I am at odds with the school grass

The natural scenery of Qinshui Village is beautiful. The water in the creek is very clear without any trace of modern industrial pollution. The water the villagers drink is also picked from the spring at the foot of the mountain. The spring water is continuous throughout the year and is sweet and delicious.

Today’s task is to chop firewood. The five of them grew up in the city and they don’t know how to use the sickle. It just so happens that there are villagers cutting firewood on the mountain. Knowing that they are volunteers, I patiently taught them how to use the sickle and how to use the sickle. How to choose firewood and how to bundle it.

Although they are doing hard work, everyone is very happy. For children who grew up in the city, this is a good experience.

At noon, yesterday they sent supplies to two elderly people who brought them their own cakes and taro cakes.

Wen Chenyang sat on the freshly cut firewood, patted the dead leaves on his body, and washed his hands with the water he brought.

Su Yike came over with the pastries sent by the old man, his mouth bulging, "Chenyang, try this taro cake, it's very delicious."

Wen Chenyang washed his hands and just ate a piece of taro cake when the cell phone in his pocket rang. There was new news from the group '506's little brothers' who hadn't heard from him for a long time.

Gao Hang: Babies, I miss you, when are you coming out for a party?

Tan Qianwen: I work part-time during the day, and I can do it anytime at night.

Gao Hang: @文晨阳, Chenyang, how about you, I haven't seen you for a long time, come over to play in Nancheng, I will include food and lodging.

Tan Qianwen: Lao Gao, Chenyang has always lived in Gu Shao's house, so it's not very attractive for you to include food and housing.

Gao Hang: As long as I have this intention.

Wen Chenyang looked at the group news, and unknowingly graduated from high school for a year and a half, and Gao Hang and the others hadn't seen each other for a year, so he missed it a little.

Wen Chenyang: I'm traveling in other places, so I won't be there for the time being, you guys have fun.

Gao Hang: Wow, where did you travel?

Wen Chenyang: Wangcheng.

Gao Hang: Isn’t that place very poor? What’s so interesting about it?

Wen Chenyang: Traveling in the mountains and rivers, enjoying farmhouses.

Gao Hang: Oh, why didn't I see you posting on your Moments when you were traveling.

Wen Chenyang casually took a picture of the scenery in the mountains and sent it.

Wen Chenyang: Well, this is it.

Gao Hang: The scenery is nice.

Tan Qianwen: Why do I feel that this place does not look like a scenic spot?Chen Yang, who did you go with?

Wen Chenyang: A few friends, the place we went to was unpopular and not much developed.

Wen Chenyang clicked on the members of this group, and saw Gu Xizhe's profile picture. They chatted in the group for so long, but he didn't interrupt, and he didn't know how he was doing after being separated for more than ten days.

Wen Chenyang: Okay, let’s stop talking, I’m going to continue playing.

Wen Chenyang turned off his phone and continued to eat the taro cake brought by his grandmother. After eating, they had to continue working.

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South City.

After Gu Xizhe returned to Nancheng, he joined his own company to help out. At the end of the year, the company was very busy. He took the initiative to work overtime at the company every day and didn't go back until ten o'clock.

It was already evening when he saw the news in the group.

He clicked on the picture sent by Wen Chenyang and looked at it carefully. The angle of view of the picture is in the mountains, and there are many mountains in the distance. Wangcheng is in the northernmost mountainous area, and it is a city with relatively slow development in this province. Yes, there are tourist attractions, but if you look at them horizontally, the ones Wen Chenyang goes to don't look like tourist attractions.

Is Wen Chenyang really going on a trip?Who did you go with?

For more than ten days after the separation, he refrained from sending him a message or calling him, but only learned about him from his circle of friends who only sent a message every few days.

He clicked on the dialogue window with Wen Chenyang. The last time they sent a message was half a month ago. At that time, they were still taking exams, and they hadn't broken up yet. They sent him a message saying that they would wait for him to go to dinner together.

After that, he never sent a message again, and he even suspected that Wen Chenyang had blocked him.

These days, the words Wen Chenyang said when they broke up often echoed in his mind repeatedly. Even in the past ten days, he still failed to find a suitable reason to refute him.

He's right that society is far from being tolerant of gays and they're going to have a hard time being together.

He chose to agree to break up, not because he was persuaded, but because he wanted to fulfill him. He didn't want him to live in more pain because of himself, and he didn't want to deprive him of his freedom to pursue a normal life.

That's it.

If you want to let go, he can't let go at all.

After logging out of WeChat, Gu Xizhe clicked into Weibo again. Wen Chenyang would occasionally post on Weibo. Every time he logged in, he just wanted to see if he had updated.

After refreshing Weibo, Wen Chenyang's latest content was still a week ago.

He didn't follow much on Weibo, he only followed some official Weibos of Wen Chenyang and the school. When he saw the latest Weibo of the school's Communist Youth League, this Weibo posted a message from NTU volunteers to the lonely elderly in Wangcheng District. There are also nine pictures for the event. Seeing a familiar figure, he was stunned and immediately clicked on the big picture. The first big picture was taken in front of an old house. He saw Su Yike standing Talking to an old woman at the door, there was a person next to him with his back to the camera. He was familiar with this back view, and he could almost tell it was Wen Chenyang at a glance.

He continued to scroll down, there were nine pictures, and Wen Chenyang had three pictures.

Combined with the photo sent by Wen Chenyang, he finally understood what he was doing.

Gu Xizhe looked at the time, it was already six o'clock.

The phone rang, and Ye Zhiying called and told him not to work overtime, and the family went home to have a meal together today.

Gu Xizhe agreed, finished the tasks at hand, and got off the parking lot. Ye Zhiying was waiting for him.

Ye Zhiying sat in the passenger seat, "Xizhe, come and drive today, I'm being lazy."

Gu Xizhe opened the door and got on the driver's seat, and started the car. He drove very quietly, without speaking the whole time.

Ye Zhiying started the topic first, "With your help during this period, your dad and I have relaxed a lot. Your dad also told me that he will slowly hand over the company to you after you graduate. He has been busy for so many years. You should also give yourself a break."

Gu Xizhe turned the steering wheel, looked ahead, with no extra expression on his face, "I don't have that plan right now."

Ye Zhiying wasn't angry either, she just asked, "Then tell me what you plan to do."

"Stay in Mucheng."

Ye Zhiying's face changed when she heard that she was staying in Mucheng. She pretended not to know, and asked casually, "What are you doing in Mucheng?"

"Engage in professionally related work."

Nancheng also has financial-related jobs, so why do you have to stay in Mucheng?It's just because there is Wen Chenyang there.

After Ye Zhiying sent a message to Wen Chenyang that night on the 2nd, Wen Chenyang replied that he would not go astray, implying that he would leave Gu Xizhe, but judging by the current situation, I don't know how the two of them will end up. how's it going.

She began to insinuate, "By the way, it's almost Chinese New Year, you tell Chen Yang, come to our house to celebrate the New Year, I'm a little worried that he's alone in Mucheng."

Gu Xizhe was silent for a moment, "He won't come."

Ye Zhiying asked: "Why didn't you come? How lonely is he spending the New Year in Mucheng alone."

Gu Xizhe said: "He's not in Mucheng."

Ye Zhiying was curious, "Could it be that he went back to Cangcheng to celebrate the New Year with his uncle and the others?"

"do not know."

Ye Zhiying said: "You have such a good relationship with him, didn't he even tell you?"

"No."

After a few words of probing, Ye Zhiying guessed that the two of them probably separated, and if that was the case, she would be relieved.

The car drove all the way home, Gu Xizhe went upstairs first after returning home, took off his overcoat and hung it in the closet, he glanced at a gray scarf in a closet inside, he took it out, it was very soft, it was two It was given by Wen Chenyang more than a year ago, and each of them has one.

He never wore a scarf, but he wore it as a gift, and he didn't know why he suddenly changed his habit. Perhaps since then, Wen Chenyang has been a very special person in his mind.

He sat on the bed, took out his mobile phone and looked at the group of photos on Weibo. There were three photos of Wen Chenyang, one was from his back, the other was a long bamboo on his back, and the other was them. Group photo of five volunteers.

Looking at him in the photo, his heart, which had been silent for more than ten days, suddenly beat very fast.

It is rare for a family of three to get together for dinner. These days are really busy, and all three meals are settled in the company canteen.

After dinner, Gu Zhennan drank tea habitually, and Gu Xizhe also accompanied him into the tea room next to the living room.

Ye Zhiying said while making tea: "The three of us are tired these days, why don't we go to the seaside for a vacation during the Spring Festival holiday and relax, Xi Zhe, what do you think?"

Gu Xizhe said: "If you want to relax, then go."

"Okay, let me see where to go and make plans." Ye Zhiying made tea and gave Gu Zhennan and Gu Xizhe a cup each.

Gu Xizhe said: "Mom and Dad, I have something to say."

Gu Zhennan took a sip of tea and looked up at him, "What's wrong?"

Gu Xizhe sat at the tea table, he sat very upright, looked at his parents solemnly, as if he was making a major decision, "I like a boy very much, so I may not be able to marry and have children of the opposite sex in my life. I know that this matter has had a great impact on you, and I don't need you to accept it immediately, I just hope that you can slowly try to accept it from now on."

Ye Zhiying was very surprised that he took the initiative to say it out. Fortunately, she still felt that her temptation was successful today, thinking that he and Wen Chenyang had broken off, "Xi Zhe, you were born by me, I know very well whether you are gay, you Don't make fun of your own life."

"I didn't make fun of my life. I confessed everything to you after careful consideration."

Ye Zhiying is a loving mother on weekdays, but she is an out-and-out strong woman in the workplace. She does things very neatly and manages her subordinates very strictly. At this time, she is just like in the workplace, with a serious expression on her face. "Xizhe, you are a very good child. I have always been proud of being a mother. You are also a very thoughtful and independent person. If you become gay, you should know how much it will affect your future life, so mother I hope you can think clearly and don’t make a decision lightly.”

Gu Xizhe was already ready to confront his parents, at this time he was very calm, and everything happened as he expected, "Mom, if I had thought it through clearly, I wouldn't have said it in front of you guys." .”

Gu Zhennan frowned, he had no idea that his son was even gay, "Xizhe, who is that boy you're talking about?"

"It doesn't matter who he is."

Ye Zhiying asked: "Is that why he encouraged you to have a showdown with us?"

"No." Gu Xizhe said, "He has already broken up with me."

Ye Zhiying couldn't figure it out, "Since we broke up, you can all be well, that would be good for both of you, wouldn't it?"

Wen Chenyang said the same thing, it's good for both of them to separate.

Gu Xizhe choked up, "It's me, I can't let him go."