Zombie "Salvation" Diary
Chapter 7 Letting Go
The walls in the room are extremely thick, all in gray tones. It should be said that the cement walls have not been renovated. There is not a single window in the entire room. It can be said that normal human beings can't see their fingers.
In the center of the room is a bed covered with white sheets, neat and clean.Except for a bed, there was nothing else, and there was a special smell all around, and the whole room gave people an indescribable depression.
Reminds me of life in those dark nights of the last days.
Shen Yaowen saw that I didn't move, and laughed straight away, jokingly said: "Why, do you like it too much?"
I didn't make a sound, but he intensified: "You like it so much you can't speak?"
He was behind me, unable to see that my face was gradually grim, showing an indescribable expression.
I rushed out of the room without saying a word, and rushed straight to the balcony. The first floor of the villa is actually one and a half floors of the normal floor, and there is half a floor beyond the balcony to reach the grass. This half floor is a full two meters away. how high.I looked at the starry sky in the dark night and almost jumped off the balcony.
Shen Yaowen was dumbfounded, caught up with me, cut me down and scolded, "What are you doing!"
I turned my head towards him and he froze.
He is all scarlet in my eyes, I believe my eyes can't see where to go.
"Why..." He hesitated halfway through the question.
The corner of my mouth twitched uncontrollably: "Let me go."
But he grabbed me tighter, locked my hands and feet into his arms, and kept cursing: "You think I'm a fool? How dare you run in front of me? There are hundreds of volts of electric shock outside, even if you escape Get an alarm system, if you don't die, you're half disabled!"
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath of fresh air, and when I felt better, I said hoarsely, "Can you let me go?" This strength could strangle me to death.
But he said viciously: "What do you let go? If you let go, you can just run away! At this speed, my long legs can hardly keep up with you! It's a pity that you look like Jian Ya, but without him A little bit of gentleness, your face has grown in vain!"
I was helpless: "I didn't slip away, I just wanted to go outside to get some fresh air."
He was annoyed: "You're not sneaking? Could it be that I'm blind! You can even apply to be a scud, isn't that considered slipping?"
I am really innocent.
I don't know when, I am full of fear of the closed and dark wide space.
As long as I am in the dark, I like to hide in small places, such as small caves. Small caves are not only warmer, but also give me extreme peace of mind. Large spaces make me fear everything behind me.
If it wasn't Shen Yaowen's voice behind me just now, the voice I've missed for many years, I'm afraid I could turn around and do terrible things to him.
Thinking about it, I took a deep breath and reminded him: "Yaowen, don't stand behind me in the dark." This is already an instinct cultivated in the apocalypse, and it is too difficult to change, so I can only wrong him and let me go .
He raised his eyebrows, and he really didn't cooperate. "You take yourself too seriously. What do you think you are here? You didn't succeed in sneaking out, and you still want me to abide by your rules. Did you eat too much today, and use your brain and IQ to solve it? Is it dinner?"
I looked at him seriously: "I'm thinking about your safety." He won't know, how could I make fun of his life safety.
But he sneered, and grabbed my arm harder: "I think it's you who should think about life safety, right? Do you really think I sent you here for a vacation?"
My lips turned white, and it took me a long time to recover.He seemed to have other plans for me, but judging by my expression, he didn't have the mood to torment me, so he said it directly. "It's all counted, and you are still tossing others, go back and rest."
I trembled immediately, and he was silent for a while and added: "What are you afraid of, I didn't ask you to go back to the basement."
Maybe he was afraid that I would run around like a mouse again, so he still put me on the third floor.
He thinks too much, why would I want to run, as he said, the outer wall is set with a high electric shock, if I get stuck on it, I can’t go up or down, I can’t live or die, then what should I do? Shen Yaowen yawned and opened the balcony early in the morning , I saw my skin burnt and greeted him... This is the rhythm of rushing to be sent to the institute for dissection.
Seeing the direction I was going, I was not sure, maybe he wanted me to sleep in his room.
I'll be sure when he opens the room and goes in.
I don't care if I share a room with him, I'm just afraid that he will care about it, and I'm also afraid that I can't help it. I fell asleep in the middle of the night and saw Shen Yaowen who was thinking about it lying next to me, so I went straight up and fucked him ...
I had no choice but to refuse: "This is your room, it's fine for me to have a room by myself."
He narrowed his eyes: "Are you despising me?"
I was speechless: "It's not that I despise you, it's because I'm afraid that you despise me."
He laughed immediately: "You really think too much, how can I despise you? I hope you can still..." When he said this, he got stuck, coughed twice, and gave me a look. "What nonsense?"
I had to be blunt: "I haven't showered in the past few days..."
He immediately looked at me as if he was insane, gritted his teeth and said, "Go to the next room!"
I didn't understand why he was angry, the system chuckled: [I would be angry too, I thought I could do this and that, but it turned out to be a happy one. 】
I frowned, ignored him, and went to the next room.
The room he arranged was simple and elegant, and he didn't treat me badly, it's just...
I patted the quilt, and a cloud of dust rose up. It seems that there has been no owner in the house for the past two months, and no one has cleaned it. The room is well ventilated, and I forgot to close the window, so the dust can almost blow my face.
This environment is not bad enough, if it is worse, there will be spider webs everywhere you lie.
I patted the dust and slept directly on it.
It was already midnight when he came back, so I only slept for a few hours in broad daylight.
Shen Yaowen knocked on the door again and again, but I didn't fully wake up. He took the key and opened the door. He stood with his hands behind his back and said with a low expression, "It's already past twelve o'clock?"
I was vague and slowly buried my head back into the pillow, still in a daze, thinking that I was still in the last days: "It's too sunny at this time, and animals don't come out..." Only fools look for food during this time.
The corners of Shen Yaowen's eyes twitched: "What are you talking about?"
Seeing that he couldn't move me, he simply came up and grabbed my arms, and pulled me up directly: "You can live in this room like this? Get up, and clean up the room first."
I haven’t been woken up by anyone for decades, but a sudden exception made me really annoyed, and I murmured dissatisfiedly: “What are you doing here?” Caves and grasslands are like this. If you have time to clean up, it’s better to go out and hunt more dogs. rabbit.
Shen Yaowen couldn't bear it anymore: "... wake me up!"
After being yelled at by him, I managed to open my eyes, and saw him standing in front of me with a beard and a nightgown, obviously he hadn't cleaned himself up yet.
I was a little surprised, he had always been well-dressed in front of me before, even if I stayed here overnight, I had never seen him in this way.
I returned to reality, and only said: "I'm not you, I don't know how to clean up." What to clean up, he has been cleaning up before, and has been living in different places since then. If I have time to clean up, I might as well catch two more small animals Relieve their hunger.
He was stunned, and then his face turned red quickly, coughed twice and said coldly: "You believe everything your employer says? Are you stupid?"
This is clearly a denial, I really don't know why he lied.
The system sighed and cursed: [Shen Yaowen has such ability to bring about the end of the world, why didn't he choose someone who is right? 】
I found this system to be a bit sloppy, we two childhood sweethearts love each other if we have nothing to do, why are we so idle?
The system immediately became furious: 【I'm so busy!Need to supervise you all day and night!Idle hair! 】
I keep silent.Well, it's okay to like to read minds, very brazen.
system:【……】
Shen Yaowen is a person who can't tolerate any smudges. I feel sorry for him. I'm afraid I have cultivated his habit.
Chen Yaowen was not like this when he was a child, he was just a naughty little boy who often made himself dirty when he came home.At that time we only met each other at my parents' parties and didn't know each other well.
At first I didn't like him very much, I was educated to be educated since I was a child, he was too naughty and dirty, every time he got together, he would lead those sons and sisters to be unscrupulous in the garden, with mud on their palms.
But he also likes to toss me, and has come to pester me countless times before and after the party, insisting that I play with him.
I really don’t like it, but my father thinks that I’m bored at home alone, and always tells me to him, so I have to follow him to the garden with a book, and I read when he’s playing, and occasionally he’ll leave when he’s tired Come over and chat with me, and when you're done chatting, you'll play with his buddies again, treating me like a halfway stop.
If it's dirty, it's dirty. I can tolerate it with my eyes closed.
But in the end, these boys still provoked me.
When the boys usually see me alone, they always feel that I am arrogant and always bother me when Shen Yaowen is not around.
No, one time while Shen Yaowen was going to the bathroom, a few boys came over to me with hippie smiles and said, "Zhao Jianya, don't read the book, you stretch out your hand, we'll give you something."
I ignored them, they simply started, forced me to reach out, and threw a spider into my palm.
I froze in fright, and when Shen Yaowen came, they had already run away.
Shen Yaowen looked at the spider, and his smile gradually widened: "Why Jianya, you like these things? You said it earlier, I will grab a big basket for you and send it to your home."
I don't like it, it's obviously because I was too scared to move.
My mouth gradually flattened, on the verge of collapse, and he still scared me like this, I immediately opened my mouth and cried, tears slid down my face, how pitiful it is.
He was also frightened, and wiped my tears with his sleeve helplessly: "What are you doing, do you like it so much, don't cry, I'll catch you two more right away."
I was dumbfounded, I was terribly scared and you still caught two?You are amazing! "Uh, uh, uh hate this thing!"
He finally understood, and hastily slapped the spider off the ground, coaxing me endlessly: "Don't cry, it's fine, it's already been photographed, you don't like it, tell me earlier, why are you still holding it?"
I was crying so hard that I was trembling when I spoke: "Hands, hands are disobedient!" I wanted to throw it too, but it's a pity that my fingers don't listen to my head...
"It's so stupid." Shen Yaowen helped me wipe the snot from my nose with a funny face, and he stayed by my side to comfort me until the end.
We finally got to know each other well, and he had the nerve to ask me why I kept frowning when I kept looking at him, and whether I didn't like him.I nodded straightforwardly, but he was dumbfounded, unable to believe it, tears gradually formed in his wide-open eye sockets.
Well, I just cried when it was his turn.
He looked aggrieved: "How can you not like me, many people like me."
I was speechless immediately, I have to like you if others like you?I also have the right to choose a spouse, right, choose a friend.
Seeing how pitiful he was, I comforted him angrily: "As long as you are clean, I will like you."
I thought he couldn't listen to this, but he actually listened to it. Within a few weeks, I went to a party with my parents again, and someone suddenly came behind me. When I turned around, I saw him combing his hair neatly. mess up.
Shen Yaowen held my hand and kissed it and smiled childishly: "My Jianya, are you still satisfied with my attire? Today I am your knight. I won't make do with those little boys' games."
This action and this sentence made many adults laugh: "Oh, young master Shen, this is for the little lady, not the little gentleman."
Shen Yaowen didn't care about it, and proudly raised his head and said: "In my heart, Jianya is not a gentleman like a brat, he is a little lady." After that, he kept smiling and leaned over. "Little lady, little lady, tell me how you want me to protect you."
Who wants to be a little lady, rely on me, you love to be you.
I was so angry, my mouth trembled, and I cried again.
In the center of the room is a bed covered with white sheets, neat and clean.Except for a bed, there was nothing else, and there was a special smell all around, and the whole room gave people an indescribable depression.
Reminds me of life in those dark nights of the last days.
Shen Yaowen saw that I didn't move, and laughed straight away, jokingly said: "Why, do you like it too much?"
I didn't make a sound, but he intensified: "You like it so much you can't speak?"
He was behind me, unable to see that my face was gradually grim, showing an indescribable expression.
I rushed out of the room without saying a word, and rushed straight to the balcony. The first floor of the villa is actually one and a half floors of the normal floor, and there is half a floor beyond the balcony to reach the grass. This half floor is a full two meters away. how high.I looked at the starry sky in the dark night and almost jumped off the balcony.
Shen Yaowen was dumbfounded, caught up with me, cut me down and scolded, "What are you doing!"
I turned my head towards him and he froze.
He is all scarlet in my eyes, I believe my eyes can't see where to go.
"Why..." He hesitated halfway through the question.
The corner of my mouth twitched uncontrollably: "Let me go."
But he grabbed me tighter, locked my hands and feet into his arms, and kept cursing: "You think I'm a fool? How dare you run in front of me? There are hundreds of volts of electric shock outside, even if you escape Get an alarm system, if you don't die, you're half disabled!"
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath of fresh air, and when I felt better, I said hoarsely, "Can you let me go?" This strength could strangle me to death.
But he said viciously: "What do you let go? If you let go, you can just run away! At this speed, my long legs can hardly keep up with you! It's a pity that you look like Jian Ya, but without him A little bit of gentleness, your face has grown in vain!"
I was helpless: "I didn't slip away, I just wanted to go outside to get some fresh air."
He was annoyed: "You're not sneaking? Could it be that I'm blind! You can even apply to be a scud, isn't that considered slipping?"
I am really innocent.
I don't know when, I am full of fear of the closed and dark wide space.
As long as I am in the dark, I like to hide in small places, such as small caves. Small caves are not only warmer, but also give me extreme peace of mind. Large spaces make me fear everything behind me.
If it wasn't Shen Yaowen's voice behind me just now, the voice I've missed for many years, I'm afraid I could turn around and do terrible things to him.
Thinking about it, I took a deep breath and reminded him: "Yaowen, don't stand behind me in the dark." This is already an instinct cultivated in the apocalypse, and it is too difficult to change, so I can only wrong him and let me go .
He raised his eyebrows, and he really didn't cooperate. "You take yourself too seriously. What do you think you are here? You didn't succeed in sneaking out, and you still want me to abide by your rules. Did you eat too much today, and use your brain and IQ to solve it? Is it dinner?"
I looked at him seriously: "I'm thinking about your safety." He won't know, how could I make fun of his life safety.
But he sneered, and grabbed my arm harder: "I think it's you who should think about life safety, right? Do you really think I sent you here for a vacation?"
My lips turned white, and it took me a long time to recover.He seemed to have other plans for me, but judging by my expression, he didn't have the mood to torment me, so he said it directly. "It's all counted, and you are still tossing others, go back and rest."
I trembled immediately, and he was silent for a while and added: "What are you afraid of, I didn't ask you to go back to the basement."
Maybe he was afraid that I would run around like a mouse again, so he still put me on the third floor.
He thinks too much, why would I want to run, as he said, the outer wall is set with a high electric shock, if I get stuck on it, I can’t go up or down, I can’t live or die, then what should I do? Shen Yaowen yawned and opened the balcony early in the morning , I saw my skin burnt and greeted him... This is the rhythm of rushing to be sent to the institute for dissection.
Seeing the direction I was going, I was not sure, maybe he wanted me to sleep in his room.
I'll be sure when he opens the room and goes in.
I don't care if I share a room with him, I'm just afraid that he will care about it, and I'm also afraid that I can't help it. I fell asleep in the middle of the night and saw Shen Yaowen who was thinking about it lying next to me, so I went straight up and fucked him ...
I had no choice but to refuse: "This is your room, it's fine for me to have a room by myself."
He narrowed his eyes: "Are you despising me?"
I was speechless: "It's not that I despise you, it's because I'm afraid that you despise me."
He laughed immediately: "You really think too much, how can I despise you? I hope you can still..." When he said this, he got stuck, coughed twice, and gave me a look. "What nonsense?"
I had to be blunt: "I haven't showered in the past few days..."
He immediately looked at me as if he was insane, gritted his teeth and said, "Go to the next room!"
I didn't understand why he was angry, the system chuckled: [I would be angry too, I thought I could do this and that, but it turned out to be a happy one. 】
I frowned, ignored him, and went to the next room.
The room he arranged was simple and elegant, and he didn't treat me badly, it's just...
I patted the quilt, and a cloud of dust rose up. It seems that there has been no owner in the house for the past two months, and no one has cleaned it. The room is well ventilated, and I forgot to close the window, so the dust can almost blow my face.
This environment is not bad enough, if it is worse, there will be spider webs everywhere you lie.
I patted the dust and slept directly on it.
It was already midnight when he came back, so I only slept for a few hours in broad daylight.
Shen Yaowen knocked on the door again and again, but I didn't fully wake up. He took the key and opened the door. He stood with his hands behind his back and said with a low expression, "It's already past twelve o'clock?"
I was vague and slowly buried my head back into the pillow, still in a daze, thinking that I was still in the last days: "It's too sunny at this time, and animals don't come out..." Only fools look for food during this time.
The corners of Shen Yaowen's eyes twitched: "What are you talking about?"
Seeing that he couldn't move me, he simply came up and grabbed my arms, and pulled me up directly: "You can live in this room like this? Get up, and clean up the room first."
I haven’t been woken up by anyone for decades, but a sudden exception made me really annoyed, and I murmured dissatisfiedly: “What are you doing here?” Caves and grasslands are like this. If you have time to clean up, it’s better to go out and hunt more dogs. rabbit.
Shen Yaowen couldn't bear it anymore: "... wake me up!"
After being yelled at by him, I managed to open my eyes, and saw him standing in front of me with a beard and a nightgown, obviously he hadn't cleaned himself up yet.
I was a little surprised, he had always been well-dressed in front of me before, even if I stayed here overnight, I had never seen him in this way.
I returned to reality, and only said: "I'm not you, I don't know how to clean up." What to clean up, he has been cleaning up before, and has been living in different places since then. If I have time to clean up, I might as well catch two more small animals Relieve their hunger.
He was stunned, and then his face turned red quickly, coughed twice and said coldly: "You believe everything your employer says? Are you stupid?"
This is clearly a denial, I really don't know why he lied.
The system sighed and cursed: [Shen Yaowen has such ability to bring about the end of the world, why didn't he choose someone who is right? 】
I found this system to be a bit sloppy, we two childhood sweethearts love each other if we have nothing to do, why are we so idle?
The system immediately became furious: 【I'm so busy!Need to supervise you all day and night!Idle hair! 】
I keep silent.Well, it's okay to like to read minds, very brazen.
system:【……】
Shen Yaowen is a person who can't tolerate any smudges. I feel sorry for him. I'm afraid I have cultivated his habit.
Chen Yaowen was not like this when he was a child, he was just a naughty little boy who often made himself dirty when he came home.At that time we only met each other at my parents' parties and didn't know each other well.
At first I didn't like him very much, I was educated to be educated since I was a child, he was too naughty and dirty, every time he got together, he would lead those sons and sisters to be unscrupulous in the garden, with mud on their palms.
But he also likes to toss me, and has come to pester me countless times before and after the party, insisting that I play with him.
I really don’t like it, but my father thinks that I’m bored at home alone, and always tells me to him, so I have to follow him to the garden with a book, and I read when he’s playing, and occasionally he’ll leave when he’s tired Come over and chat with me, and when you're done chatting, you'll play with his buddies again, treating me like a halfway stop.
If it's dirty, it's dirty. I can tolerate it with my eyes closed.
But in the end, these boys still provoked me.
When the boys usually see me alone, they always feel that I am arrogant and always bother me when Shen Yaowen is not around.
No, one time while Shen Yaowen was going to the bathroom, a few boys came over to me with hippie smiles and said, "Zhao Jianya, don't read the book, you stretch out your hand, we'll give you something."
I ignored them, they simply started, forced me to reach out, and threw a spider into my palm.
I froze in fright, and when Shen Yaowen came, they had already run away.
Shen Yaowen looked at the spider, and his smile gradually widened: "Why Jianya, you like these things? You said it earlier, I will grab a big basket for you and send it to your home."
I don't like it, it's obviously because I was too scared to move.
My mouth gradually flattened, on the verge of collapse, and he still scared me like this, I immediately opened my mouth and cried, tears slid down my face, how pitiful it is.
He was also frightened, and wiped my tears with his sleeve helplessly: "What are you doing, do you like it so much, don't cry, I'll catch you two more right away."
I was dumbfounded, I was terribly scared and you still caught two?You are amazing! "Uh, uh, uh hate this thing!"
He finally understood, and hastily slapped the spider off the ground, coaxing me endlessly: "Don't cry, it's fine, it's already been photographed, you don't like it, tell me earlier, why are you still holding it?"
I was crying so hard that I was trembling when I spoke: "Hands, hands are disobedient!" I wanted to throw it too, but it's a pity that my fingers don't listen to my head...
"It's so stupid." Shen Yaowen helped me wipe the snot from my nose with a funny face, and he stayed by my side to comfort me until the end.
We finally got to know each other well, and he had the nerve to ask me why I kept frowning when I kept looking at him, and whether I didn't like him.I nodded straightforwardly, but he was dumbfounded, unable to believe it, tears gradually formed in his wide-open eye sockets.
Well, I just cried when it was his turn.
He looked aggrieved: "How can you not like me, many people like me."
I was speechless immediately, I have to like you if others like you?I also have the right to choose a spouse, right, choose a friend.
Seeing how pitiful he was, I comforted him angrily: "As long as you are clean, I will like you."
I thought he couldn't listen to this, but he actually listened to it. Within a few weeks, I went to a party with my parents again, and someone suddenly came behind me. When I turned around, I saw him combing his hair neatly. mess up.
Shen Yaowen held my hand and kissed it and smiled childishly: "My Jianya, are you still satisfied with my attire? Today I am your knight. I won't make do with those little boys' games."
This action and this sentence made many adults laugh: "Oh, young master Shen, this is for the little lady, not the little gentleman."
Shen Yaowen didn't care about it, and proudly raised his head and said: "In my heart, Jianya is not a gentleman like a brat, he is a little lady." After that, he kept smiling and leaned over. "Little lady, little lady, tell me how you want me to protect you."
Who wants to be a little lady, rely on me, you love to be you.
I was so angry, my mouth trembled, and I cried again.
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