love letter to summer

Xia Tang rolled on the bed once and then again, the sky was getting brighter, the east was turning pale, he looked at his phone, it was eight o'clock.

It's already eight o'clock.

Xia's mother left home very early for the airport, because a very important person was leaving today, so she went to send the plane off.

very important person.

Xia Tang turned over and looked at the morning light outside the window.

With the mobile phone in his hand, he couldn't help but pick it up to look at it again. It was 45:[-], and it was nearly an hour before [-]:[-].

Before it was too late, Xia Tang suddenly felt relieved.

But so what?He won't go.He didn't dare to go, and when they met, he would cry, he would be reluctant to leave Ye Ji, he would...

Xia Tang pulled the quilt to the top of her head, closed her eyes, and stopped herself from thinking about it.

The mobile phone rang without knowing the current affairs, Xia Tang stretched out his hand from the quilt to fumble for the mobile phone, he looked at the caller ID in the dark quilt, it was Ye Ma.

Xia Tang didn't want to pick it up, but he didn't dare to answer it, he struggled a lot, the phone ignored his little thoughts, and continued to ring tenaciously, like a big rooster crowing with its neck stuck, it won't stop until it wakes people up , Xia Tang had no choice but to connect.

"Auntie." Xia Tang whispered, he had done nothing wrong, but somehow felt guilty.

Mama Ye: "Xiaotang, are you still sleeping?"

Xia Tang: "No, I'm already awake, uh...but I'm still on the bed."

"Aren't you here to see Ye Ji off?"

"I..." Xia Tang was very nervous, her tongue was tied, and she couldn't speak smoothly for a long time, "No, I'm not going."

"Ye Ji has been waiting for you."

These words shot into Xia Tang's heart like an arrow, making him feel so uncomfortable that his body curled up, he curled up in the quilt, the excessive carbon dioxide made him breathless.

Mama Ye said: "Come see him off, you guys... don't know if there will be a chance to meet again in the future." Then she hung up the phone.

Xia Tang listened to the blind voice on the other end of the phone, "Beep beep...".

He listened blankly, shrinking his neck like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand.

No matter whether he closes his eyes or covers his ears, Xia Tang can clearly feel the time slipping away, and the passage of time seems to become a perceivable thing, like water and wind, moving in his fortress-like bed.

what time is it now?Is it eight twenty?It will be too late if we don't start.

Time can't be so fast, it should be only 08:30 now.Hope it's eight fifteen.What if not?If it was already [-]:[-] he would be too late.

Xia Tang is like an ant on a hot pot, but also like standing at a crossroads, restless and at the same time in a dilemma.

Every footstep of time stepped on his heart, once, once, again.

Mama Ye said, "You... don't know if there will be a chance to meet again in the future", Xia Tang suddenly felt very bitter, and the grievances and sorrows in his heart rushed up layer by layer, rushing into his eye sockets, and his eyes were sore.

They have been together for so many years, but in the end they have to end in this way.He originally thought that they would be together for a lifetime, but in the end, they might never see each other again.

It's too late, it's too late, Xia Tang suddenly felt frightened, he grabbed the phone to check, it was 23:[-].

He threw off the quilt and jumped out of the bed, tripped over the edge of the bed, almost fell, and stood still in embarrassment.When he was walking out, he suddenly felt aggrieved that he was miserable. If he really fell down just now, there would be no one who cared about him. If only Ye Ji was here, Ye Ji would be nervous and caring about him, woo woo woo. .....

Xia Tang rubbed her eyes and took the elevator downstairs.

Downstairs is really lively, people who go to work, go to school, and do morning exercises, a bunch of people stand on the side of the street, looking anxiously at their watches and then at the driveway.The taxi is like a piece of boomerang, "shua" slid to the sidewalk, and "shua" flew out again.

Xia Tang was dumbfounded.

He was standing at the end of the waiting queue, a long queue with sporadic taxis.The team moves forward at a slow pace.

Five minutes later, Xia Tang was waiting.

Ten minutes later, Xia Tang was still waiting in the queue.

He looked at his watch anxiously, watching the hands move. He had never felt the hands move so fast like now.

Eight forty-six.

There are still seven people in line ahead of him, Xia Tang calculated in his mind, the average waiting time for each person is five to seven minutes, seven people, it takes 7 to 35 minutes, he definitely doesn't have enough time to get to the airport.

What to do? What to do? What to do?

All other means of transportation take more than an hour's drive; none of my friends and classmates can drive; Xia's family has a car, but my mother is at the airport and my father has already left for work.

God, you are killing me!Xia Tang almost knelt down and wept bitterly.

By the way, there is another way!He suddenly had an idea and ran out of the team.At the front of the line was a middle-aged woman with a little girl in school uniform. Xia Tang ran up to them and begged the middle-aged woman to let him get on the bus first.

The other party shook his head and said, "My daughter is going to be late for school."

Xia Tang begged a few more times, but the other party's attitude was firm, so Xia Tang had no choice but to ask the second-ranked white-collar worker, who said impatiently: "You think you are the only one in a hurry, everyone here is in a hurry." She Rolling his eyes, he stopped talking to Xia Tang.

Xia Tang has grown up so much, he has never begged anyone so humbly, but he has no time to experience embarrassment and shame, only anxiety in his heart.

The third person rejected him, and the fourth person also refused.Time passed by every minute and every second, and Xia Tang heard the sound of time slipping away, her heart sank, and she became more and more desperate.

Eight forty-six.

That's too late.

He stood by the side of the road and watched the vehicles helplessly and blankly.

It's over, really over.

It's been a month since they broke up, but it wasn't until this moment that Xia Tang suddenly and truly felt that he and Ye Ji were really over.Those good times in the past have all become memories, and they have parted ways since then, and their lives that have been closely connected suddenly fork, and each goes in a different direction.

From now on, Ye Ji's happiness has nothing to do with him, and all their emotions have nothing to do with each other.

Xia Tang looked up at the sky, the sky was so blue and the sun was shining brightly.

Go home, go back to sleep, and when you wake up, Ye Ji has already started his new life on the other side of the ocean, and he will start a new life. Their memories of each other will gradually blur with time, and in the end maybe even Emotions will fade away.

Isn't there a popular saying on the Internet - these days, no one can't live without it.

Yes, no matter how uncomfortable it is, just bear with it and it will pass.It will all pass, look, the sky is so blue, the clouds are so beautifully white, without anyone, the end of the world will not come, and life can still be beautiful.

it will be pass away.

it will be pass away.

But......

Tears flowed.

Pain was like drizzle, falling on her heart bit by bit. Xia Tang stood in the sun, but shivered from the cold.

It's over, it's over, he lost Ye Ji.

Xia Tang burst into tears, and the crowd was still bustling. They looked at him with puzzled, probing, puzzled eyes...they all returned to indifference in the end.

In this crowded city, he seems to have lost everything and is alone.