Rebirth of Love Slag Becomes Disease

It is autumn, late autumn.The fallen leaves have already started to leave the big tree and run towards the embrace of the earth.Hehe, it's really bleak, even Ye Zi is so half-hearted, it makes people want to laugh.

Cheng Yuanqing squatted by himself under the roof of his apartment building, his clothes were as thin as ever.In this late autumn, the weather has already turned cold, but Cheng Yuanqing can't feel the slightest chill.

He hid behind the leeward wall alone, and burned those photos of them that made him feel heartbroken one by one, as well as some souvenirs that could be burned.

At this moment, Cheng Yuanqing's expression was calm but numb, and there was a little indifference and sarcasm in his gentle eyes.The cold air like an ice cellar surrounded him, but he didn't feel the slightest coldness, and even felt that this place was much warmer than that so-called "home".

He pulled out another photo from the album, and on the thin piece of paper were two immature children.Looking at this photo, Cheng Yuanqing's eyes suddenly became moist.

He has kept this photo in his album all the time, and it is his favorite photo.He would look through this photo album every day, even so, he kept it very well.

There are too many memories of him and him in it, and he once thought that he could live his whole life relying on these memories.However, now it seems that he is too naive and stupid.

These things will only increase his pain.The child in the photo looks so young, so young.There was always a bright smile on the immature face, and this smile was really dazzling now.

Cheng Yuanqing stood obediently on the left, and Luo Shaozhuo stood on the right, with one arm around Cheng Yuanqing's shoulder and the other posing a "V" to the camera. Behind them was a well-decorated elementary school.

I still remember that Luo Shaozhuo at that time was very attractive, with a white and tender face and a sweet mouth.It has always been the favorite of innocent girls, mature young wives, charming aunts, and old women.

When he was a child, Luo Shaozhuo always carried a limited-edition Ultraman schoolbag, showing off every day which girl he hooked up with today, and he didn't take a long look at Cheng Yuanqing.

To get this photo, when Luo Shaozhuo’s father came to pick him up from school and said he wanted to take a photo of his son, he happened to be walking beside him and was at the same table as him, so he was grabbed and used as a photo prop .

It must be that time, right?Accidentally saw Luo Shaozhuo's face in the setting sun, even though he hadn't grown up yet, he could see a handsome and straight outline, those brown eyes were unbelievably clear, and his tender lips raised a clean and innocent smile.

That is to say, from that time on, Luo Shaozhuo tightly "clutched" everything about Cheng Yuanqing.Why was I so stupid and naive then?

If I could have imagined what kind of life I am living now, would I have so foolishly remembered Luo Shaozhuo in my heart?

Seeing this photo now, Cheng Yuanqing couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in.Maybe a little reluctant?However, it should be more of regret.

After looking at the photos for a long time, there are some things that should be thrown away or thrown away.Just like some people, they can't come back.After a long, long time, Cheng Yuanqing threw this photo into the brazier with no expression on his face, and then took out the next one.

In the second photo, the two of them had grown a lot taller at that time, and they had grown from children to teenagers.It was still the setting sun, Cheng Yuanqing was standing obediently on the left, Luo Shaozhuo was still standing on his right and slightly bent forward, with one arm around his thin shoulder, and the other hand made a "V" gesture towards the camera, thin A smile appeared on his lips, thinking that he was handsome in a mess.

Behind them is an old elementary school, the rain and wind made it look a bit old-this is when they graduated from elementary school, Luo Shaozhuo insisted on grabbing him to take this photo and say what he wanted to do As a souvenir between two people.

At this time, Luo Shaozhuo was already a little taller than him, and he looked a little more handsome, and his fair appearance made him very attractive to girls.

So after taking a photo with him, a large number of female classmates who were reserved or shameless came over and insisted on taking a photo with Luo Shaozhuo to commemorate it, as if they would never find such a good-looking man again.

——Ah...I hate it!Girls are trouble.

--Eh?trouble?

——Yeah, you have to let them do good things, you can’t let them do heavy work when you’re working, and you have to cheer them up, even giving them candies!

——However, I see that you seem to be quite happy...

——That's because my father said to be nice to them, who might be my wife in the future~ My father said that as a man, he should be a gentleman and not a hooligan.

—wife?

--Um!My father said that my wife is a beautiful woman who can help you cook, wash dishes, wash clothes and tidy up the house!Well said dad, I am so handsome, I will definitely be able to find a very, very, very beautiful wife in the future!

--......oh......

--Eh?Is it my illusion?Why do you feel like you are so disappointed?Could it be that you want to be my wife?Let me tell you, this is not impossible!

——…I’m a boy, go…

——What happened to the boy?Anyway, not much difference, right?You can help me cook, do my homework, buy snacks, and play football and games with me. The key is that you are also very beautiful~

——Tch, you, what is your reason...

——La la la~ I have a wife~

—Hey, stop!Luo Shaozhuo, stop talking nonsense!

Cheng Yuanqing still clearly remembered that his face turned red at that time. Fortunately, Luo Shaozhuo ran away in one breath and he didn't catch up, otherwise he really didn't know how to cover it up.

In Cheng Yuanqing's small head, he immediately imagined what Luo Shaozhuo would look like when he grew up.His figure must still be so tall and straight, in a suit and leather shoes, with an irresistible charm in his gestures.

Thinking that by that time, when he came home from get off work, he would subvert that image of a social elite, trick himself into making dinner, and then come back to play video games with him.

So, that night, the meteor that happened to pass by the night sky carried such a wish: one day in the future, let Luo Shaozhuo marry Cheng Yuanqing as his wife, and then they will be together forever.

If Meteor could see a boy who made a wish, it would be amazed that his star-like eyes were full of expectation and sincerity.

However, with the fall of the meteor, Cheng Yuanqing's wish also disappeared without a trace.Hehe, he feels funny now.I really don't know why I believed these one-sided words at the time.

Cheng Yuanqing was a little lost in thought, loosened his fingers a little, and the incomparably precious photo fell into the brazier, and was burnt into gray-black air pollutants by the almost desperate heat within a few seconds.

As soon as the slight air current flicked, the ashes scattered like this, as if they never existed.Cheng Yuanqing leaned his back against the wall and raised his head slightly so that he could hold back his tears.

For some things, it's time to put a full stop on it, even though the full stop is not perfect.Memories are such a fickle thing that only a few fools cherish memories.

After a while, the phone's ringtone suddenly rang.Cheng Yuanqing didn't go to pick it up, and let the little man-made machine make noise at hand, overshadowing the busy traffic downstairs and the solemn wind in the sky.

At that moment, the world was so quiet, Cheng Yuanqing couldn't hear other voices, except for Luo Shaozhuo's voice in his memory, he couldn't hear anything now.Unfortunately, he, Cheng Yuanqing, is one of those few fools.

The next photo is still obediently lying in the album, waiting for Cheng Yuanqing to destroy its existence by deceiving himself.The photo shows Luo Shaozhuo playing a school basketball game when he was in the first year of junior high school.

The black hair slightly covered Luo Shaozhuo's eyebrows and eyes, his red and thin lips were slightly parted, exhaling hot air, the sweat flowed from his forehead along his handsome cheeks to his fair neck, and finally wet the shirt on his body. The collar of the basketball uniform was stuck to his tall and strong body.

With one foot in front and the other behind, Luo Shaozhuo dribbled the ball sideways with one hand, his eyes fixed on the basket under his bangs, his expression focused and fierce, like an immature tyrant.

Cheng Yuanqing still clearly remembered that the second Luo Shaozhuo's three-pointer hit the net, the audience couldn't help standing up and cheering for him.Of course, Cheng Yuanqing was among them.

How should I say it?At that time, he really felt that Luo Shaozhuo seemed to be a man born to stand in the spotlight, as long as he appeared where there were people, the people around would definitely be attracted to him.

"That's... what an excellent person..."

Cheng Yuanqing smiled and stroked the photo with his fingertips talking to himself, his expression was gentle and shy, as if he could see his youthful madness at that time.

He has always been an observer of Luo Shaozhuo. He is so close to obsessively observing everything about Luo Shaozhuo that he ignores his own advantages.

I still remember that Luo Shaozhuo once told him on the bed that it was those deep pool-like eyes that attracted him back then.Looking at the past, the whole person will be deeply hooked by him, and can no longer get rid of that feeling, which can be said to be like an addiction.

If it is now, Cheng Yuanqing can even be [-]% sure that he, Luo Shaozhuo, said the same thing about others when he was in other people's beds, and he must be verbatim.

Hehe, he really was too stupid and naive.He always thought that he would be Luo Shaozhuo's only one, but he didn't expect that he was only one thousandth of him.

Humans are such stupid creatures.It's just because of a little bit of rhetoric from others that he can give all of himself without reservation.It's not until you can't get it back that you will find out what you have really lost.

Absolutely, it is not as simple as youth, body, and time.Perhaps the most lost thing is the meaning of living.