Baiyun ambition

Yu Fangyun handed over the work and returned to the nineteenth floor.

There was no sound after only a few floors.Yan Xiru was too busy to think about it during the day, but at night, he overturned his thoughts.I used to fall asleep when I was so tired, but now I know that insomnia is easy. The first time was moved by love, and the second time was a short-term emotional injury.After finally falling asleep, I even listened to Farewell My Concubine, but what Xiang Yu sang was not about pulling up the mountain and surpassing the world, but hiding his face and sighing, "The end of the world, lovesickness is endless."

In the dream, I also broke out in a cold sweat.

After returning from the operating room that day, Jiang Jian said that it was finally his turn to be on the emergency department at night, and Yan Xiru wanted to take his shift on a whim.

"Why?" "It's nothing, I'm in a hurry and want to see a doctor."

The elevator was crowded with people, but Yan Xiru saw him right away.I haven't seen him for a few days, but this cardamom's chin is thin, and he wears a pair of black thin-rim glasses that he has never seen before, covered with a layer of frost that repels people thousands of miles away.Standing beside him was the director of the ICU, talking calmly and eloquently.The cardamom is still the same cardamom, but its childishness and innocence fade away overnight, and it looks like a Yu Fangyun who has never met before.

Yan Xiru's eyes stopped on him.It is impossible to pretend that sincerity and kindness, and it is impossible to fake the energy to turn your face when you say it.This cardamom is like a twisted handkerchief, it is warm on the hand, but it cannot stretch out the sincerity.After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't understand it, and when I went down to the first floor, Yu Fangyun glanced at it vaguely before going out.

Yan Xiru was thoughtful as the things in his pocket pressed against his fingertips.

In the evening, he was eating in the consulting room, and the nurse came in and brought a box of fresh milk: "Director Yan is eating lunch again? There are more people in our place who ordered fish pot, why don't you come and eat some?"

Yan Xiru looked up: "Who is on duty next door today?"

"Today is really strange. Both of you are changing shifts, and there is also Dr. Yu who is taking over for Director Wang in the Department of Internal Medicine."

Yan Xiru pushed open the door of the consulting room next door, and the heating was plentiful, blowing Yu Fangyun's cheeks red.Sitting next to him was a child he didn't know, who should be a new intern.

As soon as he saw him, Yu Fangyun put down his chopsticks and called him for the first time in so many days: "Master?"

This sound was unprepared, and there was no time to fortify every layer of defense. He shouted naturally, with a grain of rice on his lips.Yan Xiru finally picked out a bit of the cute cardamom smell from before, stepped in front of Yu Fangyun in two or three steps, and put down a box of milk that was borrowed as a gift to Buddha: "It's for you."

Yu Fangyun was surprised: "I bought this."

Yan Xiru tapped on the paper box: "What about this one?" Underneath was a plate of strawberry mint candies, Yu Fangyun took it and didn't know what to say, and called Master Uncle again, this time it was as soft as usual.At that time, no matter how cold he was, as long as the uncle gave him a little sweetness, he would turn back into sticky cardamom.

"What to do, you have to obey even if you have no conscience." Yan Xiru touched Yu Fangyun's forehead with the back of his hand, turned and left.

The intern next to him couldn't understand the play, so he only asked, "Why is Teacher Yu on duty again today, didn't he just leave the night shift yesterday?"

Yu Fangyun squeezed the thin candy box tightly, and finally smiled: "It's nothing, because I want to see a doctor."

When he heard Yan Xiru's words outside the elevator, he turned around and came to work overtime. He was very active, and he even pretended to be calm and breezy with him, looking across the sea.

The plans can stand scrutiny, his heart is unrestrained, but love is timid.

Surgeons try their luck in the emergency department. If they are lucky, they can go to sleep when there is no operation.Only the consulting room next door was always busy with people coming and going, while Yan Xiru's side was deserted, with nothing to do, occupying the consulting room and reluctant to go to sleep.It's the first time I'm close to him outside the office, and I always feel the atmosphere is wonderful.

In the middle of the night, a male patient in his 80s came. He said that his abdominal pain lasted for half a day, but his family members did not agree to do any examination.

Listening to the thin rain outside the window, Yan Xiru spread out a copy of "Tingxiangshi Medical Collection", reading it half understood, just to pass the time, and actually began to nod and doze off.

Suddenly he heard the commotion next door, the nurse came knocking on the door and called him: "Director Yan! Doctor Yu is fighting with the patient!"

Yan Xi's jaw dropped in shock—then cardamom can hit people?I would rather believe that Shou Shou will kill pigs.

There was chaos at the entrance of the consulting room. The man was sitting on the scattered medical records, with a bruise on the corner of his mouth, crying: "Damn it! The doctor beat the patient!"

"Are you a human?! You don't even count as a human being. You must first learn how to be a human being before you become a patient." Yu Fangyun said in a stern voice, and there were scars on the back of his hanging hand.He was really angry, his knuckles were crackling, and he was suddenly wrapped in another big palm.

Yan Xiru asked him in a deep voice, "What's wrong?"

Yu Fangyun vented his strength in his hands, and his voice was low: "It was he who moved his hands on Xiao Wu first."

The man was a family member of the elderly patient just now. The intern doctor went to persuade them to have a checkup, but was cursed and punched in the eye. "You doctors, you don't know how to see illnesses! My dad is so uncomfortable, he knows how to check and check endlessly! Don't you just want to make money and get kickbacks? Damn! It's doctors like you!"

After Yu Fangyunting raised his foot, he wanted to kick him, but Yan Xiru grabbed him around the waist.This time the status was completely changed, that day he was the uncle who stood up for him, but today he is willing to be a peacemaker for him.

"Do you still want to see the disease? If you want to see it, hurry up and listen to the doctor for an examination!" Yan Xiru stood in front of Yu Fangyun, holding his hand all the time.You shouldn't swallow your anger when you encounter such a rascal, but the patient is indeed in critical condition, "If you don't want him to be dragged down by you, hurry up and push him for an examination! If you're too late, your father can't hold his breath anymore!"

The man still held his neck high and played fiercely: "You liars..." Yan Xiru kicked him over: "Still blocking the way, right?! You don't push me!"

At this time, the uncle's daughter arrived in time, first slapped the man, and then hurriedly pushed the patient for an examination.A farce ended hastily.

Yan Xiru turned around and glanced at the cardamom who had drank fake wine for courage: "What about the students?"

"I'm afraid he will be scared, so lock him in the duty room." Yu Fangyun lowered his head sullenly, hiding his hands behind his back.

"This kind of person dares to provoke a doctor only when he is young. You are usually the calmest. How could you pick up on him?" Yan Xiru forcefully raised his wrist, but luckily the back of his hand was scratched, "You have learned how to hit people, Yu The doctor is out."

"No matter what, you can't do anything to the students," Yu Fangyun twisted his neck away from him, "and I only fought back after taking off my coat..."

Yan Xiru was squatting down to deal with him, and he felt it was funny: "Why, you can't beat people if you wear a white coat? Who made the rules?"

Yu Fangyun answered seriously: "Someone said that when wearing this dress, doctors can only save people."

Yan Xiru was really annoyed by his stupefied appearance: "Which two hundred and five said that? If there is a patient who draws three or four in front of you with a knife, you still tell him to wait? Tell me to take off my clothes and make gestures?! "

The opposite is innocent: "Then you still blame me for fighting with him."

"I don't blame you." Yan Xiru wiped a circle of iodophor, pressed a piece of gauze on the wound, and finally softened his attitude, "I'm angry because I'm right next to you. If something happened, you wouldn't expect to come to find it first." I."

Yu Fangyun was speechless for a moment.

"Yu Fangyun." Yan Xiru looked up at him, his eyes reflected the light, and his tone was pleading, "No matter where you go, I am your only uncle. Before you get impulsive in the future, think about your uncle first?"

——But how can there be such an uncle in the world?Seeing his nephew scratched his skin, he would gasp in distress, and would hold his nephew's little hand tightly in broad daylight until his palm was sweating.

Yu Fangyun half opened his mouth to look at him, and the internal phone rang suddenly.The patient's examination revealed that the vein in the fundus of the stomach had ruptured, and he began to vomit blood on the way, and the ejection volume was too large, so he was directly pushed into the operating room.

Yan Xiru immediately stood up and was about to go to the operation, walked a few steps and turned back, touched the head that had never been able to figure out what was in it: "I'll find you later."

In the operating room, Master Ma complained when he saw him: "Just say why the emergency operation came again in the middle of the night, so you are a lucky star." Hearing about the turmoil downstairs, he joked, "Fortunately, this time the family member There are no bananas in it."

Yan Xiru didn't understand, so: "What banana?"

"You have forgotten the famous joke. Director Yan was hit by a patient's banana and had a nosebleed."

"..." Yan Xiru frowned and thought for a while before remembering something.A few years ago, when he was an attending physician, someone in the ward had an argument and rushed over to find that the patient was holding on to a few students who had come to trainees.Yan Xiru couldn't see it, and stopped in front: "You are here to see a doctor, so if you are angry, you have to vent your anger on our doctor."

"You can't do anything to students at any time", these words were also said at that time.

The patient was angry, grabbed the banana beside the bed and threw it over.The young and hot-blooded Yan Xiru stood there in a daze, the bridge of his nose was hit hard, and his nosebleed burst out.

Director Yan has a lot of deeds in the hospital, and being smashed with a banana to bleed is the most absurd one. It is too embarrassing, so he forgot it first.Now I think of when the blood mist was hazy in front of my eyes, a student handed over a tissue and asked him why he stood still and didn't hide or fight back.

"She just smashed it casually, not thinking of really hurting anyone, otherwise it wouldn't be a banana."

"Then what if you really want to do it?"

"Then hide. When you are wearing this white coat, you can't really do anything, you can only save people." Yan Xiru raised his neck to stop the nosebleed, and could only see the ceiling, "unless he really has the intention of harming others You must be able to distinguish whether the other party is malicious or impulsive, otherwise it is better to run first."

Only then did the uncle suddenly realize that it was his two hundred and five.

The operation went well, Yan Xiru came out of the operating room, the patient's family members were waiting at the door, and the man also bowed and apologized to him.He just waved his hand: "The person you should be looking for is not me."

The man held his hand; "Yes, yes, that handsome doctor just now."

"You still want to hit someone?"

"No, no, I apologize to him, I am ignorant! I am ignorant! I will be responsible for the harm he caused to the end!"

Yan Xiru wiped his hands with a handkerchief: "You don't need to be responsible, I will be responsible."

When I walked up the stairs, the crescent moon outside the window had moved to the other side.Yu Fangyun in the consulting room had just seen all the patients and was about to leave work, telling the students to be careful on the way back. "Okay, goodbye, Mr. Yu."

When Yan Xiru heard this sentence at the door, he couldn't help being in vain. The villain who used to follow him every day has suddenly become a teacher in others' mouths.This is too fast.

Yu Fangyun bumped into him when he went out, his eyes dodged: "I still want to go upstairs and wait for you."

Yan Xiru rubbed his forehead naturally: "I promised to come to you, and I will come to you no matter how late."

The two left the hospital together, a few stars were faintly hanging behind the morning light, and the grass was soft.He chose a step by the pool and asked Yu Fangyun to sit down, with his shoulders touching his shoulders.

"I dropped your pen clip last time, and it has been repaired. I tried many methods, but it was not firm, and it was barely. But don't worry, I will use it carefully in the future, and it won't break it again."

Yu Fangyun took a look and saw that the two petals were glued together, and the outermost part was wrapped with a circle of transparent surgical thread, which was indeed the crude and delicate handicraft of the surgeon.

"And this." Yan Xiru handed over a narrow cardboard box, which actually contained a whole box of white cardamom, shriveled like a kernel. "In the cold winter months, I really can't find cardamom flowers, so I can only use white cardamom instead. The one you gave is also in it. I don't know what it is. I really can't find one as fat as it."

Said solemnly: "I owe you an apology for ruining your heart."

Yu Fangyun pushed aside the flower core, under which was buried Yan Xiru's usual pen, with his name engraved squarely on the end of the pen.Although his pen was dropped a lot, it was still carefully protected. When it fell that day, the pole was cracked for the first time.Yan Xiru traced Yu Fangyun's name along the crack, stroke by stroke.

"This is a gift for you. This is a famous seal. I will engrave a spare seal in the future and make it into a set. You will never suffer."

Yu Fangyun stroked the smooth body of the pen.He knew the value of this pen to Yan Xiru, what a precious gift. "Uncle, I don't know how painful it is to give you this way, but it's just a gift exchanged on occasion."

Yan Xiru looked at this person closely, gently but firmly: "Then make it a token of love."

Yu Fangyun's fingers holding the end of the pen trembled, and at this time a cloud of white clouds floated from the sky, embracing the moonlight.

"You call me Shishu, you will be your teacher for a day, and you will be your father forever." Yan Xiru watched him seriously, never being so gentle in his life. "Then I will be my uncle for a few more days, and for a lifetime, is that enough?"

"...you still want to be my father?"

"I'll be your lover, okay?"