grief

Qiao Yuxi has been restless these days, as if something is about to happen.He thought, maybe he should leave, leave all the people who are familiar with him and him, go to a completely strange place, start again, it is best to forget everything like before, and never think about it again.

Qiao Yuxi was planning, calculating, thinking about the best time to leave.But he didn't expect that it wasn't him who left first.

In the middle of the night, when he turned over for the dozens of times because he couldn't fall asleep, his mobile phone rang.

Qiao Yuzhen always felt that Ouyang Liling was strong enough to stand upright without anyone's support, and could even destroy many things.Including a simple word "yes" can snuff out all his hopes.

When receiving a call from Ouyang Liling who was critically ill, Qiao Yuxi couldn't react. He didn't know whether he was shocked by this incident, or he couldn't accept the collapse of the person he thought was indestructible.

Qiao Yuxi didn't know how he got downstairs, and when he saw the car Yuan Kun sent to pick him up, he was still in a daze.

He was the last to arrive, and many people had already gathered in the hospital.

Yuan Kun invited him to sit on the bench in the corridor and handed him a hardcover notebook.

Suppressing his chaotic emotions, he gently opened the notes, and the familiar handwriting on the title page made his heart tighten for a while.

Will there be a day when I am really desperate, just because the person who cares about me has never really taken me to heart, no matter before or now, even if it was promised not to separate, it is just a dream.

Qiao Yuxi was puzzled, how could the words that sounded like his inner voice appear in an unfamiliar notebook, and looked up at Yuan Kun who was at the side in doubt: "Whose is this?"

"Boss's."

Qiao Yuxi frowned, he recognized the handwriting but couldn't believe it, he never knew that Ouyang Liling had the habit of keeping a diary.

Most of the worried, anxious, or indifferent figures wandering outside the operating room were hurt by the person lying in the operating room at the moment whose life and death are uncertain. Whether they want to or not, they all come after all.

Looking at Junxiu's words on the note again, he suddenly didn't know whether to continue reading.

The desire to seek the truth has been cooled by time and reality, and he does not want to re-enter the tangled and painful past.Moreover, he was afraid that the content of the notes would be full of anger and malicious conspiracy.

"Director, this may help you solve a lot of questions." Whether intentionally or not, Yuan Kun's name for Qiao Yuxi has never changed, "If you don't want to read it yourself, I can read it to you."

Qiao Yuxi still chose to read on.

One word at a time, it records the five people from meeting and knowing each other to supporting each other, struggling to make progress, and then to estrangement due to misunderstanding, and finally falling apart, never to be the same as before.

Qiao Yuxi read it carefully, and after suffering for a long time, tears welled up in his eyes several times, and he was forced to go back.

The father said that he owed a mother and son, which was the most unforgivable sin in his life.I told my father that I am willing to atone for his sins and get back my brother, who is my only relative now.

My father said, don't tell the child the truth, just keep guarding him, and I agreed.

I will never forget the scene of meeting the four of them in my life. The teenagers under the banyan tree are innocence and joy that I have never seen.I will protect this simplicity at all costs.

Geng Ye told me that he never felt pitiful because he was an orphan. People in the village treated him very well. He was very happy to have enough food and clothing, and to be with friends.However, listening to his story, I want to cry.

Qiao Yuxie, this name has been engraved on my heart, he let me know that liking someone is so wonderful and magical.I asked him if he would like to come with me, the moment he nodded with a smile, I had the urge to hug him, but... I dare not.

……

Lou Yi is in trouble again. I have warned him many times that if he does not get rid of the habit of being greedy for petty gain, he will suffer a big loss sooner or later, but he just refuses to listen, and this has made a big mess. I hope I can protect him well.

Yi Yan fell from the building to save me, and he woke up after being in a coma for a long time. The doctor said that the head injury was all right, but the scar on his leg was too heavy to be removed.

Yi Yan told me not to mind, he likes the masculine sign.

This time, I owe him.I, Ouyang Liling, swear, as long as Yi Yan says a word, I will help him at all costs. Even if he wants me to die, I will never say a word.

……

This is the most humiliating day and the most wrong day.

I put what I didn't want on the feather last.

I originally thought that I would give him a good start, but I didn't expect to force him under the pain and impulse, or in the park, a place that might be seen by others.

It's three o'clock in the morning, I don't know if he's asleep, I don't know if he thinks I'm disgusting like I hate those people in the bar, or if he hates me...

The man who appeared in the bar claimed to be Zhan Yuan, and he told me that from now on, as long as I don't want to, no one can touch me again.

I've heard of this guy and don't know why he helped me, but it was a blessing in disguise.

……

Feather Tree is back, together with Yi Yan, which seems to confirm my original guess.

I looked through those materials again, and all the signs showed that Yi Yan was responsible for Yuxi's imprisonment and my kidnapping, and today I learned that Yuxi's amnesia was also caused by him. I think I understand his purpose.

……

The people sent to find Ye Qiyang were discovered by Su Lingge. They were careful enough, but they still couldn't do it.I know Feather is disappointed, but I really can't help it.

Lou Yi told me that he saw Yi Yan and Duan Feng in the underground parking lot, but he couldn't hear their conversation clearly. They seemed to be plotting something, and Duan Feng threatened him. Lou Yi was very scared.

……

A few days ago, Lou Yi suddenly proposed to move to live with Yu Zhi and the others, and asked him the reason, but he hesitated again, saying that he missed them.

Today he gave me something copied from Yuxi's computer, which is full of Yuxi's longing for me.

I originally thought that Feather really hated me, but now, I want to fight for myself once.

……

Yi Yan came to see me, and he told me clearly that he wanted me to leave Feather Tree, otherwise, he would formally break with me and make me pay the price.

I didn't care about his threats, but seeing his ferocious face, I suddenly missed the scene under the banyan tree that year.

It happened a long time ago, so long that too many people will forget it, but to me, it seems to have happened just a few minutes ago, which is terribly clear.

Before he left, he warned me not to tell anyone he had been here, and destroyed the surveillance video.

I thought he was just trying to cover up the threat to me, but I didn't expect that he left the phone in the company, making Feather think that I was responsible for his disappearance, plus my denial, he really didn't intend to leave any room for him. I.

I asked someone to give Geng Ye a heavier punishment. He is too irritable and his temper needs to be sharpened. If he doesn't restrain himself, it is hard to imagine what irreparable things he will do in the future.

Geng Ye may never understand that life can be simple because you are not simple enough, and we have to bear it many times.

However, it's fine if he doesn't understand, at least, he can live a more comfortable life.

I went to find Yi Yan today and wanted him to see Yuxie.He said that as long as I agreed to act with a boy in front of Feather, he would take the initiative to appear, and I had no reason to refuse.

When I took that boy away, I saw the request in Zhan Yuan's eyes, and I thought, this should be the person Zhan Yuan cared about, maybe, Zhan Yuan's betrayal of me was because of this boy.

I really want to ask Yi Yan, how much more he has to hurt before he is willing.

Yi Yan broke his promise, the expected result, after all, he is the one who will not give up until he achieves his goal.

But I didn't expect that he would have someone beat himself up seriously in front of me.

I know why he did it, it's just hard to believe that he and I have come this far.

He said, I am a gentleman and he is a villain, but so what, I am also scolded by others.

In fact, what he said is good, but I want to tell him that I don't want to be a gentleman, and I'm not afraid of being misunderstood. I just want to be a good person and keep our original oath.

……

You have no other choice except to make Yuxi despair of you, as long as he can't let you go, I won't stop my current behavior for a day!

This is what Yi Yan told me. When I questioned him about Lou Yi, he didn't show any regrets.

He didn't look like he had just woken up from a coma, and his sinister face made me suspect that I had found the wrong person several times.

He already knew the identity of Geng Ye. He waved the document bag with a black mark in front of my eyes, and shouted at me, and Geng Ye.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that Geng Ye will be worse than Lou Yi, I can't bear it.

I really want to know if he had already laid out a good plan when he wanted to take over me to contact Zhan Yuan's people, and the day and night getting along for so many years was just a hypocrisy.

……

The diary has been passive, probably not Yuxie, but Yuan Kun.

I should blame myself for being too careless.Yi Yan urgently informed me that if he fails to arrive at the place he requested within the stipulated time, he will never see Lou Yi again in this life.