brotherhood

After we got on the bus, we seldom talked, but he fell asleep staggeringly. His house was two stops later than mine. I sat silently and woke him up, then got off the bus with him.

I told him what to do and what not to do, and then I said goodbye and I turned around and left, without dragging my feet, I walked cleanly.The two bus stops are not far away. When I went home, I went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of white wine. The day before yesterday, I offered a full glass to the Lord of the Land, but this time I felt quite lonely.

It seemed that for a moment, I felt half empty in my heart.

When he got home, Li Yunhao made some porridge, and the cold dishes packed by his mother in the refrigerator seemed to be his dinner. Seeing that I came back, he quickly filled a bowl of porridge for me. I smiled and went to get two cups.

"Yunho accompany me to drink some." I still smiled, but my mood was unspeakably heavy.

"...What's the matter?" He looked at me up and down, picked up the wine on the table and unscrewed it, I put the glass down and he filled it up for me.

Beer is different from white wine. After taking a sip, I feel hot eyes, but I didn't care much and drank two more glasses.Yunho looked at me and persuaded me a few words, but I waved his hand away.

I don't know why Mao feels so bad, Xiaohu and I will never completely break off our relationship because of this, but I just feel uncomfortable. I still have a lot to say to him, and I haven't prepared a lot at all. matter.

It is said that wine is the best to relieve worries and forget worries, but it seems that this is not the case here. When I drink until I can't stand up by myself, my mind is still clear.

Yunho hugged me and took me to the bathroom and said that he took a shower and went to bed, I let him wash without any struggle, after the shower he picked me up to dry my hair, and after the blow-drying, he flattened me I put the quilt on the bed, kissed my forehead for the last time, and then went to Liuxiahui.

In fact, I was expecting him to do something, at least something to separate my attention, I didn't feel so uncomfortable now.I think a little clearly, in fact, I am not without feelings for Xiaohu.

But for now, I can only regard this relationship as a floating dream.

Li Yunhao and I had a good relationship when we were very young. At that time, we played together. Even if we fought, we were evenly matched. We soon forgot about it.

Xiaohu and I met in kindergarten, and at that time I had already started some kind of crushing, what counting and writing, the teacher used me as a sample, so some people hate me extremely, and some people want the opposite play with me.

Xiaohu liked to play with me very much, but I had a good relationship with Yunhao at that time, so I didn't pay much attention to this little friend who appeared out of nowhere.But Li Yunhao was more lively and active at that time, and they were often playing with slide balls and other things while I sat and did my homework.

And Xiaohu often came to watch me write while playing.Later, it became the two of us who wrote together.

I started to be the class monitor when I was in kindergarten. I joined the Young Pioneers in the first grade of elementary school, and later I was the captain of the Young Pioneers. In junior high school, I was the president of the student union.When I was in high school, I didn't intend to be a student union cadre, but because I couldn't be left alone in the class, I was praised as the class monitor because the leader was weak and easy to bully, and I went to the discipline inspection department for no reason.

During my growing up, Li Yunhao has always been a shadow. This guy is the king of kids in kindergarten. He brought a group of kids to rob people at the school gate in elementary school.

As for Xiaohu, he has always been my deputy. I was the deputy squad leader when I was the monitor, I was the vice-captain when I was the leader of the Young Pioneers, and I was the vice-chairman when I was the president of the student union...

There are many pictures in front of him, his adoring eyes when he was doing homework together in kindergarten.In elementary school, when I led the whole school to take the oath, he seemed to be rhythmic.In junior high school, he was the flag bearer and I gave speeches under the national flag.And we often sang together in class...

We are the most tacit partners, and he has stepped into an irreplaceable position in my heart step by step during these times.Not necessarily love, but equally refreshing.

But if there is no touch point for this kind of relationship, I may regard him as a good friend for the rest of my life, but now, we'd better put this relationship on a stable point, not to catalyze, not to fade away.

Ha ha……

I was thinking wildly all night, and I didn't know whether I was sleeping or remembering. When I woke up the next day, I had a headache, but it was probably because of taking a bath, but it was not particularly serious.Rubbing my temples, I looked for clothes and put them on. When I was in a daze, the door opened. My grandma who should be staying in the country and Li Yunhao who looked anxious were standing at the door. Obviously Li Yunhao wanted to stop it.

I was so dazed on the spot, I frowned and stared at her for a while, gnashing my teeth, "Grandma? I'm not dressed yet, can you please stop opening the door without my consent?"…

Grandma immediately closed the door.

After thinking about it for a while, I know what grandma is doing here, but I just believe that there is nothing wrong with Lee Yunho and I being so special in our hometown.

After I got dressed and was upset, I went out with a feeling of depression, my grandma over there prepared breakfast, and Lee Yunho sat and ate with a dark face.I also looked for a place in the past, but I didn't pull a chair or help, so I said "grandma, you can eat too" and sat there.

Grandma has been chattering a bit, we had a meal and grandma chatted with us about a bunch of irrelevant things, I looked at grandma for a while after two mouthfuls of food, I didn’t bring the cute and cute smile I used to have, With a cold face, no joy or sorrow.Soon grandma couldn't go on talking.

"Minho, what kind of eyes are you looking at? Grandma came here to cook for you at a very old age. You think it's easy!" Grandma looked angry, and Li Yunhao even kicked me and gave me a kick. The eyes were suppressed by me.

I smiled, but only lifted my lips, and the muscles over the eyes did not adjust their movements.

"Grandma, I'm not stupid. I know you have a reason for coming. Don't look for a reason that can't fool me. Tell me what you want to do, and I will cooperate. But if we are still doing something, you can just talk to me." Open the door. Grandma, how old are we..."

Grandma glanced at me, sighed leisurely and sat down, what she said next surprised Li Yunhao, "Minho, you have always been well-behaved, tell grandma honestly, are you and Yunhao already..." Grandma sucked It took a breath to continue, "Is it already, not just brothers?"

Li Yunhao panicked immediately, the spoon he was holding suddenly fell into the bowl, and the soup spilled out.However, Li Yunhao reacted quite quickly, holding the bowl and showing shock, "Grandma, what are you talking about?! How could my brother and I..."

Grandma ignored him, and I reflexively made a dumb expression of being able to attack, retreat or defend. Grandma looked at me, and my mind was turned upside down.It is impossible to hide our relationship from our family for a lifetime, and grandma has always loved us both...

I was soft-spoken, but soon I realized that the relationship between the two of us is definitely not something that can be shown publicly now.We are in high school, the legendary important moment in life, no matter the object is forbidden to fall in love, let alone the object is so difficult to accept...

"Grandma..." I made a helpless expression and continued Yunho's words, "Usually watch less TV and surf the Internet, watch more news and care about national affairs, read books and study when you have nothing to do, what are you thinking about?"

Grandma was a little confused, "You two little bastards don't even try to lie to grandma."

I glanced at Li Yunhao, then turned my head and looked at grandma with a kind of coaxing child's eyes, "Okay grandma, if you insist on thinking like that, I can't help it, but we really haven't done anything so far, You said what did Li Yunhao and I do to make you misunderstand so thoroughly."

"..." Li Yunhao glanced at me and said, "Grandma, can you stop thinking about it, I admit that our relationship has gotten better recently, but brother also helped me!"

I closed my eyes silently, and grandma gave us both a weird smile, "You two think you can hide it from grandma, but it doesn't taste right if you two stay together, grandma hasn't missed anyone for so many years. "

"No way!" I really couldn't help but laugh, "Grandma, just because of your unfounded feeling, grandma, you actually suspect the innocence of your only second grandson..."

"Grandma..." Li Yunhao also fell silent, "You're welcome! I'm so handsome, it's not a problem for girls chasing me to go from here to the first place. The ring is fat, the swallows are thin, and they look much better. No matter how confused I am Not even with him."

I looked sideways at him, with a disgusted look on his face, and I also showed a disgusted expression.

Grandma seemed to have some confidence in our statement. Seeing our expressions getting more and more gloomy, the two of us patted each other on the head, "You guys are being talked about with me, and I can't explain it to you, you two It’s best if you don’t have one, and if you have one, get rid of it as soon as possible, I’ve already told your mother that I’ll cook for you both while I’m staying with you.”

I curled my lips silently, and retreated to the room to write the exercise book after eating.I can write the whole book by myself, and the workbooks of all subjects have not been released for a long time, so it is okay to slow down a bit.

And Li Yunhao went out immediately after eating, and we both changed the trumpet and started to divide the work.

The two of us can't go far enough to be fooled, not to mention that the other party is the grandma who watched us grow up.Moreover, grandma obviously wanted to break up our rhythm.What's more, that kind of thing itself is something we can't quit at our age.

Those who fall in love usually don't let each other hold hands, and it won't last long, let alone the two of us who live together and have done everything, and let the two of us keep the rules, Liu Xiahui persisted all night in the cold , we two... God can't do it!

So, I can only feel sorry for grandma.Then I secretly called my grandpa.

"Grandpa." I called out full of grievances, and Grandpa's angry voice sounded over there, "Minhao! Is your grandma here?"

I hummed silently, and my grandpa began to tell me silently, "Your grandma is getting old, and she always worries about you, so you should also take care of it. We don't know what you kids are thinking when we are old. But don't talk back to your grandma, her heart has not been very good in the past two years... By the way, remember to remind her to take medicine, otherwise she will always forget..."

Fuck, I was shown off invisible by my grandparents...

"Grandpa." I called again, "Grandpa, I understand what you said, but you have to take care of grandma anyway."

I gritted my teeth (just now I made a psychological construction for myself: Li Yunhao and I are very innocent...), and I was a little embarrassed when I said it, "Grandma suspects that Li Yunhao and I are gay."

"What?" Grandpa was completely confused.