, Gu Chaoming finished a paper and turned to look at Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan was still sleeping, Gu Chaoming pulled the coat covering him.After writing an essay and reviewing English, Lin Jianfan was still sleeping, and when he was about to leave, Gu Chaoming had to pat Lin Jianfan who was still sleeping.

"See Fan, see Fan, let's go, we're going home." Gu Chaoming lightly patted Lin Jianfan on the shoulder.

Lin Jianfan, who was lying on the table, moved and made a humming sound just waking up. Gu Chaoming thought it was cute, looked around, and didn't disturb others. He reached out and touched Lin Jianfan's head. Fan rubbed his head.

Lin Jianfan's hair is very soft and feels very comfortable to the touch.

Dazed, he opened his eyes and sat up. Gu Chaoming took his clothes and kept them from falling on the floor. Seeing that Lin Fan wanted to stretch, he thought that he was in the library so as not to disturb others, so he lifted his clothes halfway. Hand back.

The sober Gu Chaoming looked at him and smiled, and Lin who just woke up saw that Fan was too cute.

Gu Chaoming put on his coat, put on his schoolbag, and patted Lin Jianfan on the back: "Let's go, go home."

Lin Jianfan nodded, stood up and walked out of the library with Gu Chaoming.

When Lin Jianfan walked out of the library gate, he laughed at himself: "I didn't do anything all afternoon, I just slept."

"Sleep more, and study again when you have the energy. Besides, you are the number one when you sleep. I can't catch up with you when I review every day." Gu Chaoming said.

"I haven't." Lin Jianfan retorted habitually.

Gu Chaoming, who had done his homework all afternoon, had formulas left in his head, and Lin Jianfan, who had slept all afternoon, was much more energetic than when he came here.

Sure enough, he fell asleep, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was walking ahead and told him to hurry up.

After walking out of the library, I opened the group messages that I hadn’t read. After reading the chat messages between Su Bing and Cen Xili in the afternoon, I realized that Su Bing and Cen Xili were not far from the library.

Cen Xili came out to ride a bicycle, and Su Bing came out to play skateboards.

Gu Chaoming replied a message in the group of Auspicious Three Treasures, telling them that he didn't check his mobile phone in the library in the afternoon, and Su Bing immediately caught him and asked him to come and play with them. .

"Relax and relax." Su Bing said.

Gu Chaoming looked at the time, it was at the transition point between afternoon and dusk.The temperature in the afternoon has not subsided, and the dusk has not climbed to the horizon.

After reading Su Bing's message, Gu Chaoming looked up at Lin Jianfan who told him to give him the green light.

Gu Chaoming trotted over, handed the phone to Lin Jianfan, and asked him, "Do you want to go?"

Seeing that Fan had no objection at all, Lin nodded.

Su Bing's skateboard is very smooth after practice. When Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan arrived, Su Bing was showing his skateboarding skills to Cen Xili.

Cen Xili applauded vigorously, and Su Bingke was stunned. When Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming came, Su Bingli pulled them up to "worship" him.

"Don't worship brother, brother is just a legend." Su Bing said after showing off his skills.

Gu Chaoming shook his head: "You are getting old."

Su Bing ignored him and wanted to show them both. Gu Chaoming didn't want to watch, and walked towards Cen Xili who was sitting by the roadside.

Lin Jianfan also wanted to follow, but Su Bing dragged him to watch him skateboard because he couldn't walk fast enough.

Gu Chaoming walked up to Cen Xili and turned his head.

Hey, where's my boyfriend, isn't he just following behind?

Looking at Su Bingna again, Su Bing grabbed the talkative Lin Jianfan to watch him skateboard again.

Gu Chaoming originally wanted to rush up to snatch people, but after thinking about it, he would sit next to Cen Xili who was resting, and letting Lin Jianfan play with other people for a while would be good for his character. Gu Chaoming hoped that Lin Jianfan would accept Su Bing or others would not Because of him, but because I felt able to be friends with them.

"How does it feel to sit with Su Bing?" Gu Chaoming asked his former tablemate Cen Xili after sitting down.

"It's not good," Cen Xili said, "My ears are about to explode."

Gu Chaoming laughed, Su Bing met him, and he could still fight with Su Bing. Su Bing didn't seem to talk that much, and when he sat with Cen Xili, who talked less, Su Bing was like a Tang monk.

"Do you miss the days when you sat with me?" Gu Chaoming asked jokingly.

Cen Xili nodded: "Sitting with you, although you look at Lin Jianfan like a watchman every day, it's better than Su Bing's fried ears."

Gu Chaoming glanced at Cen Xili and snorted, "You mortals don't understand my affectionate eyes."

Cen Xili glanced back at him, shook his head and said, "We don't understand, you are a fairy, oh no, a fairy boy."

Gu Chaoming slapped Cen Xili hard: "Sitting with Su Bing, your tongue has become sharper. I have never seen you so snarky when we were together before."

Gu Chaoming's eyes aimed at Cen Xili's bicycle: "Can you take someone with you?"

Cen Xili followed Gu Chaoming's gaze and looked at his bicycle: "No, there is no seat at the back."

He knew what Gu Chaoming was thinking.

"Then, can't the front work?"

A layer of dark yellow sunset slowly spread out from the horizon, and penetrated into the sky little by little unnoticed, dyeing the sky red and blackening it, like a cracked egg yolk, the egg yolk seeped into the sky, seeped into the forest. Fan's surprised pupils.

"Can I really sit on it? I'm afraid of falling." Lin Jianfan said as he sat on the front bumper of Cen Xili's car.

Gu Chaoming put his arms across in front of him, holding the handle of the car and said to him: "It's okay, you can sit, trust me."

Su Bing, who was skating on a skateboard, asked, "Gu Shuai, do you know how to ride a bike?"

Gu Chaoming raised his chin proudly: "Yes."

"Now I have a face that can ride a bicycle, and a pair of legs that can ride a bicycle." Su Bing said.

Cen Xili, who was standing by the side, smiled. Su Bing said in the cafeteria that Gu Chaoming had a face that looked like he could ride a bicycle, but he didn't have a pair of legs that could ride a bicycle. Cen Xili still remembered it.

Seeing that Fan didn't know what they were laughing at, Lin asked Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming said, "Su Bing is smirking, leave him alone."

After finishing speaking, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to sit down and stepped on the pedal.

The wind in the spring evening was a bit cool. Gu Chaoming started to ride very slowly at a speed that ensured Lin Jianfan's safety. Su Bing said, "Gu Shuai, are you exhausted?"

Gu Chaoming told him not to make noise, and then speeded up after Lin saw Fan getting used to it. Su Bing was still booing beside him, and said he wanted to make a video record.The phone was pointed at Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan covered his face with his hands, Gu Zhaoming lowered his head to see Lin Jianfan not wanting to be photographed, looked up and said to Cen Xili, "Xili borrow your car, and I will return it to you later."

Riding a bicycle, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to sit down and sped up to escape from Su Bing.

The bicycle disappeared from Su Bing's sight, and Su Bing said to Cen Xili, "The two of them have lived together again, and they still rode your bicycle."

After learning how to ride a bicycle, Gu Chaoming fell in love with cycling. He liked the wind brought by the slope, which was exciting and refreshing, but now he took Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming did not dare to be so presumptuous.

No matter how bold, the rider still puts the safety and experience of the rider first.

"Won't it fall?" Gu Chaoming asked with a smile while riding the bike.

Lin Jianfan shook his head, his laughter was filled with joy: "It's still safe, but it's not comfortable to sit on."

The corners of Gu Chaoming's mouth widened because of Lin Jianfan's words: "I can only feel wronged, Xili's car doesn't have a back seat, I will definitely buy a car with a back seat in the future, but if there is a back seat, I can't let you sit in the front coming."

The front is closer, as if holding Lin Jianfan in his arms.

"It's also possible." Lin Jianfan said in a low voice.

"Huh?" Lin Jianfan whispered so that Gu Chaoming didn't hear what he said, only Lin Jianfan said.

Lin Jianfan's face was stained with a little blush, Gu Chaoming knew that he must not miss this sentence.

"What did you say?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"I said even if your car has a back seat, I can sit in the front as long as you want." Lin Jianfan said a little louder.

This time Gu Chaoming heard it clearly.

Gu Chaoming's heart was so jubilant that he was about to rush out of boiling water, he asked Lin Jianfan: "Do you want to?"

Lin Jianfan nodded: "As long as you want."

Because it is you, so I can.

Gu Chaoming smiled like a spring flower: "You should say what you want, I want to hear it, can you say it again?"

"Why?" Lin Jianfan asked.

"Because I want to hear it, because it sounds like you said yes to my marriage proposal. Would you? I would."

Lin Jianfan, who was surrounded by him, looked at the moving scenery in front of him and smiled: "I am willing."

The wind blew past the ear, sending Lin Jianfan's "I'm willing" to Gu Chaoming's ear.

Gu Chaoming whispered to Lin Jianfan, "I am willing too.

The wheels run over the setting sun that covers the road.Lin Jianfan looked at the scenery in front of him, the back of the young man behind him was covered with the spring sunset, and he stepped on the pedals vigorously with both feet, leading him to ride to a distant place called the future.

Many years later, Lin Jianfan, who really arrived in the future, would often dream of the sunset of this day, that they had arrived in the future, their future.