my ten years with you

Bai Xiaonan sat by the side and looked at him, making him cry for a while, then reached out and hugged the quilt that was shaking from crying, he gently hugged A Wu, let A Wu pillow on his knee, and made him cry happy.

Ah Wu cried for a while, and said vaguely under the quilt: "I thought you did it on purpose, you brought a dick, in front of me, I..."

He sniffed twice, Bai Xiaonan lifted the quilt a little, exposing his head, and took two pieces of paper from the side for him.

Ah Wu ended up blowing his nose with a paper towel, put the paper on the bedside in embarrassment, and looked at him uneasily.

"Do you think I'm humiliating you on purpose?" Bai Xiaonan asked softly, he nodded cautiously, Bai Xiaonan smiled indifferently, stroked his back and said, "Why should I use this to humiliate you? It's not your fault, Ah Wu, I won't look down on you because of this. In fact, I think it's absurd to insult a person by how many people he has slept with. I have no prejudice against sex. How could I treat you Have Stereotype?"

"Really?" Ah Wu's voice was crying again.

"Do I have to lie to you?" Bai Xiaonan asked back.

A Wu shook her head, and then she couldn't help crying again, "But, no one wants a son of a son, not even herself."

"No one wants you, but I want you. Ah Wu, for the world, it's the same if you are more or less, and it's the same wherever you go, but I won't let you go, you are only by my side. Makes sense, where else would you go?"

Ah Wu opened her mouth, and realized that she really couldn't give an answer.He always thought that he longed for freedom, but what exactly does freedom mean to him?

He has no relatives, except for Brother Scar, there is no other person who has ever cared about him.

Except Bai Xiaonan.

If I have to say, Bai Xiaonan is the only one who hasn't given up on him.

His tears flowed down his cheeks into the quilt, Bai Xiaonan wrapped him tightly with the quilt and laid him flat on the bed, and said to him: "Go to sleep, if you feel uncomfortable at night, call me, I won't close the door of the inner room."

Ah Wu nodded, he didn't feel much sleepy, but he was so hot that he couldn't open his eyes.

In the middle of the night, he felt as if something was stuck in his lungs. He tried hard to breathe, but he still felt that he lacked oxygen, and his eyes were blurry. He was very scared, panting heavily, thinking that he was going to die.

The moment this idea popped up, Ah Wu froze for a moment, if he just died like this, it wouldn't be too bad.

But the next second Bai Xiaonan rushed out of the bedroom, Ah Wu didn't even react, he had already come over to test the temperature of Ah Wu, helped him up and fed him a couple of mouthfuls of water, then wrapped Ah Wu in a quilt Picking it up, he hurriedly said, "This doesn't look like pneumonia. The fever is too severe. I'll take you to the hospital."

Ah Wu coughed twice, struggling to call him, but Bai Xiaonan shouted impatiently: "Stop making trouble, we must go to the hospital."

"That thing, can you untie it for me?" Ah Wu looked at him beggingly, and said pitifully, "I don't want others to see it, please."

It was only then that Bai Xiaonan remembered what he was talking about. He sighed, put Ah Wu down, told him to turn over and quickly took off the things under him, took a nightgown for him to put on, and put the wrap around again. Get up and go downstairs.

This series of movements had already woken up the people on duty at night, and when they came down, the car was already ready at the door, Bai Xiaonan went in with Ah Wu in his arms, and said directly to the driver: "Go to the hospital, hurry up, let Dr. Zhao get ready there. "

The bodyguard sitting in the co-pilot agreed, and immediately called the hospital, and the car drove to the road in front of the villa. Ah Wu only had time to take a look at the night scene outside, before lying powerlessly back on Bai Xiaonan's lap.

There were three of them, and his own ankle hadn't recovered well, and now he was so hot that he was struggling to breathe, so he didn't have to think about running away.Ah Wu thought so, and quickly fell asleep.

When he woke up again, Bai Xiaonan had already carried him to the hospital bed. The doctor's stethoscope was placed on his chest, and it was very cold. He woke up coughing, just in time to hear the doctor click twice, and said to Bai Xiaonan: "Looking at the situation, it may be due to fluid in the lungs. In order to rule out tuberculosis, let's take an X-ray. It shouldn't be that serious."

Bai Xiaonan nodded, and came over to hug him, looked down to see that he was awake, and comforted him: "It's okay, a minor illness, don't be afraid."

Ah Wu nodded, although he knew there was nothing to be afraid of, but the feeling of not being able to breathe smoothly was still terrifying. He gently touched the edge of the quilt, turned his head, and found that Bai Xiaonan was only wearing a nightgown, and didn't even have time to change.

Ah Wu tilted her head slightly, and asked softly, "Will it hurt?"

Bai Xiaonan glanced at the doctor, the doctor shrugged, Bai Xiaonan said, "I don't know, just call if it hurts, I'll be here with you."

Ah Wu breathed a sigh of relief, even if Bai Xiaonan left, he couldn't say anything, he knew he was very busy, but as soon as he said he would stay, he suddenly felt like he had a backbone, and he was not so afraid.

He has never been to the hospital since he was a child, and there is not enough money for food, let alone seeing a doctor. He is also very competitive and has never suffered from any serious illness.People are more fragile than usual when they are sick. When he was lying on the hospital bed and was about to have an examination, Ah Wu clearly realized that the only person he could rely on was Bai Xiaonan.

After doing some examinations, the doctor confirmed that he had hydrops in the lungs and ruled out the possibility of tuberculosis. It sounded a lot easier, but Ah Wu didn't know until it was time to pump water. It wasn't a minor illness at all.

At least for him, this is no longer a disease that can be cured by just taking any medicine.

This is a very high-end private hospital. The doctor agreed to let Bai Xiaonan follow him into the surgery area. Bai Xiaonan was sitting on the chair next to Ah Wu's bed. Ah Wu was nervously grabbing the railing of the bed. Seeing him there, he hesitated. Stretched out his hand.

Bai Xiaonan grabbed his hand and held it tightly. His hand was big and warm. Ah Wu held it back vigorously, not daring to see the doctor insert the tube into his body. In order to divert attention, she had to turn her head away. Looking at Bai Xiaonan.

"It's okay, it'll be fine after smoking. Tell me about you. I don't know how to tell you when I feel uncomfortable. I'm fine now. Is it comfortable to come to the hospital?" Bai Xiaonan looked at his pitiful appearance, but still couldn't help muttering a few words.

The doctor looked up at Bai Xiaonan, then lowered his head to concentrate on fiddling with the instruments in his hands, Ah Wu blinked at him, and whispered with difficulty: "I was wrong."

"Okay, the patient can't talk anymore, and the family members of the patient should try their best to be quiet so as not to disturb the doctor." The head nurse standing next to her said in time. Bai Xiaonan glanced at her, said nothing, and continued to hold Ah Wu's hand hand.

The process of pumping water was not too painful, but it was definitely uncomfortable. Ah Wu gritted his teeth and endured it without making a sound, but he still felt a lot more relaxed when he heard the doctor say it was over, and he gasped. Feeling angry, I feel a lot of relief in my chest.

Bai Xiaonan gently picked him up, trying not to bend his body, exerted great strength on his arms, a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead, Ah Wu looked at him, and whispered: "Thank you .”

"I take care of my own people, so I don't need you to thank me." Bai Xiaonan successfully moved him to the ward, wiped off his sweat, and grinned.

Ah Wu blushed quietly, and did not refute. At this moment, the words of his own person made him feel at ease.

And the phrase "the patient's family" just now, Bai Xiaonan didn't refute, he felt unusually moved in his heart.

He knew that it was nothing to agree, and Bai Xiaonan was probably just trying to save trouble. Although he didn't seem like someone who cared about other people knowing about the relationship, Ah Wu did. .

He was no stranger to that look, he had always been an unwanted child, but that didn't mean he was used to it.He just became more unwilling to face it.

I don't know if it's his illusion, it seems that since Bai Xiaonan recognized the identity of this family member, the doctors and nurses have become more careful in their actions.

"Why are you looking at me like that, huh?" Bai Xiaonan smiled at him, probably because he was ill, and Bai Xiaonan's attitude finally became a little gentler. He leaned down to observe Ah Wu's reaction, and saw his face A little red, with teary eyes, and asked with concern: "Can I breathe now?"

Ah Wu nodded, "It's ok, it's much better."

He didn't speak very loudly, but he was afraid that his chest would vibrate and feel uncomfortable if the voice was loud. Because he had been lying on his side, he unconsciously made a nasal sound, which sounded a bit like a baby.

Bai Xiaonan laughed, and Ah Wu could tell that his tone was too soft, but he no longer tried to pretend to be tough, he really needed this kind of gentleness now.

"The nurse will come to get you medicine in a while, you take it and sleep well." Bai Xiaonan said, straightened up and tied the belt of her nightgown.

A Wu was startled, and shouted directly: "You want to go?"

Bai Xiaonan looked at him narrowly, and asked, "Reluctant to let me go?"

Ah Wu's face turned red again, most of his face was buried in the pillow, his eyelids trembled, he raised his eyes to look at Bai Xiaonan from time to time, and let out a reluctant "hmm" in a nasal voice.

Bai Xiaonan laughed loudly, went over to rub his head, and said with a smile: "Whether I go or not, it will be dawn when I get home."

Ah Wu glanced at the watch on the wall, it was already five o'clock in the morning.

Bai Xiaonan went to open the door, and the housekeeper brought over the quilt, towel and some change of clothes, made up the other bed in the room and replaced it with her own things, and also changed Ah Wu's quilt from home.

The nurse came over to check Ah Wu's condition, took his temperature, put down the medicine, told him to remember to take it on time, and then left.

The housekeeper looked at Bai Xiaonan, and asked respectfully, "Do you need anything else? Do you want to send more people over?"

"No, that's fine. Let's do this tonight, and tomorrow we'll ask the doctor how long he will stay in the courtyard. You can go back first." Bai Xiaonan waved her hand, lay down on the accompanying bed, and asked the housekeeper to go back.

The butler turned off the lights for them, closed the door and left. The room suddenly became very quiet, and the breathing of the two people could be heard clearly.

"I'm sorry." Ah Wu said in a low voice, grabbing the quilt with her fingers, the quilt brought at home is indeed much more comfortable than the hospital one. "I'm sorry to trouble you. Actually, you don't need to stay."

"If you know it's troublesome, hurry up and heal me. I'm so young." Bai Xiaonan yawned and turned over, her voice sounded a little tired.

Bai Xiaonan turned over again, the hospital bed was not as comfortable as his own big bed no matter what, he found the most comfortable position, and said vaguely: "Go to sleep, call me if you need something."

After speaking, he soon fell asleep, and Ah Wu lay in the dark looking at his vague silhouette, but he didn't fall asleep for a long time.

Maybe it's because he hasn't done anything in the past few days and has been sleeping all the time. In addition, he didn't dare to breathe hard, so it was difficult for Ah Wu to fall asleep. He quietly listened to Bai Xiaonan's steady breathing, and suddenly he didn't have the usual breath. A sense of fear.He already has nothing, what else can Bai Xiaonan take away from him?

There is nothing to lose, so I am no longer afraid, but have a little expectation.He knew that he was ridiculous and couldn't find any reason, but he still longed to live. Maybe Bai Xiaonan could give him a good reason.

The author has something to say:

Let Ah Wu take a good rest when recuperating from illness. Only after a healthy body can the sauce be brewed (don’t you say it’s sweet?)

Thank you Sha Ji Fengya and Shen Junchen for the mine~