lonely city, lonely love

Standing at the door, the sunlight was so glaring, Sheng Zisu opened his mouth, and finally smiled, his eyes were crooked, but the extremely thick eyeshadow and eyeliner made all this extremely ridiculous, and in the end he was just a passer-by , But it's not worth the love of others.

The silver handcuffs leaned heavily on the hands, and the policeman pushed Sheng Zisu into the police car with a serious face. The strength in his hands was not too heavy, but it was enough to make this wobbly little girl suddenly become shaky. stumbling.His eyes were full of emptiness, without a drop of tears.

Chaos, incomparable chaos.The people coming and going, the extremely noisy voices, filled the ears, and the brain hurts.Sheng Zisu lowered his head, wanting to leave quickly, but someone did not like him.

The window of the car was rolled down, Sheng Xilan held the little meat ball in one hand, the little girl was fine, nothing happened, she was still holding a lollipop in her hand, her big eyes were round, she didn't know anything, and she was looking at Sheng Zisu waved her hand, "Goodbye, sister."

The childish voice hit Sheng Zisu's heart thoroughly, and the tears just washed down.

The little girl was a little strange. She leaned over and stretched out her small hand to wipe Sheng Zisu's tears seriously, "Sister, sister, why are you crying? Do you want candy?"

The police car drove away in the end, the speed was so fast that even the "I'm sorry" was hidden in his throat and it was too late to say it.Sheng Zisu looked at the receding street scene and the family behind him, and finally collapsed.Tears were streaming down my face, but there were all serious policemen around me. They had long been used to it, sitting on the side indifferently, unable to feel any emotional fluctuations.

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Sheng Xilan came to the hospital with the little meat ball in his arms, and looked at Gu Anfeng who was sleeping peacefully.Ms. Gu on the side took a towel and carefully wiped his eyebrows and eyes. She seemed to be muttering something, but Gu Anfeng's face remained unchanged, like a sleeping beauty, no, it was a sleeping beauty. prince.

"Brother Xilan, what's wrong with Brother Anfeng?" Little Routuan looked curiously at Gu Anfeng who was lying on the bed, walked over, and pulled Gu Anfeng, but the other party didn't respond to him with a smile like before. It was silent, and looked particularly sad.

An innocent child, a man who doesn't know when he will wake up.In a sunny room, it is warm, soft, but lifeless.

Sheng Xilan opened his mouth, and there seemed to be a snake winding under his throat, but he couldn't speak, extremely dry, his eyes were red, and tears were shed.The whole person didn't have any strength and was as strong as him, so he finally cried.

Tears were moistened from the corners of the eyes, sliding down bit by bit, the whole process was like a slow motion, with the lens of a movie, the vision in front of him had long been blurred.

The young man was as beautiful as jade, lying quietly on the bed, lifeless.

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After a long, long time, Sheng Xilan couldn't imagine what it would be like without Gu Anfeng, how lifeless it would be, but today, three months later, he seems to have gotten used to it.

In the morning, when the sun just rose, Sheng Xilan got up.When I came to the bathroom, looking at the blue stubble on my face, I realized that I hadn't gone out for a long time, and today was the day to go out to shop.It was the same with Gu Anfeng in the past, he could not go out for several days at a stretch, and he laughed at him once, but he never thought that after he was gone, his life would be so sloppy.

I tidied myself up briefly, put on a T-shirt and jeans casually, and started making breakfast in the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, but found that there was nothing in it, empty, only a piece of toast that had been dried up, naked|naked Naked and exposed to the air, obviously Sheng Xilan didn't know why he just threw this pitiful piece of toast here.

I picked it up without paying attention, bit it, it was hard and sour, and I took two bites.

Don't worry about these details, now Sheng Xilan is eating enough for one person and the whole family is not hungry. When he went out, he subconsciously looked back at the bedroom. Inside, the boy was still lying quietly, and the nutrient salt water next to him was the only source of support for him to survive. .

The deep eyes were extremely clean, Sheng Xilan looked away and went out.I lit a cigarette, squinted my eyes, and stammered. I don't know when I got used to smoking outside. Probably the doctor said that second-hand smoke is bad for my health, so I'm so damn obedient.

People coming and going on the streets, lush streets, and green trees, this is America.

Two months ago, he brought Gu Anfeng to the United States, because the medical technology here is very advanced, but even the so-called developed United States cannot wake Gu Anfeng from his deep sleep.The only answer that can be given is that the tumor in the stomach can be healed.So it was another long healing.

A living dead person was pushed into the operating room countless times. When Sheng Xilan was starting to despair, the doctor told her that the operation was successful and the tumor was resolved.But why did Gu Anfeng still not wake up after such a major operation?Sheng Xilan didn't know, didn't understand, and felt helpless.

"Hi, handsome guy." A girl greeted with a smile. Probably this is the enthusiasm of Americans. When they see a man they like, they will take the initiative to step forward, "Why are you going?"

Sheng Xilan took a sharp puff of cigarette. This woman's eyebrows and eyes looked a little like Cheng Ran, with a kind of natural pride.Smiled, did not answer, and walked around.

But the other party refused to let go, and still followed behind, with golden hair tossing around, as if he was very interested in Sheng Xilan, "Handsome, what's your name? My name is Angelina."

With deep eyes, he looked at the woman calmly, plump and beautiful like a Westerner, "I'm sorry, I have a boyfriend."

The other party froze for a moment, but obviously didn't care. The level of tolerance of foreigners is sometimes scary, "It's okay, we can still try."

Sheng Xilan frowned at the explicit words, looked at her with dark eyes, and smiled suddenly, "I'm sorry, we are getting married."

Getting rid of this inexplicable follower, Sheng Xilan came to the supermarket, bought a lot of things, carried them back, passed the registration office, looked at the sign above, hesitated for a long time, and went in anyway.

There is no domestic cumbersomeness, and it will be successful soon.