Quickly wear my first love a thousand times

Shen Luoping: "..."

This dream was too real, even though he was a bystander the whole time, he could still feel the sadness, sadness and pain in Lu Hanliu's heart.

Such tangled and contradictory emotions only make people feel tight in the chest, and they are overwhelmed by this heavy emotion.

Shen Luoping said, "Is this what Lu Hanliu will become in the future?"

He wasn't asking the system for verification, he was almost sure, this just fits with the scene he had been dreaming about before, Lu Hanliu killed him, but not out of hatred, which made Shen Luoping feel even more terrifying.

Lu Hanliu's affection for Lou Suyi has been brewing over time, and it has turned into a terrifying color, which can no longer be simply called liking or love.

Shen Luoping thought about it, and felt that this should be called a psychopath.

The system explained flatteringly: "Yes, so this world is a little bit difficult."

Shen Luoping asked: "If I hadn't appeared, the direction of the two of them would have been the same as the development in the dream just now?"

"That's right. Actually, this is a HE statement."

"..." Shen Luoping was silent for a while, before echoing, "For Lu Hanliu, this is indeed the best ending."

Because Lou Huanyi will never accept him, and will never even know his feelings for her, so Lu Hanliu actually doesn't even have the most basic qualifications to say that he likes him.

How can two people who can never be together be together?Lu Hanliu may have thought about many, many possibilities, and in the end he was driven to a state of collapse and madness by the feelings in his heart, so he made such a decision.

If you love someone, how can you be willing to die?

But if he doesn't die, he will never belong to himself.

Should I watch the person I love live peacefully, but never see myself in my eyes, or should I erase the existence of that person and have a dream that will never wake up?

Lu Hanliu chose the latter.But Shen Luoping knew that he regretted it, otherwise he wouldn't show such a fragile posture when the dream ended.

Only he can come out of the dream he has carefully fabricated for himself, but once he steps into reality, it will be endless loneliness and pain.

Shen Luoping thought for a while, if this is not considered abuse, then what else?

After a few more days, Lu Hanliu really packed his bags and was ready to leave, but Shen Luoping didn't keep him.

Anyway, I can't keep it.

Anyway, this was Lu Hanliu's first time leaving Lou's house after coming to Lou's house, so Lou's father and Lou's mother, even Lou Yanqing, came to see him off unwillingly. The look of shedding.

Shen Luoping watched Lu Hanliu slowly put the burden on the carriage, saluted Lou's father and Lou's mother, and greeted him and Lou Yanqing. Just as he was about to board the carriage, he stopped Lu Hanliu. .

Lu Hanliu looked back at him and asked, "Brother, what else do you want to say?"

"When you're away from home, you can understand some things even if I don't tell you." Shen Luoping said, "But, if you can, come back earlier. Brother, I will miss you very much."

Hearing these last words, Lu Hanliu felt as if he had been splashed by hot oil, and flicked his fingers unconsciously. After a few seconds, he raised his head with a smile, and said softly to Shen Luoping, "It's a pity that we can't see the new Now that my sister-in-law is meeting, I will wish my elder brother and sister-in-law Qinse harmony and prosperity hand in hand in advance."

The moment Lu Hanliu left, it was exactly what he said, it was really five years.

I don't know if it's God's will or what, but the young lady Shen Luoping married has not been in good health since she got married, she was lingering on the sick bed all day long, and finally passed away in the spring of the second year.

Shen Luoping naturally took this opportunity, in the name of remembering his deceased wife, and never continued.

So others only said that he was infatuated, and his deep-rooted love for his deceased wife became a good story.

In fact, there have been no major twists and turns in the past five years, after all, Lu Hanliu is not around.

However, Shen Luoping can see that Lou Yanqing and Qi Ranying have some momentum. Qi Ranying often comes to Lou Mansion to visit him in the name of instructing Lou Yanqing to practice martial arts. Shen Luoping is the most clear about the delicate atmosphere between the two. , I didn't say anything, I just watched quietly eating dog food.

Shen Luoping thought to himself, since he has been single for 20 years anyway, he can still bear this excitement.

In the fifth year, Lu Hanliu finally came back.

The boy back then has finally grown into a young man, with a tall body and a graceful appearance.

That day, Shen Luoping was sitting in the yard reading a book, he was tired at noon, and it was the time when he was drowsy, but there was a figure approaching him with a cool breeze, bringing a bit of coolness.

"Brother." The man whispered in his ear in a low voice, "The cold snap is back."

The author has something to say: First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone, the update has been unstable, and the update is also a frequent occurrence. Then, I would like to talk about the decision I made after a few days of deliberation.

I don’t know if you have felt that the end of this article is actually a bit tasteless. If I continue to write, I will not be able to write well, but I am not willing to give up.

At the beginning, I didn't intend to write about fast travel, because I wasn't very good at it, but I accidentally signed a contract successfully and even entered v all the way, which led to the current situation.

I still have too many deficiencies when writing for the first time, otherwise I would not write like this. I once fell into an endless loop of thinking about writing better and actually writing it badly. I didn’t think about it at the time, it was just a casual work, and it’s a bit reluctant to write it now, so I made a decision here. After writing this world, I will finish it directly and write the final real world.

I'm sorry for everyone who has followed the article until now, but I can't think of a better way, because the initial immature setting has caused the current plot to be limited, and the more I write, the more I feel that I can't continue, so I have been stopping and updating before There are very few. At first, I wrote articles just for fun. It was a very happy thing, but now the more I write, the more depressed I become.

This is an immature work, and I am not very good at the rhythm of fast-paced texts. It is already a bit of a forced continuation to show you such an unsatisfactory work. I am very sorry.

I decided to write a novel with a single plot first, and when I make some progress, I will open a new quick-transition article to make up for the regrets left by this work.I apologize again, thank you all for your support all the way, without you I might not even have the courage to stick to this point, this is the first time I have written such a long work, although it is not satisfactory, it is still a beginning, I will work harder in the future, I hope to bring you a better story.