My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

Heng Xing calmly took out a tissue, and cleaned up the rice grains on his face one by one, which did not affect him to continue the topic just now: "They are all men, what can we say?"

Cheng Lu: "..."

Cheng Lu quickly grilled the food in front of him, and he was bound to fill himself up immediately, completely treating the chattering Heng Xing around him as air.

While eating, a slender, well-articulated, and very beautiful finger was stretched out under Cheng Lu's eyelids. Cheng Lu's movement of vigorously grilling the rice stopped and stopped there, allowing Heng Xing to take the rice grains from the corner of his mouth bit by bit. It was pinched and placed in a paper towel on the table.The fingertips gently scratched the skin around the corners of the mouth, making Cheng Lu upset.

Heng Xing: "So don't you want to be burdened by idols?" Heng Xing then joked.

Then he gently put down the bowl and chopsticks, perhaps due to his obsessive-compulsive disorder, he placed the two chopsticks very neatly on top of the rice bowl, coughed lightly, cleared his throat, and then turned sideways Turning his head, looking at Heng Xing, he asked tentatively and jokingly: "Heng Xing, you are not gay, are you?"

Cheng Lu said that he was really just joking.

Because of someone's excessive behavior, he really couldn't help it. Of course, he also had a tentative mentality, he couldn't deny it.

Because after that scene, Heng Xing gave him a strange feeling.

But Heng Xing seemed to have been prepared for a long time, his expression paused for a moment, and then he met Cheng Lu's eyes: "It seems that what I did was too obvious—"

"Stop, stop, stop." Before Heng Xing could finish his sentence, he was stopped by Cheng Lu. He looked away, and took a few gulps of the mineral water next to him.He didn't expect Heng Xing to admit it, and he admitted it so quickly.It is said that if you are gay, you are gay, why admit it to yourself?

"Actually, I'm about to tell you." Heng Xing didn't stop, and said what he was about to say.

You are still preparing to blew yourself up, have you considered other people's feelings?

After Heng Xing came out in front of Cheng Lu, he then began to pick up vegetables and eat as if nothing had happened, as if nothing had happened just now.

But Cheng Lu here is just the opposite, he lost his appetite completely, and panicked for some reason, as if he was not Heng Xing who just came out of the closet.His mood went up and down, his brain continued to spin at a high speed, from high school to now, thinking about when this guy started, he was a little dizzy.Then he stood up straight away, ready to go to the bathroom.As soon as he turned around and took two steps, he heard a leisurely sentence from behind: "I'm sorry, I made you lose your appetite!"

Cheng Lu stabilized his feet, calmed down, looked ahead, his eyes were a little distracted by the high-speed operation of his head: "No, I am in a hurry to urinate, I just want to go to the bathroom, don't think too much about it. What age is it?" I'm not old fashioned." Then he loosened his clenched fists, raised his feet and walked towards the bathroom.He was just skeptical before, until he heard Heng Xing's confession, Cheng Lu felt that something seemed to be corroding his thinking and senses little by little.Even the steps of lifting his feet began to become unreal, light and frivolous, and couldn't be stepped on.

So the phrase "I miss you a lot" in Heng Xing's mouth may be true.

The bunch of things about "like you" that were said during the scene may also be true.

And the provocative, provocative, sexually suggestive words that Heng Xing said that night when he woke up from his apartment when he was drunk that night may also be true, but he is trying his best to restrain himself.

And hugs.

And the so-called "occasionally close cat" in his mouth may be true.

may.

Fuck!

Possibly, yes, but possible.Cheng Lu was looking for any other possibility.After all, Heng Xing didn't say it clearly, and the confrontation might just be a simple confrontation.

Cheng Lu walked into the bathroom, closed the door, subconsciously locked it, turned on the faucet, and washed his face with cold water. He felt that his head was messed up, and he thought maybe he was thinking too much, and others were just talking casually.So what if he is gay, maybe Heng Xing just regards himself as a good friend in his heart, just making a joke casually, but because he is gay, the way of expressing it is a bit unacceptable, so he can't take it right.Maybe he is the same with other friends, it's not impossible to make a joke or something, they are all men, so you can't be too serious, yes.

So Cheng Lu began to deny it vigorously after all kinds of guesses, to excuse Heng Xing and himself.When he came out of the bathroom again, he sat down on the dining table with a normal expression, and continued to eat his unfinished dinner.

Cheng Lu: "Well, the braised pork ribs are delicious, do you buy them from outside or are they made by someone?"

Heng Xing, who had finished eating and was watching TV on the sofa, glanced at Cheng Lu, who was looking normal, and said, "I know you like this, so I specially asked someone to make it and bring it here."

Cheng Lu, who was chewing on the ribs, paused for a moment, then smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, shook his head, and continued to eat.Thinking of Heng Xing sitting on the sofa at the moment, and thinking of Heng Xing's discomfort when he was changing clothes on the sofa in the afternoon, although he hid it well, he was still discovered by himself.

really.

So in the future, he needs to pay attention, and he should show the minimum respect for Heng Xing.

Although Heng Xing was watching the TV, he could see all the anomalies on Cheng Lu's side.What I don't understand is that just now, I still looked like I couldn't eat, and after I went to the toilet, I was already sitting there with a normal expression and eating peacefully.This reaction seemed a bit too common, and Heng Xing felt a little unwilling for no reason. "About me being gay, don't you have anything else to say to me?"

Cheng Lu: "Huh?"

Cheng Lu, who was cooking rice, raised his head when he heard the voice, with question marks all over his face: "What?" Then he thought about what he should really say and added: "Don't worry, it doesn't matter whether you are gay or not, You will always be my good buddy, good friend. Mmm."

grass!Who wants to listen to this!Who wants to be a good buddy for you!They obviously want to fuck you, okay!Heng Xing suffered an unprecedented double blow both physically and mentally. "I think you need to improve your emotional intelligence." When Heng Xing said this to Cheng Lu, he still looked at Cheng Lu, and pointed at his head with a finger.That's right, this person is a god of learning in terms of IQ, and he never doubted it.But emotional intelligence—it's a bit worrying.

Cheng Lu: "Why, I'm not right? It can't be because you are gay, we don't even have the most basic friendship!"

So, what did he say!Heng Xing picked up the TV remote control beside him, his teeth itching with hatred, facing the TV, desperately began to press!As if this can relieve hatred.

Cheng Lu cleaned up after eating, and soon sat on the sofa and started watching TV.After sleeping all afternoon, he was not in a good mood, and by the way, he pulled the blanket on the sofa towards himself.Then he casually asked, "Did you enter the circle?"

Heng Xing stared intently at "Animal World" on TV and said, "These are not important." The important thing is now.No matter what the past is, after all, it is already irreversible.Whether he is gay or not is always only for one person.If he hadn't met Cheng Lu, perhaps—he might never have experienced the feeling of being gay.That's right, what he likes is purely that kind of person, regardless of gender.right.

Cheng Lu looked at the TV and raised his eyebrows: "What are you doing watching this? Is there any previous program of yours for me to watch?"

Heng Xing ignored him, and continued with his "Animal World", watching it very seriously, and seemed to be enjoying it.

Cheng Lu looked at the remote control in Heng Xing's hand, leaned over and stretched out his hand to snatch it. As soon as he touched it, Heng Xing held down his hand. With his palm against the back of his hand, Cheng Lu deeply felt Heng Xing's hand. The hotness coming from the palm of his hand quickly retracted his hand, pretending to be calm, he took his mobile phone from the side of the sofa and said, "Forget it, let you, I will use my mobile phone to watch." The strange feeling still made him very uncomfortable, no matter how much he wanted to ignore the fact that Heng Xing was gay, and pretended nothing had happened, but he still lost the scruples he had before when touching him, and even a simple touch felt sensitive , I shouldn't have confirmed the doubts in my heart to him, and now it's all messed up.How to record the next program?Still fried cp?Fire him up!

Isn't this to spread the word that Heng Xing is gay?

How could he bear it!I can't be so selfish.

And the ever-changing expressions on Cheng Lu's face have already been caught in Heng Xing's eyes. It seems that this guy is not completely unresponsive.Suddenly, I thought of what I read in the article in the afternoon, "proper intimacy, in-depth intimacy, and exploratory intimacy."

You can try!

Then Heng Xing fell to Cheng Lu's side, grabbed the corner of the blanket that was covering him, and got in too. "cold."

The two squeezed very close, and Cheng Lu was successfully squeezed into the corner of the sofa.Turning his face around, he saw Heng Xing's profile, magnified several times, only a few millimeters away from him. "I, I'll get you another blanket."

Heng Xing pressed Cheng Lu who was about to retreat: "No, it's warm like this."

Cheng Lu: "..."

As a result, watching the video in Cheng Lu's hands made him feel even more uneasy.Then, when he realized that Heng Xing had turned his head and buried it directly in the crescent of his neck, he finally couldn't help but was about to push him away, only to find that the man was asleep.The eyelashes are so long, the roots are distinct, and they are close to the eyes.The nose is high and straight, as if it has been carved, but Cheng Lu knows that Heng Xing in high school is like this, but now he is a little more mature.There is also the lips under the nose, which are thin, but always look moist. Cheng Lu once suspected that this guy was wearing lipstick or lip gloss, otherwise why would he look so moist? Thinking of this, he couldn't help but want to to confirm this fact.

Asleep, no?So, what does it matter, he doesn't know.

Cheng Lu stretched out the index finger of his right hand, and approached Heng Xing who was leaning on his left shoulder little by little, touched his lips directly, touched it, then retracted it and put it under his nose to smell it. , there is no smell at all, and then I twisted it with my thumb, and it is not greasy, I guessed wrong!Didn't even put on lipstick, it's dry.

And Heng Xing didn't know when he woke up, or maybe he didn't sleep at all. His head was nestled in Cheng Lu's left neck. Cheng Lu put his fingertips under his nose and smelled it. That action was so simple that it instantly tensed a certain nerve in his body to the limit. Then he said in a hoarse voice: "If you want to know its taste so much, just taste it. It’s fine if you don’t.”