[Xuan Liang] Mr. Right

Fives,

Zhuge Liang's previous love experience can be summed up in two words: no.

I have to say that the closest time was probably when I was in middle school, when I was just divided into classes, a girl secretly handed him a love letter after school... Well, that shouldn't be called a love letter, the content might be "Sir, let's hook up" " is a more appropriate summary.

Zhuge Liang then said to the girl that puppy love is wrong, we can't do this.As a result, I didn't speak for three years.At the last class reunion, he found out that she was married.

When everyone was in college, he stayed in the library quietly and alienated forever, busy studying the fate of mankind.

One day Zhuge Jinyu said to his younger brother earnestly: You can't do this.

Zhuge Liang: Why can't it be done?

Zhuge Jin: You need to talk about love.Is it normal that you are almost thirty and haven't dated yet?

Zhuge Liang gave a lot of reasons very calmly, such as A. It is wrong to fall in love with a student or to fall in love with a student. B. I have no feelings for them, people with fishy lips. C. I think they only value my appearance and not my inner self.Brother Jin said: Do you have savant syndrome?

Zhuge Liang:  …

Brother Jin said again why do you insist that people look at your inner self.Can you tell what is inside you?Those of you who have never been in love just like to idealize love too much, that is, you have watched too many romantic dramas and divorced from reality.

Zhuge Liang said brother, you are so experienced...

His brother: I am an educator for nothing without experience.

His elder brother is many years older than him, and his eldest brother is like a father, so Zhuge Liang respects his opinion very much.

So after that, he thought about it for the first time and called Zhuge Jin.

Zhuge Liang: Brother, what do you think if I am gay?

His brother dropped the phone over there.

After 3 minutes, a shocking voice came: What did you say? ! ? !

Zhuge Liang: That’s right. I wasn’t interested in love before, probably because I didn’t meet the right person.

Zhuge Jin: ...

Zhuge Liang: Don't be surprised by this.In fact, homosexuality is a normal psychological phenomenon, and foreign studies have shown that this phenomenon also occurs among animals.It is wrong to suppress this kind of psychology, and it will cause many social problems.

Zhuge Jin directly interrupted him: Then you have a date?

Zhuge Liang pondered for a while, and said: Probably.

Zhuge Jin: How far have you progressed?

Zhuge Liang: We just met, and I haven't decided whether to fall in love or not.

Zhuge Jin was too angry to speak.You came out with me before you started dating!How could I have such a cute little brother like you!

The phone was hung up firmly.

……

Zhuge Liang put down the phone and looked around.

He rarely came home and slept directly in the office now and then.The whole home is immersed in a kind of quiet darkness.He opened the curtains and looked towards the corner of the street. Liu Bei's headlights seemed to have just disappeared from that position.

Yesterday he looked at a bouquet of roses in the office and thought to himself, this doesn't seem to be in line with the way girls pursue people.Then he somehow remembered the person who sent him downstairs that day.

After class, he ran to the only flower shop near the school, saw Liu Bei, and then understood everything.

He is most interested in Liu Bei's story about starting a business from scratch, from the hardships he suffered from not knowing anything at the beginning to the twists and turns he went through later.He felt that these stories were very different from the cases in the book, and they were particularly vivid when Liu Bei narrated them, which attracted people to listen to them.Later Zhuge Liang asked what did you study before?Liu Bei said, learn music.

... High-end style.

Lying in the dark, he remembered a line from Dickens.

Each is an innate mystery and wonder to the other.

six,

"what is this?"

"Book."

Zhuge Liang patiently explained to Liu Bei, saying that I think I should give you a gift in return, but I don't know what to give.Liu Bei opened the cover and looked at it, a copy of "The Wealth of Nations".He put the book aside and asked: Is there any place you want to go?

Zhuge Liang shook his head: I thought you had thought it all over.

They sat in Liu Bei's car looking at each other.That's embarrassing.

Liu Bei said: I also thought you had already figured it out, where do you usually go after work?

Zhuge Liang: Go home, read a book, tidy up the room, and go to bed.

Liu Bei: Then do you cook by yourself?

Zhuge Liang shook his head: I don't know how to cook.

Liu Bei finally drove him to the bookstore as required, and sat there watching him pick out books.Zhuge Liang basically rummaged through all kinds of bookcases, and finally returned to Liu Bei with a book.

"Is this useful?"

Liu Bei looked down, love psychology.The cover design is really stupid.

Zhuge Liang was waiting for his answer, his expression calm and unwavering.Liu Bei looked up and found that the top button of his shirt was unbuttoned today, which made people imagine.

Liu Bei pushed aside the book and said, let's put it back.

Zhuge Liang arrived at Liu Bei's house at night.The reason is simple, the doctor forbade Liu Bei to eat out.

Zhuge Liang wanted to help in the kitchen, but he chased him away: What do you want to do when you go out and sit around.

Zhuge Liang didn't know what to do, so he just looked around the living room. The sofa was very old, the walls were a little cracked, and the TV was a transistor TV from many years ago.He found a picture frame in the corner, walked over to pick it up and read it.It was a group photo of a family of three.Liu Bei is holding a small baby close to the camera, smiling strangely.Looking at the wall again, there is a trace of a nail directly above the TV.

Zhuge Liang put the frame back in place, sat on the sofa, and took a book he bought today.Liu Bei's voice came from behind: Do you want to play some songs?

Zhuge Liang turned his head, and Liu Bei spread his hands at the kitchen door and explained: I was just thinking that it would be more atmospheric for the two of us to play music at home.

Liu Bei dug out an old CD player and a few CDs from the TV cabinet, and after tinkering with it for a long time, the machine that looked like a rice cooker started.Surprisingly still listening.A song "Yesterday Reappears" sounded.Standing in the room full of music, Liu Bei suddenly remembered that he hadn't heard this song for about 20 years.

Zhuge Liang called him and pointed to the picture frame.

"Your lover and children?"

"It used to be. Now it's divorced."

"She used to live here?"

Liu Bei quickly said no, no, no, we live in another place.This is our former house. I moved back after I got divorced.

Zhuge Liang said, why did you get divorced?

Liu Bei thought for a while and said, this is a very long story.

Zhuge Liang: Very long...?

Liu Bei: She met another man outside, and that man treated her better than I treated her.

Zhuge Liang:  …

Not long at all.

Not only can Liu Bei cook, but his craftsmanship is also very good.He smiled and said that he learned this when he was single.After eating, he got up to wash the dishes, Zhuge Liang said let me go.

Liu Bei said you like washing dishes?

Zhuge Liang is very frank: I don't like it.

Liu Bei gave him a blank look, so let me go.

A day passed and still nothing happened.

Zhuge Liang sat in the living room with his arms folded, his brows knit together.

He said: We are not doing this right.

Liu Bei: Why is it wrong?

Zhuge Liang: I still don't understand, what is love?What form should we use together?

Liu Bei was speechless, and finally could only say: You are so entangled that you are too out of touch.

Zhuge Liang: But I really want to know.

Liu Bei said, do you think I know things that intellectuals like you don't know?

Zhuge Liang said okay, then I will go back and continue to struggle.

When he got home to bed tonight, he thought of another line, Sartre's.

Others are hell.

seven,

That night Liu Bei was also lying on the bed, and there was nothing beside him.He took out his mobile phone and stared at the light on the screen, which was so dazzling in the darkness.

He took out his cell phone address book and looked at it for a long time, as if he was reading his past.Finally he sighed, turned off his phone and fell asleep.In the dream, he played a song on the violin. It was a tune that he couldn't remember anyway, and it was inexplicably sad.

Eight,

When class was over, Zhuge Liang stood at the school gate and looked around, and he found a black car parked at the school gate.He opened the car door and sat in, looking at Liu Bei very freshly: Why did you buy sunglasses?

Liu Bei said that I think I am more handsome like this.

Zhuge Liang couldn't stop laughing, saying that you are so handsome.

Liu Bei couldn't understand his joke, so he had to ask where are we going tonight?Want to watch a movie or something?

Zhuge Liang said no, let's go to your house.

Liu Bei said why go to my house?Don't you feel bored?

Zhuge Liang: Then go to my house?Forget it, let's go to your house.

Liu Bei looked at him in surprise: Why do you look more like an old man than me?

Zhuge Liang turned his head: Since this is the case, what do you like about me?

Liu Bei: ...

is a good question.

Liu Bei thought carefully, and then replied firmly: "It's probably the face."

Zhuge Liang said: Do you think this kind of love is true love?

Unexpectedly, Liu Bei didn't hesitate at all: of course.

Zhuge Liang said how you were sure.

Liu Bei: I am an art student, and I know what sex is.

……

Liu Bei said yes, it's all pure nonsense.If I knew what sex is, I wouldn't have divorced my wife.

Zhuge Liang concluded: In summary, everything before is nonsense.

Zhuge Liang seriously felt that he should ask his brother what was going on, but thinking that his brother would definitely not support him in falling in love with a man, he probably had to rely on himself for everything.

He was angry from the bottom of his heart, feeling that he was very behind in loving Liu Bei.He hates being left behind.

Liu Bei had already started the car and quickly passed the familiar streets.