In the days when I was forced to make up lessons by the school

Yu Li lay boneless on the sofa, the window on one side was wide open, and the curtains were blown up, making a puffing sound, but no one paid attention to it.

Although it is summer, but the exposed skin is constantly blown by the night wind, and it still feels cool uncontrollably.

But the one who would have covered him with a thin blanket, or closed the window, was not there.

Qi Zhan has been gone for three days.

As long as Yu Li closes his eyes, the expression of shock and pain on Gu Qingsong's face that day when he stood at the door will appear in his mind.

The knife-like gaze pierced him to pieces, and he felt that the blood in his body was stagnant, and he was very cold.

His temples throbbed, he couldn't eat for a long time, his stomach felt like a burning pain, he was obviously extremely hungry, but he couldn't eat anything, and it even caused conditioned retching.

It's also hypocritical.

Yu Li touched the phone with his hand, and Xu Jiaheng called a lot, probably asking him to take care of his health, he has already asked the teacher for leave, and Jiang Chen, excitedly reported to him the progress of the APP, Song Ziyu dinner invitation from...

Scattered and scattered, except for that person.

Yu Li turned over, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

The whole person was in a daze, as if he heard the knock on the door, Yu Li sat up instantly, staring at the door with wide eyes.

Now he already had some subconscious fear and rejection of the knock on the door.

Qi Zhan has the key, not him.

Yu Li bit his lower lip, not daring to utter a breath, and even thought he was having auditory hallucinations.

Yet the knocking continued.

Yu Li stood up, kicked on his slippers and walked to the door. He put his hand on the doorknob, trembling slightly, then took a deep breath and opened the door.

Standing outside the door was the person he dared not face the most, and who he alone could not escape from.

Gu Qingsong.

"Can we go in and talk?" Gu Qingsong also looked a lot older, his hair, which was always neat and tidy, was a little disheveled, and one of the buttons on the front of the Tang suit was undone.

"You...you please." Yu Li hurriedly opened the door, glanced at the messy room he had made, his palms were sweating from nervousness.

In the past few days, he really didn't have the heart to clean up anything. Fortunately, Gu Qingsong was also full of thoughts and didn't care about such things.

"Yu Li." Gu Qingsong sat down on the sofa, looked at the boy opposite, and called his name solemnly for the first time.

Yu Li froze, his right hand clasped the tiger's mouth of his left hand, bit his lower lip tightly, not daring to look up at him.

"I have always known that you are a good boy." Gu Qingsong said hoarsely, his voice was rustling, as rough as sandpaper, "So I have never objected to Xiao Zhan making friends with you or helping you. Even if he doesn't come back sometimes, he said he would give you extra lessons, and I agreed."

As soon as Yu Li nailed it hard, a long bloodstain appeared on his hand in an instant.

"But I don't understand, what are you doing like this? Isn't it strange for two boys to do that kind of thing?" Gu Qingsong frowned, endured it, and did not say the word "disgusting".

He is a history teacher, he has been stubborn and rigid all his life, and he is also familiar with the theories of those sages and predecessors. He naturally pays attention to the harmony of yin and yang. The grandson who was indifferent and reticent since he was a child is connected.

Although he has never shown much interest in anything, it doesn't seem like he will have that kind of hobby.

He couldn't understand his grandson best.

"I... like him very much." Yu Li gritted his teeth, his face became paler, "We are together, very happy."

"How are you going to tell others?" Gu Qingsong frowned even tighter, and said sharply, "Can you introduce him to the world openly? Xiao Zhan has been hiding it from us, if not..."

As he spoke, he suddenly stopped, and his face became even uglier.

Yu Li lowered his head and said nothing.

Normally, I could argue with the teacher for the first half of the class, but now it seems like someone's tongue has been pulled out, and I can't think of an excuse to refute.

"Can't say it? Or don't you know?" Gu Qingsong sighed, he didn't want to be so cruel, but he had to tell these two ignorant children the cruel truth behind their fake love.

"Do you know what can't be released to the world? It's something that you think is shameful, immoral, and wrong. Don't you think it's sad that you can't even be sure that you are doing the right thing?" Gu Qingsong looked at the young man exuding a dejected aura, and said with some pity.

"Teacher Gu," Yu Li uttered with all his might, a long-lost pain came from his throat, as if it had been torn apart, and he even tasted a faint smell of blood, "We just... just like each other, and we didn't hurt anyone, just ...want to make him happy..."

"You hurt his parents," Gu Qingsong interrupted unceremoniously, "His parents, who flew back from Europe, were also shocked. I can't accept it. Even so, you still feel that you are here Doing the right thing?"

Yu Li bit his lips tightly, took a few breaths through his nose, and let out a few exhalations from an old bellows.

"And really talk about feelings, are you suitable?" Gu Qingsong said, "You are more than a year older than him, but the things you have experienced are several times that of his. I love you and am willing to help you, but it is absolutely impossible. In this way."

"Xiao Zhan has lived in a very simple environment since he was a child. Although he is smart, he thinks very little. His world is very pure. He may be attracted by the novelty of the moment, but those futures, you really can afford Is it? Or are you sure that you want him to live a shameful life with you? "

Yu Li clenched his palms tightly, and the sharp pain couldn't break through the chaos in his mind. His whole body seemed to be stepping on cotton, limp and powerless, as if he was about to drown in the next second.

"You have seen and experienced a lot, so there are many things that he may not understand, but you must understand."

"Even if you have any difficulties, I can help you. Why do you insist on hurting him like this?"

Yu Li bit his lip in an instant, and the strong smell of blood spread, but his sense of taste failed, and he couldn't feel any strange smell.

Today, whenever anyone else came to talk to him, Yu Li would have ten or one hundred reasons to stop him.

But Gu Qingsong can't.

Only he can't.

This person, at that time, was the only one who really pulled him over and never gave up on him.

So he can brag about the theory of "love is supreme" and "true love is priceless" to the whole world, and he can't say a word of rebuttal to this person who seems to be ten years old overnight.

This is what he owes.

At the same time, in the villa on the other side, Qi Zhan was kneeling on the floor of the study, with photos scattered all over the floor in front of him.

It's all candid.

He and Yu Li hugged, kissed, held hands secretly in the dark, and even looked in from the window, and the two embraced each other.

Each one is filled with pink bubbles full of intimacy between young lovers, so sweet that it is cloying.

If it wasn't for this situation, it would be more suitable to be carefully stored in a photo album, and to be taken out for savoring when no one is around.

"Don't you have anything to explain?" Su Qi is a well-dressed and capable woman with a well-maintained figure, but the aura of being in the upper class all the year round made her tone unconsciously a bit commanding, and her speech was extremely fast.

"It's just what you see." Qi Zhan looked at them without fear.

"Are you trying to piss us off?" Su Qi picked up the photo on the ground and shook it in front of Qi Zhan, "Boy! How could you do such a thing?!"

They have been abroad all year round, and this kind of thing is commonplace, and they once persuaded their friends to be more open about their children.

But when it happened to me, it was not so easy to calm down.

I'm not against homosexuality, but my son is not.

That's it.

"So what? I like him," Qi Zhan said. Thinking of Yu Li, he became gentler. "No, I love him very much. We will be together forever."

"Forever?" Su Qi seemed to have heard something extremely funny, frowned, and looked down at him from above, "Mom is also from the past, first love is always beautiful, everyone has fantasized about being able to live with that person For a lifetime, but that's just a luxury."

She sneered, "In the future you will meet more people, beautiful and lovely girls, elegant and intellectual ladies, all the beautiful things you can imagine, you can find them from them, until then, how can you think of them?" What about a former first love?"

"There will be no one else." Qi Zhan knelt straight, this posture was the most tiring, but he didn't have the slightest thought of being lazy, "I will only have him. I knew it when I was 17 years old."

"Okay Xiao Zhan." Qi Huan sighed, "Don't talk back to your mother, she is doing it for your own good."

"I haven't cared about me for so many years, but it's embarrassing for you to care about this matter so much." Qi Zhan lowered his eyelids, and a mocking smile curled up at the corner of his mouth.

A pair of parents who can't even remember their son's birthday and what grade he is in, come to discuss with him what he likes or not?

"We have a lot of time now, and we can accompany you." Su Qi smoothed her suit jacket, "Come with us to Europe tomorrow, and the school's withdrawal procedures have been completed for you."

"Don't you always say we don't love you? Then give us a chance to love you!"

"I won't go." Qi Zhan shook his body and was about to stand up. He tried twice but failed. "He's here, I'm not going anywhere."

"It's up to you." Su Qi narrowed her eyes, "How much is the love you keep saying worth? Even if you can't hold on to anything at all, you enjoy everything we bring you, but you still want to pursue the so-called freedom." And personality? Don't you think you're a little too much?"

"That child is called Yu Li, right? According to my father, he is also a good child, but it is said that his family's situation is not very good." Su Qi said lightly.

Qi Zhan raised his head instantly and stared at him with anger hidden.

"And he seems to be preparing to start a business recently? He's a very thoughtful kid. Wouldn't it be a pity if..."

"What do you want to do?" Qi Zhan asked coldly.

"We won't do anything, he's just a child," Su Qi sneered, "but if you insist on making him an enemy who will bring down my son, then it's not certain."