you are my accident

The stairs of the old apartment are dark and cramped, the steps fluctuate up and down, and the road is not easy to walk.The corridor was also full of sundries, making it look messy.Zhou Lue followed behind him, and said in a deep voice, "You live in this kind of place?"

Zhou Tao didn't answer, and went up a few more floors, reached out and knocked on one of the doors, "Here we are."

"Hey, you're back. I thought you weren't coming back tonight." A voice approached from a distance, and then the door opened with a bang.

Zhou Tao led the people into the house, only then did Ren Pingsheng notice that there was someone behind him, he was taken aback for a moment, and asked, "You brought someone back?"

Zhou narrowed his eyes slightly, "Who is this?"

Zhou Tao walked over and put his arm around Ren Pingsheng's shoulder: "My boyfriend."

Ren Pingsheng: "???"

Sensing Zhou Tao's gaze, Ren Pingsheng quickly reacted, and also grabbed Zhou Tao's waist, cleared his throat and said, "That's right, I'm his current boyfriend."

"is it?"

There are two people’s shoes in the shoe cabinet by the door, two people’s clothes on the coat rack, and two people’s meals on the table. Every corner shows the life of two people, just like many years ago the same as them.

Zhou slightly lowered his eyes, stared at Zhou Tao again after a while and said, "I don't believe it."

"Believe it or not, this is all true." Zhou Tao said, "We have already passed, and it was over a year ago."

"No." Zhou Lue stared at him firmly, grabbed Zhou Tao's wrist, "Come back with me."

His strength was so strong that Zhou Tao couldn't break free all at once.Seeing that the situation was not good, Ren Pingsheng immediately stepped forward to stop him: "Hey, what are you doing? Even if you had something with him before, it was all in the past, and now I am his boyfriend."

"Shut up!" Zhou Lue pushed him in a rage.

"Ah!" Ren Pingsheng fell back, hit his head on something, and let out a scream.

Zhou Tao rushed up to meet him, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? Where did you fall?"

Ren Pingsheng lay on the ground, covered his head with one hand, and hummed twice.

Zhou Lue stood where he was, his voice trembling slightly: "Brother..."

"Get lost." Zhou Tao said without emotion, "I don't want to see you now."

There was an embarrassing atmosphere in the air, and after a while, Zhou left in silence.

When the sound of his footsteps disappeared, Zhou Tao patted Ren Pingsheng, "Okay, don't pretend to be dead."

"I can't help it, it's just too much drama." Ren Pingsheng got up from the ground in a hurry, and immediately his head stopped hurting, and he patted his body, "Is this okay? Are you sure he won't come back to you again?"

Zhou Tao was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know."

"Hey, I'm serious, if you have a problem, you should make it clear face to face."

"If I could make it clear, would I have been hiding for so long?" Zhou Tao sighed.

Ren Pingsheng thought about it, and felt it made sense, and asked again: "Then he came here this time, do you want to hide in another place?"

"Don't hide anymore, I'm tired." Zhou Tao collapsed on the sofa, not wanting to move.

"Then do you still eat?" Ren Pingsheng pointed to the food on the table, "I was just about to pack it up. But it should be cold now, if you want to eat, please warm it up for you."

Zhou Tao shook his head: "Don't eat, I have no appetite."

"alright."

After he cleaned up the dishes and took a shower, seeing Zhou Tao still sitting slumped in the same posture, he couldn't help but said, "Hey, what about it? The boat will go straight when it reaches the bridge. If the enemy doesn't move, I won't move."

Zhou Tao was laughed at by him, raised his eyes and said, "Sorry, I dragged you into the water."

"Hey, what's the matter, why don't you be polite to me." Ren Pingsheng took out a carton of milk from the refrigerator, "Drink it? The doctor suggested it to promote sleep."

"Thank you." Zhou Tao reached out to take it.

"If there is anything else you need help with, just tell me." Ren Pingsheng said, "Anyway, roommates, I will definitely help if I can."

Zhou Tao felt warm in his heart, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Ren Pingsheng yawned and walked slowly back to his room, "I'm going to bed first, and I have an early shift tomorrow, so don't be too late."

This night, Zhou Tao unexpectedly fell asleep peacefully, not knowing if the carton of milk had any effect.

The next morning, Zhou Tao went to work as usual.Let’s not talk about asking for leave for one day without full attendance, and asking for two more days may be resigned by the boss.And he has already had a showdown with Zhou Lue, so what should he do?

He was tired and didn't want to run away anymore.

As a result, after a day of worry and fear, it was unexpectedly calm and nothing happened, which made me worry that Zhou Lue would come to find fault.

When I went back at night, I didn't see him squatting downstairs. Zhou Tao thought to himself that it was strange. After all, in his perception, Zhou Lue was not a person who gave up so easily, and he didn't know what he had experienced in this year.

When he got home, Ren Pingsheng had already returned.After the two elders dealt with dinner casually, Zhou Tao picked up a bag of garbage and planned to go downstairs to throw it away.

It just so happened that the lights in the corridor were out today, Zhou Tao was too lazy to turn on the flashlight with his mobile phone, so he walked down the stairs in the dark.Just as he was walking around the corner, someone suddenly pushed him against the wall. Without thinking about it, Zhou Tao instinctively punched him out, and then he heard the man groan.

"elder brother……"

Zhou Tao was stunned for a moment, and quickly took out his mobile phone to illuminate, "...Zhou Lue?"

Before he could react, the man pushed him to the corner again, the familiar smell mixed with the strong smell of alcohol enveloped him, Zhou Tao frowned: "Have you been drinking?"

Zhou Lue didn't answer, just buried his face in his shoulder, whispered: "Brother, I miss you so much..."

Zhou Tao couldn't resist this kind of coquettish intimacy. He tried to push him away, but he couldn't.

"Brother, I don't believe a word you said yesterday, how can you bear to leave me alone?"

Zhou Tao wanted to push him away, but he couldn't. Zhou Lue held him tightly in his arms, "I won't leave, even if you drive me away."

Zhou Tao didn't answer, but just frowned. How much alcohol did this guy drink? It feels like his character has collapsed.

Fake alcohol is really harmful.

Just as the two of them were chatting, the door of the neighbor's house suddenly opened, and a woman was about to go downstairs with a flashlight on. When she saw the two of them maintaining this ambiguous posture, she was stunned and said, "You two..."

Zhou Lue said, "I am him..."

"Brother." Zhou Tao covered his mouth and said naturally, "He's my brother, he's drunk."

To avoid further embarrassment, Zhou Tao could only quickly drag him home first.As soon as he entered the door, Ren Pingsheng was stunned, "Oh, what's going on?"

The moment Zhou Lue saw him, his eyes turned cold instantly, "This is my business with him, not yours."

The three confronted each other and formed a triangle. In the end, Zhou Tao gave Ren Pingsheng a wink. He felt that if he didn't clarify the matter today, he would never think about it in the future.

Ren Pingsheng coughed and said, "I'll go downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes." After saying that, he closed the door and left.

There were only the two of them left in the house.Zhou Tao took a deep breath and turned around, and was stunned the moment he saw Zhou Lue.

Just now the corridor was dim and I couldn't see clearly, but now that the light was on, Zhou Lue's jaw was red and the corners of his mouth were broken, probably from his punch just now.

Zhou Tao's heart softened all of a sudden, and he sighed and said, "Are you an idiot? Did you suddenly pounce on you in that corner to scare someone to death? You're lucky if you weren't treated as a thief and executed on the spot."

Zhou Lue lowered his eyes and said sullenly, "I'm afraid you'll run away."

"Then why didn't you fight back?"

"Afraid of hurting you."

Zhou Tao was really defeated by him, and sighed: "Sit down."

Fortunately, his roommate is a doctor and always keeps all kinds of medicines. Zhou Tao dug out the small medicine box and squatted in front of Zhou Lue to treat his wounds.

"elder brother……"

"Shut up!" Zhou Tao glanced at him, "How can I help you treat the wound if you open your mouth?"

Zhou Lue shut up obediently.

For a while, the two of them didn't speak any more, the living room was very quiet, and a needle could be heard.

Zhou Tao wiped the damaged part of the corner of his mouth with sterilized cotton, and inadvertently saw a faint stubble protruding from his chin.He sighed softly in his heart. In the past, Zhou Lue paid great attention to appearance. He would shave off the stubble every morning, instead of looking a little haggard like now.

Also inexplicably distressing.

After applying the wound medicine, Zhou Tao packed up the medicine box, but Zhou Lue said softly, "Brother, come home with me."

He raised his head and said seriously: "What's the use of going back with you? It's not my home anymore."

Zhou Lue grabbed his hand all of a sudden, and said eagerly: "Why is it not your house! I will try my best to fight for our affairs..."

Zhou Tao interrupted him: "Don't you understand? We can't go back."

Zhou Lue was silent for a long time before he burst out a few words: "Why?"

"Because I have a boyfriend." Zhou Tao said quickly.But he knew it was an excuse.

Zhou Lue's face condensed: "I don't believe it."

"Believe it or not, it's the truth." Zhou Tao sighed softly, "Go back, Auntie will worry about you."

Zhou Lue said stubbornly, "I won't, unless you come with me."

Zhou Tao lost his temper and continued to entangle with him, leaving a sentence: "It's up to you."

Zhou Lue lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, then said, "That's fine, if you don't want to go with me, then I'll stay here."

Zhou Tao: "..." WTF?

After a while, Zhou Lue suddenly raised his head and said, "Brother, I'm so hungry..."

Zhou Lue said angrily, "Go back to your hotel and eat."

"But my wallet and mobile phone were stolen, and there were bank cards and ID cards in the wallet."

Zhou Tao stared at him: "Then you still have money to drink?"

Zhou Lue said innocently: "It was stolen when I came out of the bar."

He knew how chaotic the neighborhood was, so Zhou Tao had nothing to say for a while.Seeing Zhou Lue looking at him pitifully, Zhou Tao turned around with some annoyance: "I lost to you!"

This kid really knows how to handle his weaknesses.

Knowing that with this brat's ability, he wouldn't starve to death easily, but Zhou Tao still walked into the kitchen.There is only a little noodles left in the locker, and a handful of cabbage that I bought at the supermarket last time, so I can cook it casually.

All these years, the best thing he can do is cook noodles, which was taught by Ren Pingsheng. The half-baked doctor often claims to make the best eggplant and egg noodles. Unfortunately, there are no tomatoes or eggs today.

Probably because he was really hungry. It was just a bowl of green vegetables and noodles, but Zhou Lue seemed to be tasting some delicacies. He ate it with relish, and actually showed Zhou Tao, who had just finished dinner, hungry.

After he drank all the noodle soup, Zhou Tao took the bowl and went to the kitchen to wash it.Zhou Lue followed behind him, leaned against the door and asked, "Then can I stay tonight?"

"No." Zhou Tao refused, "My boyfriend is still here."

"I won't disturb you, I'll just sleep on the sofa." Zhou Lue said, "I've had all my things stolen. I'm not familiar with this place, so I have nowhere to go."

It sounds pathetic.

Zhou Tao silently washed the dishcloth and put it on the table, turned around and took out a quilt and pillow from the bedroom, threw them on the sofa, and said, "You sleep here tonight, don't let me see you again tomorrow morning .”

Zhou Lue's eyes lit up: "Brother..."

"Don't call me." Zhou Tao went straight back to his room, "After taking a shower, you can do what you want."

After locking the door, Zhou Tao leaned against the door and let out a long sigh of relief. He was really afraid that he would not be able to hold on if he stayed for a while longer.Thinking of this person sleeping next to him, he probably won't have a good sleep tonight.

So many years have passed, and as expected, there has been no progress at all.