Chased by brothers

Who knew that when he walked to a window at the back, he was actually standing a little behind the first row. I remember that most of the people sitting in the first row were girls.The footsteps seemed to stop, and I watched him through the window like a pervert. He was smiling at a girl and talking non-stop, which reminded me of myself in front of him.But I don't believe that I'm so tightly wrapped around him, why there is no sign of someone he likes, so caught off guard, so heartbreaking.

I entered through the front door, and sure enough he was at the girl's place just now.I tried my best to hold up a smiling face and greeted him, and he nodded to me as usual, and then ignored me.What can I do, I only ask their relationship with a smile, bless them with a smile, and then turn around with a smile.

My love, a love without a spark, is over.

I left at night without waiting for him. He probably doesn't need my light bulb anymore, and I don't want to see him anymore. I'm afraid I can't help questioning him, so let's do it.

For the first time, I hated the silent night. It was so quiet, as if I could hear the voice of thoughts overflowing.I don't know when, my face was covered with tears, and I secretly hid in bed, sad alone.

I fell ill the next day, so it was fine, I asked my roommate to ask for leave for me, and there was a reason not to see him, so it was a transitional period.

But God didn’t let me get what I wanted. He came at night, the moment I saw him, my body almost lost control and rushed to hug him and cry, but I still held back, I told myself desperately This is a best ending.Our roles were completely reversed, he was talking the whole time, I didn't say a word, I was afraid that my voice would give me away.

Maybe he was really not used to it. After some routine greetings, he had nothing to say, and finally said "Go to bed early" and left.Maybe sick people are really more sentimental. After he left, I couldn't hold back my tears. I thought of the scene where he kept talking to that girl. Why didn't I have anything to say when it was my turn? Obviously we know each other well. The time is longer, isn't it?He also came a few times after that, but the time was shorter each time, and I seemed to be more and more indifferent.

It took three days to recover from this illness, and I also spent three days in the dormitory without going out.Later, when I went to class and walked out of the dormitory, I felt that the three days of darkness were really illusory and unreal.Looking around at the people rushing to class, I feel that I have packed up my mood, and the only thing I need now is the precipitation of time.There is nothing I can't quit, and I really never went to see him again in the next two days, and I returned to my normal routine in the morning and evening, and I never met him again.

Yes, this is our original life. The world of Xueba has no intersection with ordinary people, just like people in two parallel planes.Before, I tried my best to be with him, but no matter how hard I tried on the two lines in the two parallel planes, there was no result.

Without love, I can only study hard and immerse myself in the ocean of learning all day long, without so many bad things, and there will be no sad things.

This situation persisted until the third day, and on the third night, I was blocked by him, in the place where I blocked him for the first time.

I wanted to walk over directly, but I felt that this was too unfeeling, so I said hello to him, and then left. When I walked past him, he stopped me.

He asked me why I didn't wait for him to go with me a few nights ago, and I said I was not in good health and went back first.I don't know what his expression is, I only heard him say that I must remember to wait for him in the future.

I turned around, looked at him, and I asked him, what about your girlfriend?

He said she was walking with friends.

In fact, I refused in my heart. Since I decided to cool down the relationship with him, the intersection should be less and less. It must be difficult for me to get out of this circle when I go back to the dormitory together every night like this.But I couldn't think of any good reason to refuse him for a while, so I didn't answer his question, just said "Let's go".

We walked in silence, without my intention to find a topic, we didn't even have the most basic conversation, finally reached the dormitory, I turned around to leave, he grabbed my arm and said to me "I know you I'm not used to being so silent when I'm not in good health, I hope you get better soon", then took a candy from his pocket and gave it to me.I took the candy and left without saying anything.

Back in the dormitory, I looked at the candy, it was strawberry flavored, and the outer packaging was also pink and tender, unlike his usual style.