I am at odds with the school grass

The tea in the Cantonese restaurant is made by himself. Wen Chenyang sits by the window, and the tea sets are placed by his side. After ordering, he starts to make tea, "Auntie, do you drink Tieguanyin or Pu'er?"

"It's all right."

Wen Chenyang picked out a pack of Tieguanyin, he was not very proficient in making tea, Gu Xizhe saw his clumsy movements, afraid that he would burn his hands, he said: "I'll go to the bar."

Wen Chenyang said: "No, you sit, I will soak."

Wen Chenyang finished making tea, took out a cup, and gave the first cup to Ye Zhiying, "Auntie, drink tea."

"Okay." Ye Zhiying picked up the teacup and blew on it, took a sip, and said to Gu Xizhe, "Xizhe, after the exam, you will go back to the company to help."

Gu Xizhe said: "I plan to stay in school for a while before going back."

Ye Zhiying put down her teacup, "The end of the year happens to be the busiest time for the company, and it's fine for you to stay at school, so why not come back to help, your father always expects you to share with him."

Gu Xizhe took a sip of the tea Wen Chenyang made, and it was okay, "We'll see when the time comes."

Ye Zhiying didn't force her anymore, "Okay, you can arrange it yourself."

After eating at a Cantonese restaurant, this New Year's Day is over.

Ye Zhiying opened a room in a nearby hotel, while Wen Chenyang and Gu Xizhe went home.There were originally four rooms in the house, but only his room and Zhang Haiyin's room had beds. After Zhang Haiyin passed away, her room has been kept, and the things in it have not been moved. It is not easy for Ye Zhiying to live in, so she stayed in a hotel.

The next day, Ye Zhiying came over for lunch and returned to Nancheng in the afternoon.

After Ye Zhiying left, Gu Xizhe and Wen Chenyang began to review for the final exam.

It was said that the two of them were reviewing together, but in fact it was Gu Xizhe who was reviewing with Wen Chenyang. In addition to learning financial professional knowledge, he was more familiar with marketing professional courses than Wen Chenyang. Wen Chenyang asked him casually, and he could answer them.

The two sat in front of the desk in the room, Wen Chenyang looked helpless, looking as if he had received a blow, "What should I do, I feel very inferior."

Gu Xizhe followed his words and asked, "Why do you feel inferior?"

"I found that the gap between me and you is getting bigger and bigger, and I don't deserve you anymore."

Gu Xizhe smiled, "Worthy, why not."

Wen Chenyang pushed forward, "Then quickly list my ten advantages."

"so much?"

Wen Chenyang said: "Look, sure enough, in your eyes, I don't even have ten advantages."

Gu Xizhe was helpless, and began to summarize his strengths, "Handsome, kind, sunny, lively, helpful, tolerant, versatile, considerate, understanding, and high IQ."

Wen Chenyang was very satisfied after hearing this, and patted him on the shoulder, "Very well, now I feel that no one in this world is worthy of me."

Gu Xizhe was amused by him, "Don't play tricks, read a book."

Wen Chenyang hugged him and put his chin on his shoulder, "Brother Xizhe."

This guy was about to act like a baby again, Gu Xizhe asked gently: "What's wrong?"

Wen Chenyang said: "We will go back to school tomorrow, and the next five days will be exams. If you don't indulge tonight, you won't have time to indulge."

Gu Xizhe patted his head, and said in a low voice, "You go take a shower first."

"Ah."

Wen Chenyang took a shower and came out, Gu Xizhe then went in to wash, Wen Chenyang sat on the bedside and played with his mobile phone after being washed fragrant and white, and occasionally glanced at the bathroom in the room, feeling impatient.

The phone in his hand rang, and it was a message from Ye Zhiying.

Ye Zhiying: Chenyang, are you there?

Wen Chenyang: Auntie, yes, what's the matter?

Ye Zhiying: I don't have time to talk to you alone these two days. I have something to tell you.

Wen Chenyang: Auntie, tell me.

Ye Zhiying: I sincerely treat you like my own son. In my heart, you and Xi Zhe are both my good sons.

Wen Chenyang: Well, I know.

Ye Zhiying: You and Xi Zhe are both very good children, I am very proud, I think you two will become dragons and phoenixes in the future.But I'm also worried that the two of you will go astray and ruin your life.Chen Yang, you are so smart that you should know what Auntie means, and promise Auntie that you will not let the right path go or take the crooked path, okay?

Wen Chenyang looked at Ye Zhiying's words in a daze, he was not a fool, he understood what Ye Zhiying was talking about.

Ye Zhiying is also a smart person, even if the two of them restrained themselves in front of her these two days, she must have sensed something, that's why she said this.

The phone screen went off, Wen Chenyang didn't reply for a long time, how should he answer, promise her?Or try to explain to him that he and Gu Xizhe really love each other, and ask her to make it happen.

In the original novel, Ye Zhiying was a villain. She couldn't tolerate Gu Xizhe dating a girl from the wrong family, and it was even more impossible for her to tolerate Gu Xizhe dating a boy.

She was able to say this to Wen Chenyang in a good voice because she really regarded him as her son.

If they confessed at this time, they might repeat the mistakes of Xiao Yi and Su Yike. Wen Chenyang didn't want things to develop like that.

The door of the bathroom was pushed open, Gu Xizhe came out from inside, Wen Chenyang replied the message and put down the phone.

As soon as Gu Xizhe lay down, Wen Chenyang came over, Gu Xizhe put his arms around him, kissed between his brows, and wanted to continue, but Wen Chenyang lost interest, "Gu Xizhe."

Gu Xizhe stopped, "What's wrong?"

"I suddenly don't want to do it."

Gu Xizhe lay down beside him, stroked his face, "Then have a good rest."

"Yeah." Wen Chenyang leaned into his arms, and it took a long time before he spoke, "Gu Xizhe, what is the saddest thing that ever made you?"

Gu Xizhe thought about it, from childhood to adulthood, the most sad thing for him should be some time ago, when Wen Chenyang suffered from severe depression, often suffered from insomnia, and lived like a puppet, "The person I like, he suffered from depression."

Wen Chenyang was slightly moved, "Then are you still sad now?"

"He's lying in my arms, so it's not sad."

"I'm much better. Now I can sleep even without medicine, and I can feel happy."

Gu Xizhe gently stroked the hair on the back of his head, "Yes."

"The saddest period for me growing up was also some time ago. When my mother passed away, the feeling of depression was really uncomfortable. Every day I lived like a walking dead. Later, I actually understood why she chose that path." Wen Chenyang said: " But lately I feel like I'm getting over it, really."

Gu Xizhe always felt that Wen Chenyang had something on his mind, so he asked, "Why are there so many emotions today?"

"I just suddenly thought of my mother." Wen Chenyang raised his hand, tracing Gu Xizhe's collarbone exposed at the neckline, "Life and death are something that everyone has to go through. It can be sad, but as long as you get through it, everything will be fine. So, if If you encounter any sad things in the future, you must remember my words."

Gu Xizhe responded, "Okay."

-

After the New Year's Day holiday, Wen Chenyang had several exams in a row. He didn't go to see Gu Xizhe these days and concentrated on preparing for the exam.

Su Yike finished the exam on the 5th. After the exam, the first thing he did was to find Wen Chenyang for supper. The two of them found a food stall at the back door of the school to have barbecue.

Su Yike's spirit has not been very good recently, and he feels much quieter than before.

"I made it clear to Xiao Yi, we both have decided to let go." Su Yike said.

Wen Chenyang's heart also throbbed. They had been together for more than five years, spanning their two best years, but they broke up in the end.

Wen Chenyang comforted: "Time will dilute everything."

Su Yike smiled bitterly, "I know, so I may be away for a while."

"leave?"

"Well, doesn't our school have a student exchange program with an Australian school?" Su Yike said, "A boy from the accounting department gave up his place, and there just happened to be a vacancy, so I signed up to fill it at the end of last month. "

Wen Chenyang has also heard about this exchange program. Every year, sophomores or juniors go to a school in Australia as exchange students for a period of one year.

Su Yike's choice to leave at this time is also very good for him, a new life can make him forget the unpleasantness of the past faster.

Wen Chenyang asked, "When are you leaving?"

"Schools abroad start in early March, and we should go there by the end of February."

Wen Chenyang nodded, "It's good to go abroad to experience a different life."

"Well, I think so too."

Wen Chenyang smiled wryly, "I can't do it, my English is very bad, and I may not be able to survive if I go abroad."

Su Yike smiled, "It's fine if you bring your Gu Xizhe with you."

When mentioning Gu Xizhe, Wen Chenyang just laughed it off.

Wen Chenyang asked again: "By the way, do you still work part-time in training institutions during the winter vacation?"

"Not going, I might do a volunteer activity."

"What activity, tell me about it."

Su Yike said: "Actually, it is a voluntary activity organized by a charitable organization to care for the elderly living alone. It goes to some poorer places, delivers daily necessities to the elderly living alone, and spends the New Year with them."

Wen Chenyang was very interested after hearing this, "Can I still sign up, I want to go too."

"You want to go?"

"Well, anyway, I'm celebrating the New Year by myself, so it's better to be with them."

"Then..." Su Yike always felt that Wen Chenyang had something on his mind, but he didn't ask further, "Okay, I'll pull you into the volunteer group later."

"Ah."

-

Wen Chenyang's last class was on the afternoon of the [-]th. After finishing the exam, he returned to the dormitory and found Gu Xizhe waiting for him in the corridor at the door of the dormitory.

Since they returned to school on the [-]rd, they were reviewing for the exam separately, during which they only had two meals together.Gu Xizhe finished the exam yesterday, but he didn't come to disturb Wen Chenyang, but deliberately chose the time when he finished the exam.

Wen Chenyang said: "Just send me a message and I'll go find you. Why are you waiting here?"

"I just went to the library and stopped by."

Wen Chenyang raised his hand to check the time, "It's still early, why don't you go play?"

"Well, yes."

Wen Chenyang went back to the dormitory, changed his clothes, and took the basketball and Gu Xizhe to the court.

After playing ball for an hour, I went to the dining hall to eat, and went back to the dormitory to take a shower. It was already eight o'clock.

Ye Chengan went home after the exam yesterday, and there were only the two of them in the dormitory.

After Wen Chenyang took a shower, he stood on the balcony with his arms hanging on the balcony fence to watch the night view. Gu Xizhe came out of the bathroom and saw him in a daze wearing only a thin sweater, "It's cold outside, wear an extra layer of clothes."

Wen Chenyang came back to his senses, "I just took a shower, it's not cold."

Gu Xizhe entered the room, took out a long coat from the closet, and put it on Wen Chenyang's shoulders, "Wear it even if it's not cold, I'll catch a cold later."

Wen Chenyang rolled up his coat and said, "You'd better go home tomorrow, what's good at school, everyone has gone back."

During the [-]-day winter vacation at the university, he didn't want to be away from Wen Chenyang for so long, Gu Xizhe said: "Wen Chenyang is enough here."

A heart-warming love word fell into his ears, Wen Chenyang's face was not disturbed, he was silent, he had been pondering some words for five or six days, but he still didn't say it out, he thought he must tell Gu Xizhe well, he must handle this matter well One thing, so that no one is harmed.

"Gu Xizhe, I have something to tell you."

"Well, you said."

Wen Chenyang choked up, and blurted out a sentence that had been brewing for five or six days, "Let's separate."

Gu Xizhe was slightly taken aback, and Wen Chenyang continued: "I have been with you for more than two months, I feel very happy, I am very satisfied, I think it is enough to have such a period of time in this life."

Gu Xizhe put his arms around his shoulders. Wen Chenyang has been a little indifferent to him recently, and he is often absent-minded. He guessed that he had something on his mind, "Why did you suddenly say goodbye?"

"I've thought about it seriously, Gu Xizhe, we can't be together forever, the last step between you and me must be separation." Wen Chenyang said: "Love is very important, but there are many things more important than love. Career , family, relatives, there are too many, you are a very sensible person, you should know, if the two of us continue to be together, what will be waiting in the future, the strange eyes of others, the obstacles of parents, and the exclusion of this society .”

Gu Xizhe gathered his arms and held him in his arms, "Chenyang, you don't need to think about these things. I was already mentally prepared to face these things when I was determined to be with you. To solve it, you just need to follow behind me."

Wen Chenyang's nose was sour, "No, Gu Xizhe, listen to me, in fact, neither of us need to face these things, we can both have a more normal life in the future, we don't need to be treated differently by others, and we don't need to talk to our parents. It's the best choice."

Wen Chenyang left his arms and looked at him, "As for the love between me and you, let it stay here, we don't need to deliberately forget this period of time, just treat it as a memory, okay?"

Gu Xizhe's lips moved. At this moment, his body was paralyzed from head to toe. Wen Chenyang said everything so logically that he couldn't even find a point to refute.

He admitted that he was far behind Wen Chenyang in terms of theory, because Wen Chenyang was so eloquent.

"Do you remember that I told you that separation between life and death is normal. Separation may be sad, but time will heal everything. There will be no gossip, no finger-pointing, and a harmonious family will have a better future. So, Gu Xizhe , let’s both go forward and don’t look back.” Wen Chenyang said what was on his mind these days, and he felt relieved, “You can go home tomorrow, the winter vacation is long enough for us to get used to living without each other. day."

Wen Chenyang took another small step back, forced a smile on his lips, "Then... next time we meet again, we will be friends."

Gu Xizhe didn't speak again, he was actually not good at words, he was too rational and didn't know how to explode his emotions, he just listened silently to Wen Chenyang's words.

"Goodbye, Gu Xizhe."

Then, he heard Wen Chenyang's footsteps when he left, and the sound of the door closing at the end. The warm liquid silently slipped from the corner of his eyes, ran across his cheeks, and dripped down his jaw.

He forgot when was the last time he cried.

Probably, it is the age that is not yet sensible.

The author has something to say: I am too difficult to be T^T