Quickly wear my first love a thousand times

He didn't lose his temper, or even add another word.

He hadn't tidied up his appearance for many days, a circle of cyan stubble appeared on his chin, his face was still the same as when he was just recovering from a serious illness, and he looked even older.

Thirteen of Shen Luoping's ribs were broken, his lungs were punctured, his spleen was ruptured, his spine was damaged, and the most serious was brainstem infarction.

He Jin came to the hospital with the ambulance. After learning about her brother's condition from the doctor, she collapsed on the spot. She was older than He Yi and had a more mature and calm temperament, but the successive bad news from the relatives around her also made her feel sad. Unable to bear it, I finally couldn't help but burst into tears, and finally passed out.

After Mu Baiqin woke up, He Jin went to see him. At that time, she had exhausted her emotions and just stared at Mu Baiqin coldly, "My father and my younger brother are still lying in the hospital. You, But live well."

"Sin." Before leaving, He Jin glanced at him and said, "You will have retribution."

Mu Baiqin just said: "He will be fine."

Half a month later, Shen Luoping still didn't wake up.

During this period, it is said that Mu Baiqin was always by his side, never leaving him.

This was told to Shen Luoping by the system, and he couldn't see it himself.

Shen Luoping's current condition has actually begun to improve, but his brain stem is damaged, so he has been unable to wake up.If you still can't wake up, you will become a vegetable that is common in medicine.

Shen Luoping felt that the life of being in a vegetative state was difficult. Apart from being able to communicate with the system, he could not communicate with the outside world.

The system said: "The abuse value has reached 92."

"Mu Baiqin is sad?"

"He probably doesn't even have a heart." The system replied, "For the past two days, he has been watching the video of He Yi participating in the national competition."

"Oh." Shen Luoping said, "That hasn't completely given up yet."

Mu Baiqin has not closed his eyes for many days.

He has always been by the young man's side, and when he is in a trance, he will always see the young man open his eyes, look at him and smile, seven points high-spirited, three points shy.

Just like when he first saw him as a young man.

Mu Baiqin knew this was a dream.

Only in a dream would the young man smile at him like this.

He knew that from that day on, in this life, it was impossible for him to see the young man's smile again.

So Mu Baiqin preferred not to sleep, and seeing the young man waking up when he fell asleep made him feel even more sad.

Because dreams will wake up after all, and when he wakes up, he can only face a pale and lifeless face.

Mu Baiqin murmured to himself: "Actually, that's fine too. If you don't talk or wake up, I can always be with you. I won't say anything that makes you sad anymore, and you don't have to intentionally make me unhappy. "

"It's just... I can't stay with you for so long."

"You still, wake up quickly."

No.20 One day, the youth still did not wake up.

Shen Luoping asked the system: "Can you find a way to wake me up for a while?"

How many days have passed, and the abuse value has always stayed at 95, and there is no upward trend at all.Shen Luoping had to wake up.

"This... is theoretically impossible."

"What about after practice?"

"Hey, I can only give you 5 minutes." The system said, "There was no such paragraph in the script."

"In the script, He Yi died directly?"

"Theoretically it is."

Shen Luoping pondered for a while, and suddenly he felt blessed, and asked: "Are there some fixed plots in this world that have already been programmed? There is no way to change them? So this is actually a novel?"

"You still have four minutes and 40 seconds," the system said.

Shen Luoping: "..." When asked about this aspect, the system is so serious and meticulous, it's really boring.

The young man opened his eyes.

When Mu Baiqin saw the young man's slightly trembling eyelashes, he actually stood up involuntarily.

There is sunlight coming in from the window, and this ward has the best orientation, the best scenery, and the best light.

The sun's rays fell on the side of the hospital bed and cast a large piece of golden fragments. The color was adjusted just right, dazzling and warm, and it looked fake.

Mu Baiqin almost suspected that he was dreaming.

But he felt a slight pain when he moved around a little bit, and he also broke several ribs, so it will not be fully recovered in such a short time.

The young man blinked his eyes several times before he became fully awake. He opened his mouth and let out a hoarse muffled sound from his parched throat.

"He Yi." Mu Baiqin called his name cautiously, as if afraid of breaking this illusion.

"Ah."

"You... slept for a long, long time." Mu Baiqin said.

"I had a dream." The young man slightly raised the corner of his mouth, "In the dream, my father is still in good health, and my sister still loves me very much."

"It's just that I didn't have you in my dream."

Mu Baiqin seemed to be stabbed by something, and the hand that was stretched out to touch the young man was retracted without a trace.

"Well, it was a good dream." Mu Baiqin said.

"If I die, will you be sad?" The young man suddenly changed the subject and asked.

Before Mu Baiqin could reply, the young man said first: "It's better if you are sad, you owe me."

"When that car hit me, I thought, you can't die."

"You're dead, once and for all, leaving me in this world, day and night, all the time, tossing and turning without sleep."

"It's too cheap for you."

The young man smiled, which touched the wound, so the smile was a bit distorted, but it was still pretty. "I don't want to die yet. I have a sister and a father."

"But, there's still you."

"If I go abroad, I won't see you. Then I will be very sad."

"But it still makes me sad if I see you every day."

Mu Baiqin interrupted him, as if he couldn't bear it anymore, "Stop talking."

"Mu Baiqin." The young man called his name softly, "I actually still like you very much."

"I said that I won't have any feelings for you anymore, but I know in my heart that I still like you very much."

"Hey, this taste is really uncomfortable."

Shen Luoping heard the system prompt that there were still ten seconds left.

So he exhausted his last bit of strength, the last bit of time, endured the pain, stretched out his hand, and wanted to touch Mu Baiqin again.

It's a pity that it's still a few centimeters away.Did not touch.

The young man's hand dropped again.

The arc of falling is beautiful and desperate.

Like Sleeping Beauty, he seems to have fallen into a deep sleep again.

Even his cheeks seemed to have a look of ease in his sleep.

Mu Baiqin reached out to hold his hand, it was freezing cold.

He remembered that the young man said at that time that his physique was like this, and his hands could not be warmed up.

It's just now that I feel so sad.

He tried to warm the youth with his own body temperature, but it was useless.

The temperature drops little by little until it cools down, just like the sunset every day, arriving on time and irreversible.

"He Yi."

"He Yi."

"what……"

The deep voice was repeated over and over again, echoing in the somewhat empty ward, feeling a little desolate.

But no matter how many times he called again, that person would not wake up.

When He Jin heard the news of He Yi's death, she almost went crazy.

But Mu Baiqin refused anyone to touch He Yi's body.

He still stayed in that ward, and no one was allowed to come in. He sat there motionless, looking at the few leaves falling outside the window.

Watching the sunrise and sunset.

What a stunning view.

one day one Night.

Mu Baiqin finally came out.

A few days later, He Yi was buried, but Mu Baiqin did not attend his funeral.

Mu Baiqin stayed in his house, as usual, eating and sleeping on time every day.Do not step out of the door.

He slept in the room where He Yi used to live.

The aunt who was cooking didn't know what happened, and thought he had quarreled with He Yi again.

She has been doing things here for a long time, seeing that He Yi has lived here and now, and knows a little bit about the two of them, so she couldn't help but persuade him a few words, "Mr. Mu, if you are in a bad mood, you should Go out more, why don't you bring Mr. He back?"

Mu Baiqin hummed and said, "I'll go find him in a few days."

The aunt who cooks is relieved after hearing this.

Mu Baiqin told her again that he would not cook here anymore because he was moving away.

At night, Mu Baiqin stayed alone in the room, unable to sleep at night.

But he doesn't really need to sleep now.

The long night was just for him to slowly recall.

He thought, go find him in a few days.

You must treat him better this time, and don't force him away again.

The author has something to say: This world is over~

There will be another chapter tomorrow_(:зゝ∠)_