The following guilty

While comforting himself, Gu Heng got up unconsciously, and walked towards the playground in the south courtyard.

There really was a very old hut under the tree, the door was half-opened, Gu Heng's heart was pounding immediately, almost bursting out of his throat, he opened the door and stepped in.

Entering the door is a row of rusty iron racks with dusty tennis rackets on them. There seems to be a ping-pong table behind the iron racks, and a few unrecognizable tennis balls are sprinkled on the ground.

Quiet, no one.

"Teacher Gu."

Gu Heng was startled, turned around abruptly, saw Liu Yuan walking in, and locked the door bolt with his backhand.

Seeing him lock the door, Gu Heng's heartbeat began to speed up, and he watched his every move with wide eyes.

"Teacher Gu."

"Don't be afraid, it's just the two of us here."

"No matter what we do, no one will know."

Gu Heng's heart skipped a beat. He knew that he had underestimated Liu Yuan. Liu Yuan was too smart and knew himself too well. These words clearly hit his heart, the most feared part of his heart...

Looking at Liu Yuan's focused and deep expression, Gu Heng knew in his heart that whenever he looked like this, he was about to switch from a boy to a man, and the tricks he used to deal with him would simply be unstoppable...

Gu Heng was breathing quickly, and the words he had prepared earlier were completely forgotten. Seeing Liu Yuan walking towards him step by step, he kept backing away until his back hurt and he pressed against a wall.

Liu Yuan walked up to him calmly and stood still, only looking into Gu Heng's eyes carefully, without doing anything.

Gu Heng stared at the familiar and tough face in front of him, felt erratic and illusory for a while, and began to yearn for Liu Yuan's next move, and this longing covered Gu Heng's eyeballs with a thin layer of mist , in Liu Yuan's eyes it was almost a seduction.

On the iron gate, some bad boy poked a hole the size of a needle's eye at some point, and a thin light leaked out, which was reflected on the bridge of Gu Heng's nose, and a cut-off yellow line appeared horizontally.

Liu Yuan's face got closer and closer, and stopped when he was right in front of his eyes.

Gu Heng numbly said to himself, just for a while, just for a while.

Push him away in a moment...

Itchy, he felt his heart itch, something that couldn't satisfy him, gnawing at his heart like an ant.

Liu Yuan's scorching breath sprayed all over his face, Gu Heng seemed to grab a life-saving straw, greedily inhaled the hot air further into his lungs, and only then did he feel a little more comfortable in his chest.

It was already so close that the tips of the noses met each other, but Gu Heng still felt that it was not enough, he wanted to get closer... He half-closed his eyes intoxicated, and there was a warm touch on his neck, and it was Liu Yuan who put his hand on it and rubbed it lightly.

"Gu Heng..." He murmured softly, "Hold me."

As he spoke, he pinched the arm of the person in front of him and slowly placed it on his waist.

The dust in the equipment room floated quietly, the two of them were like a sculpture of lovers, and neither of them broke the peaceful atmosphere...

Suddenly there was movement outside the door.

A group of footsteps passed by, and Gu Heng stood up straight as if he had just woken up from a dream, with a pair of wet eyes showing an undisguised bewilderment.

"what happened?"

Gu Heng buried his head hard, grabbed the corner of his clothes with his fingers and said, "Xiao Yuan, no."

"I like you, and you like me, what's wrong?"

"No..." Gu Heng repeated this sentence over and over again, how can this be possible, how can they be together, they are both men, their identities and ages are so different, let alone he is a teacher, How could he be with his students!

This... Isn't this crossing the line? !

Seeing that he was restless with lowered eyes, Liu Yuan was about to be tough, he raised his hand to pinch Gu Heng's chin, and leaned over to kiss him.Gu Heng was shocked, and suddenly pushed Liu Yuan away, opened the latch and ran out like a frightened animal.

In the afternoon, the sky suddenly turned cloudy, and it was almost dark at four o'clock. The teacher in the office laughed and discussed that it must be affected by the cold air in Siberia, and then said that it was the accumulation of cold air in the Bay of Bengal, and there would be rain. Biao technical jargon to each other to joke.From time to time, we talk about holiday arrangements.

"This year has passed in such a hurry, it's hard to have a holiday and it rains, it's really not beautiful."

"Hey, we will meet again next year."

"Haha, yes."

The heart was more gloomy than the sky, Gu Heng didn't join the teachers' discussion, just kept his head down and did things in silence, typed the teaching plan on the computer all afternoon, dragged his tired body back home after work, and had dinner Without any appetite, I fell down and sat down at the desk.

It's over, now it's not a question of whether or not they can get back together, but that they have actually thought about whether they want to be together or not.

Once such a thought appeared, it could no longer be suppressed.

A thunderbolt suddenly struck, and Gu Heng hurriedly interrupted his thoughts.He forced himself to calm down, picked up the book and flipped through it, but he couldn't read it no matter what.

Gu Heng tried his best to concentrate, only to feel that the characters on the book were densely packed together, all of them were two words

Liu Yuan.

There was loud thunder outside, disrupting Gu Heng's mind all at once.He threw away the book, picked up his phone and edited a few words:

-Xiao Yuan, let's not meet again.

Then sent to the familiar number.

After sending the text message in one go, Gu Heng was like a deflated rubber ball, with no strength left.

He is sad.

He used to long for love too, but he never had this luxurious feeling, now.This feeling gradually appeared, but he flinched.

Gu Heng doesn't know how to deal with his own feelings, he just blindly suppresses them. He remembered that when he was a child, he was rewarded at school once, but he couldn't find a relative to share his joy with. From then on, no matter happy or sad, all the feelings he felt It will only be suppressed in his heart, and no one has taught him how to release it.

This kind of inferiority complex caused since he was a child made him unable to face his feelings openly like Liu Yuan.

Especially this feeling.

Thinking that Liu Yuan would be sad when he received the news, Gu Heng pulled his hair in pain.

How could this be?

His heart seemed to be blocked, he couldn't find a vent, his eye sockets were sore, covered with bloodshot eyes, he stared at the phone in pain, putting all his hopes on it...

It's almost, it's almost over...

Why didn't Xiaoyuan reply to the text message?

Don't want to talk to yourself anymore?

After staring at it for 10 minutes, there was no movement at all.

The rain outside doubled again, as if a hole had been cut in the sky, and the flood fell from the sky, pouring down violently.

Gu Heng fantasized about his life with Xiao Yuan, taking care of him every day, hugging him, making himself happy...

All the good life is already within reach, like a naked honey pot in front of you!

I really want to try it!

With a "stab", Gu Heng stood up.

No, I can't afford to gamble.

Gu Heng's straightened back drooped down again... It hung down into a question mark in frustration, he supported the table with his hands, and his index finger nails scraped up and down, almost scratching the wooden table.

An hour had passed, and Gu Heng was completely hopeless.He regretted sending that text message, and thanked himself for being sensible.

His eye sockets were so sour that they were about to overflow with water, but the water just couldn't flow out like a circle.

I can't miss him anymore, and I won't see him again in the future, can I?A wooden thorn was buckled on the table, and it hurt Gu Heng's fingertips!Just then the phone turned on.

Gu Heng grabbed it quickly, and when he saw the name on the screen, he held his breath for an instant!Pressing the call button almost immediately, anxiously holding the phone to her ear——

The sound of the rain on the other end of the phone was loud, and it became a majestic background sound, as if the whole person was in the pouring rain.

"Teacher Gu."

"I'm downstairs at your house."

"Suddenly I really want to see you, so I'm here."

Boom!A loud beep sounded in Gu Heng's head, and his tears welled up all of a sudden, dripping hotly on his cheeks, and he heard the other end continue to say:

"I'm a junior this year, and I still have one and a half years to graduate."

"My brother called me today, and I told him that I decided to do an internship with him next year."

"I thought, I need a stable job, otherwise how will I support you?"

"You don't want to be known, I am willing to protect you, I am an adult, I have the determination to share weal and woe with you."

"Gu Heng, tomorrow is the new year, I am willing to have a new start with you, are you willing to accept me?"

Gu Heng listened, tears had already wet his face, but suddenly burst into laughter with a puff.He couldn't wait any longer, he threw away the phone, opened the door and rushed down without changing his clothes and slippers.

He didn't expect that the road he had to walk every day was so long...

There are twelve steps on each floor of the stairs, a total of six floors, and there are two turns.

In the corridor of six meters, each step is [-] meters, it takes seven steps to walk, and only four steps to run!

When he came to the door of the carved iron gate, he had already seen...

Only seven steps away from that shadow, only one step away from being together...

Gu Heng's smile got bigger and bigger, he pushed open the iron door hard, and the torrential rain immediately poured on the top of his head, his whole body was soaked, but he felt relieved.

Not far away, the tall silhouette was standing motionless in the rain, Gu Heng walked over step by step on the spray of water, until he reached the silhouette that was so familiar.

I don't know who opened his arms first, and the next moment they hugged each other tightly.

Gu Heng leaned on that strong shoulder, with his palms pressed against the soaked clothes on the back of the man, feeling the pulse of flesh and blood inside, his tears flowed more and more, and sprinkled all on the shoulders of the man in his arms.

I poured out all the sad, forbearable, and unspeakable tears these years.

Liu Yuan ran his big hand along the back of Gu Heng's head, and whispered: "Hey, don't cry..."

He bent down, gently brushed away the hair on Gu Heng's forehead, and looked at his face.Gu Heng's eyes are very red, like two packets of flower buds filled with water, but in Liu Yuan's eyes, they are so touching.

Then, he picked up Gu Heng's face and kissed it seriously.

The rain was cold, but his lips were hot and soft. Gu Heng never pushed him away, but closed his eyes.I don’t know whose TV broadcasted the New Year’s Eve party. The hosts all said Happy New Year. The voices were ethereal in the rain, illusory, like blessings at this time.

The two kissed motionlessly in the rain, and the faint light of the street lamp in the distance shone on the ground, gradually combining the two familiar figures into one...

The author has something to say:

well! ... I really want to throw flowers to celebrate after writing this! ! (I really want to hear a compliment, hahaha)

Thank you readers for reading this chapter

But the story is not over yet!Next is the sweet and greasy daily life of the couple and the road of dog abuse! !roar

Finally PS again!If you eat meat, go to Changpei to search for posts with the same name, this is Qingshui!It's the last time (fainted)