lonely city, lonely love

I never thought that one day, getting married would be such a simple and easy thing.

Sheng Xilan pulled her coat. The United States is still a bit cold this season. She carried a lot of things and walked back slowly. One person and one shadow, it was terribly lonely.

"Xilan." A familiar voice came over.

Cheng Ran smiled, wearing a white skirt, standing on the street with people coming and going, no makeup on his face, as clean as he was when he was a child, long black hair softly draped over his shoulders, and smiles in his eyes .

Sheng Xilan didn't expect to meet her here, and couldn't help but froze, "Cheng Ran."

"Shall we sit down?"

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In the elegant cafe, French songs are sung, and sometimes I wonder if all the cafes will sing French songs, because it is romantic enough to make people feel emotional.

Cheng Ran's eyes were big, and the expression on his face seemed very natural, he stirred the coffee, rested his chin in one hand, watched the people coming and going outside, and said with a smile, "Xilan, don't hate me. "

This was the first sentence she spoke. Sheng Xilan was stunned, and finally nodded. He knew the meaning of this sentence. Everything in my own experience has become unimportant.

"Xilan, I won't dance anymore." This was Cheng Ran's second sentence, with obvious sadness and strong unwillingness.But it's pretending that he doesn't care, yes, he doesn't care about it.

"why?"

"I... don't want to dance anymore." After hesitating for a while, Cheng Ran still replied, his eyes were flickering, his smile gradually froze, with a trace of indifference, "When I was young, it was because I liked it. I only knew it when I grew up. It's just because adults like it. So I want to do something that I like."

Sheng Xilan knew it was not that simple, everyone should be experiencing their own ups and downs, but what Sheng Xilan didn't expect was that Gu Anfeng's own ups and downs turned out to be Gu Anfeng.

"Xilan, I don't like you." Cheng Ran smiled and took a sip of coffee, "But I have to like you. Because I'm just a tool in my family, and everyone thinks that I should go to ballet and dance with you." With Sheng Xilan together, my life trajectory has been shaped. I can't make decisions by myself."

"Cheng Ran, what happened to you?" Sheng Xilan still held back his inquiry, probably because he really wanted to know so much, so he couldn't help asking.

"Xilan, this is a terrible nightmare." Cheng Ran shook his head, but he still didn't speak, but the tears in his eyes showed everything, and it was also a terrible story.A beautiful woman, a terrible thing, you can probably think of what it is.

Sheng Xilan was silent, looking at the delicate latte art on the coffee, his fingers unconsciously rubbed against the spoon on one side, like an incomparably precious treasure, the slender fingers have this capital to make everything beautiful and pleasing to the eye.

"I was fucked by my dance teacher, a strong|female." Said softly, calmly, like a story belonging to someone else, Cheng Ran has never been afraid of his own beauty.I originally thought that I was good-looking, and one day I could change from a black swan to a white swan, and my appearance would bring me countless conveniences, but what I didn't expect was that what my appearance brought was just a nightmare, a deep and terrifying nightmare .

Strong|Female stem is just the beginning.

The dance troupe is one hell!

Cheng Ran was not happy, but her mother didn't agree with her leaving. The reason was because this dance troupe was the best in the world. Cheng Ran swallowed all the grievances when he saw his mother's strict look, like A child who can't find a way to talk.

Over the past few years, Cheng Ran didn't know how he survived, dancing, sleeping with him, all of this was going on, and the dance teacher sometimes called others, all of which were so dirty, but It's like being in a deep swamp that I can't escape.

In the end, Cheng Ran still told his family. Unexpectedly, his mother just made a call calmly and replaced the dance teacher, but the dance continued.

But this matter is already an open secret in the dance troupe.Change a teacher to sleep with yourself?

It's a ridiculous cognition, Cheng Ran feels like a free prostitute who can be trampled on by anyone, even with the acquiescence of his family.

Sheng Xilan's appearance made her grasp the straw, so he must be hers. She hated that dance troupe and those nasty faces.When I didn't expect it, I couldn't escape in the end.

"Xilan, I'm pregnant." Cheng Ran smiled and looked at Sheng Xilan. His tone didn't sound like he was talking about anything at all, but he was talking about a very simple thing, as if he was talking about the weather, but that's it In such a tone, she was telling Sheng Xilan that there was already a little life in her stomach.

"What did you say?" Sheng Xilan looked at Cheng Ran in surprise, he was still a child!

"You marry me." Cheng Ran's next words continued to be nonstop, without blinking his eyes.

"I'm married." Sheng Xilan smiled, helplessly, "Just now, with An Feng."

"Isn't he already..."

"Yes, but I am willing. This is what I promised him." Sheng Xilan said firmly, like an oath.

Cheng Ran smiled, "Is it still not enough in the end? I just thought, if I follow their track, can I be myself."

"You should have been yourself a long time ago." Sheng Xilan looked at Cheng Ran, his face without makeup was extremely pale, as if he had just been fished out of the water, "Cheng Ran, you know, no one can stop you."

"Xilan, I'm different from you." The sad tone was extremely hollow, and the thick emotions were like hot magma, which kept scalding himself and others. Cheng Ran clutched his stomach and pulled himself "Xilan, I don't want to marry my teacher. I don't know who the father of this child is."

This story is really full of ups and downs.

"Xilan, you don't like me, and I don't like you either. But can't we get what we need? You marry me, and I only want one child. You can continue to take care of An Feng. I have nothing between you. No matter, as long as the child is born, we will divorce. Is that okay?" The attitude is extremely sincere, this is the most humble begging.

"I have no plans to get married again." Sheng Xilan shook his head.