the world in which he exists

The sun after school in summer is still warm as usual, never shrinking back, still selflessly shining on the earth.

After the joint efforts of the blackboard newspaper, the large frame is basically completed. It only needs to fill in the words and paint the rest of the color.

The four of them covered all the work of the blackboard newspaper, and those who were not good-looking and could not draw, Gu Chaoming and Su Bing, were left to help Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili.

There was a light layer of chalk dust on his hands, and the chalk was handed over. Gu Chaoming and Su Bing, who were handing the chalk, started to fight again. Cen Xili turned a deaf ear to the two people's unnutritious words, and continued to draw calmly.

Some students on duty would restrain themselves a little when they were there, but when the student on duty left, Gu Chaoming revealed his true nature and took Lin Jianfan to spread dog food.

Every time Su Bing would "sneer at it", the usage rate of the word forgetting righteousness reached an unprecedented new peak.

Su Bing just said goodbye to Liu Xiaopang from the next class after cleaning and said goodbye to him in the corridor. Once he entered the classroom, he found Gu Chaoming talking to Lin Jianfan.

Su Bing felt that his eyes were going to be blind, but looking at Cen Xili who was coloring a flower on the edge of the blackboard and facing the greasy air around him, Su Bing admired him.

Xi Li is afraid that he will become a Buddha, so he can bear it.

"Stop, stop, pay attention to the impact in public places." Su Bing walked into the classroom and said.

As the summer temperature rises, Su Bing finds that Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan are getting more and more tired.It was the same when Guan Hui came up to look for Cen Xili, and Cen Xili avoided him.

After Guan Hui left, Gu Chaoming returned to his grumpy nature.Pretend to be cold and serious in front of his juniors, and after washing the mop and going upstairs, he asked Lin Jianfan with unreasonable enthusiasm, "Miss me?"

Su Bing vomited behind with a mop.

They, Gu Shuai, have changed. He used to be a person who had no interest in anything, and he could say that he was lonely, but now he said "Miss me?"

The times are changing, Su Bing lamented, Feng Shui takes turns, who would have thought that he would become a single dog after being a romantic life?

He walked into the classroom with a mop and began to mop the floor. Halfway through the mop, Cen Xili went to the toilet, and Su Bing dropped the mop and followed.

Suddenly there was only two classrooms left. Gu Chaoming stood in the aisle of the classroom, dragging the mop with water under the desks.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan who was drawing a blackboard newspaper behind him.

Lin Jianfan stood on the chair and filled in the blackboard with chalk without saying a word.The classroom is very quiet, only the sound of each other's breathing and the sound of chalk rubbing against the blackboard can be heard.

The dust generated by the friction between the chalk and the blackboard floated in the air. Gu Chaoming finished mopping a group, holding the mop stick in his palm, and quietly admired it.

The back door of the classroom is open, there is no wind after class in summer, and only sunlight enters the room, like pouring honey, pouring on the ground at the back door of the classroom, pouring on the unfinished blackboard newspaper, pouring on the unfinished Lin Jianfan, who was coloring with chalk in front of his blackboard newspaper.

The fingers holding the chalk are covered with a layer of dry chalk dust, and the slender fingers move in the sunlight pouring in.The chalk dust blooming between the chalk and the blackboard dances in the sunlight.

Gu Chaoming watched quietly, not paying attention to why Su Bing and Cen Xili didn't come back after going to the bathroom for so long.

After appreciating for a while, Gu Chaoming remembered his duties as a day-to-day student, and walked over with a mop, fearing that the mop would hit the stool under Lin Jianfan's feet and fall Lin Jianfan, so Gu Chaoming walked over to Lin Jianfan who was coloring. Said: "I'm going to start dragging this piece, you be careful."

"Okay." Lin Jianfan looked down and replied.

The students on duty at the back of the classroom usually dragged it from beginning to end, but Gu Chaoming didn't drag it elsewhere first, but walked to Lin Jianfan with a mop.

The wet mop circled around the chair where Lin Jianfan was standing.Gu Chaoming's movements under the stool made Lin Jianfan stop drawing, and Lin Jianfan looked down at Gu Chaoming who was mopping the floor next to his stool.

Lin Jianfan had a smile on his lips, and his eyes followed Gu Chaoming's mop.

Gu Chaoming didn't make trouble around Lin Jianfan.

He has been drawing circles around Lin Jianfan.

"What are you doing?" Lin Jianfan's voice carried the sweetness that Su Bing wanted to complain every time.

Gu Chaoming stopped drawing with the mop, and a watery circle drawn with the mop surrounded Lin Jianfan's stool, like a magic circle.

That was Gu Chaoming's masterpiece.

"Draw a circle and you are mine." The magician who drew the circle looked up and said.

Gu Chaoming is always like this, saying whatever comes to mind, always giving Lin Jianfan unexpected surprises.

One sentence made Lin Jianfan on the chair almost unable to draw.

The instigator finished his love story and took the mop to other places to mop his land calmly.

A classroom, two people who love each other, a word of love, two hearts beating for each other.

Lin Jianfan, who was standing on the chair, looked at Gu Chaoming's back mopping the floor, then turned to face the blackboard and secretly laughed.

The setting sun was reflected in the classroom, Gu Chaoming finished mopping the floor, Su Bing and Cen Xili hadn’t come back yet, Gu Chaoming was not in a hurry, anyway, he was alone when he got home, so it’s better to sit at school longer and stay with Lin Jianfan .

After mopping, Gu Chaoming was not in a hurry to wash the mop, and wanted to wait for Su Bing to come back together.The mop was placed by the last row of tables, and Gu Chaoming took a stool and sat on his back, with his arms folded on the back of the chair, his chin resting leisurely on the back of his hands, and his eyes tenderly looked at Lin Jianfan who was painting.

The windows are wide open on a summer day, and thin white curtains hang calmly by the windows.

The boy who drew the picture did not turn around, the boy who sat on the chair did not speak, and there was no wind, but the boy who painted knew that the boy behind him was watching him, and the boy who sat on the chair knew that the boy who painted knew that he was watching him .

They are tacit.

The air without words is not cold, on the contrary, it is even more viscous, sticky into a ball, and it is inseparable.

There is a thing called peace of mind flowing in the air, no words to communicate, just need you by my side, I seem to be able to relax myself, to be self-willed, to become a weak me, and to be so strong that even though I am afraid, I can You protect behind.

The peace of mind and trust you get from Lin Jianfan cannot be obtained from others, and it is not achieved overnight. Instead, it moistens things silently and penetrates into the hearts of both parties bit by bit. It is also what Gu Chaoming likes the most. tacit agreement.

He watched quietly, Lin Jianfan painted quietly.

With a smile on his lips, Gu Chaoming sat back on the chair and turned his head to finally find two heads protruding from the window.When Gu Chaoming turned his head, the two heads outside the window retracted immediately.

I can see what else to hide, Gu Chaoming thought as he opened the window.

Gu Chaoming, who was standing in the window, looked at Cen Xili who was squatting in the corridor outside the window, and Su Bing, who was in a hurry and fell to the ground because he saw him approaching.

"I didn't expect you two to be voyeuristic." Gu Chaoming said "Huh".

Noticing that Cen Xili, who didn't like gossip before, was also squatting outside the window with Su Bing, Gu Chaoming blamed Su Bing who stood up: "It was you who broke Xili and took him to peep."

"Hey, why are you blaming me again?" Su Bing refused to accept, "Xili is also a gossip, okay? Don't think that Xili is short and pure, in fact, his mind of gossip is stronger than mine, so I don't need to spoil it."

Cen Xili: "???"

A kick was given to Su Bing, and Cen Xili clapped his hands and left a sentence "huh, I'm 1.9 meters" and walked into the classroom swaggeringly.

The blackboard poster with the theme of striving for the third year of high school is good, and the tiredness and constant bickering in the classroom after school are transferred from the classroom after school to Gu Chaoming's new home.

The closer the final exam was, the more Su Bing didn't want to go home, so he had to drag Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili to sit together at Gu Chaoming's house every day, so as to avoid his bombshell father.

The end of the term is approaching, and they are all working hard to review. Gu Chaoming did not expect Lin Jianfan to win a composition award while he did not take the exam.

The last time Lao Chen talked about this composition competition in class, Gu Chaoming was busy studying and didn't listen carefully. He only knew that Lin Jianfan was called to participate.

At that time, Gu Chaoming did not ask Lin Jianfan about the composition competition. At that time, he was worried whether Gu Tao would come to him. Lin Jianfan didn't say anything, and Gu Chaoming didn't remember it on purpose. Before, I gave Lin Jianfan a first prize certificate.

Gu Chaoming will never forget the appearance of Lin Jianfan standing on the podium in the school auditorium with all the lights shining on him.

It was an angel, an angel that flew out of his dream.

The boy who lit up his dream stood on the podium and stood in his eyes.

Gu Chaoming sat on the seat in the auditorium, as if sitting on the edge of a cliff, with the whistling wind in his ears, and the cool wind behind him.

He stands on the edge of a cliff.

Oops.

Lin Jianfan, who was holding a certificate under the lights on the stage, smiled at him.

He jumped into the cliff behind him, into Lin Jianfan's smile.

When the three words "Lin Jianfan" came out of the speaker, Gu Chaoming felt that the name was shining, emitting a dazzling light.

There is no other sound that is as pleasant as this.

The host teacher spoke in a calm voice.

"I'm going up." Lin Jianfan who heard his name smiled at Gu Chaoming beside him and stood up.

Gu Chaoming stared at him as he walked down the stairs, looking at his back like standing high and staring at the top of his hair during a chorus competition, his eyes were soft and bright, and the depths of his pupils radiated the light of hope.

Lin Jianfan walked down the stairs and walked slowly up to the podium.He took these few steps slowly, but firmly stepped on Gu Chaoming's heart.

Lin saw that Fan was tall and straight, and the lights on the stage hit the top of his hair.His eyebrows are stretched, and his polite appearance is almost carved out of the same mold as his gentle father.

After receiving the certificate and shaking hands with the leader, Lin Jianfan stood on the stage with a slight smile, facing the students below without showing any timidity, and looked at the boy sitting on the seat with starry eyes.

Seeing Lin Jianfan looking at him, Gu Chaoming smiled at Lin Jianfan on the stage, as if responding to his gaze.

Lin Jianfan on the stage received Gu Chaoming's smile from the audience, and he also laughed along with Gu Chaoming. His smile was bright, shining with confidence that he never had before, and the lights of the entire auditorium seemed insignificant.

After receiving the award, Lin Jianfan, holding the certificate, stepped down from the stage and walked towards Gu Chaoming.

Uniform school uniform, in the vast crowd, Lin Jianfan walked up the stairs and came towards him through the crowd.

The aisle in the middle seemed to be a gap automatically reserved for him. Gu Chaoming saw that with every step he took, beautiful flowers bloomed everywhere he went, white, yellow, finely divided, and large flowers, opening up a path. flower road.

Gu Chaoming seemed to hear the birdsong in spring, the sun was shining, the young man was bathed in the sun, and walked towards him with a smile.

Only then did Gu Chaoming understand.

It turned out that the blossoming world he had been looking for was right beside him.

It turns out that as long as he is in the world, it is a world full of flowers.

Sitting back to his seat, with the certificate resting on his lap, Lin saw that Fan's palms were sweating from tension.

Lin saw that Fan was timid. On the stage, he was a handsome guy with good grades and confidence in the eyes of the students he didn't know, and a good student in the school in the eyes of the leaders who presented the awards. Chong looked back at Lin Jianfan who was beside Chaoming.

In the camera recorded by the school, he is unbelievably confident, but Lin Jianfan knows his pretense and the horror when he sees countless pairs of eyes staring at him. He is even afraid that the sweaty palms will make him unable to hold the certificate tightly. , the certificate will slip to the ground and make a joke.

Fortunately, no, Lin Jianfan stepped down smoothly and returned to Gu Chaoming's side smoothly.

Everything went well. After stepping off the stage, Lin Jianfan's wild heartbeat on the stage gradually calmed down, but the palm covering the fingers holding the edge of the certificate made Lin Jianfan's heartbeat, which had finally calmed down, beat wildly again.

Seeing that Fan turned his head to look at Gu Chaoming who was holding his hand, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming tilted his head and smiled at him.

It's hitting my heart.

From Gu Chaoming's smile, Lin Jianfan understood what it means to shoot in the heart.

Pound.

The blood splattered, the heart stopped beating, and the senses were uncontrollable and refused to shift, and were firmly attracted until the blood drained.

Lin saw that Fan's language system had failed, his mind was empty and he couldn't answer.

There were so many people in the auditorium, Gu Chaoming only touched it lightly. He could see the hidden tension in Lin Jianfan's heart when he was on the stage, and even when he stepped off the stage, his fingers were still tightly grasping the edge of the certificate.

My heart must be beating on stage, Gu Chaoming thought as he looked at Lin Jianfan's face.

A red leather certificate not only allowed Gu Chaoming to see Lin Jianfan's nervousness, but also allowed Gu Chaoming to realize the gap between himself and Lin Jianfan once again.

Gu Chaoming is not someone who shrinks back when encountering difficulties. Even if there is a wall in front of him, as long as Lin Jianfan is on the other side of the wall, he can smash through the wall.

In the face of difficulties, Gu Chaoming chose to move forward. Just like Yuanyuan who felt that he was no match for kindergarten, he chose to study hard. He chose to use his own efforts to catch up instead of standing still and waiting.

Lin Jianfan's red certificate did not hurt Gu Chaoming's eyes.It made Gu Chaoming feel that he was not as good as Lin Jianfan, but it didn't make Gu Chaoming shrink back, instead it made Gu Chaoming lean closer to Lin Jianfan's ear.

The vigorous breath made Lin Jianfan's ears itch a little, but his heart was not as itchy. He couldn't help laughing. He heard Gu Chaoming whisper in his ear, "Remember to wait for me."

"What are you waiting for?"

"Wait until I catch up with you."

When I catch up with you, we will leave this place and go to the world of flowers and brocades you mentioned.

Lin Jianfan laughed again, and everyone started applauding for some unknown reason.Lin Jianfan didn't hear what the host said, but everyone applauded, just follow along.

Gu Chaoming also applauded, but his eyes still stayed on Lin Jianfan's face.

Undetected, in a large auditorium with so many people.

Looking at Lin Jianfan's side face, Gu Chaoming recalled everything from the past, the night when he first met him, and the way the setting sun shone on his side face that day.

Think back, think back...

Gu Chaoming laughed.

From the previous self-loathing and hopelessness in life, to now full of longing for the future, everything about him seemed to have been forced to change the original track after meeting Lin Jianfan.

To a better distance.