Divergent

Two months after breaking up, she chose to study in a vocational high school.I was surprised because she promised me that she would work hard to get into the same high school as me.What will happen to her dreams if she doesn't go to high school, go to college, get a better education...

To study in a vocational high school, you have to adapt in advance in the second semester of the third year of junior high school.Among the group of students who chose vocational high schools were students from our class. The day I left was Saturday, and I happened to be able to drop them off.I saw her and her mother sitting in the back row of the bus early at the station, and she was chatting happily with her classmates.When she turned to look out the window, I looked away and looked elsewhere.

Her best friend secretly told me that Yao Qian chose to go to a vocational high school because of my reasons. Yao said she didn't want to see me walking with that girl in school, so she chose to run away.I shed hot tears in an instant, I am a sinner, I caused her harm!I kept repeating to myself in my heart: "Weng Wensheng, Weng Wensheng, you bitch ruined her life, he could have had a better choice!" My heart was bleeding with remorse, a drop... drop.

Since then, she has gone to another city to study, and they have a monthly vacation, so she still has to go back to the small town once a month.

From that day on, for the rest of my junior high school life, I was the only one left walking back and forth on that narrow path.Although we were strangers during the time when she didn't go to vocational high school, at least I could still watch her go to and from school.As long as I can look at her, even if it's just from her back, my heart will not be empty.

But she is no longer walking on that narrow path, and I can't see her.

I have to admit that the girl in the first grade of junior high school is indeed the scapegoat of our love.I seemed to realize that I had lost something. Not long after she left, I broke up with that girl completely.

After she graduated from vocational high school, I often had nightmares.Once I dreamed that she told me that she was going back to Xinjiang soon, and that she might never see me again.When I was about to hold her hand and ask what happened, she suddenly disappeared in front of my eyes.I'm in a hurry!Frantically looking for her on the street.From the bustling city to every alley in the country, I searched from door to door, and always felt that she was nearby, but which one was it?I can't know.I run tirelessly in the dark night.Unknowingly, I ran to a railroad track. There was a train waiting for someone to get on the railroad track. I had a premonition that she must have boarded this train. I followed the railroad track outside the window to look for her.As a result, the car started to move, and I ran after the car, looking for her on the window while running, always thinking that she was sitting in it.I became more and more anxious, and the train ran faster and faster, when suddenly another train came towards me with blinding white lights!I couldn't dodge and woke up from the dream.Panting heavily, I picked up my phone and checked, it was four o'clock in the morning.

Occasionally, I found that the corners of my eyes were wet, and I really realized that I couldn't live without her.

After sunset the next day, I worked up the courage to call her.

I said: "Yao Qian...I regret it, I'm sorry...can you give me a chance?"

She whispered on the other end of the phone: "Stop making trouble, I'm in the hospital with my classmates..."

Before she could finish speaking, the phone was robbed.Change to another girl's voice: "You are Weng Wensheng, I am her roommate. She is doing well now, please don't call me again. Do you know what she has done for you? She said Your current girlfriend has short hair. She said that you might like short hair, so she also stubbornly cut it short. Every time we talk about boys in the dormitory, she will think of you and cry non-stop. And where are you? You Say you regret it, what's the use of regretting? It's ridiculous!" I was so angry when I heard that, I felt that the matter between the two had nothing to do with other people.I only heard Yao Qian keep saying to her classmate on the other end of the phone: "Forget it, forget it, we are still in the hospital!" Then he hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, we continued to "lose contact".

In the third week after the breakup, she came back from vacation and sat in front of the mahjong room with my little sister playing with her mobile phone.When she saw me coming, she turned her back to me and bowed her head.We passed by like strangers again.

I bought three ice creams, one for myself, and the other two for the little girl next to her.I called my little sister to me, pointed to her with her back to me, and whispered to her, "Choose an ice cream yourself, and then give the other one to that sister, okay?" Stand up and walk towards home.The little girl's voice came from my ear: "Sister, this is given to you by my brother."I forgot to tell my little sister not to say that I gave it to me. Too bad, she probably won't want it.

At night when my sister and mother came home, I asked my sister, "Did that sister eat the ice cream my brother gave her today?" The younger sister frowned, "Which sister?" "Oh, that sister ate it." God!She actually ate it!I was very excited and said to myself: "Look, she hasn't forgotten you yet."

I was so happy that I fell asleep very late that night.