my ten years with you

He had to admit that Qin Ruo raised his head and smiled, as well as the inadvertent eye movement, which possessed the pride and coquettishness that Ah Wu could never have.But when he thought of the countless wounds on A Wu's body and the repeated murmurs after he was drunk, he couldn't help but feel sad for A Wu. This person may not remember his existence at all, and he is the only one who is still foolishly guarding the original love. That bit of tenderness, waiting desperately.

The few people chatted for a few more words and then parted ways. Qin Ruo was a little confused from drinking, and half leaned on Gu Zhenqing's body, letting him help her away on purpose.Gu Zhenqing knew that he was actually not that drunk, but was torturing himself on purpose, he put his arms around Qin Ruo's waist halfway to let him put the weight on his body, willingly let him toss him, smiling with satisfaction and pampering.

Bai Xiaonan followed behind them, watching Qin Ruo drinking too much and acting like a baby, she was a little silent.He had already had no unreasonable thoughts about Qin Ruo, they had been friends for half his life, he was just curious about what Qin Ruo looked like when she acted like a baby.Such a proud Qin Ruo, such a gentle Qin Ruo, will the head that has been raised all the time be lowered to one person?Trust him, surrender yourself, expose your fragility, hand over the right to choose to others, and give yourself completely.

Later, he was no longer curious. He had obtained all this from others, or he thought he had obtained it, but unfortunately the end was another deception and betrayal.

Since then, he has never had the desire to fully own or trust someone.

People are really strange, when he can't remember, he almost forgets what A Wu looks like, and when someone mentions it, he feels that this person hasn't been gone for a long time, every frown and smile are so clear, he still remembers when A Wu looked at him His eyes were always so clear, so bright, full of dependence and trust, at that time he always thought of a word called forever.

I didn't expect that such a person would betray me, for the sake of the person who I didn't know how to get along with for a few days, for a few words of instigation who didn't know who was behind it.

When Bai Xiaonan thought about it, he also felt a little reconciled. He actually wanted to ask him why.Where is it not good enough, what else does he want.

"I knew you must have missed my master."

Qin Ruo was willful and unreasonable when there were no outsiders, Gu Zhenqing managed to coax Qin Ruo into the car, came over and said to Bai Xiaonan with a little jealousy.

"Haha, I've missed so many people. At that time, you didn't know where you were wandering." Bai Xiaonan smiled nonchalantly, took out the cigarette clip, opened it and lit one, not paying attention to Gu Zhenqing's threats at all. .

Gu Zhenqing gave him a hard gouged look. At that time, he was too humble. In fact, until today, every word of Qin Ruo was an imperial decree that he had to follow, because he couldn't see Qin Ruo's even the slightest bit of dissatisfaction. look.

Bai Xiaonan squinted and smiled, watching him roll his eyes, and handed him a cigarette: "Smoking?"

"No," Gu Zhenqing pushed away without hesitation, "He doesn't like it."

"Qin Ruo is so soft-hearted, he doesn't even want to talk about you after you smoke. Didn't he always let you go out to play?" Bai Xiaonan put away the cigarettes, he knew that Gu Zhenqing would not pick them up.

"My master is afraid that I feel that something is missing. In fact, he doesn't need to compensate me." Gu Zhenqing's tone sank a little, and he said helplessly: "I never feel that I have lost anything. Even if it is a loss, it is not that he owes me. of."

"Qin Ruo is like this. You didn't see him when he was a teenager. He was a lawless person. He played like crazy." Bai Xiaonan shook her head, remembering the days when they were young and ignorant but frivolous. Qin Ruoke is so young.

"Lawless, but it doesn't hurt the sky." Gu Zhenqing rolled his eyes at him again, and suddenly said with some earnestness: "If there is no hope, let it go, don't always let people wait for you, even if you don't take it seriously, it is his whole life after all."

Bai Xiaonan didn't realize it for a while, "Ah? What are you talking about? I didn't let anyone go?"

"You don't know who it is?" Gu Zhenqing curled his lips and said dissatisfiedly, "It's like my master's."

Bai Xiaonan drank a lot at night, and was a little slow to react for a while, "Am I going to let him go?"

Gu Zhenqing glanced into the car, and Bai Xiaonan's driver was also driving over. He opened the car door, looked at Qin Ruo's sleeping face, thought of the sad expression of that person similar to Qin Ruo, felt a little uncomfortable, and said hastily: "Go and see him when you have time, at least give him a good time, I think he won't have much time to go on like this."

After finishing speaking, he got into the car and closed the door. Qin Ruo immediately hugged him, pinched his face and asked, "What are you talking about for so long?"

"Master." Qingqing crawled into Qin Ruo's arms in this position, hugging his waist coquettishly.Only at this time, he is completely at ease, no longer need to worry about others will take away his only belonging.Bai Xiaonan's flying vinegar is not rare for him to eat at all, but Gu Zhenqing's teeth clenched when he thought of the real threatening person, he couldn't even taste the sour taste, it was full of bitterness.

Sitting in the car, Bai Xiaonan looked at the brightly lit city at night, and felt a little lonely for a long time.He let go of what should be let go and what should not be let go, and he felt at ease being alone.He thought of the boy who was as proud as Qin Ruo a long time ago, more stubborn but more fragile, what is he waiting for?

Ah Wu made an agreement with Song Qiuyang that day. He went to work at night on the last day. He greeted Uncle Qi and went over to see if there was anything he wanted to take away. In fact, there was nothing worth taking. Song Qiuyang might not be strong enough in his career. , but it's really nice to him, give him what he wants, even if he doesn't ask, Song Qiuyang finds new things to make him happy, in all fairness, no one in this life really treats him so well.Whether it's because of this skin, or because he can disgust Bai Xiaonan, Song Qiuyang can be regarded as an excellent financial backer.

Ah Wu could feel that Song Qiuyang didn't come to him solely for the purpose of having sex. He often hugged Ah Wu after finishing work and talked about things, his dreams when he was young, his pursuit and revenge that he didn't have time to realize, and who he would tell him to. A secret that sounds childish.When Ah Wu listens seriously, he will look very happy.

After a person reaches middle age, it becomes more and more difficult to find someone to chat with, especially for a person like Song Qiuyang who is well-born and well-fed, there is always someone asking him for something, and what he is really interested in is getting more and more interesting. Less, it becomes less and less suitable to be mentioned on the dinner table.

He should be quite lonely, Ah Wu thought so, and would show more concern for Song Qiuyang. If he wasn't so lonely, he wouldn't have any reason to chat with someone who sold him.

Ah Wu sometimes thought of Lin Ye, did Zhou Ning'an also want to chat with him because of loneliness?

Thinking it was the last night, Ah Wu originally didn't want the guests to see him, so he came to bid farewell to Lin Ye and a few people who got along well, but he didn't succeed in letting a guest who liked him very much before see him, so he had to deal with life and death. On his last night, Ah Wu was going to agree, but after thinking about it, Song Qiuyang had already made a reservation in advance, so if he agreed, would he be a little sorry for Song Qiuyang?Thinking of this, Ah Wu didn't bother to entangle with that person, saying that he had an appointment long ago and couldn't accompany him tonight. The man was dismissed in front of his friends and felt that he had lost face, so he gave Ah Wu two Slap, Ah Wu was too lazy to make trouble, and apologized with a smile that it was his fault, so she hurried out and went to her room to apply the medicine.

Coincidentally, Lin Ye came looking for him at this time. When he saw his face, he became anxious and asked, "What's going on, didn't you just say quit?"

"Meeting a former customer, I can't bear to part with me." Ah Wu said with a hippie smile, "What a big deal, just get me an ice pack and apply it."

Lin Ye had no choice but to run down and find an ice pack for him, and pulled his hand away to look at his face. There were several red marks intertwined. Looking at it, he knew that it was not just a slap, but the slap was not light, and he couldn't handle it tomorrow. Can't see anyone.

Lin Ye carefully applied the ice pack to his face, Ah Wu let out a "hiss", took the ice pack and held the compress himself, squinted at him and said, "What's wrong? I feel sorry for me, it's okay, it doesn't hurt. "

Lin Ye felt uncomfortable. He felt sorry for Ah Wu, not just because of his slaps, and it's not that Ah Wu had never suffered worse than this, but because he saw that person, and Ah Wu was here waiting for him with all his heart. And he might not even know Ah Wu's life or death.

There is also the person standing beside him, who seems to have belonged, the person who has a similar face to Ah Wu, but will never be able to match him.

Seeing that he kept his head down and didn't speak, Ah Wu thought he was really angry, and tried to say in a joking tone: "What's the matter? Could it be that something happened to you?"

"What can I do? My brother is covered by someone now, who dares to provoke me." Lin Ye said a little self-deprecating, and then said in a low voice, "I just feel sorry for you. You can't slap someone in the face. You can't slap someone in the face. If you don’t beat a smiling face, as the saying goes, it’s up to the owner to beat a dog..."

Lin Ye stopped talking suddenly, and looked at Ah Wu in embarrassment. Ah Wu was fine, and shrugged indifferently, "Aren't I just a dog without an owner now, or can someone beat me like this."

After Ah Wu said this, she suddenly became a little depressed. Bai Xiaonan couldn't say how good she was to him before, and there were times when she raised her hand and hit him, but he was very protective and would never let outsiders touch him, even if he was outside What did he do wrong, Bai Xiaonan didn't say anything in front of others, although he always went back and doubled the punishment, but he felt the pain willingly.

I'm afraid he will never have the chance to be punished like that again in his life. Only now did he understand that punishment is not always a bad thing, which means that he is still his own person.He is still owned, cared for, and accepted, instead of being free like a lonely ghost like he is now.

"You go, I won't punish you anymore, you are free." He will always remember that sentence, the scene of their last meeting is vivid in his mind, like a needle nailed in his mind, more than anyone else A punishment hurts.

Lin Ye carefully looked at Ah Wu's expression, seeing him mentioning that man's distraught appearance, and thinking about Bai Xiaonan standing next to Qin Ruo and Gu Zhenqing, living alone but obviously living at ease, made him feel even more uncomfortable.

"Then... are you staying here to wait for him to pick you up?" Lin Ye hesitated, but decided to ask. If Ah Wu said yes, then he would go all out and tell Ah Wu that there is no need to wait, that People don't remember him anymore.

"Wait for him to pick me up to live a good life?" Ah Wu raised his eyes and smiled silently, his smile was full of bitterness, "Do you also think that I'm waiting for him to pick me out of the fire pit when I'm here? I didn't expect him to think of me suddenly, and then the prodigal son turned around and suddenly thought that I was pretty good. From then on, he held his hand or something. If I were to say that I was waiting for someone to take me away, it would be good for me to give me money, but it was not. , There are quite a few people who think this way, I just don’t think it’s interesting.”

"Then what are you waiting for?" Lin Ye asked in confusion.

"I don't know either," Ah Wu sighed, "I really don't know, maybe I just want to take a look at him to see how he's doing? He must be doing well, and it's not my turn to worry about it." , probably... probably just want to wait, I'm used to living with him as the center, if I don't wait here, I don't know where else I can go."

Lin Ye opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, he was a little afraid to tell Ah Wu about it, he was afraid that if he finished talking, Ah Wu would do something stupid if he didn't think about it.

"Let's go back early and wait for you, shall we? People should wait so anxiously at this late hour." Ah Wu patted him on the shoulder, with a teasing look in his brows and eyes, he recovered quickly, as if the man who lost his soul just now wasn't He does.

"What's there to worry about? I'm such an adult, what else can I do?" Lin Ye waved his hand impatiently, but the corners of his mouth turned up unconsciously. Although the driver made him feel a little awkward, Zhou Ning'an His intentions are good.

Ah Wu went downstairs with Lin Ye, he doesn't live here, he only goes here when there are guests, and he usually returns to the house rented by the store at night.Lin Ye said that the driver happened to be there, so he dropped by to send him back. Anyway, he is not suitable to accompany any guests tonight.

Ah Wu was in a bad mood, and didn't bother to stay here any longer, so he happened to rub Lin Ye's luxury car once.

When they walked to the parking lot, the driver was probably afraid of the cold, and he didn't know what time Lin Ye would leave, so he was already sitting in the car and waiting. The car was always hot, so it was easy to find.Lin Ye didn't wear a coat, so he came out and ran directly to the car. He didn't notice that Ah Wu's face suddenly turned white when he saw a car parked not far away.

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This part of the plot has been explained before, but if the transition is to go smoothly, it needs to be done again. What if my friends haven’t seen the night, have they?