the world in which he exists

Qu Yingyi found out that Gu Chaoming was in love a few days before the final exam.Gu Chaoming almost doubted whether his mother had the ability to see through the hearts of others through the tone of their voices. He only mentioned Lin Jianfan's name accidentally on the phone, and he happened to be discussing love with Qu Yingyi. Upon hearing his tone, Ying Yi guessed that her son was in love.

Speak well to Lin Jianfan at the gate of the hospital, and he is not allowed to hide their relationship from others.Facing Qu Yingyi, Gu Chaoming wanted to tell Qu Yingyi that Lin Jianfan was his boyfriend, but he was afraid that Qu Yingyi would not accept it, so he broke his original promise privately. , Gu Chaoming began to change the topic, and did not want to bring the topic to Lin Jianfan.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Chaoming held the phone with the screen dimmed, and slowly began to regret the deception he had just done to Qu Yingyi.He also wanted to announce directly to Qu Yingyi that Qu Yingyi was his most trusted mother, but facing her, Gu Chaoming was far from having the courage to announce his relationship with Lin Jianfan to the doctor who treated him in the hospital.

As the saying goes, being close to the hometown is timid, the more Gu Chaoming faces the people he cares about, the more he is afraid of waves and loss.

Looking at the darkened cell phone for a long time, Gu Chaoming dialed Lin Jianfan's number and voluntarily admitted that he had just broken his promise.

Lin Jianfan, who was understanding and reasonable, fully forgiven him.

"It's okay, if my mother asks me, I will hesitate." Lin Jianfan seemed to understand Gu Chaoming's sense of betrayal, "You didn't do anything wrong, and you didn't betray me, you just care about what your mother thinks of us. "

Hearing the latter sentence, Gu Chaoming almost wanted to hug Lin Jianfan through the phone, hugged him, shook him, and said to him, "Why are you so nice."

After the phone call with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming was no longer afraid of the turmoil between him and Lin Jianfan.Because he believes that no matter how high the waves are or how dangerous the mountains are, Lin Jianfan will walk with him, and he will firmly hold Lin Jianfan's hand, cross thousands of waves, cross ten thousand mountains, and reach the The far future.

My boyfriend is great, Gu Chaoming has always known it.Lin Jianfan won the award before the end of the term, and was No.1 as usual after the end of the term.

The announcement of the final exam results does not represent the beginning of the long summer vacation as before. The summer vacation from the second year of high school to the third year of high school is tiring and busy.

The remedial lesson plan organized by the school has already released the news before the end of school, and the two-month summer vacation of the third year of senior high school takes up more than half of the remedial lessons.

Among the four people who heard the news, only Su Binggui cried and howled, sad for the summer vacation that was taken up by make-up classes. Cen Xili had already prepared for the review of the third year of high school before the final exam started, and Gu Chaoming was already gearing up to prepare for the homework. The third year of the scourge's high school.Needless to say Lin Jianfan's grades, Gu Chaoming was not worried at all.Su Bing cried and howled for a long time, but no one could understand his sadness.

Classes will continue as usual on the day the final grades are announced.When looking at the results, Gu Chaoming can see Lin Jianfan's results at the first glance when he walks to the top of the ranking list without searching. Going forward, every time Gu Chaoming searched among the countless personal names on the ranking list, looking for his own name.When searching, he always worried about seeing his name behind.

When he walked over and saw that Lin Jianfan was at the top of the list, and found his name after going through untold hardships, Gu Chaoming once again felt the difference between himself and Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming once again lamented that luckily it was just a gap in grades, and there was still room for effort, and grades were not everything.

Even so, the differences between families and the inferiority complex brought about by the family cannot be changed, nor can it be changed by hard work.Learning may not last a lifetime, but families can.

Worried that he would not be as good as Lin Jianfan in his studies, and would not be able to catch up with Lin Jianfan in the future, Gu Chaoming studied hard, but the gap between families Gu Chaoming was afraid that when he had to confess to his parents in the future, Lin Ma and Lin Dad would hate him.

Lin Jianfan, just hearing the meaning of his name, one can draw the conclusion that Lin Jianfan's parents love him very much.Lin Jianfan has parents who love him and a complete family, but what about himself?There are only families who can't wait to escape, fathers who have disappeared, and mothers who are married to other wives.

And what do I have?Only being alone.

Family factors are realistic and cannot be changed by his hard work.

What should we do then?

Lin Jianfan didn't know that Gu Chaoming could think for so long. Gu Chaoming leaned against the railing of the corridor, with his arms casually and comfortably resting on the railing. Lin Jianfan stood beside him, looking at the slowly moving clouds in the sky.

"Look, does that cloud look like a spoon?" Lin Jianfan pointed it out to Gu Chaoming, as happy as a child who had never seen a cloud before.

Gu Chaoming didn't turn around to look at Yun, but looked at him, looked at him smiling, looked at his innocence and cuteness.

Gu Chaoming smiled, the final exams were over, but Gu Tao still didn't come to him, Gu Chaoming felt that the current life was too beautiful, too beautiful to be real.

If he could continue to live like this, Gu Chaoming felt that it would be okay to die young, but Lin Jianfan would not allow it, and Gu Chaoming was also worried that leaving Lin Jianfan alone would hurt him.

Gu Chaoming just wanted his life to end at the happiest time, and meeting Lin Jianfan was his happiest moment.He became an awkward person, thinking of dying at the happiest time while thinking of dying happily with Lin Jianfan at the same time.In the end, we will be happy until we grow old together and win, because the happiest thing with Lin Jianfan is always the next moment.

What does it matter if family factors cannot be changed?Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and thought, as long as they are not changed by family factors.

The sunshine in the corridor covered Lin Jianfan who was smiling and looking at the clouds with a layer of golden velvet, and Gu Chaoming looked at him.In fact, he doesn't need these things. He is the light in his world when he is alone and untouched.

"I especially like the feeling that I am slowly getting better when I'm with you." Gu Chaoming leaned on the railing, turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan, his eyes were full of sweetness that he didn't want to hide.

"You are very good." Lin Jianfan seemed to hear Gu Chaoming's heart from Gu Chaoming's words, and he looked into Gu Chaoming's eyes.

It seems to be encouraging Gu Chaoming, whose grades are not as good as his, but it is not.In Lin Jianfan's heart, Gu Chaoming will always be a better person than himself. He is cheerful, bright, loves and hates clearly, and his eyes are always bright. Even after the wind and frost, his eyes are still bright and sunny .

He was affirming Gu Chaoming, the most perfect Gu Chaoming in his heart.

Two people who are together feel that the other is better than themselves, and see each other's bright spots.

However, Gu Chaoming's outspokenness made him hear Lin Jianfan's words, and he remembered the advertisement line, and immediately received: "You are beautiful~"

Seeing Fan sigh, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming wanted to slap himself a few times.At such a romantic moment, why can't my mouth control the atmosphere?

"You are already very good. Before and now, you are all very good. It is not the reason for the increase in your score, it is yourself. Because you have a stubborn spirit, life oppresses you to go down, but your heart is going up Yes. Life weighs on your back, and you can walk with it on your back, and still have time to joke with me."

Lin Jianfan didn't smile when he said this, he was confessing his heart very seriously.Gu Chaoming didn't blame his mouth any more, and Gu Chaoming, who hurt others with one mouth, was sometimes too stunned to speak.

Gu Chaoming stared blankly at Lin Jianfan, and after a long time he smiled in relief, raised his hand to stroke Lin Jianfan's soft head, and the warm sunlight slipped past his hands.

In midsummer, when the second year of high school and the third year of high school were connected, the whole city was like a melting pot, the scorching sun scorched the earth, and the summer breeze also had its own heating.

Su Bing finally moved into the third floor of the high school building where he often sneaked in just to catch a glimpse of his senior after his senior left for the college entrance examination.

It is no different from the previous teaching building, as are the tables and chairs, but the atmosphere in the building and the slogans that can be seen everywhere make it impossible for those who do not want to study to ignore the power of the third year.

After moving to the new classroom, Lao Chen stood on the podium and told his classmates about the tight schedule of the third year of senior high school and studying hard.Gu Chaoming went from traveling and playing Sudoku in his second year of high school to listening carefully now. It took a year, spring wind and winter snow.

Sitting on the desks and chairs in the third year teaching building, Gu Chaoming still did not change his temper in the second year of high school, and continued to stare at Lin Jianfan's back from behind in another classroom.

Lin Jianfan's back was still in that position, and Gu Chaoming was still appreciating with his head propped up. Nothing had changed, it was just a different classroom.

In this way, their senior year in high school began amidst old Chen's nagging voice of persuasion.

The overwhelming study did not exceed Gu Chaoming's expectations. He was already ready to stay up late to study, and he bought a lot of coffee and put it on the table.

It was not easy to have a day off during the hot summer tutoring. Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to buy materials and stationery together, and went out to have fun and make a date.

One morning is more than enough time to buy stationery and materials. Gu Chaoming had expected it a long time ago. He bought two movie tickets in advance and pretended to propose to go home after buying the materials. happy.He had to see the unsatisfactory expression on Lin Jianfan's face, so he took out two movie tickets and waved them in front of Lin Jianfan.

"Does this gentleman have time to accompany you to watch a movie?" Gu Chaoming asked while pinching the movie ticket.

The unsatisfactory expression on Lin Jianfan's face disappeared immediately when he saw the movie ticket, and Lin Jianfan nodded and took the movie ticket.

Gu Chaoming always said that Guan Hui was a child, and why was he not? He always liked to use this kind of tricks to make Lin Jianfan happy.

The snacks conjured out of the pocket, the movie tickets that have been prepared long ago, and the unashamedly asking "Miss me?"

The small surprises in life and the small joys in repeated life in the third year of high school are all given by Gu Chaoming.

It was a pleasant day in the third year of high school tutoring. Gu Chaoming was immersed in the sweetness of Lin Jianfan by his side all day long, until he went to a restaurant for dinner and saw the waitress in the restaurant looking up and down at Lin Jianfan and following him non-stop. gaze.

The girl in the apron didn't look too big, but the way she kept staring at Lin Jianfan made Gu Chaoming feel an unprecedented sense of crisis.

Gu Chaoming even deliberately hugged Lin Jianfan to show his intimacy. When the waiter girl saw Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming moved his body calmly to block Lin Jianfan in front of him, but he didn't know that in the eyes of the waiter girl, this could only show that they were very A very good brother, showing that he knows the contact information of the handsome guy he is holding.

Gu Chaoming deliberately said that he wanted to order something else, and asked Lin Jianfan to take the place, and came to the ordering counter where the waitress girl was standing.

The girl at the cash register looked up and saw that it was the person next to the handsome guy. After Gu Chaoming finished ordering, the girl tentatively asked: "Your friend is so handsome. Fortunately, I put on makeup today. Does he have a girlfriend? If not, can you put him on?" Tell me his contact information?"

The waitress girl was too proactive, her inquiring eyes coupled with the expectant expression on her brow made Gu Chaoming think a million times, "I won't give you my boyfriend's contact information".

Thinking that she could get the contact information of the handsome guy, the girl smiled with a nympho and excitement.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan who was sitting on the seat waiting for him, Lin Jianfan saw him look over, and wondered if something happened to Gu Chaoming?Lin saw that Fan wanted to come over but was stopped by Gu Chaoming shaking his head.

Gu Chaoming, who stopped Lin Jianfan, turned his head and said to the nympho girl, "He has a partner and loves him very much, you have no chance."

Gu Chaoming had a slightly malicious smile on his face.

Don't get his idea, you have no chance.

After saying the sentence of no chance, Gu Chaoming said to the nympho waitress with sourness of jealousy and sweetness of showing off: "I also have a partner, and he loves me very much, you have no chance."

I am too bad, Gu Chaoming walked back to Lin Jianfan and thought.

Gu Chaoming sat down beside Lin Jianfan, and Lin Jianfan asked, "What did you just say?"

Gu Chaoming smiled: "I didn't say anything."

Studying is the only theme in the itinerant high school life. There is one test every three days and one test every five days. Gu Chaoming tries hard to adapt to the accelerated review rhythm, so that he can keep ahead of the review rhythm and not be left behind.

Any small surprise in the repeated life is worthy of surprise. Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming are in the stage of making progress together in love and review. Su Bing has settled down a lot since his senior sister graduated, but recently it seems that he has a new relationship. I heard that the class Does anyone like him?

"That's what they said." Su Bing said.

"Fuck, she will like you? You are such a slutty man." Gu Chaoming didn't believe it.

The girl that Gu Chaoming was talking about was the girl who asked Su Bing to help them move the books on the day Cen Xili was confessed by Guan Hui last time.

That girl always asks Su Bing for help, Su Bing is willing to help others and doesn't think about that at all.

"Where am I slutty? They say she likes me." Su Bing said.

Once again, I was called by a girl to help, and once again I met my classmates on the road, and once again I asked them to help but was rejected.

He was rejected every time, but this time when Su Bing came back and asked the classmate who refused to help why he didn't go, the classmate said: "How dare we go, if we go, it will break other people's plan."

"What's the plan?" Su Bing, whom Gu Chaoming called "Love Saint", sometimes didn't understand, or after the senior sister left, Su Bing's "Love Saint" ability also disappeared.

The classmate explained: "Didn't you realize that she calls you every time, doesn't she call someone else, and she always calls you for big and small things."

Having said that, Su Bing's finger on the table stopped.

Indeed, that girl always asks him for help, and last time she and Cen Xili moved very few books together.At that time, Su Bing thought that this book might be too much for a girl, but later Su Bing thought that he had seen that girl carrying a bucket.

No way……

"Then what are you going to do?" Gu Chaoming asked while taking out the snacks given by Lin Jianfan from the drawer.

The snacks were given by Lin Jianfan, who Lin Jianfan said was made by his mother.Gu Chaoming would eat desserts made by his mother-in-law even if he didn't like sweet ones.

"Take one step at a time. If she doesn't confess her love, I will pretend not to know." Su Bing said.

"What if she confesses?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"Then what else? If you refuse, is it possible to agree?"

Gu Chaoming swallowed the snack in his mouth, and he looked at Su Bing who said this in surprise.

Su Bing seemed to have changed in a place that Gu Chaoming didn't notice. In the past, whether he liked Su Bing or not, he would always come to him, but now he just said "reject" as a matter of course.

"Why are you looking at me like that? It's disgusting." Su Bing said, looking at Gu Chaoming's gaze.

Gu Chaoming didn't say what he thought in his heart, he just smiled.

Life is changing, and the people around him are also changing. With the sweet taste of snacks in Gu Chaoming's mouth, he looks in the direction of Lin Jianfan, who is sitting there teaching Li Zhao math.

The summer wind is not cool, the snacks in his mouth are sweet which he doesn't like, but the life is smooth which he likes.

Drive forward smoothly.