you are my accident

"There's nothing to eat in the refrigerator, go buy it quickly. Ren"

Zhou Tao looked at the post-it notes on the refrigerator and sighed. When he opened the cabinet door, it turned out to be empty inside.

Tear off the note, and found that there is actually a note on the bottom, which says: "Remember to buy milk."

To be honest, if it wasn't for living together all these years, the doctor's handwriting would be hard to read.

Looking at the empty refrigerator and feeling the empty stomach, Zhou Tao said that he would vomit after smelling the instant noodles again, so he decided to go out and improve his food.

It was almost evening, and there were not many vegetables to choose from in the supermarket. Zhou Tao took two handfuls of Chinese cabbage, weighed some meat, bought the milk that Ren Pingsheng had specified, and went home after paying the bill.

On the way, he couldn't help sighing. Once upon a time, he was a young master who was in charge of eating. Even when he was with Zhou Lue, Zhou Lue basically took care of the grocery shopping and cooking.

Zhou Lue said, I'll just watch you eat, and I'll be happy watching you eat.

Zhou Tao sighed again, shook his head, shaking the past out of his head.I said I didn't want to, why did I accidentally recall it again.

The supermarket is a bit far from the apartment, in order to save money, Zhou Tao always walked back and forth.When they got downstairs to the apartment building, the street lights were already on, shining brightly on a person leaning against the gate.

Wait... alone?

Zhou Tao was stunned for a moment, and when he saw the figure of the man clearly, he hurriedly slipped aside to hide.

Depend on!I'm really afraid of something!He didn't even need to look at this familiar figure to know it was Zhou Lue!

While Zhou Tao told himself not to bother, he couldn't restrain himself from quietly looking at Zhou Lue.He leaned against the door, lowered his head and smoked, the faint fire flickered between his fingers.The person seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and his complexion was also a lot haggard, which made Zhou Tao's heart twitch with pain.

Zhou Lue never smoked before...

Is it because of him?

A year ago, he left Zhou's house without saying goodbye, moved all the way to a strange city, and started from nothing.At that time, he had expected the day when someone would find him, but a year had passed, and he seemed to gradually let go of his guard, but he never thought that this day would still come.

After Zhou Lue smoked one cigarette after another, Zhou Tao started to worry about his lungs.After an unknown amount of time, Zhou Lue finally finished his last cigarette, looked up at the still dark window, turned and left.

The light stretched his shadow long, looking a little desolate and lonely.

After a long time, Zhou Tao made sure that he had gone far away and would not come back, and then he climbed upstairs like a thief.

When he returned to the apartment, he put away the things in his hands and sat down on the ground, only to realize that his legs were so weak and embarrassing.

Until a phone ringing brought him back from the wandering state, he took it out and saw that it belonged to Ren Pingsheng.

Ren Pingsheng said at the other end: "I forgot to say, I am on duty tonight, remember to lock the door."

"Oh, I see."

"Your voice doesn't sound right?" Ren Pingsheng said, "What happened?"

"It's okay." Zhou Tao said, "Come back tomorrow and bring me some bread."

"Row."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Tao stared at the phone in a daze for a while, and decided to ask the boss for a few days off.

He knew Zhou Lue too well, even if he couldn't see anyone today, he would definitely be there tomorrow.To be on the safe side, he still doesn't want to go out for a short time, even if he can't do it well, he will have to lose his job.

Zhou Tao couldn't help but wryly smiled, thinking, Zhou Lue, Zhou Lue, why are you doing this.

There are so many people better than him in the world, why must he be.

A long time ago, it was Zhou Lue who chased him.After all, it was adolescence at that time, even if he was confessed by Zhou Lue, he didn't take it seriously. Isn't this just a sexual impulse, probably because they are close to each other, and they are brothers, which made Zhou Lue have an illusion about him .What's more, he has always firmly believed that he likes women, so he repeated to Zhou Lue over and over again: "I am your brother."

Facing his refusal, Zhou Lue smiled noncommittally, with a sense of self-confidence and composure.

Later, I don't know when, the softest corner of his heart was captured by him step by step.One day Zhou Tao couldn't help asking: "Aren't you good at calculating people's hearts? Did you expect such a day?"

"I really know how to plot people." Zhou Lue said, pointing to his heart, "But for you, I use this place."

Scenes of the past flashed before his eyes, Zhou Tao didn't sleep well all night, he woke up, and the nightmare was full of that person's figure.Seeing that it was dawn, he scratched his messy hair casually, and got up with indescribable depression.

As soon as he left the room, he saw that Ren Pingsheng had just returned.When Ren Pingsheng saw him, he was startled and said, "Didn't you go to work at this point? Why are you still here?"

"I took a day off."

"Ask for leave? Are you sick?"

"No." Zhou Tao said, "Where's my bread?"

Ren Pingsheng handed him the bread in his hand, and asked, "What's going on?"

"Don't ask." Zhou Tao was in a bad mood at first, and he made him even more irritable when asked, but he approached the window uncontrollably, his eyes secretly searching for something underneath.

Ren Pingsheng walked up to him, looked down and said, "Are you looking for that person?"

Zhou Lue is tall and has an outstanding appearance, you can see him at a glance.

"I saw him downstairs when I came back today." He hesitated for a while and asked again, "Are you hiding from him?"

Zhou Lue gnawed at the bread slowly, without answering.

"Creditor?" Ren Pingsheng secretly looked at him.

"...or ex-boyfriend?"

Zhou Tao raised his head abruptly and gave him a push, "My brother! Come on, shut up and go back and make up for your sleep."

Ren Pingsheng shrugged, and while walking into the room, he muttered: "Then I'm going to catch up on sleep, I'm so sleepy."

Zhou Tao looked downstairs and sighed.What on earth is this man thinking?Are you really squatting for a day?Stupid or not.

Until the afternoon, the man showed no sign of leaving.Ren Pingsheng just got up, and while stretching, he walked out of the room, yawned and said, "Ah, I'm so tired."

Zhou Tao glanced at him and said, "You've been sleeping all day."

"This sleep can't be regained. The more you sleep, the more sleepy you become." He slowly moved to the window to look down, and pretended to say casually, "Why, that person hasn't left yet?"

Zhou Tao held the handle, stared at the screen, pursed his lips and did not speak.

Ren Pingsheng came over and sighed: "Stop playing, you have died so many times, it almost lowered my record."

"Swipe it back for you." As soon as the voice fell, the villain on the screen died in response.

Ren Pingsheng stared at him helplessly for a while, then said as if giving up, "Okay, order takeaway tonight?"

"I bought food."

"Oh, okay, then I'll cook it tonight." Ren Pingsheng walked into the kitchen, saw the handful of cabbage, and muttered, "Why is it cabbage again, I almost vomited from eating this stuff in the hospital."

"It's easy to wash." Zhou Tao responded, "Don't eat it."

While eating, Zhou Tao still looked restless. Ren Pingsheng peeked at him, and finally couldn't help but say, "There are some things that you can't solve by just running away."

"Shut up and eat your meal." Zhou Tao said.

"Oh." After a while, Ren Pingsheng endured it, and began to chatter again, "No one wants this kind of thing to happen. As for emotional matters, you can't force it. The so-called auspicious people have their own appearance, and they are human beings. The most important thing is to be happy..."

Zhou Tao stopped and looked at him: "Did you scroll too much on Weibo or watch too much TVB, you can't control your mouth when you eat."

Ren Pingsheng opened his mouth, but before he could speak, there was a sudden rumble of thunder outside the window, followed by heavy rain pouring down.

Zhou Tao panicked immediately, and he hurried to the window, but the idiot was still downstairs, as if he was looking for a place to shelter from the rain.

madman.

He cursed inwardly, grabbed his umbrella in a hurry and ran downstairs.

The old apartment didn't even have a place to shelter from the rain. Zhou Tao ran downstairs in a hurry, put the umbrella into the man's hand, and scolded him without hesitation: "Are you an idiot! Squatting upstairs every day It’s useless! Your company is going to close down!”

Zhou was a little stunned when he saw a group of figures rushing towards him, but the moment his sight caught him, his eyes seemed to light up instantly: "Brother..."

"Fart, don't call me that." Zhou Tao said irritably, "Go back to your house."

"No." Zhou Lue suddenly reached out to hug him, so tight that he could hardly breathe, "Brother, I really miss you."

"Get lost, I'm not your brother." Feeling that the air in his lungs was being squeezed out, Zhou Tao gritted his teeth and said.

"I know, I know everything." Zhou Lue said softly, "But I just miss you."

Zhou Lue didn't speak, the white light in front of his eyes polished the entire sky, and there was another thunderous thunder in his ears, as if they split the past of a year ago together.

A year ago, Zhou's mother had a private conversation with him, she said: "Xiaotao, I know you are together."

Zhou Tao had expected to come out one day, but when he suddenly mentioned it at this moment, he was taken aback for a moment, his hands under the table were clenched into fists, and he said nervously, "Mom, I..."

Mother Zhou interrupted him: "But can I beg you, let go of my only son?"

Zhou Tao was stunned for a moment. He opened his mouth and said in a difficult voice, "The only... son?"

"Yes." Mother Zhou looked at him deeply, "the only son."

Then, that day, he suddenly realized that his parents for so many years were fake, and his brothers for so many years were also fake, and he was an adopted child.

At the end, Zhou's mother said worriedly: "I'm not an unenlightened person. If you really... want to find a boyfriend, it's not impossible. Maybe you can't find Xiaolue?"

"Okay, Auntie, I understand."

Mother Zhou looked at him sadly: "Actually, you can still call me Mom."

"Xiaotao, I'm sorry." When he was leaving, he seemed to hear Zhou's mother whispering softly behind him, but the words were quickly scattered in the wind.

Zhou's mother wanted to arrange for him to go abroad, but he declined, picked up his luggage, and boarded the train seemingly gracefully, all the way to a completely strange place.

It's not that he hasn't thought about fighting, but where does he stand?It is already a great favor for him to be raised to such an age and enjoy the treatment of the young master.Even if it was to repay his kindness, he would have to agree to this request.

It is true that he did not say goodbye to Zhou Lue because he was a bit too much, but if he said goodbye, Zhou Lue would not let him go.

Saying goodbye without saying goodbye is the best farewell.

The past was still vivid in his mind, and another thunderclap awakened his memory. Zhou Tao pushed Zhou Lue away and shouted sternly, "Are you deaf? I'll tell you to go back!"

"I won't go." Zhou Lue hugged him from behind, his voice muffled, "I found you very hard."

Zhou Lue really eats him to death, and knows when he is the most soft-hearted.Zhou Tao closed his eyes and forced himself to harden his heart, "If you don't go, I will go."

"Can't we go together?" Zhou Lue whispered, "It's raining so hard, brother can't invite me to sit upstairs?"

A plan suddenly came to mind, Zhou Tao hooked the corner of his mouth and said, "Okay."????