In the days when I was forced to make up lessons by the school

The whole room was dark, and the curtains were drawn tightly so that no light could come in.

The only bright spot was probably the cigarette butt in Yu Li's hand.

Cigarette butts were scattered all over the floor. The cigarette case that Yu Li bought secretly and smoked only one cigarette was already empty.

The house was filled with smoke, and no vents could be found, so they could only rush back and forth in the confined space, becoming thicker and even choking, but the person in the center of the smoke didn't feel it at all.

I smoked too much, and my throat felt sore, but the mechanical movements couldn't be stopped.

Take a puff of cigarettes, roll all the way from your throat into your lungs, your heart hurts from the heat, and then numb.

In fact, what he knew was that he had vaguely predicted this situation.

It's just... I can't bear it.

He has been selfless for so long, and he only wants to be selfish for a while.

He had a wonderful dream.

In the dream, he had the best boy in the world, but he would always wake up from the dream.

The beauty that is stolen always has to be paid back.

And the memories of more than a year are enough for him to support him to go to the unknown period, and there will be no days without him.

From the beginning, he knew that he was a person from two worlds, and he himself had other responsibilities and missions, such as love, which was too extravagant.

The cigarette butt in his hand was burned to the end, but Yu Li didn't know it. He didn't shake the cigarette butt until he felt the heat on his fingertips, and bowed his head in meditation for a while.

Yesterday Gu Qingsong said something very right.

You are older than him and have experienced more than him.

You understand the malice of this world and the hardships of survival better.

He can be ignorant, but you have to understand.

Yu Li drooped his eyelids slightly, then raised his hand, and slapped himself directly.

The crisp sound of "pop" became clearer in the silent room.

In the final analysis, he was still selfish. In fact, he knew from the beginning that this was wrong, but he was greedy for that warmth and let himself indulge in it.

will result in the current situation.

tsk...

Yu Li stood up on his knees, staggered for a moment, then stepped on those cigarette butts with his bare feet, and staggered towards the window, trying to find some ventilation.

But there was an urgent knock on the door.

Yu Li stopped raising his hand, his consciousness was a little confused, and he looked in the direction of the door without any response.

The knock on the door became more and more urgent, and Yu Li realized that someone was indeed knocking on the door.

He looked down at the ground, and walked slowly, thinking that it would be better to move back to the dormitory later, to be more comfortable.

His thoughts were running so slowly that Yu Li didn't even look at who was outside. After opening the door, he was pulled into a hot embrace.

Qi Zhan pushed the man in and hooked the door shut with his feet.

With the sound of closing the door, there was a kiss with burning breath, Yu Li was still in a daze, subconsciously trying to struggle, but he hadn't eaten for a long time, and his mental state was poor, so he was easily grabbed by the wrist and twisted behind.

Qi Zhan imprisoned him in an unprecedentedly strong posture, unable to move from head to toe, and could only accept his invasion in his arms with his head raised.

Smelling that familiar smell, Yu Li relaxed and let him do whatever he wanted obediently.

This kiss lasted for 10 minutes, and by the time both of them were breathing unsteadily, their lips were completely numb.

Yu Li looked down at his Adam's apple, avoiding the still hot eyes, with eyes full of love, raised his hand and pushed his shoulder, trying to let him go.

"I have something to tell you."

"you listen to me……"

The two spoke at the same time, and then fell silent at the same time.

"You speak first."

"You speak first……"

Another awkward silence.

Yu Li has never felt so tired, the excessive tacit understanding is now like a sharp knife of irony, cutting in his heart.

"I'm going away for a while..."

"Let's do it."

Yu Li was stunned for a moment, and the boulder that had been pressing on his chest fell instead, "When are you leaving?"

Good to go.

Best to go.

Originally, this golden phoenix couldn't be trapped here.

"Today." Qi Zhan said, pulling the person into his arms with his big hands, and the distance he just separated was instantly pulled closer by him, and they were tightly pressed against each other's chests.

"Then what are you still doing here? Are you packing things? I'm not good at this, so I won't do it for you." Yu Li's heart was sore, don't try to push people away at first, but he was hugged even tighter.

Tight as if trying to strangle him into his own body.

"I won't go." Qi Zhan refused to let go, and it was useless to say that he had a rare temper.

Yu Li sighed softly, and raised his hand to gently stroke his back, "What time is that?"

"One o'clock in the afternoon." Qi Zhan buried his head in his neck, muffled.

There are still nearly five hours, too late.

Yu Li patted him on the shoulder and said warmly, "Since we are leaving, give me a gift."

"What?" Qi Zhan was finally willing to let go of the person. It had been a long time since they had a sense of ritual of giving each other anything. Anything prepared for each other was taken for granted, and it was extremely in line with his wishes. It was the first time. Once I heard him asking for something in such a tone.

"Come with me." Yu Li pulled people out and plunged into the nearby commercial street.

The two were regular customers here, and Yu Li took him all the way to a small jewelry store at the end of the street with ease.

Usually, Yu Li also likes to shop here, but he just watched the excitement. He didn't buy anything except the bracelets for the two of them. The two big men didn't have much research on accessories.

But Yu Li's goal this time is very clear.

"I want this." He leaned against the counter, pointing to a single obsidian crystal earring in the glass cabinet, "You buy it for me."

Cut into a diamond shape, a small one, very delicate, it seems that men's and women's styles cannot be distinguished.

Qi Zhan paid the money naturally. Seeing the young man holding the small box with some joy, his heart sank down on the couch. He held Yu Li's hand, "Why did you think of buying this? Who are you going to give it to?"

"You gave it to me, how could it be given to someone else." Yu Li pulled his hand away calmly, and fiddled with the earrings lightly with his fingers, and there were extremely beautiful tiny light spots shining in the sun, "I wear it myself."

Qi Zhan frowned, his expression slightly restrained, "You don't have pierced ears."

"If you don't have it, go get it, it's a big deal." Yu Li waved his hand, and walked towards the eyebrow tattoo shop on the other side with a clear goal. This kind of shop usually offers ear piercing services, and it costs five yuan per ear.

Economical and affordable.

"Yu Li." Qi Zhan hurriedly pulled him back, his face darkened completely, and he reached out to grab the box in his hand, "Don't do anything to hurt yourself..."

Piercing his ears would mean tearing open a layer of flesh, and Yu Li was a boy, so he couldn't think of a reason why he had to do it.

"I like it." Yu Li put his hands behind his back, stared into Qi Zhan's eyes unrelentingly, and even showed a bit of tit-for-tat momentum, "Either you accompany me now, or hit one. Or wait until you leave I will go by myself, and by then, I can hit as many as I want. Both ears are full, five, six, seven or eight, and it should look good." He pursed his lips and smiled innocently, "I see a lot of people They're all dressed up like this, so fashionable."

Qi Zhan had an intuition that something was wrong with him, but he couldn't say anything to refute it.

And he is well aware of Yu Li's temperament of doing what he says.

It's better to watch him by yourself and stay with him.

I guess I knew I was leaving and wanted to play tricks.

Sitting on the chair, the young lady tapped a black spot on the earlobe lightly, then picked up the gun and shot it directly.

Qi Zhan held his hand tightly, as if he was more nervous than himself, even sweating from his hand.

Because the crystal earrings are a bit too big to fit into the gun, they are made of small silver earrings.

The young lady gave careful instructions on the follow-up care, and said that she would change the earrings she liked after the scars healed.

If the flesh in the middle has not grown well, it must not be pulled out, otherwise it will be very difficult to insert it back, and you will suffer a great crime.

Yu Li responded with a smile, thanked him twice sweetly, walked out of the shop, and stretched lazily.

Qi Zhan followed behind him, a bit confused about what he was thinking now.

Yu Li didn't seem to have much reaction to his leaving.

But not being noisy or noisy is the biggest anomaly in the first place.

"Let's go, I'll take you to the airport." Yu Li took out his phone and checked the time, "Or do you want to go home first? Your parents are waiting to pick you up at home, right?"

"I want to go home." Qi Zhan lowered his head, tightly clutching the hand in front of him, refusing to let go no matter what.

"Then you go back and prepare first, don't forget things... Oh, but you can buy them over there." Yu Li smiled, grabbed his wrist, opened fingers one by one, and freed his hand come out.

"It's almost time, then... goodbye."

After speaking, he turned and left without hesitation.

Qi Zhan stood where he was, staring blankly at his back. Obviously, the separation was only for a short time, but his heart felt as if a piece had been dug out by life, and it hurt.

Yu Li didn't go home as he expected, but turned behind a wall, quietly poked his head out to check that the person had left, and then took a taxi to the airport.

It is impossible not to send him.

I just want to make myself look more decent and not be too embarrassed.

When Qi Zhan walked into the airport with his parents, Yu Li stood in a corner and watched them quietly.

His mother is very beautiful, with a smart and capable appearance, and his father is elegant, very similar to him.

The two turned their heads and said something to Qi Zhan, but he didn't respond to a word.

Yu Li watched the three of them wait for the plane, check the tickets, and enter the station in order.

Qi Zhan was standing at the gate, and his parents were watching him quietly at the other end, with a somewhat anxious look on his face, but he couldn't take that step no matter what.

He turned his head subconsciously, his eyes swept across the crowd, and he saw the figure unexpectedly and unexpectedly.

Subconsciously walked in the direction of Yu Li.

"Don't move." Yu Li was one step ahead of him, and stepped forward, "It's right there, don't move. You are about to go out of range, and you will check again later, no trouble."

Qi Zhan stared at Yu Li, his eyes were already turning red, and he dug his fingers hard into his palm, but he couldn't feel the pain.

Yu Li had never seen the kid's expression like this, so he turned his eyes away from his face and fell on the couple behind him.

Facing them full of inquiry, with a slightly conflicted gaze, he smiled and nodded at the two of them, and then looked at Qi Zhan again.

Suddenly, I felt that the scene in front of me was too dramatic.

Thinking of the scenes in idol dramas where the hero left behind for the heroine, he tilted his head and spoke suddenly.

"If I say I don't want you to go, will you stay?"

Qi Zhan took another step in his direction, looking straight at him.

He said firmly, "Yes."

If you want me to stay, I will do it no matter the cost.

Yu Li smiled, took a step back, and waved his hand vigorously like a child.

"Okay, then..."

"Bon Voyage."

The author has something to say: What Yu Li said was "Let's do it like this"

What Qi Zhan said was "I'm going away for a while"

So they misinterpreted this brief separation.