love like wind

He told himself that the next time he sees Yang Jiayou, his heart should not beat wildly, and if he beats wildly again, he will close his eyes.

At the age of 17, Xu Li thought that he could cut off his thoughts like cutting off his appendix.

It was only later that he realized that when facing Yang Jiayou, his heart was never obedient.

Unless the end of life, otherwise heartbeat.

After being discharged from the hospital, life returned to normal. Xu Li also needed to avoid wound infection and eat a light diet.He used to play basketball with Yang Jiayou often, but now he can't continue and needs to rest for a while.

Xu Li changed to take the subway to go to school, which is also good, so he doesn't have to see Yang Jiayou frequently every day.

After this sudden illness episode, both men seemed to be avoiding each other.

Xu Li was already in a depressed mood, so he didn't bother to guess why Yang Jiayou became reticent. He only thought that Yang Jiayou was always active but not quiet, and he couldn't accompany him like before. Naturally, other friends would surround Yang Jiayou.

After his body fully recovered, Xu Li often found excuses to take the subway. If he rode a bicycle, he would try to avoid the time when Yang Jiayou went out.Adolescence is always elusive. Adults only think that they start to have their own thinking, give more independent space, and do not participate in things between them.

Even the family dinner, which has always been full of laughter and laughter, has become a little silent since I don't know when.

When Xu Li was in class, he occasionally saw the back of Yang Jiayou's head from the crowd, and would suddenly lose his mind.

During the final exam of the second year of high school, Xu Li's grades dropped, leaving four people between him and Yang Jiayou.

The classmates in the class whispered: "It's over, it's over, Yang Jiayou is going to dominate our class, and the current No.2 Luo Mingzhe doesn't have the momentum of Xu Li, and he is so far behind Yang Jiayou."

At the end of self-study that night, Yang Jiayou finally caught Xu Li in the carport, stopped him and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Li took a breath and said in a light tone, "It's nothing."

Based on Yang Jiayou's understanding of Xu Li, Xu Li probably has something on his mind, and his grades will drop, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"No." Xu Li raised his head, glanced at Yang Jiayou, but quickly looked away.

Yang Jiayou spoke very straightforwardly, "It's nothing, your grades have collapsed like this?"

Xu Li frowned, and he didn't want to back down, but he's always been a little absent-minded recently and couldn't control it.

When Yang Jiayou saw him frowning, he was afraid, so he immediately changed his tone, and his tone became lighter, "Let me have a look at the paper."

"Yang Jiayou——" Xu Li looked at him, and met Yang Jiayou's persistent and straightforward eyes. He thought for a while before saying, "It's normal for grades to fluctuate. I missed some homework a while ago, and it takes time to digest."

It turned out that he was not in a bad mood, Yang Jiayou breathed a sigh of relief, his eyes stayed on the pocket of Xu Li's coat, he checked online, it was a minor operation, but it would leave a scar, "Does the wound still hurt?"

Xu Li wanted to laugh, "It's been a long time since the stitches were removed."

Seeing his calm face, Yang Jiayou scratched his head, "Oh, I thought it hurt."

"It's okay." Xu Li raised the corner of his mouth and explained to him in a low voice, "I took an anesthetic and it doesn't hurt."

Yang Jiayou asked again: "I didn't ride a bicycle a while ago, is it because I can't exercise vigorously?"

Xu Li nodded, "It's actually quite good to take the subway, it's very quiet, and you can read books." Thinking of their time in the same junior high school, and thinking of "Robinson Crusoe" they had read.

Yang Jiayou looked unhappy, "Then when can I play? There will be a league next semester, and I will play against the school next door."

"What month?" Xu Li asked.

Yang Jiayou thought for a while, "Winter vacation is coming soon, and I should have to make up classes. No matter what, I have to wait until the beginning of spring, April."

Xu Li said, "I'll fight with you."

"Really?" Yang Jiayou laughed immediately, his smile was genuine and flying. In the cold winter, he wore a black down jacket with a stand-up collar. The coat had no hat, and his shoulders were sharp. He was very lean and powerful.

With the help of the dim light, Yang Jiayou saw clearly that Xu Li was about the same size as himself, but thinner, and he was wearing an off-white down jacket.Xu Li's face is not as sharp-edged as ordinary boys, with soft outlines, short black hair, double eyelids when lowering his eyes, the corners of the eyes are drawn down, his lips are not as thin as other boys, and his lower lip is slightly thicker, which adds a kind of bluntness to his facial features. feel.Due to fair complexion, if the lips are soaked, the lip color is like strawberry.

As long as you don't force your eyes open, your eyes won't turn into single eyelids, and Xu Li looks completely harmless.

No wonder Yang Jiayu liked to rely on Xu Li. Yang Jiayou really felt that Xu Li was like a big bear on the bedside, gentle, quiet and reliable.Sometimes he felt reckless, like a hunter in the forest, and he guessed that even a big bear would be afraid of gunshots.

He could imagine that the big bear would hold the little girl in his arms when he heard the gunshot, and put his stocky back against the muzzle of the gun.

He envied Yang Jiayu, who could have a big bear for granted, because everyone would think that hunters don't need hugs.

His parents asked him to be a sensible older brother, and his teacher asked him to be an excellent classmate, so it was inconvenient for friends to easily reveal their emotions.

Yang Jiayou thinks he is a hunter, but he does not use the gun to hunt, but to protect himself.

Xu Li didn't avoid his gaze, nodded and said, "Really."

Yang Jiayou grinned and clenched his right fist. Xu Li also clenched his fist tacitly, bumped into him, and heard him say, "It's a deal."

"It's a deal." Xu Li responded.

Yang Jiayou straddled the bicycle, hung up the earphones, and quickly disappeared at the intersection.

Xu Li pushed out his car, and his face returned to calm. He only found out today that Yang Jiayou is actually very sensitive, and can even feel his own mood swings, but Yang Jiayou is emotionally clumsy.This has something to do with his upbringing. He didn't have time to be self-willed, so he had to take on the role of brother. Compared with ordinary boys with younger sisters, he gave in more and tolerated more, so that Yang Jiayou was not very good at delicateness.

Because the more delicate he is, the more uncomfortable he will be, and he will simply be careless. He needs to use intense exercise to completely empty himself.

Xu Li speeded up and rushed towards home. He was thinking that even if he had something on his mind in the future, he couldn't show it in front of Yang Jiayou, at least he couldn't notice it.Otherwise, with Yang Jiayou's character of breaking the casserole and asking the end, he will definitely ask other things, and then it will be difficult to handle.

Just like before, simply be his friend; the most solid partner; teammates who can understand each other without saying much on the court; when he is ignored at home, take the blame for him so that he is not so lonely.

Because Yang Jiayou also stretched out his hand to him without reservation, and generously sent an invitation letter, allowing Xu Li to experience true respect, friendship, and acceptance.On the summer day when he went to Linggu Temple to pray for blessings, Yang Jiayou asked Xu Li what his wish was.

Xu Li's wish is very simple, I hope that Uncle Yang's family will be harmonious and happy——

Even if one day in the future, Xu Li is no longer in this family, their family must be happy, each of them deserves to be happy.

Xu Li's parents are gone, and if he has a chance in the future, he will treat Uncle Yang and Aunt Xu as kindly as he treats his own parents.

Therefore, all those thoughts that should not be had must be cut off!

Because it would make Uncle Yang and the others sad, and make Yang Jiayou difficult. What's more, Xu Li felt that Yang Jiayou was so simple and only had friendship in his mind.

After Yang Jiayou got home, he took a comfortable bath and felt much better. What annoyed him most was that he couldn't speak clearly. If Xu Li hadn't been avoiding him all the time, it was inconvenient to ask him what was wrong in front of his parents at home. It's not enough to stop Xu Li.

Although Xu Li said that the wound has healed, Yang Jiayou still doesn't plan to call him to play basketball frequently, and besides, his homework is getting more and more busy now, so he should focus on his studies, and play basketball to his heart's content when spring comes.

Due to a temporary emergency at home, the physics teacher applied for a class transfer, and the physical education class on Friday was changed to Saturday afternoon, which means that he can go home directly after the last physical education class.

It was so cool, the students were all having a carnival.

Sunday was a day off anyway, Yang Jiayou hadn’t touched the ball for a long time, and felt a little itchy in his heart. Several boys called him to play, saying that he was playing against the next class and had to score points. The match lasted two hours and asked him if he would come.

Yang Jiayou thought that he was fine, and nodded in agreement.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, he gathered with his classmates with his schoolbag, threw his things aside, and went home directly after playing ball instead of going to the classroom.

Xu Li knew that Yang Jiayou was a football fanatic, so he would definitely not miss the opportunity to practice, but he didn't know that the basketball game would last for two hours.

After the physical education class, Xu Li went straight back to the classroom to get his schoolbag, ready to go home.

The mobile phone in the schoolbag vibrated, and it was Yang Jiayu: "Brother Xu Li, have you left school yet? My brother's phone can't be reached." In order to facilitate Yang Jiayu's commute to and from school every day, the three of them have mobile phones, but they don't take them often. Come out to play, mainly for phone calls.

Xu Li said: "I'm about to leave. What can you do with him? He wants to play basketball today."

Yang Jiayu said: "My mother originally asked me to go home with him, but now I can't find him."

Xu Li asked directly: "Where are you? I'll come to find you. Let's go back together." He thought to himself, Yang Jiayou probably didn't receive the call, so let him play with peace of mind.

Yang Jiayu mentioned a place.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Li quickly left the classroom. It happened that he didn't ride a bike today, so he could take the subway home with Yang Jiayu.

The sky was getting dark, and Yang Jiayu was carrying her schoolbag, standing in the aisle between the junior high school and the high school.

Xu Li waved at her from a distance, and Yang Jiayu ran towards him with a happy expression.

Yang Jiayou didn't play very well today. First, he met a few opponents who just grabbed the ball and ignored the rules. He was cut by the opponent's fingernail halfway, and the back of his hand was bleeding red. He was a little annoyed, so he smashed the ball aside. : "Can you play ball? I don't know if you can come back after cutting your nails?"

The competition paused for a while, the referee whistled, and the two classes refused to give in to each other, "Yang Jiayou, why are you so angry? You can crush us if you have the ability."

The score book turned to 2:5, and Yang Jiayou was furious when he saw it. If it wasn't for that stupid big man just trying to grab the ball, his elbow was about to poke someone's chin, they would never have lost those points.Yang Jiayou has always focused on safety and fair competition when leading people to play. Who the hell is this? He doesn't make sense at all.

Yang Jiayou felt unlucky: "Stop fighting!"

"Hey——" the boy next door, wearing the No. 7 ball uniform, said in a playful tone, "Yang Jiayou, why don't you discuss it with your teammates, you quit, you call that dog, he is also good at the ball."

When Yang Jiayou heard this, he was immediately annoyed, he was greatly stimulated and insulted, his temples were covered with veins, his eyes tightened, and he rushed over involuntarily, three or five teammates tried their best to stop him, and persuaded him in a low voice: "Jiayou , don't do it."

Yang Jiayou couldn't stand the crowd of teammates, so he pointed at his nose and raised his voice: "You don't even cut your fucking fingernails or brush your teeth? Are you a mad dog?!"

The class next door was not a fuel-efficient lamp, and he was aggressive: "I'm not right? If Xu Li hadn't come, Yang Jiayou, you would have lost so badly today? Bah—" As he spoke, player No. 7 spat, "I I also told you, if you have the ability, don't afford to lose!"