Difficult to love

It's been a while since the big and small things happened, but Yue Rong still has a lump in his heart. He once asked the police how to deal with their bodies, and the police said they had been taken away by their grandparents. Although Yue Rong felt that he should go and see They were afraid of disturbing the two old men, and his appearance was to expose their scars.

Once patients are discharged from the hospital, they have no relationship with the doctor, no matter how they leave.

Yue Rong is still working normally, and now 307 has a new patient, that is the woman suffering from persecution delusion last time, her name is Xu Zhi, Yue Rong asked her mother if anything happened to Xu Zhi, but she The mother only said that her daughter was under heavy work pressure, and the leader fired her when she found out that she was mentally abnormal. After returning home, Xu Zhi's mental state became worse and worse.

When Yue Rong was standing at the door of 307 thinking about Xu Zhi's condition, his shoulders suddenly sank, and Yue Rong was so frightened that he almost cried out.

"I'll go!" Yue Rong knew who it was without turning around, "You want to scare me to death!"

Gong Jingyun looked into 307, his hand on Yue Rong's shoulder went down and directly hugged his shoulder, "What are you looking at so engrossed... oh~~So there's a new female patient~~"

Yue Rong shook his upper body vigorously, but that hand just didn't move, "If you talk like that, I'll think you're jealous."

"I'm jealous."

Yue Rong made a joke casually, but he didn't expect Gong Jingyun to answer so seriously, now Yue Rong doesn't know what to say.

"Hehe, that's it..."

Gong Jingyun suddenly turned his head to stare at Yue Rong and said, "Did you tell the truth yesterday?"

"What? I said so much yesterday."

Gong Jingyun reached out and pinched his face, which had become his habit now, and Yue Rong didn't seem to feel anything about being pinched.

"I said if I was crazy, you wouldn't stay with me."

"Yes."

"why?"

Yue Rong found that Gong Jingyun was obviously displeased, but he still had to maintain his position, "Who are you to me? Who am I to you? I have no obligation to stay by your side when you are normal, let alone you are crazy. "

Gong Jingyun narrowed his eyes, he held Yue Rong's shoulder with his hand, and his fingertips gradually dug into the bones.

"Can you say that again?"

Yue Rong's shoulders hurt a lot, but the only thing he can do now is endure, and he doesn't know the exact relationship between him and Gong Jingyun, but he did enjoy the pleasure of revenge just now, who made this grandson say that he was used to It's just to pass the time, but looking at it now, it seems that Gong Jingyun is really going to be angry. The bad guys are angry, and the consequences are very serious.

"Do you want me to seriously answer this question?"

"You think I'm joking with you?"

"Well, I will answer you seriously, no."

"why?"

"Let's not talk about our relationship, let's take my uncle as an example. He is my only relative. I am not sure to take care of him all the time when he is crazy, let alone you. I have no confidence in myself."

"So that's your concern."

"Otherwise, what else can it be? You are my friend. If you are crazy and I don't care, then I am too impersonal. But, I am not sure that I can take care of you when you are sick, understand?"

Gong Jingyun's serious face finally eased, and his hands were slowly released, Yue Rong suddenly felt a pain in his shoulder.

"Okay, I understand."

"It's good that you understand."

"Yue Rong." Gong Jingyun suddenly broke Yue Rong's body and made him face him. Yue Rong was startled again, the degree of shock was no less than before.

"what?"

"I quite like you."

Yue Rong had heard Gong Jingyun say this before, but this time it seemed to be a serious confession, "Is this a confession?"

Yue Rong's heart was beating very fast suddenly, he actually had expectations for Gong Jingyun's reply, Yue Rong knew it was not a good sign.

"No."

"Can you stop teasing me! I'm easy to go crazy when you're like this, big brother!" After Yue Rong was discouraged, he was filled with anger again.

The corner of Gong Jingyun's mouth twitched, "I think you won't feel any pressure if you say that."

"I want one more than pressure..." Yue Rong almost said the answer, he was glad that he was nervous now, because he got stuck in speaking due to nervousness, just now he was so hung up that he almost dug a hole for himself again.

"What do you want?"

Yue Rong suddenly held Gong Jingyun's hand, "Thank you for not putting pressure on me, thank you so much!"

"Hehe, you are usually very smart, but sometimes you are stupid and cute."

Yue Rong lowered his face and shook off his hand, saying: "Thank you for the compliment."

"No thanks." Gong Jingyun suddenly held Yue Rong's hand back, and they held hands for a long time like this.

"Then why do you like me so much?"

"I said it before."

"You said it? Why don't I remember?" Yue Rong recalled for a while, he didn't remember Gong Jingyun's reason for liking him.

"No, I told you, think about it carefully."

Yue Rong recalled seriously, but still couldn't find any clues, "Just tell me, I really don't remember."

"You're still a doctor with this memory, I'm really worried that if you perform surgery on a patient, the knife will fall into the stomach of the patient."

"I'm sorry, the psychiatrist doesn't do surgery! Don't make detours with me, just tell me!"

Gong Jingyun looked at Yue Rong's anxious look, and he couldn't help but want to take two bites, "Okay, let me say, you are my type."

"Huh? Type?" Yue Rong suddenly remembered something.

"Yes, boy."

"..." Yue Rong knew long ago that nothing good could come out of his mouth, and the result of every serious conversation was like this. They always couldn't say anything useful, so their relationship has always been so ambiguous. with.

Yue Rong slowly put himself into work, but when he was preparing Xu Zhi's treatment plan, Xu Zhi's mother insisted on taking her daughter away.

"Auntie, you should think about it again, she will get a professional..."

"You don't need to say anything, I have already decided."

"But why?"

"Will my daughter make a full recovery?"

"This..." Yue Rong knew very well in his heart that the possibility of Xu Zhi's complete recovery was very small.

"Let me just say it clearly. Our family has no money. My husband ran away with another woman a few years ago. I raised my daughter by myself. I also work for others. It's only a few thousand yuan a month. Her I can't afford the medical expenses, I know she won't get better, so why spend the money?"

Yue Rong found that what she was wearing was indeed a little too simple, "But if you take care of her yourself, I think her illness will get worse. You should know that this illness has a serious suicidal tendency."

The woman's eyes turned red suddenly, she slowly lowered her head and rubbed her eyes, "I know...sometimes I always think...if she's dead, it might be better than alive...I...I'm really not I'm afraid she will drag me down, I'm afraid...I'm dead...no one will take care of her."

"..." Yue Rong suddenly remembered the question Gong Jingyun asked himself, if he went crazy, could he stay by his side?This is too difficult, but looking at the woman in front of her, it seems that all the difficulties in front of her don't matter. Even if she has no money, at least she will be by her daughter's side. Only death scares her.

Xu Zhi was discharged from the hospital the next day, and after explaining some precautions to her mother, Yue Rong watched them leave.When Yue Rong returned to the office, he saw Gong Jingyun sitting on his seat.

"So early today."

Gong Jingyun played with the pen on the table, "Yue Rong, you are not suitable to be a doctor."

"Are you questioning my abilities?"

"No, I'm questioning your character."

"What's wrong with my personality?"

"You are too sentimental."

"........."

"The most basic thing for a doctor is to be calm and rational. I don't know if you have the former, but you certainly don't have the latter."

"You came here early in the morning just to make things difficult for me?"

Gong Jingyun didn't seem to see Yue Rong's displeasure and continued, "You must have encountered many obstacles when you first entered society, right?"

"you……"

"Let me guess again, without your uncle, you might not be able to be a psychiatrist now, right?"

Yue Rong opened the door, "Please go out."

Gong Jingyun stood up, walked to Yue Rong and slowly closed the door, "Yue Yue, you are not suitable for this job."

Yue Rong raised his head, at the moment he hated the damn height difference, "Please stop talking, I'm in a bad mood right now."

"Are you in a bad mood because I'm right? Or is it because of the new patient?"

"Neither! Can you stop being so self-righteous, you are right in everything, can you consider other people's feelings."

"I said this because I was thinking about you." Gong Jingyun reached out to touch Yue Rong's cheek, but Yue Rong avoided it.

"I don't need you to worry about it."

"Do you think you are really suitable to be a doctor when you are so emotional?"

"You said I'm not suitable to be a doctor, so what am I suitable for?"

Gong Jingyun suddenly grabbed his hand and shook it, "You are suitable to be my wife!"

The person who was serious about hurting himself a second ago suddenly became foolish again, and Yue Rong laughed angrily at him.

"You said a lot just now, this is the point, right?"

"You can understand it that way."

"Go out, I'm going to work."

"How can there be a patient so early? You can't get up so early even if you are mentally ill." Gong Jingyun said with his arms around Yue Rong.

Yue Rong was held in his arms helplessly, "Why not, didn't you wake up early?"

"Can they be like me? Of course I get up early with you as a source of motivation."

"Don't talk to me, get out! I have to work!"

"I accompany you?"

"No need!"

"Then give me a kiss before leaving."

"Fuck! You've had enough, you're in heat early in the morning!"

"What's wrong with me? Am I not only for you?"

"roll!"

Yue Rong entangled with Gong Jingyun in the office for nearly an hour before driving him away. After Gong Jingyun left, Yue Rong sat in front of the computer in a daze for a long time.

Yue Rong was very angry. What he said to be angry with Gong Jingyun was right. He was indeed not suitable to be a doctor. The emotions of the patients had too much influence on him, and he was irrational.

"He said... yes."

Yue Rong has been thinking about his own work. He has never thought that some people speak harshly, but their starting point is "I am for your own good".