Rebirth of Love Slag Becomes Disease

"I will never give you a second copy of what I have given you. Yuan Qing believes in me, for me, you are my only one. I will always love you~Youareinmyheart".

I still remember this sentence, it was Cheng Yuanqing's words that Luo Shaozhuo used to coax him every time he saw Luo Shaozhuo with others and was jealous.Once, he really believed it ridiculously.

Haha, that person must have said this to others.It is estimated that I can believe what he said.No way, who made that person once be everything to me.

Cheng Yuanqing sat in the corner, smoking a cigarette.Originally, he didn't know how to smoke, but now he felt that if he didn't smoke to numb himself, he really couldn't stand it.

It was also since he was with Luo Shaozhuo that Cheng Yuanqing discovered that Luo Shaozhuo really had a lot of things that he admired.The first one is Luo Shaozhuo's eloquence.

He has never tried, what kind of mentality can a person say so many sweet words?Moreover, it is said to many people.If it was him, his conscience would be hard for him.

In the past, he also caught Luo Shaozhuo "having an affair" with others several times.At that time, he was really mad and vowed to break up with Luo Shaozhuo.However, every time Luo Shaozhuo was able to use his skill of a three-inch tongue to coax him into submission.

Thinking about it now, is the skill of being able to speak well a must-have quality for every scumbag?If so, then he can only say that Luo Shaozhuo is really a competent scumbag.

The cigarette butts scattered around Cheng Yuanqing indicated that he had been here for a long time and had smoked a lot.Holding the cigarette in her slender and pale hand, she slowly put it on her lips, took a deep breath, but waited for a long time before slowly exhaling the smoke.

He doesn't like to smoke and doesn't know how to smoke.However, Luo Shaozhuo will.That person has been secretly smoking and drinking since the third year of junior high school, and he has seen him several times.At that time, Luo Shaozhuo begged him not to report him.

Cheng Yuanqing likes to see Luo Shaozhuo smoking, his handsome and unrestrained posture. Whenever Luo Shaozhuo smokes, he still has a confusing look on his face. Such Luo Shaozhuo also deeply attracts Cheng Yuanqing.

Tilting his head slightly, he looked at the night sky above his head.He and Luo Shaozhuo really have too many memories, from elementary school to university; to them now, 20 years, how many 20 years can a person have in his life?

In Cheng Yuanqing's life, what he hates the most are those people with scumbag attributes!But by fate, he fell in love with a scumbag.Wouldn't it be embarrassing to say such a thing?

He originally thought that he had enough courage to accept all of Luo Shaozhuo's emotions.He originally thought that as long as he loved him, he could not care about so much.However, the results told him that he overestimated himself.

He is not a saint, he has his own feelings.He loves Luo Shaozhuo, loves him too much, but he is too useless to keep him.He is too greedy and wants to have everything Luo Shaozhuo has.In the end, I still couldn't catch him.

Hehe, I really made myself laugh.He has seen how a person can be so stupid. "Cheng Yuanqing! You are an idiot! Idiot! You are a bitch! Go to hell, you mother!"

Cheng Yuanqing shouted loudly, as if to vent all his emotions.Now, he can't blame Luo Shaozhuo, didn't he ask for all this?As the saying goes, if you don't die, you won't die.He is now a typical lesson plan to die.

The screen of the mobile phone next to him had already turned on several times, but Cheng Yuanqing didn't bother to answer it.Anyway, without looking at him, he knew who was calling him.Tonight, he just wanted to spend quietly by himself.

Luo Shaozhuo, who was a little drunk, was shaking at this time, if he didn't lean against the wall, he would probably fall to the ground.The mobile phone was stuck to the ear until a mechanical female voice came from the other end of the phone: "Hello, the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please call later..."

"Ci'ao, Cheng Yuanqing, where the hell are you? Sigh...Ju, why don't you answer my phone call!" Luo Shaozhuo hiccupped, staring at the black screen of the phone with red eyes.As if the thing in his hand was Cheng Yuanqing, he acted like "him".

Tonight, he has already called Cheng Yuanqing no less than ten times.In the past, after the first phone rings a few times, the other party will answer the phone.What's going on tonight?

Cheng Yuanqing didn't answer the phone all the time, this state made Luo Shaozhuo feel a little upset.Rubbing her hair indiscriminately, she called again unwillingly, but after waiting for a while, no one answered the phone.

"Okay! Cheng Yuanqing, you are so awesome that you don't even answer the phone! I will kill you in a while. If you don't apologize to me and reflect on your mistakes well, I will definitely be inferior to you Crying for father and mother!"

I don't remember how long I sat outside until Cheng Yuanqing felt that his body was numb from the cold, and after the pack of cigarettes had been smoked, Cheng Yuanqing slowly stood up, went upstairs, and returned to his bedroom. Home.

Cheng Yuanqing walked into the bathroom and turned off the tap that was still running.It was turned on before he went out to burn the photos, and now the water is full, making the whole bathroom flooded.

I forgot when, Cheng Yuanqing and Luo Shaozhuo were lying together, and Luo Shaozhuo showed him a book: "50 Disadvantages of Suicide".At that time, one of them made Cheng Yuanqing always remember deeply.

It said that anyone who commits suicide by cutting his wrists is the most stupid.They cut their wrists, while letting the blood stain themselves red, while recalling the bits and pieces of their lives.After thinking about it, I didn't want to die, but the blood drained dry.

At that time, Cheng Yuanqing still smiled and said to Luo Shaozhuo: "I also think that the person who cuts his wrist and commits suicide is the most stupid person in the world! Not to mention whether he will go to hell, it hurts so much. I am afraid of pain, so I cut a small mouth I grinned in pain. If I committed suicide, I would never choose to cut my wrists!"

Thinking about the past between himself and Luo Shaozhuo, Cheng Yuanqing cut his wrist with the dagger in his right hand without hesitation, the edge gleamed coldly in the dark, making Cheng Yuanqing swallow deeply unconsciously.

It seems that it can't wait for the blood to turn the whole knife red!I didn't feel any pain, just felt that my hand was wet for a moment.Hehe, now he is the stupidest person in the world.

Cheng Yuanqing gritted his teeth and made a "hiss..." sound.Holding the edge of the bathroom with one hand, he sat down slowly, and put the other hand into the bathtub filled with water.

Because the light was not turned on, Cheng Yuanqing couldn't see what it was like to be stained red with his blood.He just sat quietly by the edge of the bath, and gradually his breathing became much lighter.

Turns out, that’s what suicide feels like.Cheng Yuanqing also recalled all the things between himself and Luo Shaozhuo, but he didn't regret it.For him, only death is a kind of relief.

If there is an afterlife, he would rather embrace the misery of his own life than the pain of meeting Luo Shaozhuo again.In this life, he had had enough.

People say that if a person dies by suicide, he will go to hell, and he will go to the No.14 hell of death in vain.Then, let him go to hell for punishment.

After a long time, Cheng Yuanqing's eyes have adapted to the darkness, and he can almost see the trail of blood flowing from his wrist.His clothes were already wet by the water, and the water in the bath had basically changed color.

Death is not terrible for Cheng Yuanqing, he has already prepared in his heart.In fact, time is the scariest thing, because it changed everything about Cheng Yuanqing.

It can make a life-and-death couple become strangers; it can make an unforgettable friendship worthless; it can make a person cold and heartless...

It can even steal a person's life silently!No one can resist, no one can escape! - As it is now, Cheng Yuanqing can only wait, waiting for time to take his life.

The transparent water has been completely turned red by the blood, and Cheng Yuanqing's life is like the flowing blood, rushing to the underworld under this wrap.Lying quietly, without moving, only the pungent smell of blood reminded Cheng Yuanqing that he was still awake.

After waiting for a while, Cheng Yuanqing let out a slight cry. He curled up his whole body tightly, as if only in this way could he have a sense of security.

"Wuwu, Luo Shaozhuo, I love you, I love you! Why? Why do you treat me like this, can't I impress you after doing so much for you? Wuwu, Luo Shaozhuo, I hate you! I hate you !hate you......"

Perhaps because of the sudden emotional excitement, Cheng Yuanqing felt more blood flow.He only felt that he was getting colder and colder, as if something was slowly pulling away.

"No! I don't want to die! I don't want to die! Luo Shaozhuo save me, please, save me! I don't want to die! Shaozhuo...save me, please...I I don't want to die...I'm in so much pain, anyone is good, help me..."

Cheng Yuanqing yelled for Luo Shaozhuo to save him with the last of his strength, his voice was sharp and miserable.However, in the narrow room, there was only his voice calling for help, but there was no answer from Luo Shaozhuo.

Many people who cut their wrists don't really want to die, but hope that someone can save him before he dies.They waited for a long time, but they didn't find the person in their hearts, so they could only die with resentment in the end.

Gradually, Cheng Yuanqing calmed down, his consciousness has become blurred, he really just died like this.He doesn't want to die, why?Why no one came to rescue him.He regretted it so much, if only he answered Luo Shaozhuo's call.

He didn't want to die, he regretted it, he wanted to live.But now he doesn't even have the strength to struggle.He wanted to stand up, but there was no strength whatsoever.The arm in the hot water lifted slightly, then dropped again.

Cheng Yuanqing's eyes were no longer under the control of his brain, his body was eroded by an inexplicable fatigue, and his whole body seemed to be drained dry.Vaguely, Cheng Yuanqing only felt his body getting lighter and lighter.Before completely losing consciousness, he murmured: Shaozhuo, save me...