Chased by brothers

I don't know if he noticed at that time, we are more clingy than ordinary young couples, although I was the one who rushed up most of the time, he also tacitly agreed that I would pester him.

The experimental class has more homework than our class, but when I go to him between classes, he never finds me annoying. He usually listens to me chatting with him while doing homework.

But then I felt a little bored myself, so I started buying things for him to eat, sometimes it was something from the school supermarket, and sometimes it was brought to me by my mother when she came to visit me at school.I think I made a right decision, because when he eats, he will look at me, and I gradually know his taste.

Once on vacation, I had a movie that I really wanted to watch, and I wanted to watch it with him. I was very embarrassed when I invited him. Of course, the ending was as I expected, and I was rejected because he was going to make up lessons.I said it was okay, but in fact I was so concerned. Although I knew it was a legitimate reason, I was still very disappointed, but I still gave him the ticket, and I still had a glimmer of hope in my heart.

Later, when I was watching a movie, feeling the group of people next to me, even the charm of this movie could not bring back my depression.Suddenly, I felt someone sitting next to me, where he should have been.Although he didn't come, I don't want his place to be taken by others.

I leaned over there, and then quietly said to the person next to me: "There are people here, you'd better sit back in your seat."

But I didn't feel the people around me move, and when I was about to turn my head, I heard a chuckle: "This is my seat."

I suddenly turned to look at him, his face flickered under the light of the screen, my heart felt like it was no longer my own, my mind was blank, I leaned over and hugged him, He seemed frightened by my exaggerated actions and remained motionless.

The whole process didn't take a few seconds, just enough time for my brain to start working again.I didn't say anything to him, and I didn't watch the plot of the next movie. My mind was like a paste, thinking a lot, but there was only one central idea. I thought, I'm going to fall in love, a crush.

The so-called secret love in me is actually a difference in mood. Before, I wanted to be with him subconsciously, but now I want to see him more from the inside out.I don't know if he noticed the infatuation in my eyes, but in such a passionate love, did he ignore me or just hang on to me?

The first year of high school passed quickly, and the two of us became good brothers in the eyes of others, although we still couldn't be in the same class: in the second class of high school, he went to materialization, and I chose biological life.

After watching the movie that time, I never asked him out again, and we basically communicated online during the holidays.Although the frequency is pitifully rare, I am already satisfied with this situation, at least on the surface I am still his closest person.

The two-month summer vacation is over quickly, we are busy and meet new classmates, but I am still pestering him, life seems to have changed but not changed.

At that time, I actually didn't have too many thoughts, I just hoped that I could be with him as much as possible, maybe after graduation, he still didn't know anything when we parted ways, and then I slowly waited for this feeling to disappear, or maybe He found out about my feelings, but I stopped imagining what happened afterwards.Anyway, life is passing by, and the boat will naturally go straight when it reaches the bridge. I have always believed in this moment.

A major turning point appeared at this time, he seemed to be in love.

After all, I am also a high school student, no matter how much I find free time, I actually don’t have much free time, but compared to him, I have more time. That’s all. I was in a good mood that day, because the results of the quiz were not bad, so I wandered to their class as usual, His location can be seen at a glance at the door, but this time he is not there, and his character will not go anywhere to chat with others. I guess he is in the toilet.I went to the toilet to look around, but I didn't see him, and then I thought I'd better go to his seat and wait for him.