My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

Surveillance video room, a certain assistant director of the program group who was turning around to get something, inadvertently caught a glimpse of the scene just now, the potato chips he was eating in his hand, almost fell to the ground, and directly Choked and coughed again and again, as if about to die——

Cheng Lu was dumbfounded when he heard the words, but then he realized that he grabbed the pillow next to Heng Xing and started a round of personal attacks: "Captain Heng! You are so unhuman! I just watched my old classmates eating B meal without being moved, and I don't care. I know that the net is open. I'm here to get my fucking revenge!" As he said, he punched and kicked, but it was obvious that the strikes were not heavy, and then he jumped off the sofa, put on slippers, and put his hands next to his neck , rushed to Heng Xing above and made a "kill" gesture, then turned around and swaggered, opened the door very naturally and left.

With a smile on the corner of Heng Xing's mouth, he turned his eyes to look at the person who left, and straightened his posture again.He thought to himself, if he had known that he was so enthusiastic just now, he should have been waiting in the bedroom.

What a great opportunity, it's such a pity to miss it in vain.

The reason why Heng Xing sighed in this way was that the camera in the bedroom was turned off relatively early, and turned off uniformly.

And the older assistant director who just watched it coughed repeatedly, but still stared at the screen, was also stunned at the moment.

Xindao: What's wrong with this young man now?I can't see through it!

This face-changing became gaudy, like acting.

But having said that, isn't Cheng Lu just acting!

The recording time of each episode of "Romantic Travel Season" is about three days, that is to say, one episode is recorded in three days, which is a very long recording time for similar programs.

The most important thing is that they also do tasks in this program.But what normally stays until the last day is for everyone to simply play together, there must always be a humane place, otherwise it's just doing tasks or something, which is meaningless.

So on the last day, everyone was very happy, thinking that they finally had free time for activities, except Cheng Lu, who seemed to be preoccupied and a little out of shape when he got in the car early in the morning and set off.

Beside the Qingxi River, Cheng Lu sat on the bluestone steps by the river, stretched his hand in and stroked the water swaying at his feet, it was a little cold, just like Cheng Lu's heart at this moment.

"What's the matter? I saw that something was wrong with you in the morning?" Heng Xing turned around, and finally walked to Cheng Lu's side at the right time, and sat down by the way to brush the chilly river water.

Cheng Lu pulled the corners of his mouth far-fetchedly, tried his best to maintain a natural smile and said, "What can I do, but I'm too tired from running these two days. You know, my body can't stand the torment."

Heng Xing: "..."

What you said is intriguing!

But Heng Xing always felt that things were not that simple, so he was not in the mood to joke with him for a while, feeling that this guy seemed to be hiding something from him.But not sure. "Today is the last day. If you feel that there are too many announcements and too much rush, you can take a break tomorrow." After all, I never planned to let you support the family, so why work so hard.

"Yeah!" Cheng Lu nodded while fiddled with the river with his head down.

"Lu Lu, Mr. Heng, sit there and don't move, I'll take a picture with you two!" During the conversation, Bian Luo, who was not far from the bank, yelled at the two of them, and Cheng Lu and Heng Xing turned their heads sideways when they heard the words Looking towards him, Bian Luo caught a straight shot of the two of them acting in unison.Then after taking the photo, he forwarded the photo to Heng Xing. Heng Xing opened WeChat and saw that besides the photo, there were three words that were sent immediately after that: "Pair a face!" Seeing this, Heng Xing Can't help raising the corners of his mouth to chuckle.Well, it does fit well!

In fact, the night view of Cheonggyecheon is more beautiful, but due to the limited time for everyone’s announcement, the program was already very tiring after recording for more than two days, so the program team arranged for a sightseeing tour of Cheonggyecheon, and everyone had a meal together and chatted casually After chatting, the large forces began to withdraw to the country.

Dinner time.

"Which one of you is as miserable as I am, eating B meal for three days in a row, three days!" Le Sheng's expression was filled with pain, expressing how unhappy his trip was.Then he pointed to the table of food in front of him and said, "Finally, I opened a meat dish!"

Several other people sat around the dining table, all of them couldn't help laughing.

Su Linyuan directly said mercilessly: "Then you are too shameless! There are a total of four tasks, and you have not completed any of them, so you have the nerve to say so."

"Hey, I forgot to pay attention, who has more little red stars in this issue?" Bian Luo asked.

Su Linyuan rolled his eyes at Bian Luo and turned to him again: "Mr. Bian, you probably didn't do it on purpose, are you afraid that we don't even know that you have the most little red stars?"

Bian Luo did ask the question on purpose, but after being exposed, he began to laugh from ear to ear.

Zu Yuanzheng: "We finished recording this episode, will it be next week when we record again?"

"It's like this under normal circumstances." After Bian Luo finished speaking, he glanced at Cheng Lu who hadn't spoken much: "Lu Lu, you should have a full schedule ahead, right?"

Cheng Lu took a mouthful of rice and said, "Well, it's okay. It depends on how the company arranges it, and I can't make the decision alone."

Bian Luo: "That's true."

Su Linyuan: "Is the program group unified for tonight's flight?"

Heng Xing: "Unify the plane at [-]:[-] p.m., so everyone will pack up their salutes after dinner, and the hotel room will be returned tonight, so don't leave anything behind." From a distance, Cheng Lu was only focused on eating.

Heng Xing only remembered that Cheng Lu didn't talk very much that day, and felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. If Cheng Lu didn't say anything, he couldn't ask.Just like when Cheng Lu was provoked by him in high school, he would be reticent like that, but it was only aimed at himself, and he still laughed and played with others, and it seemed that he was just having a petty temper with himself.But this time, it was obviously different, he was forcing a smile.Although both of them knew that they would not be able to see each other for many days after they left this time, and Cheng Lu came over to find him and gave him a hug and a smile, but Heng Xing still felt that he was forcing a smile.Maybe it was a bad mood for a while, because there were a lot of things at that time, so Heng Xing didn't pay too much attention to it. Thinking about himself, he might have thought too much. After all, the two of them are close, so it is inevitable that there will be no concern. chaotic situation.Maybe it will be fine in a few days.After all, until the end, Cheng Lu still took the initiative to ask him for a kiss than before, and there was nothing particularly abnormal.After that, Heng Xing devoted himself to the filming, and didn't pay much attention to it.Usually, the two of them send WeChat and so on, and they are still the same, nothing has changed.

During the period, the two of them were also successfully sent to the trending searches because of a photo posted by Bian Luo on Weibo. That's right, it was the photo taken together.There is also a paragraph of text: I am here to distribute dog food!

For this reason, I also brought myself a wave of hot searches, and was ruthlessly ridiculed by netizens as "Master Luo who forcibly rubbed hot searches", "Mr. Bian's way of blogging traffic is very special", "sprinkling other people's dog food , go your own way" and so on and so forth.Below the microblog, a group of fans from all over the world ushered in an enthusiastic siege:

[Luo's Little Cutie]: This is Qingxichuan, praise me quickly, this must be the filming scene of "Romantic Travel Season" ~ Mr. Luo, does this mean that he was stuffed with dog food at the scene? , Mr. Luo, don’t look at it, it’s useless to look at it, I’m sure you can’t get involved with them, you can consider me~ cover your face.jpg

[Paper Walnut]: Don't disturb them, why don't they just sit together quietly like that?Whoever disturbs me is in a hurry!That's right, Teacher Bian, it's you!

[Little girl~]: Ask for the shadow area in the heart of a single Wang Bianluo~

[Song Song]: Hahahahahahahahaha, I have already gotten the envious and jealous expression of Master Luo~ By the way, Master Luo, you are a thief who is making a lot of hot searches hahahahaha

[Breeze on face]: Master Luo, if you expose the private life of the young couple like this, are you sure you won't be chased and beaten by Xingzi?serious face.jpg

[Innocent man]: You look at the eyes of Lu Lu and Xingzai in the photo, it feels like ten thousand arrows are going to pierce Master Luo's heart every minute, Master Luo, are you sure you didn't risk your life to survive in the cracks and knock out sugar?

[Staying away]: Damn it!Is it okay to survive in the cracks and knock sugar?Master Luo is really miserable. I give you the title of "Candy Cracker Standing on the Tip of a Knife". Be careful, the two of them will directly push you into the Qingxi River, hahahahaha

……

Bian Luo said, what the hell is this group of fans?Why do you feel like you want to die every minute? Is it possible that they are climbing the wall together?It's really speechless!

But the two people in the photo naturally couldn't understand the suffering of a certain Lord Luo.

Ding--

Cheng Lu's cell phone rang, and while he was fetching water from the window of the ward, he took out the cell phone from his pocket and opened:

[Beast]: Baby, what are you doing?

Cheng Lu glanced at the thermos, and when it was about to be full, he put the phone back into his pocket, turned the switch on with his free hand, closed the cork of the thermos, and started walking back with one hand.

In fact, on the morning of the third day of the recording of "Romantic Travel Season", Cheng Lu answered a phone call from Cheng's father at home, saying that Cheng's mother had been diagnosed with liver cancer and had already started chemotherapy in the hospital.The sudden news made Cheng Lu stunned for a long time like a bolt from the blue before he regained his composure.Cheng Lu never thought that such a thing would suddenly happen to him one day, because he grew up in a happy family, with parents who love each other, and a lovely and lively younger sister who can be said to be , has always been smooth sailing.And my mother is only in her 40s, and her life is only half past at most, so why is she so unfortunate.

Counting today, it is already the fifth day of Cheng Lu's suspension of work. My younger sister has to go to school, and my father has a job, so I can't keep watch all the time, so I also specially arranged a schedule, rest as much as possible, and take turns taking care of him with my father.

Walking to the door of the ward, Cheng Lu pushed the door open and went in, then closed it smoothly.

When Cheng's mother heard the movement, she turned her gaze away from the window and looked at Cheng Lu. She was still asleep when Cheng Lu just went out to fetch water, and it seemed that she had just woken up.

"Lu Lu, are you tired? You didn't sleep well last night. If you have nothing to do, come and sleep next to your mother." Cheng's mother said and patted a little space around her.

"Mom, I'm not tired. Do you have anything you want to eat? Let me peel you an apple." Cheng Lu said as he put the thermos on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, and took an apple and a fruit knife.

It has only been a few short months since the Chinese New Year, but Cheng Lu can see that her mother looks like she is ten years older, especially in the past two days, she has started to lose a lot of money. hair.

As soon as the apple was peeled, the phone rang again, and Cheng Lu remembered that Heng Xing hadn't had time to reply to the news just now.After handing the apple in her hand to Mother Cheng, she took out the phone from her jacket pocket.

[Beast]: Are you... are you hiding something from me?

Cheng Lu quickly replied:

[Lu Lu]: You think too much, what can I hide from you.

[Beast]: That's right, then why did you push the recording of "Romantic Travel Season"?

[Land]: I forgot to tell you. The main reason is that there are too many announcements and there are conflicts.

Cheng Lu didn't want to talk about it, maybe it was because the incident happened too suddenly and he wasn't ready for it, or maybe he didn't want to cause trouble for others, in short, he was also in a mess.I can't understand it myself.

Heng Xing said that he was only six years old when he lost his father, and he was only 17 years old when he said this to Cheng Lu.Then when he was about to graduate from high school, he was kicked out of the house by his biological mother for another strange man.After reading the diary, Cheng Lu found that the situation was far worse than he thought, and his mother was even more abusive, asking him why he wasn't dead yet?

But what kind of hatred can there be between the flesh and blood to insist on this?

Regarding Heng Xing's mother, Cheng Lu only met him once, and it was once when he went to find Heng Xing and shouted downstairs in his house, his mother opened the window and poked her head out and said that he had gone out.Only that time, and then it was learned from Heng Xing that his mother would often go on business trips and was not at home, but even so, it seemed that Heng Xing didn't complain much, never said anything bad about his mother, never.

That little bit of family affection should be what he cherishes the most.That's why I maintain it so carefully, and never complain, even at a young age, I have to face alone without anyone to accompany me.

In Cheng Lu's view, Heng Xing's personality can be called optimistic and positive. As long as he is in school, it is impossible to see a little difference from others on his face.Even sunny.It is even more rampant in front of him, and he always wants to bully him once or twice from time to time, and he never suffers from his mouth.

But Cheng Lu later learned about Heng Xing's chaotic family situation, and he knew that he was also fragile, otherwise he would not have left on the eve of the college entrance examination, and suffered all the cold and warmth of the world when he first entered the world.Fortunately, God did not disappoint the unremitting efforts of an outstanding boy. He came out and lived a wonderful life, very good.

Compared with Heng Xing's optimism and positivity, Cheng Lu felt that his ability to withstand shocks and changes was obviously not that good.Maybe it was because I stayed in the greenhouse for a long time, and suddenly a cold wind blew, and I started to feel a little unbearable and unacceptable.Although things aren't that bad yet, I can't help but think about the worst.Thinking that one day, the family that I have grown up for more than 20 years is no longer complete, and my father is lonely and just in his 40s, and I even have a younger sister who is just in her teens and has not yet graduated from high school.Will the father leave them and marry again, and what will the married woman be like?Will he be like Heng Xing's stepfather, who regards him as a thorn in his side and a thorn in his flesh, wishing him to die.

Cheng Lu admitted that he was too involved and thought too much.After all, I am already this old, and I have enough ability to support myself and my family.And mother, she is still there.

Cheng Lu didn't want to tell Heng Xing, because he was afraid that he would think too much. After all, he had the deepest experience.Although he would definitely say: Fool, it’s been so long, how do you still feel, this kind of thing happened, you should have told me earlier.Yes, he would definitely say that.Cheng Lu felt that he seemed to understand Heng Xing more and more.

"Cheng Lu, why are you in a daze?"

Cheng's mother's voice suddenly entered his ears, and Cheng Lu just recovered. "What's the matter, Mom?"

"It's okay, it's just that your dad didn't mean to rest these two days. If you have work, you can go to work first. There's no need to stay here and watch over me." Cheng's mother said and glanced out the window. The sunshine is so good.

Cheng Lu tucked the corner of the quilt smoothly, "Mom, you don't have to worry about this kind of thing, just get a good rest." In fact, the next two days are exactly the same week, and Cheng Xiang will come over, so I really don't need to stay here, after all, Hospitals are no better than homes. Sleeping and rest are all problems.If there are too many people, it is not good, and it will affect the patients.

There were people coming and going in the hospital, and Cheng Lu found himself getting used to the smell of disinfectant here, which made him very uncomfortable.

Taichung is a small city with limited medical care and conditions. Recently, Cheng Lu has been trying to find a way to contact a good hospital to see if he can get better treatment there.

When you have it, you don’t feel much, and sometimes you even complain about its bad aspects, but suddenly one day you realize that you may lose it immediately, and your mood will become extremely anxious and tense.This may mean people.

Cheng Lu is sitting in the lounge right now, and has an announcement to make soon.

"Brother Cheng, why are your dark circles so heavy that you can hardly cover them with powder. Haven't you had a good rest lately?" Zhu Wen tidied Cheng Lu's hairstyle and picked up the concealer next to him, because Cheng Lu's skin The foundation is good, this kind of thing is actually not used very much, but judging from the current state, it must be used.

Cheng Lu adjusted his clothes, "It's okay, just rest for a night." In fact, Cheng Lu knew very well that it was not a lack of rest, but insomnia.The feeling of not being able to sleep is too uncomfortable.

It may be that there have been too many things recently, and he is a little out of breath.

He really wants to meet someone, but he is afraid that his negative emotions will affect him.

Zhu Wen: "Sister Yun talked about "Romantic Travel Season" again, and said that the program team agreed to follow your schedule, so you don't have to record next to each other all the time, and you can record later ones."

Cheng Lu said softly "Yes", what else could he say with such an arrangement.

Cheng Lu flicked the screen of his phone, wanting to tell someone what happened with his fingertips, but stopped in time.I can't be so useless, excessive dependence is pathological.

Announcement is a talk show about aspects of life and experiences.

The host is an intellectual woman who looks elegant and generous.

The host was sitting elegantly and casually in a corner of the sofa in the studio. Seeing Cheng Lu approaching, the two exchanged glances and nodded politely to each other.

Cheng Lu was dressed in a neat suit and sat on another sofa chair some distance away from the host.Looks a lot more mature.

Both of them were seated and started recording.

The host put his arms up and put them on the table in front of him. His posture seemed to be talking homely: "Actually, I am similar to what everyone knows, that is, Cheng Lu, you made your debut very late, but you came into contact with a movie right after your debut. It's a big-budget movie, and it also played an important role in it." Having said this, the host paused, his eyes still fixed on Cheng Lu. "You know, there are actually many talented people, but not everyone can have the stage they want to show off. The reality is so cruel. Like some people will come step by step, steadily, and some people will work hard to Half of them turned back the same way because of many obstacles. That is to say, this kind of opportunity is not—everyone will have it.” The host looked at Cheng Lu and smiled slightly, and then said: “Then there is a voice on the Internet saying that you are “open Can you tell everyone how you got such an excellent opportunity?"

The show is famous for its sharp question-and-answer mode, and Cheng Lu deeply understood its power in the first question at the opening.

It was also the first time Cheng Lu heard someone say that he had "opened a cheat".Is it on?Be it.It seems to be able to rampage, omnipotent.

Cheng Lu opened the corner of his mouth and smiled symbolically: "If everyone thinks that I "opened the cheat", then it is really good, after all, I can't find any evidence that I didn't open it."

The host couldn't help chuckling when he heard the words, then Cheng Lu nodded, motioning him to continue talking.

"If you still ask me when I opened it, I will tell you that I seem to have opened this 'plug-in' for many years, but it has only played its fullest effect in the past year or so. And in order not to disappoint I may continue to drive the unremitting efforts to improve my skills in the 'plug-in' itself. And I will also improve myself better, try my best to live up to it, and then settle down to the day that is worthy of the name. I also hope that one day, I will Become my cheater, so that he can also experience this kind of treatment."

The audience in the audience was confused for a while, as if they were a little dazed by the "cheats" one after another in Cheng Lu's mouth.

But Cheng Lu felt that his meaning was already obvious, so he opened it.Whether you can hear it or not is another matter.Don't do your own relationship.

Moderator: Well...

The host made a long "huh", probably subconsciously telling everyone that she understands it, and I believe everyone understands it too.

Host: "Cheng Lu, you just turned 23 years old this year. You are not too old at this age, and you are not too young. After going through your school days, you have lost your original youthfulness. It can be said that you have grown from naive to fantasy In real life, what do you think is the most beautiful? What is the cruelest?"

Cheng Lu: "Beauty and cruelty are actually relative. After living a good life for a long time, even a little unsatisfactory life will sometimes be regarded as cruel. And what is regarded as cruel by everyone may seem to him that the sky will collapse. On the contrary, those who are used to the cruel life feel that the sky is falling, and it is nothing but something they are used to. Fortunately and unfortunately, anyway, they need to resist themselves, and no one will bear it for themselves.”

Cheng Lu was answering irrelevant questions, so——

"For you, in real life, what is the most beautiful? What is the cruelest?" So the host asked again.

Cheng Lu: "Beauty is naturally when the things and people you care about are by your side. Cruelty is that one day, you will lose them, or they will lose you."

Host: "Well, in the whole experience of your youthful schooling, which stage do you think is the most memorable? Elementary school, junior high school, high school, or university?"

Cheng Lu: "This question is actually very easy to answer. I dare not say 70.00%, but at least 70.00% of the people will say it is high school. The tense and exciting high school life, the anticipation and hesitation on the eve of the college entrance examination, everyone has been staring at it together. The countdown to the college entrance examination is shortening every day, as if waiting for a result or a miracle together. That experience can be said to be unforgettable for a lifetime. I am in that [-]%.”

Host: "Well, did you encounter any difficulties when you were filming for the first time? For example, how do you get along with colleagues, or do you feel embarrassed or uncomfortable on the set because you have been stuck on a certain line? "

Cheng Lu: "This problem is often encountered, especially during the filming process. After all, it is impossible for a person to be in such a good state all the time, and the mobilization of emotions will not be done in a timely manner every time. This kind of thing everyone I understand, so we all understand each other, and we will encourage each other like this.”

Host: "Whether it is in life or work, there will definitely be times when you are depressed. When you are most frustrated and depressed, what do you usually do to resolve it? Or what do you want to happen?"

……

Cheng Lu didn't know exactly what he wanted, but a week later, when Heng Xing appeared at the hospital door with a silent face, Cheng Lu felt that what he wanted most at that time should be a hug and a kiss.It can be used to treat his insomnia, headache, restlessness, fatigue and anxiety for many days.

What hurt Heng Xing to the bone was the two words that Cheng Lu murmured when he saw himself in his arms:

"The doctor said that she may still have half a year..."

"Xing, I also tasted that feeling, it's really hard!"