my ten years with you

Bai Xiaonan also couldn't explain why when Gu Zhenqing called him on Qin Ruo's behalf and asked him to have a drink in the night, he knew that the other party didn't mean it, so he agreed.

He couldn't tell whether he wanted to see him or not, whether he wanted to see him in a good life, or seeing him was always painful, neither of which seemed to be what he wanted to see.

Maybe, I just want to take a look at what he has been like in the days when he is not in front of me.

When it was dark, none of them called. Qin Ruo just invited Bai Xiaonan out for Qingqing. He was not as biased towards Awu as Qingqing was in his heart. Wanting them to try their luck, Bai Xiaonan never expected that after hearing what the appointment was, she agreed to come.

Uncle Qi personally brought the wine over, Bai Xiaonan glanced at him indifferently, and said, "You wait at the door, don't let anyone know, we won't call anyone."

Seventh Uncle Khan got down and immediately understood what he meant, and said again and again: "Don't worry, don't worry, I won't tell anyone... I won't tell anyone."

Of course he knew that Bai Xiaonan's coming here was not a coincidence, but he came here and didn't ask anyone to meet him, what does this mean?

Bai Xiaonan himself didn't understand what he meant, they were chatting innocuously in the private room, no one said anything about their coming here tonight, they drank dully, Bai Xiaonan didn't need anyone to persuade him, he drank a lot , Qin Ruo didn't let Qingqing touch, and drank a lot with him.

When Qin Ruo started to feel dizzy after drinking, Bai Xiaonan put down the glass and said, "Okay, let's go."

Qingqing glanced at him, took Qin Ruo's glass silently, raised his head to drink the remaining wine in his glass, held Qin Ruo's arm, and said softly: "Master, it's getting late ,We go home."

As if she had a premonition, Ah Wu stopped, grabbed Lin Ye's arm, and stood still, when she heard almost inaudible footsteps in the loud music behind her, and faintly louder footsteps. conversation.

"I've only drank two cups, how can I have too much, Qingqing, you don't need to support me, don't you trust me, your master?" He was not familiar with this voice, but he could imagine the face of the owner of the voice, it must be cold and charming It's not easy, otherwise it won't be worthy of such a charming voice that even murmurs after drinking.

"Okay, master, how can you drink too much? It's because the wine he served is not good." The tone was very doting, and he had heard this voice not long ago.

In the long silence, Ah Wu felt as if a century had passed, but in fact it might have been less than a second. He heard the voice that he was very familiar with and always appeared in his dreams, with a bit of laziness after drinking, There is also a hint of imperceptible connivance, a tone that only appears when facing a limited number of people:

"My wine is not good, yes yes, he has been drunk since he was a foreigner since he was a child, it's because my wine is not real enough."

He couldn't hear the voice behind him, in fact he couldn't hear all the voices in the world, he felt as if the world was suddenly muted, and when he came back to his senses, Ah Wu heard their footsteps had come behind him .

Lin Ye was almost dumbfounded. He didn't realize what was going on when Ah Wu pulled his arm. He still doesn't know how Ah Wu heard those three people behind them. The music in the nightclub was loud. Unless he had a special sense, he couldn't hear their voices here.

Lin Ye looked at Ah Wu who was holding his arm firmly beside him, and then looked back at the three people who had already walked over. It was as if Ah Wu had been suspended, his expression, movement, and maybe even his breathing stopped. In just a second, his mouth was slightly opened, his eyes were dazed and flustered, and his face suddenly turned white.

Lin Ye tried to pull him, but he didn't. It would be impossible for them to stand behind without seeing them, so he had to turn his head to take a look, only to meet Qin Ruo's gaze.

"Lin Ye, so you're here. I said why did he invite me here for a drink all of a sudden." Qin Ruo greeted Lin Ye with a smile, and with a single sentence, she wiped out her relationship.

Lin Ye also laughed and said, "It's rare that the big boss still remembers, why didn't he call me when he came."

"How dare we ask Lao Zhou's people to mix drinks for us." Qin Ruo smiled, and patted Bai Xiaonan's shoulder, "I said you, should you take care of me more?"

During this process, Ah Wu maintained the appearance of being suspended just now, didn't move, didn't even look back, until Bai Xiaonan reached out to greet Lin Ye, and said with a hearty smile: "Take care, of course I have to take care of you today. Isn't it just to take care of my own business?"

Lin Ye smiled along with him in a very complicated mood. After he came over, Ah Wu seemed to be short-circuited, and his whole body suddenly began to shake. If he hadn't still clutched his arm, he suspected that Ah Wu would almost stand up. Can't help it, just fall here.

Such an obvious performance, even Qin Ruo couldn't help but look at it several times worriedly, Bai Xiaonan probably saw it a long time ago, saw it, does he still remember who this is?Lin Ye looked at Ah Wu worriedly.

"Are...are you okay?" Qin Ruo asked in a low voice, Lin Ye pinched Ah Wu quietly, his body shook violently, then stopped shaking, his face turned pale slowly, his eyes were a little dazed Look at these people in front of you.

Ah Wu's throat trembled several times before she managed to make a sound: "I'm fine, it's just that I drank a little too much just now."

"Did you drink too much? What a coincidence, I also drank too much. Don't tell me, we look alike after drinking too much."

Everyone was stunned, not knowing why Qin Ruo said such words suddenly, Bai Xiaonan gave Qin Ruo a puzzled look, and Ah Wu froze in place, not knowing what to do.He didn't know if Qin Ruo went to mention this first, because he wanted to settle the debt he owed to Qin Fan with him.

Qin Ruo walked up to him, took a closer look, and suddenly laughed loudly: "It seems that I drank a lot. When I get closer, I can see that there are no similarities."

Qin Ruo laughed exaggeratedly, with a bit of a sluggish emotional lag after drinking, and Ah Wu seemed to understand his meaning a little bit, and forced out a smile that was almost like crying.

Bai Xiaonan watched from the side, and suddenly sneered: "You've seen him before, so I'm afraid you don't have much impression of him. He looked a little bit like him back then, but now he really looks less and less like him."

After he finished speaking, Ah Wu's body visibly shook. Lin Ye supported him and looked at him worriedly. Nothing could be seen from his face. Ah Wu's expression was as if he had met a ghost. Just as pale.

Bai Xiaonan calmly gave Gu Zhenqing a look. He felt that what Qin Ruo was about to say was almost finished, so he came to support Qin Ruo and said softly, "Master, it's getting late, shall we go home?"

Qin Ruo hugged him and asked with a smile: "Why, what are you doing in such a hurry to go back, are you sleepy?"

"Yes, I'm sleepy, I want to rest early." Gu Zhenqing seemed much more sober than Qin Ruo, and he coaxed softly with a smiling face, a bit like coquettishness, and a bit like facing a spoiled child.

"Okay, let's go home." Qin Ruo obviously liked this, pinched his face in satisfaction, and greeted everyone, "We'll go back first, you guys should go early too, don't worry about it. "

The last sentence seemed to be specifically addressed to Bai Xiaonan, Qin Ruo pressed his shoulder hard, and said again, "Okay, don't keep making trouble."

The three of them silently watched Gu Zhenqing and Qin Ruo get into the car, and did not turn their eyes back until the car drove away. Lin Ye supported half of Ah Wu's weight on his body. He looked at Bai Xiaonan and Ah Wu, and felt that he If he left, Ah Wu would definitely fall to the ground, but if he didn't leave, it would be really uncomfortable for him to stand here and look at each other like this.

They stood like this for quite a while, Ah Wu's eyes never left Bai Xiaonan's eyes, as if nailed to his face, he stared at him reluctantly even blinking.Bai Xiaonan didn't know what he was thinking, so he just let him watch without saying a word. When Lin Ye felt that he was about to become a sculpture in the north wind, he lit a cigarette and smoked slowly. He said to Lin Ye, "Is there someone waiting for you? You should go back first."

"Ah," Lin Ye reacted for a while before realizing that he was talking to himself. His ears were so cold that he couldn't help it, so he said after a while, "Oh."

"Then I'm leaving." Lin Ye slowly let go of the arm holding Ah Wu, thinking it was a miracle that he didn't fall to the ground immediately, he patted Ah Wu on the back, trying to persuade him to do something, but felt I couldn't say anything, so I had to say another sentence dryly, "Then I'm leaving."

"You go, I'm fine." Ah Wu moved his lips, finally remembering how to speak.

Bai Xiaonan glanced at him, he swayed, patted Lin Ye's hand to reassure him, and hurried back.

Lin Ye turned around and walked towards the car in three steps. It took a long time to get to the car, knocked on the window, and woke up the driver who had already fallen asleep. "Let's go home."

The driver opened his eyes in a daze, saw him, and hurriedly opened the car door. Lin Ye waved him to stop, opened the door and sat in, and the car drove away slowly.

The moment Lin Ye's car drove out the back door, Ah Wu's body swayed, his knees bent, and he knelt directly in front of Bai Xiaonan with a plop. There was no cushion at all, and he felt pain when he heard it.

Without even blinking, Bai Xiaonan took a puff of the cigarette and flicked the ash. The ash was scattered with the wind, and a small part of it landed on Ah Wu's clothes. Instead of hiding, he tried to reach out to catch it.

Bai Xiaonan looked down at his longing and sad eyes, sneered, patted his face, and landed on the spot where he was slapped just now, "Okay, get up, don't embarrass yourself here It stands out."

Ah Wu closed her eyes, trying to keep the temperature when his hand hit her face, but the north wind was too cold, and in an instant, there was nothing left.

Ah Wu has not opened his mouth to speak, maybe he didn't know what to say, he missed this person for too long, but when this person really appeared in front of him, he had nothing to say.This person doesn't bother to listen to his longing.So he would rather use every second to look at this person's facial features, this person's outline, this person's disdainful tone, which are too familiar, making him feel that it is not true, and he is afraid that if he blinks or opens his mouth , the person in front of him disappeared.

He seemed to have nothing else to say except that he missed him very much.

Bai Xiaonan quietly watched him knelt for a while, continued to smoke her cigarette, suddenly remembered something, and said with a mocking smile: "You are really here, didn't I already let you go?"

Ah Wu, who had been silent all this time, trembled again. He didn't know if he was stimulated by this sentence, or he couldn't bear it because of the wind. He opened his mouth and tried hard to find his own voice, but found that his voice was hoarse. It was very powerful, and it sounded desolate in the north wind, "Give me some more time, and I will definitely pay back what I owe, no matter what the debt is, the Lord..."

"Don't call me master." Bai Xiaonan interrupted him, seeing his upturned face mixed with expectations and despair, retorted mercilessly: "It's not true that you call me master, I can buy it from anyone I turn my head around, you don’t need to act with me, after so many years of acting, are you still addicted to acting?”

Ah Wu's lips trembled, he didn't speak, he couldn't make a sound, as if those few words just now had exhausted his courage.

But Bai Xiaonan was unaware of his despair, or that his pain just made him feel happy, and continued: "Who knows how to act in a show? Others charge much cheaper than you. How much do you earn? Everyone who comes to you I don’t even know that I’m being taken advantage of, thinking that I’ve taken a lot of money, right? It’s okay, none of them are as stupid as me. A few words, the master let you cheat two hundred million and take a few lives. It’s too fucking expensive, even me. I can't afford it."

Ah Wu closed her eyes, lowered her head, and called softly, "Master."

"I said don't call me that," Bai Xiaonan reprimanded, paused, and said jokingly, "Didn't you dislike calling me that at the time, and now you're addicted to it, huh?"

"I didn't understand at the time." Ah Wu closed his eyes, opened them again quickly, looked at him without blinking, his eyes were bright, "You...you still remember."

He didn't use a questioning tone. This discovery made him very excited, and he had an urge to cry. He was always afraid that he was the only one who still remembered this, and even whether everything in the past was just his fantasy.But he still remembered, he actually remembered.

"It's not easy for me to forget, so just give me a little memory." Bai Xiaonan subconsciously rubbed her waist, and Ah Wu followed his movements, her eyes full of worry.

"Are you okay?" he blurted out, feeling like he'd finally said what he wanted to say tonight.

"It's fine, don't worry about it, I'm afraid I'll get shot in the back again." Bai Xiaonan's tone was very disdainful, seeing Ah Wu's face darken instantly, the light in his eyes disappeared, and his thin body knelt down Trembling with the wind from time to time on the ground, he couldn't tell what it was like, it wasn't really distressed, but it wasn't as happy as he had imagined.

He used to be quite addicted to bullying this person, but looking at it now, he just finds it boring.

"I'm leaving, you can take care of yourself." Bai Xiaonan threw the cigarette on the ground and stamped it out with his feet. He couldn't even explain why he came here tonight. Maybe it was just a momentary thought to see if this person was real. still here.

"Wait a minute!" A Wu suddenly called out to stop him, Bai Xiaonan stopped in her tracks, turned her head curiously, and saw that A Wu was trying hard to force a smile on his face, but tears were streaming down his cheeks uncontrollably. The trembling corners of the mouth made this smile look a little out of shape, but Ah Wu's face, even if he looked at it like this, he had to admit that it was indeed beautiful.

Ah Wu smiled with difficulty, looked up at him, his outline was no longer visible in front of his eyes, "Do you want to see me cry again? I don't look like him when I smile, right?"

Bai Xiaonan stood there, quietly watching him smile desperately through tears, watched for a while, then turned and got into the car without looking back.

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Happy 520 everyone, this chapter is really about time, what an anti-abuse dog (hold your head and run)