One,

"I was the one who approached you first." Liu Bei said one day when recalling the past.

It was a rainy day.The two of them met at the door of a bank.The two stood on the steps looking at the hazy rain outside, and there was damp air between them.Liu Bei looked at the handsome young man and understood what he said, saying you didn't bring an umbrella?It's okay, my car is nearby, I'll take you wherever you go.

Zhuge Liang said: Then what is your first impression of me?

"I was wondering where I met you."

Zhuge Liang smiled like a fox: Do you know what I was thinking at that time?

"what?"

"You must have ulterior motives."

Liu Bei didn't fight anymore.

"Otherwise, why would a big man strike up a conversation with me?" Zhuge Liang thought for a while and added. "It's normal to have ulterior motives, I'm just curious which one it is."

Then he followed Liu Bei into the car.The car is a Buick, a bit old, a style that was very popular ten years ago.The back seat is wide enough for lying down.Zhuge Liang climbed into the back seat, and Liu Bei threw him a bottle of mineral water from the front, and the thing drew an arc and landed steadily on the seat and rolled.Zhuge Liang had no choice but to reach out and pick it up.

Liu Bei noticed in the rearview mirror that the young man's wrist was white and he was wearing a silver watch.

He took a deep breath and said where are you going?

Zhuge Liang said XX University.

Liu Bei: Students?

Zhuge Liang: ... I am a teacher.

Liu Bei suddenly realized, and he said: I just said I saw you on TV.

Zhuge Liang sat down in his seat, and he smiled pretentiously in the way he was good at.

Liu Bei was not pretended by him, he felt that no matter how handsome he was, he would be happy with his smile.

two,

Liu Bei suddenly felt that he might be in love that day.

Being in love is not the problem, the problem is that he is 47 years old.

A lot had happened in his life before that.He went to the bank that day to withdraw money, and the money was to give to his ex-wife.That money is child support.

The bank clerk came to sell insurance, and he said that if I got cancer and I was about to die, would this thing still work?The clerk immediately became distressed: Sir...uh...

Liu Bei patted him on the shoulder to comfort him and said: It's okay, I was just joking.

The little clerk ran to find the next person, but accidentally scattered the materials in his hand on the ground.Liu Bei inexplicably remembered this incident.

He later sent Zhuge Liang to the door of his office, and found that many students were paying attention to them when the car was driving on campus.

Zhuge Liang said don't give it away, the rain has stopped.Liu Bei said that since it was all sent here, let's continue.I haven't picked up a few college professors in my life. (Not to mention young and beautiful. He added in his heart.)

What did they talk about in the car that day?Can't remember.He just remembered Zhuge Liang's smile and his slightly flashing watch.There might be other details, like his clean white shirt and knuckle fingers, like the rain falling on the car windows like a song.Later he remembered that he turned on the radio, and a few news came from it, and the president of the country met with so-and-so again, and they were talking about so-and-so.No one remembers the unimportant things anyway.

Later, Liu Bei memorized Zhuge Liang's university address and office location with ulterior motives.

When Zhuge Liang heard this, he said that you have never been on our school website, it is written on the website, as well as my email and phone number.

Liu Bei: ...

Immediately felt a kind of desolation abandoned by the times...

It's so easy for you young people to fall in love! ! !

three,

He went back to the company and told Guan Yu, I want to take a vacation first and go out to have fun.

Guan Yu was stunned for a moment and then agreed to leave it to me.Having started a business together for so long, Liu Bei has never taken any vacation, and has been focusing on his career.Every time Guan Yu and Zhang Fei kept persuading him that you should go back and see your wife and children, Liu Bei always said that career is important.Unexpectedly, when the divorce came, he said that he would take a vacation instead.

When going out, Jian Yong stopped him and said, boss, what are you thinking, do you have something on your mind?

Liu Bei: How did you see it?

Jian Yong said that everyone thinks so, but no one dares to ask.

Liu Bei thought so too, and he got angry and cursed a lot of times.Especially these days.It's not good not to tell the truth, and everyone will accept it sooner or later.

He said: The last physical examination found a tumor in my stomach, and the doctor told me to have an operation.I said I'll go after I'm busy.later……

Later, he was dumped by his wife and was busy fighting divorce lawsuits.life...

There was obvious confusion on Jian Yong's face.

Liu Bei patted him heartily: It's all right, it's over.I have made an appointment for surgery.In case of death... No, let's not say what is the case.

He was prepared to leave nothing behind. When driving out, Liu Bei was still thinking a lot about himself.His business was not going well that year, his family was broken up, and his health was not right.He thought he was going to break down, but instead felt a burst of relief.Maybe he feels that these things are what he should bear.

Before meeting Zhuge Liang that day, he tried to reconcile with the world.He tried to tell himself that the mistakes of the past were over.He wants to live the right life in the days to come.But in the final analysis, he still doesn't know what to call right.When he was in college, he went out to play with Cao Cao and Yuan Shao's gang. They were brand-new bourgeois humans.Liu Bei saw what it means to live a life of youthful debauchery, but he is not that kind of person after all.Liu Bei and Cao Cao said that if you went to peek at the boudoir of the newlyweds today, will you really mess around in two days? Cao Cao said that I have tried messing around a long time ago, do you want to try?Liu Bei was so frightened that he immediately severed relations with him.

He thought about it later that those people were actually nothing.What do you call this? It's called a guilty conscience.

Liu Bei was very traditional in his business and married at the behest of his parents, and the marriage partner was also introduced by others.He doesn't smoke, drink, or go out to pick up girls, and everything looks perfect.He has only one flaw and that is that he doesn't love his wife.

At that time, I didn't feel that there was anything wrong.At that time, everyone said that it was good to get married. After a long time, two people will have feelings for each other.Everyone says so.

After meeting Zhuge Liang, he finally understood that everyone was wrong.Regardless of how people get along, there is a fucking difference between being in love and not being in love.so different.He suddenly regretted the way he had lived in the past 40 years, and felt that he had to finish this relationship before he died.There is only so little time in a person's life, so fuck it.

four,

Although Liu Bei is not interested in how to pick up girls, he has heard a lot of them in the chats between old men.But how to make a man, this problem is indeed a problem.

The process was omitted, and the result was that he bought a bouquet of roses and gave them to Zhuge Liang anonymously.

Liu Bei seriously thought about whether he should send it to 99 times like in a youth idol drama, then ask Zhuge Liang out and tell him that I did it all and I love you.In fact, he himself felt that this idea was quite stupid.However, he really can't get a deeper understanding of dating, young people probably like this.

And persist until the end, if you really die, this matter can end like this.He doesn't really need to take any responsibility for falling in love, everything becomes a pure story, a small episode in Zhuge Liang's life, and he will never know which passerby on the road the person who fell in love with him is.

I thought things would go on according to this script, but Liu Bei met Zhuge Liang in the flower shop the next day.

Liu Bei: ...

Zhuge Liang:  …

Zhuge Liang: You come to buy flowers.

Liu Bei: Yes.

Zhuge Liang: Roses?

Liu Bei's inner alarm was beating wildly, it doesn't sound right, okay?

Zhuge Liang smiled all over his face: Did you give it to me?

The flower shop owner's ears were straightened.

Liu Bei's current mood is why I appear here.Falling in love not only turned him into a brain-damaged person, but also turned him into a very thin-skinned person.

He held back for a long time, then said weakly: How do you know...

Zhuge Liang is confident: It's just a feeling, I don't know why.

Liu Bei: Hehe.

What else can I do besides...

Zhuge Liang said let's go out and talk?Liu Bei nodded.For some reason, the first thought in his mind at this time was that Zhuge Liang asked him out to find a reasonable way to reject him.This thought made his mood fall into a trough again.

He asked Zhuge Liang to get in the car, and the two drove to a quiet bar.The place Zhuge Liang pointed to.The bar was newly opened, and two people sat in the open air.Liu Bei said that I was sick and couldn't drink alcohol, so I didn't order anything, but asked for a glass of lemonade.

Zhuge Liang seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then he looked at the person in front of him seriously.After watching it for a while, he said, "I didn't ask you last time. What do you do?"

Liu Bei said he would do some business.

"Is the business good?"

"It used to be good, but it's not good recently. I've been listening to your economic program recently, and it's pretty good."

"Is it helpful to you?"

"I don't know, how can I do business like this now, let's talk about it after the operation."

They chatted, but they were not in love.Liu Bei thought that there would be no drama after tonight anyway, so he might as well talk about everything.He also talked about his family affairs, and also mentioned the university affairs.Later he found that Zhuge Liang had memorized all these words.He was a little reluctant to leave, and then Zhuge Liang said let's go back.The two got into the car in the dark, Liu Bei turned on the headlights and looked at the dim yellow ground on the road ahead.His heart was hot, sometimes cold and hot.He wanted to cry like a child.

Zhuge Liang sat beside him, and after a long time, put his hand gently on his arm.

Zhuge Liang said: Do you really like me?

Liu Bei seemed to have been stabbed, but he didn't speak.

Zhuge Liang said: I don't dislike you, I just don't understand you.

He also said a lot later.He said that I had received love letters before and knew what was going on.But I don't really know how to fall in love with someone.If I disliked you, I wouldn't come out and chat with you.I want to understand who you are first.

Liu Bei stopped stepping on the gas pedal, he opened the window, turned his face out of the window, and said: The wind is too strong today.

... The wind is too strong, what are you doing with the windows open?

Zhuge Liang said to him apologetically: I'm sorry, I just don't understand anything.

TBC

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