Quickly wear my first love a thousand times

That night, Shen Luoping and Lu Hanliu had rested early, but Lou Yanqing knocked on the door in the middle of the night because of some kind of wind.

It's midnight, but it's actually not too late, it's just that Shen Luoping rests very early in accordance with Lou Xuyi's habit.

Lu Hanliu used to wait until Lou Huanyi fell asleep before going to bed, so the two of them basically had the same schedule, while Lou Yanqing was used to dissoluteness, so I'm afraid this time is still a good time for him to indulge in tenderness, where? Thinking of disturbing the two of them.

The inn that Su Xiaogongzi arranged for them is very good, although it is for two people, it is twice as big as the upper room in an ordinary inn.

Lu Hanliu slept in the outer room as usual, and when he heard the knock on the door, he got up and put on his clothes and went to open the door. Lou Yanqing probably didn't expect him to be the one coming, first he was startled, and then he said: "Call my elder brother out, I have something to say to him speak."

"Eldest brother has already rested. Let's talk about what's up with second brother tomorrow." Lu Hanliu probably didn't want to disturb Shen Luoping, so he kept his voice very low and closed the door to isolate the sound.

Lou Yanqing didn't follow him, seeing that he didn't intend to let him in, he wanted to hide in the door, but Lu Hanliu was a step faster than him, stretched out his hand to stop him, and shouted: "Second brother."

Lou Yanqing laughed angrily, and his tone became even more hostile, and said, "I'm looking for my own elder brother, what are you doing to an outsider?"

"Brother is resting." Lu Hanliu continued to insist, although his voice was weak, he showed no sign of giving in.

At this time, Shen Luoping had already been woken up by Lou Yanqing's voice outside, so he got up. When he walked to the cubicle outside and found that Lu Hanliu was not in the room, he couldn't help but want to go out and have a look. Seeing the stalemate between the two.

Shen Luoping said: "What are you two doing standing at the door late at night?"

"Brother, I have something to talk to you about, but Lu Hanliu doesn't want me to see you!" Lou Yanqing said first.

"Brother." Lu Hanliu just called Shen Luoping.

"What's the matter? It's so late, what are you doing here?"

Shen Luoping knew what was going on when he saw the situation of the two of them, so he turned to Lu Hanliu and said, "You go back to your room to rest first, and I will have a word with your second brother."

Lu Hanliu nodded obediently when he heard the words, then turned and entered the room.

Lou Yanqing didn't ask until he saw Lu Hanliu gone, "Brother, have you all rested just now?"

"Otherwise?" Shen Luoping glanced at him reproachfully, "How do you think other people have such energy as you at night?"

"He... Lu Hanliu, why does he live in the same room as you?"

"It was arranged by Young Master Su." Shen Luoping felt that Lou Yanqing's question was a little strange, "I usually live in the same room as Hanliu at home?"

"That's..." Lou Yanqing stopped what he was about to say, and changed another topic: "Brother, I have something to tell you."

"what?"

"I... Brother, you also know that I am used to being flirtatious. Recently, I have encountered a problem..."

Shen Luoping's first reaction was that Lou Yanqing must have ruined some girl's innocence, but what Lou Yanqing said next was more shocking than he imagined:

"I originally didn't want to get married in this life, but now I'm a little shaken, no..."

"It's not that I want to get married, it's that... even if I want to get married, that person and I can't perform the ceremony of husband and wife..."

"No, I didn't want to be a husband and wife with him, but I hesitated..."

Hearing Lou Yanqing's messy organization of words, Shen Luoping finally couldn't help but interrupted: "Do you have someone you like?"

Hearing this, Lou Yanqing suddenly became dumb, and nodded after a long while, but immediately shook his head after nodding, saying: "That's not right."

"I just don't know my own..."

"Brother, what is the matter of feelings..." Lou Yanqing suddenly paused at this point, and then said, "I'm really confused, brother, you have never seen you think about anyone in all these years, come on ask you……"

Shen Luoping: "..." Knowing that your brother is inexperienced, you still ask me difficult questions?

"No! Brother, did you like someone else? I heard from my mother that it was the cousin named Yanyun or Yunyan? I heard that she married a long time ago. Brother, you have been delaying your marriage with Miss Wang. Could it be that there is still no way to forget her?"

"Brother... I thought you were weak by nature and lacked interest in matters between men and women..."

Shen Luo calmly said yes, I am really not interested in the affairs of men and women, what I like is the affairs of men and women.

"I didn't expect you to be so infatuated..."

"..."

Having said that, Shen Luoping also went downhill along the way, he patted Lou Yanqing on the shoulder, and said: "You may not understand the matter of feelings now, but I have lost that thought, if you really meet If you really like someone, don't lose this fate."

After hearing this, Lou Yanqing was taken aback for a moment, then nodded again, and said, "Brother, I know."

Originally, Shen Luoping was still thinking about where to go for a stroll with Lu Hanliu the next day, but he received a letter from his family early in the morning, with only a few numbers, but it weighed ten thousand catties.

The letter was written by Lou's father, and the letter was written by Mrs. Wang's family. The third lady was originally a delicate woman. A few days ago, she suddenly fell ill. In order to get rid of Miss Wang's depressed illness, Shen Luoping was asked to go home immediately after receiving the letter to perform the marriage contract.

Shen Luoping: "..." Superstition really ruins a life.

No matter what, Shen Luoping had to go back quickly. He talked about it with Lu Hanliu and Lou Yanqing. Lu Hanliu said that he would go back with him. The person you like has something to do with it.

Before leaving, Lou Yanqing looked at Shen Luoping with pity and sympathy, which made it difficult for Shen Luoping to look relaxed, so he could only pretend to have a heavy expression.

In fact, what Shen Luoping planned was that since the lady whom he had a marriage contract with was seriously ill, they would not be able to consummate their marriage before she recovered from her illness. I don't know if it would take a few months for her to recuperate. Half a year, so Shen Luoping can take it easy for a while, and even if Miss Wang recovers by then, she can just use her weakness as an excuse to say that it is not convenient for her to have sex.

And Lou Yanqing only felt sad for him because he would marry a woman he didn't like reluctantly.

Because with Lou Xuyi's temperament, he would not refuse this marriage. After all, marrying the lady of the Wang family or the lady of the Li family does not mean much to him. Anyway, they will marry the same person in the end. As for that person Who it is, he doesn't have much interest.

Shen Luoping thought to himself, maybe the original owner is really an ascetic person. He once searched Lou Xuyi's memory, and it turned out to be spotless, and he never even had fantasies about some unspeakable things, as if It's not like he didn't need this kind of thing in his nature.

Lu Hanliu and Shen Luoping bid farewell to Mr. Su, and they couldn't ask Mr. Su to take them home anymore, so they hired a coachman to drive back for several days. The journey was bumpy, and Shen Luoping felt a little sleepy.

Lu Hanliu seemed to be fine, and he still had time to comfort Shen Luoping and said, "Although the letter says it's urgent, brother, you must have time to go back now."

Shen Luoping said: "No matter what, that young lady has such a relationship with me. I should rush back to see her as soon as possible, but I just hope that there will be no accidents on the way."

After hearing this, Lu Hanliu suddenly asked: "Brother, you have already decided that you want to be with that young lady...forever?"

"It's not for me to decide." Shen Luoping said, "You have to know that people live in the world, there are many things that they don't want to do, but what can we do?"

"Big brother..."

Lu Hanliu seemed to want to say something, but he didn't speak. After a while, Shen Luoping was about to fall asleep in the bumping of the carriage, but he suddenly spoke: "Brother, I'm afraid I won't be able to attend your wedding banquet."

"?" Shen Luoping cast a puzzled look at him.

"You still remember, what I said before is that I want to go out to find a teacher to practice martial arts." Lu Hanliu explained, "I originally wanted to wait until the conference was over before going, but now it's just right."

Shen Luoping didn't know what was going on, whether his mind was confused or what, suddenly he said something out of his head: "I'm getting married, are you unhappy?"

"...how could it be." Lu Hanliu smiled and said, "Brother misunderstood me."

Shen Luoping then said: "Don't go out in a hurry, even if I do the wedding, it only takes a day, so I won't delay you."

"Brother..." Lu Hanliu hesitated to speak, but finally said, "Brother is right, I am really not very happy about getting married."

"!" Shen Luoping became sober when he heard this.Could it be that he has led the hero to the point of no return again?

But Lu Hanliu said: "Brother, you have always put your mind on me, and you take good care of me on weekdays. If I have a sister-in-law, I am afraid that my brother will not treat me like this."

Hearing what he said, Shen Luoping could understand it as Lu Hanliu's childlike nature, fearing that he would forget his younger brother and lose favor after having a wife, and it seemed that this reason could be explained in the past.

After thinking for a while, Shen Luoping said in order to reassure Lu Hanliu, "You don't have to worry about it. Even if I marry a family, I will still be the same as before. Since you are my younger brother, you will always be. This is the same as mine. Treating you as usual, nothing will change."

"Ding. The main character's abuse value has increased by [-] points, and now it is [-] points." Shen Luoping was startled by the sudden notification sound from the system. This was the first time since he came to this world.

However, no matter how you look at it, this reminder feels a bit inappropriate, right?

"System, are you malfunctioning?" Shen Luoping asked.

"No, my statistics are absolutely correct."

"Why did the abuse value increase?"

"I can't tell you this, but it must be something you said or did that stimulated the protagonist, otherwise he wouldn't have such a big fluctuation all at once." The system explained, "Actually... ...I think it's quite obvious that Lu Hanliu treats you..."

Shen Luoping: "Needless to say, I know everything."

He thought over and over again about the conversation between the two of them just now, and finally had to accept the fact that Lu Hanliu probably had a different meaning for Lou Xuyi, at least he didn't want to be his younger brother.

"System, I already understand your routine." Shen Luoping said with a sigh.

That night, Shen Luoping dreamed that long-repeated dream again.But this time, after Lu Hanliu killed himself, the dream did not end, but the beginning of another scene.

Lu Hanliu was painting in the room, and there was a man beside him grinding ink for him. Both of them were silent, but there was a peaceful and quiet atmosphere. Lu Hanliu was about to finish the painting, and the corners of his mouth could not help but raise slightly.

In the painting, there is a person standing with his hands behind his back among the lush green bamboos, dressed in black clothes, with a calm and relaxed expression, quite gentlemanly, it is the person who studies ink next to Lu Hanliu.

It's just that this person's complexion is too pale at this time, without even a trace of blood, and his face is also dull.

Although Lu Hanliu painted the person around him, he never raised his head to look at him, as if the appearance of that person had already been engraved in his heart. He slowly put down the last stroke, and the painting was successfully completed. The man was still grinding the ink slowly, his eyes seemed to be glued to the inkstone, and he never moved away.

The expression on Lu Hanliu's face was generally considered cheerful, but his eyes were filled with a gloomy look that was about to overflow. He put down the pen, reached out and grabbed the man's wrist: "Brother, it's okay."

The man stopped obediently when he heard the words, and handed over to Lu Hanliu. Lu Hanliu was very satisfied, and reached out to stroke the man's sideburns: "Brother, you will always be with me."

no respond.Lu Hanliu seemed to have gotten used to the man's silence, he slowly hugged the man into his arms, his movements were very careful, as if he was afraid that he would be blown away like a puff of smoke at any time: "Brother, you don't blame me, do you?

"You will be like me, from now on I will be the only one in your heart, how good it is.

"You said that the gentleman is the favorite among orchids. A few days ago, I found many rare varieties. You must have never seen them. I will take you to see them later.

"Brother, are you still blaming me? Otherwise, why don't you speak?" "Brother, I was wrong.Hit me with a ruler.

"Big brother..."

Lu Hanliu's voice was originally indescribably beautiful, but now he lowered his voice, and the tone of his voice became gentle, as if he was coaxing a child, which made people feel at ease, and the man in his arms was indeed like a baby Obedient and obedient.

Shen Luoping wanted to move and talk, but found that he could not control this body at all, and could only watch the dream as a bystander.

It was daytime at this time, but all the curtains in the room were drawn down, so it was completely covered, and no light leaked in. There were only a few red candles lit in the room, and the two figures were intertwined and inseparable when the lights were flickering.

Lu Hanliu was about to cover his lips with the man in his arms, but at this moment, there was a "bang", and the door was kicked open.

A gust of cold wind rushed into the room immediately, and Lu Hanliu seemed to be worried that the person in his arms would catch the cold, so he held him tighter. Seeing this ambiguous scene, the person who came came rushed over with his sword drawn: "Lu Hanliu Cold current, you bastard!"

As if Lu Hanliu hadn't heard the insult from the visitor, he just looked down at the man in his arms. The man was obviously frightened, and his dull eyes flickered.

Lu Hanliu frowned, grabbed the pen on the table and smashed it at it. He used so much force that he missed the blade of the sword. The person who came here knew he was not his opponent, but he still went to it desperately. As he rushed forward, Lu Hanliu's brows were furrowed deeper, and killing intent had already begun to show in his eyes.

At this time, a dark green figure suddenly flew forward and stopped the reckless young man: "Lou Yanqing, don't be impulsive."

Lu Hanliu only looked at Qi Ranying coldly, and didn't move anymore, so Lou Yanqing had no choice but to put down his sword.

"Patriarch Lu, we didn't come here with any malicious intentions, it's just that you robbed the Patriarch of the Lou family on the day of your wedding..." In the middle of speaking, Qi Ranying stopped abruptly because he found that the person in Lu Hanliu's arms was very tender. It's not right, it doesn't look like a living person should.

Lou Yanqing also noticed this, and couldn't help roaring in surprise: "Lu Hanliu, what did you do to my elder brother!"

Lu Hanliu didn't intend to answer him, but frowned again: "You are too noisy."

Qi Ranying pondered for a moment, and his expression became a little dignified: "This should be a unique forbidden technique that has been lost for a long time in the world, the lock soul technique."

Lou Yanqing was taken aback for a moment, then asked: "What do you mean?"

"... After death, the body and soul must be separated. The soul lock technique, as the name suggests, is to forcibly lock the soul of the person who has just died."

"Although this technique can bring the dead back to life, the three souls and six souls of a person are already incomplete. They will only be like walking dead, silent, lose the ability to think, and let the person who performs the technique do what they want."

"You mean... mean...my elder brother is dead?" Lou Yanqing's face was full of disbelief, "He was killed?"

"It should be like this." Qi Ranying glanced at Lu Hanliu and the person in his arms, and sighed, "This technique should have been burned down along with the fire back then, but you really thought about it and found it." .”

"However, I heard that performing this forbidden technique is against the sky. One day the person performing the technique will suffer a strong backlash and die. At that time, the locked soul will still disperse. Patriarch Lu, why are you doing this?" ?”

"This is exactly what I want." Lu Hanliu said coldly, his cold eyes filled with murderous intent.

After Lou Yanqing heard the whole story, he felt all the blood in his body rushing up at once. He couldn't do anything due to the restraint of the man beside him, so he could only yell at him:

"Lu Hanliu, you are not as good as a beast, how can my elder brother feel sorry for you! Tell me! You actually, actually went mad and killed him! How could you do such a heartless thing! Without my elder brother, you think How did you survive until today! You...you..."

Halfway through the scolding, he wanted to break free and cut the person in front of him to pieces with his own hands to vent his anger, but the people around him still refused to let go and advised him to calm down. People scolded together.

"Lu Hanliu! What on earth are you trying to do! My elder brother is dead and you still refuse to let him go! You killed everyone else, why do you lock up your soul, and pretend to be hypocritical! It's really disgusting!" Lou Yanqing scolded here. Suddenly it gradually calmed down.

"That's right, haven't you always been so disgusting? Which family would covet your elder brother all day long! Heh! If my elder brother knew that you had such dirty thoughts about him, he would have kicked you out of Lou's house long ago. ! Where do you still have today!"

Lu Hanliu originally ignored Lou Yanqing's words, but when he heard the last sentence, he was furious, and his cold eyes turned red as if they had been ignited by something.

He raised his hand and took the long sword placed on the side of the desk, and launched an attack in an instant. The overwhelming lore move attacked Lou Yanqing. Yanqing was knocked out, grabbed her arms and jumped out of the room.

Seeing this, Lu Hanliu didn't chase after him. He snorted coldly and closed the door again.

After closing the door, the original dimness returned to the room. Lu Hanliu let go of the man in his arms and supported his shoulders instead. He wanted to meet his gaze, but the man's eyes were always distracted, so he had to Just do it.

Lu Hanliu lightly brushed the man's face with his hand, the coldness of the tentacles reminded him that the person in front of him was not a living thing, but he didn't care, he still treated it like a real living person: "Brother, what he said just now is It's a lie, right?"

"Why did you drive me away? You said that I will always be from the Lou family."

"I thought that after all these years, you would understand one day, but now that everyone understands, you still don't understand."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't understand, as long as you can stay with me all the time."

"Do you still remember that every time I was sick when I was young, you would accompany me like this."

"At that time, I thought, if only you could stay with me for the rest of my life..."

"That person is right. I don't have much time, but I'm not afraid of death at all, really. You said before that I never cared about the lives of others, and only wanted to let myself survive. It's not true. In this world, It doesn't matter if anyone dies, but you are the only one who can't die. Of course, my life is nothing, but I swore that I will protect you forever..."

Speaking of this, Lu Hanliu suddenly stopped, his hands trembled suddenly, and the frost in his eyes disintegrated instantly. He showed a look of fear, as if a child was afraid of being beaten if he did something wrong. look.

"Brother...

"I killed you...

"I killed you...

"it's me……"

He repeated similar words over and over again, his voice trembling.

"You will definitely blame me...you will not forgive me...

"Brother, I was wrong...

"I was really wrong...

"Brother...

"You forgive me...

"Don't ignore me, brother..."

The wax oil slowly fell drop by drop, and the candle flame gradually became weaker, until finally only the endless darkness remained, engulfing him alone.

Only him.