Difficult to love

Yue Rong was picked out by Yue Lin alone after the morning meeting today.

"I haven't seen you idle all morning. What's wrong with your butt? Do you have hemorrhoids? Everyone is watching you twist!"

Yue Rong touched innocent buttocks, he remembered that when he looked in the mirror this morning, he could still see the handprints on it.This matter is really wronged by Yue Lin. Yesterday he accidentally went to 410 and his butt was injured. If he hadn't tried his best to resist, he would have almost lost his chrysanthemum.

"I fell on my ass yesterday."

During the first meeting, Yue Lin could always hear the creaking sound of Yue Rong sitting on the chair due to the change of posture, and he seemed to still be able to hear it now.

"Your ass keeps falling!"

"..." Yue Rong curled his lips, he can't be blamed for this, who made someone always attack his ass!

"That's enough, that's enough, I won't pursue your ass with you anymore, be careful in the future, this is a hospital, not a hotel!" Yue Lin glared at Yue Rong and was about to leave.

Yue Rong stood at the same spot and didn't understand why Yue Lin let him go so suddenly, but after thinking about it, Yue Rong understood that this old man knew everything.

"I'm glad you're not my real father."

"What did you say?"

"I didn't say anything?"

Yue Lin sighed, "Young people, you must know how to control yourself. If you do too much of something, it will hurt your body, your mind, and your kidneys."

"Uncle, can you not suddenly speak so profoundly?"

"You'll know what's going on when you're my age."

Yue Rong yelled at Yue Lin in his heart: "Cut, it's as if you have been molested by men too."

Yue Lin stretched out his index finger and poked Yue Rong's head again before leaving.

Yue Rong originally wanted to go to 309 to see Liang Xiaoxia, but because she was accompanied by someone, Yue Rong didn't want to disturb her, so he went to 308 again.

Yue Rong pushed open the door and Yan Lei was staring at the phone in a daze.

"What are you looking at?"

Yan Lei put down his phone, "It's nothing."

"You have something on your mind?"

"No."

"Is it... because of 307's child?"

"Everyone is a patient, so it's impossible to say that they have no feelings at all." Yan Lei lay down and his eyes seemed to be lost in memory, "It would be great if I had amnesia now."

"Don't be too sad, they... don't want us to be like this." Yue Rong would definitely not be able to say these words before he changed, because he himself couldn't accept it at that time.

"Doctor Yue, I suddenly have an idea."

"what idea."

"A peaceful and quiet life is not bad."

"It's good."

Yan Lei sat up suddenly, "Even if there is no happiness."

Yue Rong frowned, "What do you mean?"

"As long as a person lives in peace, what love is there, don't you think?"

Yue Rong didn't quite understand what he meant, "Wait, without love, do you want to be single forever?"

"This should help my condition?"

"I'm not sure, I think you are just a means of escape."

"That's right... But you were wrong just now, I don't intend to be single."

"Then you mean..."

"I'm thinking about... finding a woman to marry."

"What?!" Yue Rong heard that Yan Lei had made so many preparations, so it turned out that he meant to find a woman to marry him.

"Doctor Yue, why are you so surprised? Isn't this normal?"

"But what exactly are you going to do? Tell someone your sexual orientation so that she respects you? Make her feel wronged for the rest of her life? Or are you going to find a lesbian?"

"No, I think..."

"Don't tell me you want to find a normal woman, tell her you love her, and have children with her."

"........."

Yan Lei's silence already explained everything. Yue Rong had a hard time accepting Yan Lei's decision. He suddenly thought of Gong Jingyun, who was also gay. Why did he have such a different attitude towards love?

"You want to be a normal person again, right? Can you do it?"

"How do you know if you don't try?" Yan Lei stared at Yue Rong expressionlessly, his expression became extremely indifferent.

"Is that fair to women?"

"I'm good to her and won't cheat. Isn't that enough?"

"Will you love her?"

"I... I have already lost the ability to love, and I'm afraid that if I lose love again, something else will happen to me."

"Yan Lei, don't think of women too simply. They are more complicated than men. It's not enough for you to be nice to them."

Yan Lei's shoulders slowly slumped, and he regained his empty eyes, "Then what should I do, I... I... Ever since he came to see me, I have thought of many things. I thought my illness Okay, but the more I think about it, the more painful it becomes, plus the matter of those two children... I really..."

"Yan Lei, don't think about that. What you should do now is to take care of yourself, and I don't agree with your idea." If Yan Lei just wanted to find a lesbian to explain to his family, maybe Yue Rong He can still understand him, but he didn't expect that Yan Lei would find a normal woman to return to a normal life. If he did that, it would be different from his ex-boyfriend. Yes, but also to harm other women.

"Doctor Yue, is it really wrong to do this?"

"If it was right, there wouldn't be a kind of victim called a same wife."

"But I will really treat her well."

"I've already said that it's not enough to be nice to them. They need love. Of course, not only women need love, men also need it, so don't wrong yourself."

"I've already been wronged, and nothing more wronged should happen."

Yue Rong felt depressed and anxious, he felt that he was about to become a confidant, "Well, let me give you a test, and we will make a new plan based on the test results. We must dispel your idea."

"........."

Sitting in the office, Yue Rong frowned while holding Yan Lei's test results, and their eyes seemed to be connected because they were too hard to wrinkle.

Yan Lei's happiness index is only 40.00%, not even half of it.

"Sure enough, there are more problems when the memory comes back. Do you want to find him a man? No! If you fall out of love again, maybe you won't even remember his mother."

Yue Rong felt that the left side of his butt was a little numb, so he switched to the other side, "Hiss~~ The bastard is so ruthless!"

"Boom boom boom!"

"Please come in."

Yue Rong raised his head and changed his words immediately after seeing the person coming, "Please go out."

Gong Jingyun lay down directly on the sofa, and stretched his waist by the way, "Let me in for a while and let me out for a while, you are telling me something, right?"

Yue Rong's butt suddenly hurt, "Please don't pollute my pure thoughts."

"Hehehehe..."

Yue Rong looked at him expressionlessly, what's the use of a man smiling so nicely?

"What are you doing here?"

"miss you."

Yue Rong still couldn't adapt to his direct way of speaking.

"How do you..."

"Don't be so nervous." Gong Jingyun slowly closed his eyes, put his hands on his stomach, it was obvious that he was going to sleep, "I'm just staying with you for a while."

"Do you want to sleep?"

"You want me to do something else?"

"I advise you to go back to the ward to sleep, and the patient will come later for fear of disturbing you."

"I'm fine."

"..." Yue Rong gave up on pushing people away, this guy is determined to stay here.

Yue Rong turned on the computer and began to study a new treatment plan for Yan Lei. Not long after, the sound of Gong Jingyun's even breathing came from the sofa. Yue Rong glanced at him, and Gong Jingyun actually fell asleep.

Yue Rong looked at him quietly. The sleeping Gong Jingyun looked like a painting, with a very harmonious feeling between his eyebrows and eyes. Yue Rong concluded that he was very good-looking. A good-looking person, let alone sleeping, even hides in the toilet. .

Yue Rong shook his head and put his gaze back on the computer.

About half an hour later, the landline on the table rang, and Mary said that a patient came and asked him to prepare.

It didn't take long for the patient to come in. It was a mother and daughter who came in. The mother was in her 50s, and the daughter was about the same as Yue Rong.

The mother kept holding her daughter's hand, her daughter looked very carefully at people, and her body was trembling slightly, Yue Rong visually judged that this woman must be seriously ill.

"Hello, is this Dr. Yue?" the mother asked.

"Hello, I am. You are treating your daughter."

"Yes, that's right."

"Come, come and sit."

"Ah, good, good." The mother dragged her daughter over step by step. Her daughter was very careful every step she took. Those who didn't know it thought that the floor of his office was not strong and could easily fall off.

Just when Yue Rong was about to ask her mother about her condition, the woman suddenly showed a frightened look in her eyes, she hugged her mother and pointed to the pen on Yue Rong's desk and shouted.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Based on the woman's behavior, Yue Rong preliminarily judged that she might be suffering from persecution delusion. Yue Rong hated this disease very much. Not only was it difficult to treat, but it also had high requirements on the people around the patient and the environment.

"Miss, don't be nervous. This is just a pen. It's not alive. It won't pose any danger to you. Please calm down."

The woman's face was getting paler, and the sweat on her face wet her eyelashes, and she kept shrinking towards the door, "No, no, no! It's dangerous! It's dangerous! It's going to stick in my throat! I'm going to die Yes! Mom please, let's go! Get out of here, out of here!"

Yue Rong couldn't help frowning, since they were all so seriously ill, why did they come to the hospital.

"Well, you take her to the yard first to calm her down, and I'll show her after she calms down."

The mother nodded to Yue Rong, gratefully said: "Alright, I'll take her to the yard first."

"I'll be there in a while, remember to take her to a place with few people."

"Okay, thank you, thank you doctor."

"You're welcome, let's go."

After the mother and daughter went out, Yue Rong let out a sigh of relief, wondering what that woman had gone through.

Yue Rong packed up his things and looked at the people on the sofa, "How could you not be woken up by the loud noise just now? The quality of sleep is really good."

After Yue Rong finished speaking, he was about to go out, but just as he stepped out, he came back again. Seeing Gong Jingyun's sleeping face, he gritted his teeth fiercely, turned around, opened the cabinet, took out a blanket and covered Gong Jingyun's body, and then went out .

It took about two hours for Yue Rong to return to the office. As soon as he entered the room, he saw Gong Jingyun sitting on the sofa and winking at him, shaking the blanket in his hand.

"Go back to your room when you wake up."

"You covered me with this?" Gong Jingyun's hand movements intensified, Yue Rong was really afraid that the blanket would be thrown on his face.

"It's fine if you don't cover it, you don't care who did it."

"No, I really care."

"..." Yue Rong couldn't help but calm down, because Gong Jingyun looked at him with that serious look again.

"Yue Rong, let me ask you a question." Gong Jingyun put down the blanket and said.

"........."

"If I go crazy, will you stay with me?"

"I……"

"I want you to answer seriously."

If Yue Rong hesitated just now, then this time he answered almost immediately.

"will not."