my ten years with you

Bai Xiaonan gritted his teeth and wanted to beat him up, but seeing him like this, he held back and didn't strike. He had the urge to throw Ah Wu back into the swimming pool.

Ah Wu sat up with his arms, looked at him seriously for a while, saw that he lowered his head and quickly looked away, and asked softly, "Are you going to punish me?"

Ah Wu's clothes were soaked, and they were almost transparently attached to his body. The boy's figure was very slender, but through his eyes, Bai Xiaonan saw his strength and unwillingness.

Bai Xiaonan stared at him for a while, didn't speak, bent down and picked him up.

Ah Wu didn't struggle, hanging on him like he had no bones, he leaned against Bai Xiaonan's chest, with one hand still lightly resting on his arm, as if he was afraid that he would be thrown down.

It was afternoon at that time, and I met a lot of people along the way, they all stopped and turned around in a tacit understanding, but none of them was surprised, and they were secretly guessing what the origin of this boy was, which could make them The cynical Young Master Bai is so caring.

Bai Xiaonan carried him back to the room, picked up the phone and asked the housekeeper to call the doctor, hung up the phone and tore off Ah Wu's clothes.

Ah Wu's face turned red in an instant, and she subconsciously stretched out her hand to block her body, Bai Xiaonan clicked impatiently, "What are you talking about, let me go into the bathroom."

Ah Wu bit her lip and walked into the bathroom, Bai Xiaonan turned on the hot water and rushed him across the face, grabbed a towel and pulled him over, roughly wiped him from head to toe, and pushed him out of the bathroom, leaving him alone. He lay back on the bed.

Ah Wu's body was a little red from the hot water, and soon after putting on his clothes, he returned to his naked state. He was a little uncomfortable, and sat on the bed and pulled the sheet to his chest.

Bai Xiaonan sat on the sofa opposite the bed, looked at him with a sullen face, and said in a calm tone, "What the hell are you looking for when you have nothing to do?"

"I'm really not afraid of death, don't you believe it?" Ah Wu's eyes suddenly filled with tears. He sat on the bed with his arms around his knees, and said stubbornly and aggrievedly, "I'm just a little scared... If it doesn't happen soon If it's painful, I really... I can't think of a reason to live."

Bai Xiaonan raised her eyebrows slightly, and asked calmly, "What if I give you a reason?"

"I hate you." Ah Wu stared at him, with tears in his eyes, he murmured, "I hate you if you save me, and I hate you if you don't."

"I know." Bai Xiaonan sighed, walked over and sat next to him, he stroked Ah Wu's hair, made him look up into his eyes, and said firmly, "I know, but I do not mind."

Ah Wu blinked, tears flowed down her cheeks, and then Bai Xiaonan said: "It doesn't matter if you love me or hate me. What I want is to have you, you are mine, all your feelings Of course it’s mine, I don’t care what it is.”

There was a trace of confusion in Ah Wu's eyes, and he asked puzzledly: "But...?"

"That's the reason I gave you. Ah Wu, for me, possession is the strongest and most reliable relationship. What kind of love, love? I have liked many people. Is it possible that as long as I have an impulse, I can always Like it? No, that kind of feeling will disappear after one night of sleep. But I own you, this will not change, this is the relationship I will believe in and maintain. One day, this relationship will also give you It brings security, and it becomes your reason to live."

Ah Wu's body shook a bit, he bit his lips, and asked almost embarrassedly: "But why can't you be nicer to me?"

"You want me to treat you better?" Bai Xiaonan looked at him amusedly, and said directly: "That depends on whether you have the ability."

Ah Wu lowered her head and remained silent for a while, the housekeeper knocked on the door, and said respectfully, "Excuse me, the doctor is here."

"Okay, let him come up." Bai Xiaonan yelled at the door, stood up and wanted to leave, but Ah Wu hurriedly asked, "Why?"

Bai Xiaonan stopped in her tracks, thought for a while, then lowered her head and said softly, "Because you look so beautiful when you cry."

The doctor came, and it was the same doctor who gave him the infusion last time. He came in and saw Ah Wu’s current situation, as if he was not surprised at all. The thermometer took his temperature, and then checked some other places, including the recovery of his ankles, and finally drew a little blood, called Bai Xiaonan, and said with some concern: "The fever is a bit high, originally it was okay, I've been tossing too much recently, maybe it will turn into pneumonia, take care of it for the next two days, if possible, try not to toss any more."

Bai Xiaonan glanced at Ah Wu's direction, he turned his back and pretended he wasn't listening, Bai Xiaonan smiled, and said to the doctor: "Okay, I see."

The doctor left without too much nonsense, Bai Xiaonan walked over and patted Ah Wu, and said with a smile: "I'm happy to hear that he told me to stop worrying about it?"

There were still tears in Ah Wu's eyes, she turned her head and gave him a reproachful look, just this one look, Bai Xiaonan felt a heat in his stomach.

He looked at Ah Wu for a while, and felt that the child seemed to be thinner than when he saw him the first day, and he had indeed been tossing a lot recently. He felt a rare softening of his heart, put the quilt on Ah Wu, and ordered: "Don't think about it so much, go to sleep."

Ah Wu turned over and looked at him with some anxiety.

"I won't bother you when you wake up, okay?" Bai Xiaonan smiled helplessly, and Ah Wu curled her lips, put the quilt over her head, and lay still.

Bai Xiaonan looked down at the small quilt, and suddenly felt like laughing, so he smiled slightly, reached out and rubbed the quilt, closed the door and left.

Ah Wu's illness has not recovered for a long time.

The doctor's judgment was very accurate. He had a persistent high fever and was weak. In addition, he deliberately jumped into the swimming pool, and the fever quickly turned into pneumonia.

At the beginning, he had a fever and refused to be honest. He always sneaked to the bathroom to take a shower when the servants were not paying attention. He didn't take the initiative to say when he wanted to go to the bathroom. His lungs became inflamed and he couldn't breathe, so he endured it by himself, so angry that Bai Xiaonan beat him and then moved to the small living room of his house to sleep.

Ah Wu didn't express much about this treatment, he was actually a little uneasy at the beginning, this uneasiness lasted until Bai Xiaonan brought home a young but charming woman and it completely disappeared.

In its place was a sickening revulsion.

Bai Xiaonan closed the door somehow, but the soundproofing effect of the inner door was not very good. Ah Wu was lying on the small bed propped up for him in the living room, and could clearly hear every move in the room.

He has been with his mother since he was a child. Due to her professional relationship, he is no stranger to this kind of thing, but just disgusted.Sometimes they didn't even have the money to rent an extra room, and his mother brought him back, and all he could do was turn his face away and stare at the wall all night.

The woman has been barking very hard, and she can hear a sense of rhythm when she listens carefully. I don't know how much is real and how much is fake. Even if it is fake, she still pretends to be like that.

For a boy of Ah Wu's age, his indifference and familiarity with this matter between men and women far exceeds his peers.Familiarity is not accurate, to be precise, it is disgust.

During this period, Ah Wu took a few naps in a daze, and when he woke up in the middle and heard that the room was still going on, he turned over and continued to sleep.

About two or three hours later, the door of the back room opened, the woman was wrapped in the skirt she wore when she came, and put the coat on her arm, the skirt vaguely outlines her seductive outline, Ah Wu could see it very much. Clearly, she didn't even wear underwear, so she came out so generously.

A Wu met her eyes inadvertently, he turned his head politely, but she smiled indifferently, stepped on her feet and kissed Bai Xiaonan's face, and left with her bag and clothes.

As soon as Bai Xiaonan came out, seeing Ah Wu's face, he immediately understood what he was thinking. He sent the woman out of the room, tied the belt of her nightgown and walked to Ah Wu's bed. She turned her face to the wall, refusing to look back at him.

"What's the matter, are you jealous?" Bai Xiaonan smiled, sat down beside his bed, turned his chin, and touched his forehead.

Ah Wu tried hard to stare at him, and shrank his legs under the quilt facing him as if afraid of the cold, this stare had no deterrent force at all, like a dissatisfied cat throwing a tantrum.

Bai Xiaonan put her hand on his forehead, felt the temperature for a while, shook her hand, and touched her forehead, feeling that his fever was a little high at the moment, she couldn't help but frowned, took out the medicine box beside the bed and studied it .

"Why?" Ah Wu whispered, biting her lips lightly, dodging her eyes, and asked cautiously as if she was very afraid of getting an answer: "Why did you bring this woman here, knowing that I am here, why did you... "

He didn't finish asking, but Bai Xiaonan knew what he was worried about.

"Because I have needs, and you can't satisfy me, of course I have to find someone else to satisfy me." Bai Xiaonan smiled, stroked his hair, and asked in a low voice: "Do you want me to come to you more? "

Ah Wu blinked, and whispered aggrieved: "Didn't you care before? Didn't you say that you would be more comfortable that way? If you force me, I can't do anything anyway. Didn't you tell me?"

"Yes, I can force you, but I didn't, because I don't want to." Bai Xiaonan's hands were unusually gentle, he touched A Wu's hair, his hot cheeks, his red eyes, and said in a low and steady voice : "Believe it or not, but I'm not a big fan of coercion, at least not in this case."

A Wu looked at him in some confusion, Bai Xiaonan smiled at him, that smile was considered sincere, he touched A Wu's face, and said softly: "Plus, it's true that I don't care about you at all. life or death."

Ah Wu's face burned even more, his eye sockets became hot, and he suddenly felt abnormal grievances. The pain, panic, grievances and anxiety he had suffered for so long all burst out at this moment. He covered his head with the quilt and wailed in the quilt cry.

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