My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

On July 2015, 7, the weather was fine.

I have no home anymore... It has been nearly a month since the college entrance examination, and it has been almost a month since I came here.The word home, warm and cruel, has drifted away from me.I changed my mobile phone, left everything behind and came to a completely unfamiliar place, and I don't know whether it is right or wrong.Maybe I was a little too impulsive, I should have finished the college entrance examination, but I didn't want to go back to that place, that place full of vigor and sunshine, it seemed a bit unsuitable for me.In any case, it was clear that there was no way out.Maybe it's because I'm young, easily impulsive, and the road ahead is unknown, so I can only bite the bullet and move forward.Regret or something is useless.It belongs to my student days, and I can't go back after all.And...you, remember me?My poor self-confidence, what should I use to support it——

On July 2015, 7, the weather was cloudy.

So much to do, finally have some time to settle down and write something.Tired, tired every day for living.But at least I have a stable job.The life of group acting is very boring, it seems meaningless, it feels like I am wasting my life, maybe my own requirements are too high, or maybe I am too impetuous and need to settle down.But today I had a good opportunity, it was different from usual, I made a double, it was a breakthrough, I still have to make persistent efforts.I'm going to keep working hard, wait for me!

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On August 2015, 8, the weather was cloudy

about you.

I browsed the post bar of Taichung No. [-] High School today, and I was very surprised.There are so many good universities waiting for you. Why did you choose to go this way? It feels a little worthless.However, I have no right to ask you anything.After all, what am I?At least, I don't count anything right now.Over the past few days, I have met many people and met many people. I can only say that this road is not easy to walk.However, since you have already chosen, there is no chance of turning back.I can only speed up my pace, I want to speed up my pace, I want to become better, I want to step down the thorns that belong to us, and hope that in the future, I can embrace you.Hope, I can wait for you on the road ahead!

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On November 2015, 11, it began to rain lightly.

It's been the fifth day since my leg was injured. It's really boring to lie in the house. I don't know what to do, and I don't know what my future will be.Fortunately, the director came to see me and said some words of encouragement. Although it was quite decadent, as he said, as long as we work hard, there is hope.Opportunities are for those who are prepared.Do I count as being noticed?

December 2015, 12, very windy

This winter is a bit cold, but today is very important to me, I took a small role.It's very small, it can be said that it is the kind that is difficult to be noticed.Although this kind of thing happens from time to time in the crew meeting, but not everyone can have such an opportunity, so everyone says I am very lucky.But I want to say, are you lucky?Is it the luck of breaking an arm twice and a leg in half a year?Then if I want to reach the top, don’t I have to be scarred, then do I still have my life to wait—everything I want!It was originally a happy thing, but after thinking about it, I started to feel sad... What's wrong with me?Maybe, I miss you again!

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February 2016, 2, sunny day

It was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. The director of a movie came to choose a role, and he happened to be good friends with the director of the film crew. I was recommended to join. I was a villain who dared to fight.I think that the director may be my noble person. I have been following his team until now, and I feel that it is worthwhile.The harder you work, the luckier you get, right?Haven't been this happy for a long time!We're getting closer—

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February 2016, 4, sunny day

I got my first money and called my mom, though...she wouldn't let me call her that—I figured, after all this time, it would be different, but I still overestimated reality.I think she might be crazy.She even said: You are still alive, why haven't you died——

Ah--

But why can't I live?What did i do wrong?

Is it because I scolded that man in front of her?That—the man who hit her?

……

"Hey! What are you looking at? So engrossed?"

A voice instantly brought Cheng Lu back to reality from the diary, and the diary was so frightened that his subordinates trembled and the notebook closed automatically and fell into the box again.Cheng Lu turned his back to Heng Xing, took the cover from the side and put it on top without any trace, and said in a hoarse and unnatural voice: "What can I see, why not filter it to see if there is any garbage in your place, or Useless things, you don’t need to take them away, so as to save space at home in the future.” Just like this diary of gray memories.

Occupy the place at home——

He blurted out so naturally, causing Heng Xing, who was standing behind him, to narrow his eyes with a smile, and the lines of his entire face were soft. "Okay, let's see. But to be honest, there shouldn't be many waste products. But if you think it's really useless, you can just throw it here. After all, the space in the house is taken up by useless things. You have fun The land for children will definitely be relatively reduced."

"That's true!" Cheng Lu rarely refuted, and nodded while flipping through his book.It's as good as it has just been smoothed.

Heng Xing laughed even wider, and directly stepped forward with an arm around his waist and asked Cheng Lu, "Are you tired? Why don't we take a rest in the living room, and don't be in a hurry."

"I only have two days of vacation, and I'm leaving tomorrow, and I won't be able to clean up by then, so don't call me out." Cheng Lu said while packing the books.

"So it's more time to rest, let's go!" Hearing this, Heng Xing dragged him out of the room directly, hugging and dragging him.

Cheng Lu was a little confused, what does it mean to take a rest?What kind of divine logic is this?

The two arrived on the sofa smoothly, and the TV was turned on. Cheng Lu was held in Heng Xing's arms, and they leaned against the back of the imperial concubine together.For some reason, Cheng Lu felt that Heng Xing had malicious intentions, and his hands were not honest at all.

"Oh, that's fine, my body won't be able to take it anymore." Cheng Lu pressed the hand under the clothes, "If you don't really want to rest, I can continue to pack things. I'm actually not tired yet."

"Okay, then let go of your hand and I'll come out. Why don't I come out? Watch TV, what do you want for lunch later?" Heng Xing pulled out his troubled hand from under his clothes and wrapped it around Cheng Lu's waist, the two of them Lying there halfway, he looked harmonious and at ease.

Cheng Lu took the remote control on one side and changed the program, which was a reality show about travel and life. "What do you want to eat? I can actually do it. You are the chef, I can actually help you."

"Why did I suddenly become enlightened!" Heng Xing's tone seemed a little exaggerated.

Cheng Lu: "Qi——, then you can do it yourself."

Heng Xing: "Hey, let's do a good job together."

Cheng Lu caressed Heng Xing's hand on his waist, and smiled comfortably.

Heng Xing glanced at the TV and asked, "Do you like travel programs? I happen to be recording a reality show about travel and adventure called "Romantic Travel Season". Invite a popular traffic, want to know who it is?"

Cheng Lu turned his face to look at Heng Xing, and instantly pulled the distance between their faces very close, and he could even feel Heng Xing's faint aura. "who?"

Heng Xing also turned his face in a timely manner, meeting Cheng Lu's eyes.Fair skin, eyes blinking unnaturally, looks very cute, Heng Xing couldn't help leaning forward and smacked on the pink lips that were close at hand, and then said: "It's you! Maybe Hua Yun is still there Didn't tell you."

Cheng Lu stuck out the tip of his tongue unnaturally and pursed his lips, turned his face away to look at the TV again.

It turns out that I can already be called a popular traffic!It feels—so unreal.

"Did you have a hard time when you first stepped into this industry?" He had actually been thinking about this question for a while.

Heng Xing smiled lightly, looking calm. "...It's okay, why do you think of asking this?"

"No, just...just ask." It shouldn't be asked, "What time is it?"

Heng Xing raised his wrist and glanced at the time: "It's still early, it's just eleven o'clock, why, are you hungry?"

"No."

"Where's your watch? Why didn't you bring it?" Heng Xing grabbed Cheng Lu's smooth wrist and began to question.

Cheng Lu's eyes flashed, he leaned his back on the sofa and got up, and said in a very regretful tone: "I lost it!" Then he turned his head to look at Heng Xing who was staring at him behind him and asked, "What should I do? I also listen Others have said that the watch is very expensive, and I'm afraid I won't be able to afford it."

Heng Xing didn't fall for his tricks, he stretched out his arm and pulled Cheng Lu into his arms again, then turned over and pressed him under his body, saying: "I will pay you! I don't mind at all! How about it, I don't have to be polite anymore, I'm going to start—" Then he buried his head into Cheng Lu's neck and started to bite, making him yell itchy!

"Okay, okay, it's in your bedroom, it's in your bedroom." Cheng Lu backed up and slipped out of the gap between the two of them, fell to the ground, turned over and went to the bathroom .

"What time did you wash in the washing machine? I think it has stopped. Take it out and put it on the balcony to dry." Cheng Lu's voice soon came from the bathroom.

Heng Xing sat up, put on his slippers and walked over, saying: "I put it in this morning, take it out, there are other things to wash." After speaking, he turned his head and walked towards the bedroom, where Cheng Lu was not completely finished. When he took out the dustproof cloth, he saw Heng Xing standing there with a sheet in his hand.That's right, this bed sheet really needs to be washed.

"Then I'll dry it." Cheng Lu walked over Heng Xing with the basin to the balcony.

The two tossed back and forth for another 10 minutes.

When Cheng Lu came out from the balcony, he saw Heng Xing was already dumping things in the kitchen.Really, go up to the hall, go down to the kitchen, tsk tsk tsk!

Cheng Lu walked over and took a look at the ingredients. "What are you going to do? I'll get this green vegetable." As he spoke, he brought a plate of green vegetables to himself, and began to break them apart bit by bit.

"To be honest, I still don't know how to cook extra large meals. I only know how to cook. If you don't want to eat, we can go out." Heng Xing cut a carrot twice, then put it down and glanced at Cheng Lu beside him.

"Get up and drive, I'll do it!" Cheng Lu directly pulled Heng Xingpa aside, occupying the entire kitchen territory.

Heng Xing was a bit unexpected, he didn't expect this guy to be able to cook.

Not bad.

But—half an hour later—

Cheng Lu: "Teacher Heng, come quickly and help me take out that seasoning box!"

Cheng Lu: "Mr. Heng, this fire is too big, how can I turn it down?"

Cheng Lu: "Ahhhhhhhhh, Mr. Heng, if you don't come here, if my hand gets burned, you will feel distressed again——"

Heng Xing: "..."

Heng Xing glanced at the kitchen, which seemed to have been bombarded, and his head was a little big. "Okay baby, this place is not suitable for you, go out, I'll come." Heng Xing took the spoon from Cheng Lu's hand and put it aside, then pushed him and embraced him behind him.

I thought it was a king, but it turned out to be bronze.

Hey!

Cheng Lu: "Hey, that, let me help you."

Heng Xing: "No need."

Cheng Lu: "I can do it. What else do you want to fry, I'll get the ingredients from the refrigerator."

Heng Xing: "No, no, these are enough. Baby, go out and wait."

Cheng Lu: "Do you despise me?"

"What are you thinking, I'm thinking too much, come and kiss me!" Heng Xing turned sideways and pressed a kiss on Cheng Lu's face. "Okay, let's go out!"

Cheng Lu: "..." Forget it, what's the point, the king doesn't have to be proficient in everything!right!

……

The lunch was still very rich, but it was half an hour late.

Good things are hard to come by.

Steamed fish, stir-fried green vegetables, chopped egg flower, shredded pork with green pepper.enough.

Cheng Lu ate heartily.

"Eat slowly, no one will grab it for you." Heng Xing reminded kindly.He said that before he was so familiar with Cheng Lu, he had never seen his virtue of eating.It wasn't like that when he went to the theater.The disadvantage of this is that it is easy to be exposed in front of close people, and it is natural to be exposed.

"Hey, what movie are you making now? Are there a lot of action scenes?" Cheng Lu asked while eating.

Heng Xing nodded lightly: "Yes, yes, but not too many." He also rarely accepts movies with a lot of action now.

"Don't take this kind of action movies in the future, it's not bad to act in some idol movies, youth school movies and so on. Or go to the acting school and play some kind of deep roles." Cheng Lu sincerely suggested.

Heng Xing: "Why? Do you think I'm suitable?"

"It's suitable! The main thing is safety! You, the one who fights and kills, is so dangerous. Isn't it!" Cheng Lu's eyes flickered, and the deliberateness was still not well hidden.

In fact, Cheng Lu didn't say anything, Heng Xing also knew that he had a sense of proportion. "Don't worry, I'll pay attention. Come on, eat more fish and make up for it." Then he took a piece of fish and put it in Cheng Lu's bowl.

Cheng Lu: "I have nothing to make up for."

Heng Xing: "Replenishing the kidney."

Cheng Lu: "..."

Cheng Lu: "Get lost!"

Heng Xing couldn't help laughing at Cheng Lu's angry look.

The time was good, and the two of them who had lunch lay down on the sofa again.

"It's so boring, do you want to find something to do?" Cheng Lu said while flipping through his phone.But immediately felt that something was wrong and quickly added: "I'm not talking about that kind of thing!"

Heng Xing asked knowingly, "What kind of thing?"

Cheng Lu naturally ignored him.

"Is there a basketball court in your community? Let's go to some activities, how about sweating?" It's been a long time since Cheng Lu thought of this, and suddenly became excited.

Heng Xing stood up and said, "Okay! Accompany you! Let's go!"

Cheng Lu directly jumped up from the sofa: "I'll get the basketball!"

The contest between men is often expressed through sports.Sports include: competitive game competitions, sports competitions, etc.

In high school, the two competed many times because of their skill level.The most impressive time, Cheng Lu remembers the scene where almost all the teachers and students in the school watched.It is the only time in the legend that the head-to-head confrontation between the school grass and the god of learning is held in front of the majority of teachers and students.No matter who loses in the end, they may be scolded by the winning party.

At first they thought they were just going to the court to relax, and they had no intention of competing.But unexpectedly, more and more people gathered around, and the voices were quickly divided between the two sides, which can be said to be difficult to ride.

The onlookers only saw the two of them standing there chattering before they made a move. They usually understood that, in order to boost their momentum, they were uttering harsh words to each other!It should be roughly like this:

Heng Xing: "Little bastard, you dare to yell at grandpa, wait and see if I don't clean up, you will be obedient!"

Cheng Lu: "You're a fucking bitch, don't kneel down and beg for mercy and call Dad!"

Heng Xing: "Don't worry, son, the one who knelt down and called Dad must be you!"

Cheng Lu: "Fuck! Grandson! Bah!"

Yes, the above is the correct way to open.

But the fact is—

Heng Xing: "Do you want to compare?"

Cheng Lu: "Compare!"

Heng Xing: "Aren't you afraid of losing later, and losing you members of the Divine Party?"

Cheng Lu glanced at the surrounding students: "You are not afraid, what am I afraid of! Whoever wins, remember to eat popsicles!"

Heng Xing: "Okay, whatever you want to eat, brother will buy it for you!"

Cheng Lu: "Brother, how can you be my brother?"

Heng Xing: "It's because I'm older than you!" Heng Xing immediately dropped the racket from Cheng Lu's hand after speaking.

So a fierce duel between the two officially kicked off.

Cheng Lu has good flexibility, but with his size and physique, he is no match for Heng Xing in terms of confrontation.The size gap between Heng Xing and Cheng Lu was even bigger in high school than it is now, but Cheng Lu opened up a bit later...

Cheng Lu dodged left and right, turned his back, and started to shoot directly, but was blocked by Heng Xing's long arm reaching high, and then made a backhand shot.There were a lot of cheers outside the stadium.

How could Cheng Lu let it go, after he succeeded again, he threw Heng Xing away with a fake move and scored a goal, and raised his eyebrows at the opponent proudly.

Heng Xing chuckled, and then made a long shot——

Still in.

After going back and forth, the result was that Cheng Lu was killed without leaving any traces.

That time, it could be said that it was thrown into the face of the Xueshen Party.The relationship between Cheng Lu and Heng Xing was once again heated up on the campus network and post bars.

[PI]: Tell me the one who has a good relationship between the two of them will stand up for me, stand under the flagpole and slap her in the face!

[Bottom in the exam]: Where are the members of the Xueshen Party?Are you faceless?

[Submission question]: Don't you just lose a ball? What's so exciting about it.If we have the courage to compete, we can afford to fucking lose!Don't look down on people--

[I'm a special student]: Don't talk about skills, in fact, playing basketball still depends on innate conditions. Heng Xing's physique is there. Don't take it too seriously.

[mmp]: The relationship between the two is really miserable~ My condolences, cp party members.

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The two people who had a bad relationship were behind a wall in the back playground at the moment.

Heng Xing: "Is yours delicious?"

Cheng Lu nodded and took a bite of the popsicle: "It's delicious, strawberry flavored."

Heng Xing's eyes lit up: "Really? I'll try it."

Cheng Lu pursed his lips, and brought the popsicle to Heng Xing's mouth: "..."

Heng Xing took a bite and nodded: "Well, it's delicious. My food is also quite delicious, Nuo, you can try mine too..."

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