My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

After eating, the two of them finally arrived at the house Heng Xing mentioned about Nanyun before eight o'clock in the evening. After opening the door, the scene in front of them was not as messy as Heng Xing said, but very clean and tidy. The definition of chaos is different, it's just a little bit of dust.Judging from the furnishings, they are all new. It should be that they haven't lived in it much since they bought it.

"We seem to have forgotten something. We should buy some storage boxes for storing things. Otherwise, the two of us are empty-handed and can't get it. You wait here, I will buy it, and let them deliver it." Heng Xing's It seemed that his mind was really only on the matter of moving, and he lost the joy of reunion after a long absence for Cheng Lu's appearance.

It still doesn't feel right.No hugs, no kisses, nothing.

Cheng Lu thinks that although he is not a woman, emotional matters are inherently delicate.Can't tolerate any impurities. "Going to buy storage boxes in the middle of the night, packing things, etc., are you in such a hurry?" Cheng Lu put his hands in his pockets, stood at the entrance of the door, glanced around, looking listless.

"Then tell me, what should we do in the middle of the night?" Heng Xing folded his arms on his chest, leaning his back against a wall not far from Cheng Lu, staring at him, and asked word by word road.

"..." Cheng Lu turned his face away indiscriminately, then walked directly past Heng Xing to the house, and said as he walked, "I don't know what to do, then you should buy a storage box and pack your things .”

Heng Xing got up from the wall against which his back was leaning, and followed Cheng Lu's pace lightly.

Cheng Lu didn't hear Heng Xing's reply, turned around and said at the same time: "Are you going or not—"

Before the ending of the word Qu disappeared, Cheng Lu turned around and almost bumped into Heng Xing who was standing behind him.

Heng Xing put his hands into his trouser pockets, the two looked at each other, and they were very close to each other, Cheng Lu was obviously taken aback.

Then caught off guard——

Heng Xing lowered his head slightly, brought his lips to the corner of Cheng Lu's mouth little by little, and pecked lightly at first——

Cheng Lu's eyelids dropped, his breathing began to become very light, his heart was beating very fast, as if he was about to jump out of his body, and he couldn't help but put his two hands in his trouser pockets nervously grabbing the material, I can't even tell myself, when did I become so worthless...

Pecking at the corner of his mouth lightly, Heng Xing didn't seem to want to give up, and pressed Cheng Lu's lips tightly again. He also pulled out his hands from his trouser pockets and put them on Cheng Lu's shoulders on both sides, lightly probing with the tip of his tongue. , little by little from shallow to deep, from light to heavy, luring, inducing, step by step...

Involuntarily, Cheng Lu raised his head slightly and began to respond, his face was reddish, fine sweat began to form on his forehead, and both hands also grabbed Heng Xing's clothes——

Heng Xing then slid his right hand from Cheng Lu's left shoulder to the lower waist. Cheng Lu's waist is very thin and tight, and it seems that one arm can cover most of it.Another hand dragged toward the back of his head—

The corners of Cheng Lu's mouth were a little dry, but the sweat on his forehead became more and more profuse, and his breathing was so short that he couldn't catch it.

Heng Xing then let go of him, his tone was very soft: "Baby relax, you are too nervous—"

Cheng Lu relieved his heaving chest and pursed his lips lightly.

Heng Xing suppressed his emotions, lowered his head and gently moved to the corner of Cheng Lu's mouth, biting: "Baby...do you miss me? Huh?"

Cheng Lu kissed back, and the corners of his eyes were a little red: "Then do you miss me?"

Heng Xing touched the tip of Cheng Lu's nose, and said with a tired voice, "I think about it every minute." Heng Xing felt that he seemed to be masochistic in the past month. "Then do you miss me?"

"I've come to look for you, what do you think?" Cheng Lu felt sour.

Heng Xing conveniently pulled Cheng Lu's crossbody bag and threw it aside, pulled Cheng Lu's arms around his neck, tightened his arms around Cheng Lu's waist again, and began to kiss deeply.Hugging him step by step and starting to walk towards the bedroom, Cheng Lu seemed to be a little weak on the soles of his feet, he staggered back and leaned back, but fortunately, he leaned back and leaned against the wall at the door of the bedroom superior.Heng Xing's stumbling feet were also taken away, but when he saw Cheng Lu, who was still stuck to the wall and hadn't stabilized his posture, he quickly threw his coat back with both hands by the collar of his chest Next, he shook his hand and threw it to the ground forcefully, and then stuck to Cheng Lu who was leaning against the wall again.He leaned over to kiss him again.

With the other hand, Heng Xing tore off Cheng Lu's jacket and threw it on the ground neatly. Cheng Lu was wearing a thin shirt, while Heng Xing only had a white casual T-shirt on his top.The two clasped their fingers, and Cheng Lu was pressed against the wall in a gesture of surrender.Cheng Lu's shirt buttons had been undone from the second to the third in the messy tearing just now, and the white skin appeared under Heng Xing's eyes, as if he was challenging his limit——

This kiss, over and over again, does not know when it will end, as if wanting to get back all the debts that have been owed for the past few days.Overbearing and tough.

Finally, from a deep kiss to a shallow kiss, from the corner of the mouth back to the base of the ears and neck.Intense and long.

The two were too close, hugging, embracing, the pounding heartbeat was not sure if it was the other person's or their own.

Cheng Lu was pressed against a hard spot, and for a moment, he asked softly, "Will you do it?"

Heng Xing said in a hoarse voice, "No." Although he really wanted to, he was afraid that Cheng Lu would misunderstand.Because of what happened last time, he didn't want him to misunderstand.It's not a good time, Heng Xing knows, it's very hurtful.

Because his original intention was not like this.

In the end, after testing it all over and over, the identities were swapped, but instead, he let the person he cared about so much to make a compromise.He can't bear it.Obviously not like this.

He can be arrogant.Can be unreasonable.This alone won't work.

It hurts.

He was so wrong.

"Also, help me first..."

……

Brown-gray bedding, Heng Xing's bedroom is in black, white and gray tones, simple but not luxurious.

After the two consumed each other, Heng Xing held him in his arms and kissed again and again.Cheng Lu could hardly hold the magazine he was flipping through in his hand.In desperation, he laughed and cursed: "It's endless, isn't it?"

With a smile on his lips, Heng Xing directly snatched the book from Cheng Lu's hand and put it aside, leaned close to Cheng Lu's ear and asked, "Baby, what you said just now is what you think you should do in the middle of the night, isn't this?" Forgot to kiss again.

Cheng Lu: "..."

Cheng Lu's guilty eyes flickered, and he ignored him.

"Why don't you talk?" Heng Xing was aggressive.He smiled and asked, "Is it this? Is it?"

Cheng Lu smiled and pushed the man away, rolled up his sleeves and wanted to beat him up.

But when Heng Xing's smooth arm was exposed, and that long pink scar was clearly visible under Heng Xing's eyelids, his eyes tightened suddenly, and he couldn't smile anymore.

Then he directly grabbed Cheng Lu's beating hand, pressed the person into his arms again, and then took that arm in front of his eyes and looked carefully. It was indeed a scar, or a new wound, and it was sure to leave a scar at that time. The injury is serious, when did this happen? "How did you hurt your arm?"

Cheng Lu noticed Heng Xing's movements, then glanced at the pink scar on his arm, and said casually: "Oh, when "Breaking Dawn" was on the road show in Chenzhou, an enthusiastic fan pushed me and rowed to the door. It's locked, it's ready."

The "Breaking Dawn" road show was at least half a month ago, such a long time. "Why is there no news on the Internet?" With the popularity of "Breaking Dawn", it is impossible not to cause some waves.

"The news was suppressed because of fear of negative impact."

A trace of distress flashed in Heng Xing's eyes, and he grabbed the arm with his palm, covered it under the quilt, couldn't bear to look at it, and then said softly: "I'm sorry!"

Cheng Lu chuckled: "It's not you who did it, so there's nothing to be sorry about."

But at least I should be by your side.Heng Xing thought.

"If you feel tired, rest, you don't have to work so hard. I can afford you." Heng Xing said.

Hearing this, Cheng Lu turned around, met Heng Xing's eyes, smiled with the corners of his mouth open, and then stepped forward to kiss Heng Xing on the face.Said in a soft but unfriendly tone: "Hey! I'm a man, not a woman, and I'm also ambitious, okay?"

Heng Xing narrowed his eyes and chuckled: "Well, okay, I support you. But you have to protect yourself."

"I know." Cheng Lu responded softly.Then the two fell silent.

Cheng Lu took the book again and put it in his hand and began to flip through it. Heng Xing glanced at it again, took the book and threw it aside again, hugged the person and pressed it under the quilt. "Don't look, what to look at. Let me teach you something practical..."

Cheng Lu pushed him away and asked amusedly, "Teach me what?"

"Practice kissing."

……

The sunlight in spring is always soft and weak, especially in the morning, like someone who is still sleeping soundly in bed at the moment.

"Bang bang bang-"

Someone knocked on the door, and Cheng Lu turned over and continued to sleep.

Heng Xing, who was already dressed, turned around, glanced at the person who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, and walked to the door. He knew that it was an order he had placed before going to bed last night.There are food, useful, quite a lot.At this moment, Heng Xing looked energetic.In fact, he doesn't like to sleep in very much, unlike someone else.

Heng Xing opened the door, and the courier saw the person coming and said politely: "Sir, your order. Do you need my help to put it in, it's a bit much."

"Okay, thank you." Heng Xing opened the door, stood in the shadow behind the door, and then watched the things being moved into the house one by one, the courier waved goodbye, and Heng Xing responded politely. Closed the door.

Heng Xing skipped over the pile of things he bought, walked to the sofa first, tore off all the dusty cloths on it, then went to the bedroom, took a look at the person who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, opened the closet, and found a set for himself. He put the thin gray sportswear he wore for leisure on the bed, and then picked up the dust cloth that he had pulled off the ground last night, and Heng Xing stuffed it together with all the dust cloths outside. When I got to the washing machine in the bathroom, I started washing.Then he took the vacuum cleaner in the bathroom, turned it to the minimum sound, activated the automatic button setting, and let it start working.He started washing himself.

About 20 minutes later, Heng Xing came out of the bathroom and walked directly to the kitchen, wrung out a rag, and began to clean and wipe the dust from the stove and tabletop.Then the stove was cleaned one by one and put into the disinfection cabinet for simple disinfection.

At this time, I just walked to the boxes of still sealed things placed at the entrance. Heng Xing found a pair of scissors and opened the boxes one by one. There were vegetables, fruits, fresh eggs and meat.There are also two boxes that are folded storage boxes for packing things.

Put everything you eat into the refrigerator one by one, save some that you need to use now, take them to the kitchen, steam the rice, wash the vegetables, then cut them up and put them on the plate. The series of actions look skillful and smooth .

When Heng Xing's first scrambled eggs with tomatoes came out of the pot, a certain person came out yawning, barefoot, wearing the suit Heng Xing put beside the bed, and went to the shoe cabinet in the entrance to look around. After looking for it, he finally found a pair of slippers and put them on his feet.

Hearing the movement, Heng Xing turned around and took a look, but there was no one in the living room connected to the kitchen, but he heard the sound of running water coming from the bathroom.

The rice cooker beeped in a timely manner to indicate that the rice was ready, Heng Xing stretched out his hand and pressed the power switch.The other sweet and sour pork ribs under his hand came out of the pan quickly and began to be plated.Turned on the rice cooker, filled two bowls of rice, and served the fried dishes to the dining table outside one by one. Cheng Lu just happened to come out of the bathroom after washing.Heng Xing glanced at the person who came, and said, "Good morning!"

"Morning." Cheng Lu's voice sounded lazy.Staring at the dishes on the table, he glanced at Heng Xing again and said, "It's so rich~"

Heng Xing handed Cheng Lu a pair of chopsticks that he had just brought from the kitchen, and sat down on the opposite chair, saying softly, "Eat it, it won't taste good when it gets cold."

"Hmm—" Cheng Lu picked up a piece of rib and put it in his mouth.tasty. "You are so good at cooking, why didn't you know that before."

Heng Xing poured two glasses of milk, and put one in front of Cheng Lu. "Didn't you ask me before? Besides myself, sometimes cooking is unnecessary."

Indeed, Cheng Lu nodded noncommittally.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Heng Xing picked up a spare rib and put it in Cheng Lu's bowl.

Cheng Lu raised his eyebrows: "What do you mean? Okay, don't you really know?"

Heng Xing smiled: "You misunderstood, what I mean is, if you haven't slept well, you can catch up on sleep after eating. I can clean it up first, don't worry."

"Oh, it's okay, I'm fine." It's not that exaggerated.

Heng Xing didn't say much anymore, and continued to hold food for Cheng Lu, saying: "Then you eat more, and we will start packing later."

Cheng Lu: "Okay."

After the two had finished eating and packed up the dishes, it was already past nine o'clock in the morning. Cheng Lu crossed his arms around his chest and looked around Heng Xing's room, and then said: "You--it seems to be There is nothing to clean up. Except for some large electrical appliances, I will directly find the company to transport them away, and the trivial things are fine."

Heng Xing stretched out an arm, took Cheng Lu into his arms, and walked to the side, then stopped at the door of a closed room, twisted the lock on the door, and pushed it open——

It's a big room, it looks like there are compartments, and the inside is shining with gold. "Fuck! Treasure room!" Cheng Lu stepped in the door with bright eyes, and then stood in front of the trophy that filled the entire wall of lockers, unable to say a word in excitement.Heng Xing embraced Cheng Lu from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and his voice sounded bewitching and sweet:

"The one in front of you is the first Golden Horse trophy I won. You were just a sophomore at the time, and my career was just in a period of rapid growth."

Cheng Lu snorted, "I know which movie it is."

Heng Xing chuckled: "Oh~ you pay so much attention to me, which movie?"

Cheng Lu cut it short: "I won't tell you."

Heng Xing didn't continue to ask, and continued to talk to himself: "At that time, I really wanted to find you, but I felt that I was not good enough, not stable enough, and I needed to wait. I watched with my own eyes from the car window outside the campus. You are playing basketball on the playground in high spirits, and giving academic speeches outside your major on the podium. You are...excellent, and you still feel that you still need to work hard. In fact, the thing I don’t understand the most is that your grades are so good, except In acting, you have many paths you can go, and you can go very wonderfully and perfectly, but in the end, you only choose one that you are least good at. Why?"

Cheng Lu looked through the trophy in front of him, and seemed to see something farther away, and then said leisurely: "There are so many reasons, because I want to!" Because—survival skills and so on may have something to do with dreams. different.Because - I don't want to have regrets in this life!Ideal!If there is anything else, it is, maybe I want to stand with you, maybe this will bring you closer, maybe.But a very important point is that I like it quite a lot, so why not work hard if you have a dream or something.So, since your dream is so close to you, why not.

"Can I hold it in my hand and have a look?" Cheng Lu turned his face and asked Heng Xing's face on his shoulder.

Heng Xing smiled, directly took out the hand around Cheng Lu's waist, stretched out the trophy in front of them, took it and handed it to Cheng Lu, saying: "No, here you are, just look at it. The things here, There is nothing you can’t see, you can do what you want. You can take it with you.”

"Fuck you!" Cheng Lu smiled and raised his elbow to poke the person behind him, then took the trophy that Heng Xing handed to him, looked at the base, and looked around gropingly.

Heng Xing let go of Cheng Lu, turned around and walked outside, brought some storage boxes he bought, and some shockproof foam. "These fragile things can be separated with foam padding."

"Well, good." Cheng Lu pulled a box to his feet, first filled some anti-shock foam at the bottom, then put the trophies, and filled the gap between the trophies, so as not to be caught wear and tear.

Heng Xing quickly put himself into the work of tidying up the house.

In fact, for them, they are constantly busy with notifications every day, and doing such trivial things occasionally is also very interesting and full of life.It is relaxing and satisfying.

Heng Xing said that the house was too small, so he changed it to a bigger one.Although Cheng Lu hasn't seen how big his new house is now, anyway, the house he said is a bit small is actually quite big, at least, he thinks so.His house looks quite small at first glance. There is only one bedroom, but there are four storage rooms around the corner. One is full of trophies and certificates, and the other is for him. There are sundries in life books, one is the accessories and jewelry used during the performance, and some small objects, and the other is the cloakroom.In addition to these, there is also a big bathing pool like a fish pond... Then how big should his new home be!

"Where is your new house?" Cheng Lu asked while tidying up.

Heng Xing, who was standing next to the cabinet taking things, glanced at Cheng Lu behind him and said, "It's in Guangsha."

"Why do you want to buy it there?" Cheng Lu was a little puzzled, a place that was out of reach.

Heng Xing chuckled: "Because the environment there is good, the air is good, and it's suitable for retirement."

Cheng Lu: "..." You are so young, why do you think of retirement~

Cheng Lu was speechless.

Heng Xing faced the cabinet, then turned his head and put his face next to Cheng Lu's ear behind him, and continued softly: "To put it simply, it is suitable for living—"

"Get out! Who wants to live with you!"

Heng Xing raised the corners of his mouth, smiled lightly, retracted Cheng Lu's body behind him, and said leisurely: "Look, I just said that the location of the house is suitable for living, and I didn't specifically say who to live with, yes You like to check in on yourself."

"……"This guy!Hearing this, Cheng Lu threw away the box he was sorting in his hand, dragged another empty box at random, and went to another room without turning his head.

What a thankless effort!

Passing through the living room and turning to the right at the balcony, Cheng Lu just saw another room where things are kept. This room is really quite secretive.

Push the door open and enter, and the bookshelves covering the walls of the room come into view. To be exact, this is not a study room, it should be called a library.

There is also a basketball, which occupies a compartment exclusively, and is covered with a transparent dust cover.Cheng Lu knew that they bought it for Heng Xing in their third year of high school.It still looks brand new at the moment, so it probably hasn't been used much.

Then Cheng Lu looked around again, and a small box on the bookshelf on the right caught his attention. He reached out and took it, and opened the lid. There were some odds and ends in it, none of which he was familiar with. They should be used by Heng Xing later. Yes, there is a notebook on the lower part, the corners have been rolled up, it can be seen that it was used several years ago, Cheng Lu turned over the notebook and took it out.Square and square, it looks quite neat, the cover is clean, nothing is written, Cheng Lu opened it directly from the middle of the book, and there is a row of dates on the top of the page: November 2015, 11, the world started It's raining.Immediately below, there are words written densely with pens: It has been the fifth day since my leg was injured, and it is really boring to lie in the house. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know what my future will be...

Seeing this, Cheng Lu suddenly closed the notebook in a panic, his palms were tense, and he was sweating a little.This notebook...it turned out to be Heng Xing's diary...

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